I'm glad you're here.
Actually,
I need you to really hear that.
I am glad you are here.
That you pressed play tonight.
That you chose this instead of mindless scrolling.
Instead of pretending you're fine.
Because I think you might be a little lonely right now.
And I just want you to know that's okay.
You're allowed to say that.
Even if you've never said it out loud to anyone else.
Take a breath with me.
Breathe in.
Breathe out.
Good.
You are safe here.
We live in a world that has made independence into a trophy.
Do it yourself.
Need no one.
Depend on nothing.
Stand alone and call it strength.
And somewhere along the way,
A lot of us started to believe it.
We got good at being alone.
We got good at not needing.
We built walls and called them boundaries.
We stopped reaching out because reaching out felt like weakness.
Like a burden.
Like too much.
So we scroll instead of call.
We text instead of talk.
We perform unbothered while our hearts are quietly aching for something real.
For someone to just see us.
To know us.
And to sit with us.
If that's you tonight,
I see you.
And you are not alone in this feeling.
Go ahead and get comfortable now.
Let your body sink into wherever you are.
Let your muscles release.
Let your hands open.
Uncurl your fingers because you have nothing to grip on tonight.
Take a slow breath in.
I want to tell you something that this world doesn't say enough.
Needing connection is not weakness.
It is the most human thing about you.
We were never designed for isolation.
No matter what the Instagram captions say.
No matter how many I don't need anyone anthems we play in the car.
The songs that are sung underneath all of that powerful independence.
We are wired for warmth.
For belonging.
For someone to know our name and mean it when they say it.
That longing you feel.
That quiet ache for more.
More realness.
More depth.
More us.
That is not something wrong within you.
That is something beautifully,
Undeniably right about you.
Because here's the truth about the lonely ones.
The lonely ones are usually the ones who love the deepest.
Who feel the most.
Who would show up in a heartbeat for someone else but have forgotten how to let someone else show up for them.
The lonely ones have been the ones that have been let down.
Been left.
Been misunderstood so many times.
Take another breath with me.
I want you to feel something right now.
In this moment,
You are not alone.
I know that just might sound strange coming through a speaker on an earbud,
But I mean it.
There are women lying exactly where you are right now.
In beds across this world,
Feeling the exact same way.
We belong.
We have always belong.
And I want you to hear this part slowly.
The connection you crave is not lost.
It's not too late.
You have not missed it.
It is coming in friendships that feel like home.
In conversations that go deep.
In moments where someone looks at you and actually sees you for who you are.
But tonight,
Tonight is enough.
Let this voice be a hand reaching out through the darkness.
Let these words be the reminder that someone thought of you.
They sat down and they wrote for you.
They spoke for you.
Because your feelings matter.
Because your longing matters.
Because you matter.
You are not too much.
You are not too needy.
You are not broken for wanting more.
You are human.
You are loved even in the spaces where it doesn't feel like it yet.
As sleep begins to find you,
Let these words settle in soft and slow.
I need connection.
It is beautiful,
Not shameful.
I am part of a community of women who feel what I feel.
I am loved even when I cannot feel it.
I am open to real connection.
I am worthy of real connection.
Someone out there needs exactly what I have to give.
I am not too much.
I am not too little.
I am exactly enough.
Rest now,
Queen.
You reached out tonight,
Even if it was just by pressing play.
That was brave.
That was intentional.
That was choosing yourself.
Choosing the connection over isolation,
Even in small ways.
And that is what matters.
You matter.
And you are never,
Not for one single moment,
Truly alone.
Good night,
Queen.