Close your eyes,
Or keep them open.
It makes no difference to the world as it is.
We spend our lives building a cathedral of shuds,
Stone by heavy stone,
Until we are trapped inside the very structure we designed to keep us safe.
You are here because you are tired of the masonry,
You are tired of the weight of being a person with a name,
A history,
And a destination.
Most of what we call thinking is actually a form of frantic maintenance.
We worry about our standing,
Our health,
And our future.
Then we begin to worry that we are worrying too much,
As if there is a correct amount of anxiety to hold.
This is the worry about worrying,
A circular trap where the mind tries to solve a problem that it is simultaneously creating.
It's like trying to bite your own teeth.
You can't do it,
Yet you exhaust yourself in the attempt.
This exhaustion stems from treating the social rat race with such terrifying gravity.
Look at it for what it is,
A game of tag played in a burning building,
Where nobody actually knows where the exit is.
We are professionals,
Successes,
Or failures,
But these are just costumes.
The world is populated by idiots,
Glorious,
Beautiful,
Fumbling idiots.
They are playing their parts with such conviction that they've forgotten they are on a stage.
When you see the idiocy of the world not as a flaw,
But as a performance for the observer,
The frustration vanishes.
It becomes a comedy of errors.
There is no meaning in the sense of a final grade or a gold medal at the end of life.
In that regard,
It is utterly meaningless.
But in the observation of the dance,
In the sheer,
Improbable wonder that any of this exists at all,
It becomes saturated with meaning.
To truly rest,
You must first acknowledge that the world will continue to spin without your permission.
You've been carrying the sky on your shoulders,
Fearing that if you shrug,
The stars themselves will fall.
They won't.
The universe is perfectly capable of managing itself while you sleep.
So cast off the labels.
For these moments,
You are not a worker,
A parent,
Or a child,
Or a citizen.
You're simply a point of awareness.
The you that you are so worried about is largely an illusion,
A collection of memories and projections that has no physical weight.
You can put it down.
You must put it down.
Or you will never truly sleep.
You will only collapse.
The mind is a mirror,
But we spend our lives trying to paint images directly onto the glass.
Stop the painting.
Let the mirror be empty.
There is a profound relief in being nothing,
Just for a while.
When you are nothing,
You cannot be judged,
You cannot fail,
You cannot lose.
As you prepare for stillness,
Understand that I am not just speaking to you,
I am speaking as you.
We are the same silence interrupted by different noises.
The worries you carry are the same shadows that haunt every observer.
You are heard because your internal struggle is the universal struggle.
Allow the muscles in your face to dissolve.
Let the breath happen to you,
Rather than you doing the breathing.
Recognise that the idiots outside are just you in different masks.
The play is over for tonight.
The theatre is dark.
The observer is tired.
It is time to step out of the role and into some rest.