I stepped forwarded, a feeling rose, I paused.
What was I feeling? Fear? I see I am scared. How can I share this emotion? With whom?
I have an "image" to maintain. I'm invincible, I never tremble, I'm the foundation, the rock, I carry the heavy loads.
If I quiver, start to lean, this time when I fall...will I get back up...again?
Processing and churning these emotions, I know I have been on this path before. There's the stone of disappointment, the weeds of anger, a root of shame.
I take another step, then another. Moving to push aside the stones, pulling the weeds, tracing the root of guilt...until I reach the meadow of all I am, weeds with blossoms, stones polished to gems, a tree growing from all the rotten debris at the root.
I fall upon all I am. I lift me up, I close my eyes and hold me while I rest and heal, until the trembling, quivering stops.
I see all those who love me, support me, accept me with no expectations...I am without fear.I stepped forwarded, a feeling rose, I paused.
What was I feeling? Fear? I see I am scared. How can I share this emotion? With whom?
I have an "image" to maintain. I'm invincible, I never tremble, I'm the foundation, the rock, I carry the heavy loads.
If I quiver, start to lean, this time when I fall...will I get back up...again?
Processing and churning these emotions, I know I have been on this path before. There's the stone of disappointment, the weeds of anger, a root of shame.
I take another step, then another. Moving to push aside the stones, pulling the weeds, tracing the root of guilt...until I reach the meadow of all I am, weeds with blossoms, stones polished to gems, a tree growing from all the rotten debris at the root.
I fall upon all I am. I lift me up, I close my eyes and hold me while I rest and heal, until the trembling, quivering stops.
I see all those who love me, support me, accept me with no expectations...I am without fear.