Welcome to the Wild Alchemy Guided Meditation of Lack Vaginas,
The Virgin's Milk.
Taking you on a journey to find the hidden goal within your being.
Please do not drive or operate machinery whilst you listen.
Instead,
Make yourself comfortable either sitting or lying down.
And when you are ready,
Close your eyes.
Begin to become aware of your breath.
Letting it begin to slow.
In.
And I'll.
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In.
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And out.
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In.
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And out.
I invite you to let your journey into the wild unknown.
It is time to open your inner vision.
You are sitting once again in a darkened theatre.
The stage before you is hidden by the soft folds of golden brown curtains.
As you watch,
The curtains are quietly drawn back to reveal an immense hexagonal window.
Through this portal,
You glimpse open sunlit fields beckoning to you.
Step through the portal and enter a late summer landscape.
The harvest has been gathered in.
The fields are close cropped and gleam in the low summer sun.
It is early evening,
Close to sunset.
The air is still and warm.
A pathway leads you across the fields to a meandering stream,
Bordered by ancient alders who guard the pass.
The colours of their leaves are just beginning to turn.
Wander on beside the stream which is singing its song of release and flow.
You come to a still pool Sit down on the grassy bank.
Perhaps cool your feet in its waters.
Or even.
Dive in.
Once you feel cleansed and refreshed,
Lie down on the soft grassy bank enjoying the perfect safety of this place.
Begin to imagine that you are curled up secure and held in the hand of whichever higher power guides your life.
Know the universe is your partner and there is nothing right now that needs to be attended to in the outside world.
Relationships,
Family,
Home,
Work.
They are all being taken care of too.
Know you are blessed.
Have radical trust that all is well.
It is harvest time of the year.
A good time in which to pause,
Reflect and recharge.
To be a witness to your own progress.
And to appreciate the harvest you have created.
It is time to step back.
To slow down.
To take stock.
It is time for gratitude.
For appreciation.
For self-evaluation.
For honesty.
And it is time to release any disappointment,
Any remorse.
By so doing you will make space for the awaiting abundance,
For the hidden gold of your life to be revealed.
Relationships including that to the cell deepen with honesty.
Dishonesty need not mean deliberately lying.
In order to protect ourselves,
We may adopt emotional armor,
Projection,
Withholding.
Idealization,
Roles and stories about who we think we must be.
Hiding and secrecy,
Especially from yourself,
However,
Can prevent the deeper intimacy and truly knowing.
Let this be an opportunity in which to drop the many masks you wear.
It is time for transparency in the sense you no longer need to manipulate how you are perceived.
So the true gift of intimacy may happen.
Especially when you become willing to allow another to see you without the mask.
Please remember to pass through this self-reflection process with tenderness,
Compassion and kindness towards yourself.
Only you and your guides and the universe are witness.
And they know it all already.
Before you begin.
Perhaps you would like to invite someone from your family,
Someone with whom you share ancestral roots,
Who has passed from this physical world,
To be with you.
They may be someone you often think of and miss.
They may be someone you have not thought of for some time.
Whoever they are,
Ask that they offer you a hug and a word of special wisdom to help guide you in your life in the here and now.
And now begin to contemplate.
What might your self-denials be?
Which relationship is asking for greater truth?
Where might you be confusing fantasy with intimacy?
What are the masks which you need to drop for your further healing and evolution?
What has been left undone?
What promise is broken?
Simply be honest.
Say sorry.
What are your regrets?
Simply be honest.
Say sorry.
What gives rise to remorse?
Be honest.
Say sorry.
What are your disappointments?
Be honest.
Say sorry.
To whom might you make amends?
Be honest.
Say sorry.
How might you make amends?
Be honest.
Say sorry.
And when might you make amends?
And now consider.
Are these feelings towards others or mostly towards yourself?
Be honest.
As the water flows quietly through the pool beside you.
Allow all and any unwanted feelings to begin to dissolve.
Replace them with a feeling of kindness and compassion for yourself and towards others.
Let any harshness resolve into tenderness for your being.
Allow trust in yourself and in life to flow back to you.
Create space for the innocent child within you to become playful,
Living fully in this moment.
What might that child have to say to you?
Recognize that holding on to the past places blocks and obstructions in your way.
And can create stagnation in your life.
Emotions,
Like waters,
Are intended to flow,
So let them wash through you.
Let the emotional imprinting from the past begin to release.
As your emotions calm and move through you so your mind can begin to become clear and still like the quiet blue sky above you mirroring onto the surface of the pool.
As your mind begins to still,
So quiet space is created for self-forgiveness.
Whatever has happened in your life.
Know that you have simply done your best and that is enough.
And often And now,
Reflect.
To whom do you owe a gift of gratitude?
What do you most appreciate in your life?
Do not forget to include yourself in this.
And so,
What is the gold hidden in the lessons you have learned this year?
All you need do is forget perfection.
Be willing to make reparations.
Practice patience.
Practice humility,
Practice kindness and compassion.
Practice self-forgiveness.
And then add a dose of humour to sweeten.
Always remembering gratitude.
When we offer gratitude,
We create space for more reasons,
For more gratitude,
For more abundance.
Know deep inside yourself you have already earned your right to abundance.
In fact,
It is your birthright.
So claim it.
Relish its richness.
Be ready to receive your harvest right now.
See threads gleam golden everywhere in your life and in your being.
Shine.
Become a light with its warmth and brightness.
Your harvest.
Your dew.
And then.
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Finally.
Ask yourself.
What extra special gift would you like to receive when the year turns at the winter solstice?
And consider who would you like to be then?
Who would you like to be with?
What would you like to be doing?
Where would you like to be?
And how would you like to feel?
And not least,
How might you be of service in this changing world?
May the peace of this place breathe through you.
Touch your golden heart.
Take you home to stillness,
Love and unity with all.
And now it's time to let go of whichever ancestor has accompanied you on this journey.
With gratitude and love.
It is time to return.
Follow the pathway back along the stream.
Back across the golden meadow back to the everyday world.
Step through the window to the earthly domain.
Take your place once again in the shadowy theatre.
The curtains softly fall.
Gentle lights glow.
Feel your feet on the ground.
Move your fingers and toes stretch and yawn.
Become aware of the seat beneath you.
And breathe in.
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And out.
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End.
And out.
In and out.
When you open your eyes and be here,
Take the remembrance of all that you are with you.
Allow yourself to shine fully for all to see.
And see the hidden goal everywhere you look.
And also remember the art of offering gratitude for the hidden blessings already on their way creates more to be grateful for.
As we give so we receive.
And now,
Let the adventure into the wild unknown of your life continue.
