Are You Stuck In Groundhog Pattern?

In this episode, I am sharing channeling I received in my meditations two years ago. Take in the nuggets that resonate. The topics revolve around the journey of healing, life in general, and feeling overwhelmed. Life can be experienced as breaking the Groundhog Day cycle.

Transcript

Hi beautiful souls,

This is Srimanju Kattagadda.

Welcome to Life is Magical podcast.

In this episode I'm going to go deep dive into some channelings that I had us two years ago,

Still fresh,

Still resonating with what we are going through.

It's amazing what we get through the little nuggets in our journaling,

Right?

As you refer back,

It's so like wow,

Time never ceases for some of the wisdoms to make sense all along,

Just like Rumi's poetry,

Which still makes so much sense and every time we read,

We get deeper layers of understanding about our own experiences,

Some self-exploration.

So stay on and take it in,

What you feel connected to,

If something you don't resonate to,

Park it to the side.

So for those who are new,

I am Srimanju,

I do Reiki Akashic records.

So in this episode,

We are just going to go through the wisdom about the journey,

The life,

Healing part.

Life is great when we begin to heal,

Right?

But it is a long journey and it doesn't happen over a particular time frame or just done and dusted for a couple of years and we are all good onto the same frequency.

We chose earth to learn and to heal,

But as we are thinking about it,

In our own ways,

We create the repeated patterns that we always want to be on a pedestal or a portal that is constantly in a light frequency.

And yet we do forget the dark or the shadow side of deep inside is ours and we own and we need to be doing the work as well.

In a perfect way,

Like the Groundhog Day doesn't serve us anything,

Right?

It's just you wake up,

You go to work or you do your routines and then come back,

Sleep.

A lot of us have forgotten what we are even passionate about,

What excites us,

Ignites us that we want to do in our life even.

So here is that moment that we need to find the meaning to our own souls.

There is nothing surprising here,

What I'm sharing,

You know it,

I know it and there is nothing magical until we place those sprinkles or sparkly fairy dust on ourselves and see,

Feel that magic.

For magic to be felt,

We need to be opening up some of our clear senses or all or at least one or even say tap into,

I allow this experience to unfold so I go deep inside myself.

So to find even the passion as we don't focus on it,

We don't know what we are passionate about or we feel because it doesn't pay our checks,

Our bills,

We are not going to cater the time for it.

But no,

That's not the way it works.

It's all along even in our childhood,

We were passionate about many things but then the society conditions about going this way,

This is your formula to be successful,

To be happy,

To be settled and this is your life and that's where we get into our groundhog day kind of a model,

Right?

But each one of us have picked up by interesting chapters and lessons in our life and we are here to fulfill,

Complete,

Understand,

Go deep dive and there is reason for it as well.

It's like what we decided to learn and what we are here for and the family we chose,

The kind of areas that we are in,

It's all interlinked in this matrix.

Nothing can be separated even there is like,

You know,

Years ago I used to regret about a lot of decisions but since this awakening,

There is no regrets.

It's all perfect because if some of those experiences haven't been happened in my life,

I wouldn't be where I am being content.

So now I see every of those are not regret or unfulfilled,

They are just exactly the way I chose to experience being here on earth realm.

And here we do get to learn,

Unlearn some of the parts of our lives as well.

Unlearning is lot of the chaos that we spend the rest of our life in it.

Learning when we were young,

Like under seven,

We were doing exactly what our soul was excited with,

Ignited with and then we were modeled into something else that wasn't us and now coming back into that realization,

Awakening,

Ascension,

Any of those words resonate to you,

Are all coming back to you,

Hey let me see what I'm here for.

And here is where the unlearning,

The toughest part of our life that goes on for the rest of the parts,

Yeah.

And as part of that unlearning is where the teachers show up or our soul tribe shows up or the books or the music and all of these parts get interesting and like a puzzle getting revealed to identify who we are.

And this moment that we land into this is the coming back to those memories of our previous lifetime experiences we had and we are wanting to relive those experiences from a new dimension,

New time frames.

Some of the things that's the reason it makes it so easy for us to like I know this stuff or I am able to come back to this learnings quite easily and much effortlessly as well because you have been here before.

And this also puts a lot of like in a new layers,

New dimensions.

Say for example like you know you are coming back into the awareness but it's like a new costume like you know now we see the older traditional costumes are being revamped into a new attire,

Totally complete different way that you can also do things like you know still respecting our ancestors,

Still respecting our heritage and bringing it forward.

And that's exactly what's happening when you're awakening.

You are trying to put new layers to what you have adapted right now onto earth realm and also your previous past memories.

So that's the reason like you know we are feeling this stretch,

Even not only the stretch but expansion of energies and we are trying to fit into everything right now in this moment but it is taking time to process and merge in gently as well.

And in some cases time is kicking in so fast we feel the urge since after waking up let's do the work right now.

We wasted a lot of time but we have to catch up.

But again repeating we haven't wasted anything.

We are here to come back and relive those parts of it once again in a different frequency.

And here not only your memories,

Your soul,

Your body everything is getting excited as you say let's do this work,

Let's get excited.

And what we were holding on either from trauma,

Exploitation or any of the stories we were telling ourselves we are rewriting those chapters and the stories and that's where the inner work is coming in.

Some of the inner work is coming in the inner work is quite challenging because those chapters that we chose to learn here and do our assignments or exams are quite tough when we are really because not everyone is waking up to the same consciousness,

Not everyone is moving forward with the same knowingness and this is where a lot of disruptions are happening even though our contracts have been made but we are not able to find the same trend to it and some of us go fast some are going slower and not meeting at the middle point at the same time that we thought about.

So you do feel a lot of friction,

A lot of soul efforts coming in and I do see in collaboration work as well like you know when I'm ready others are not ready or when others are ready maybe I'm not ready too like you know.

So we are feeling like you know being responsible for our own work but also in connected with everyone around us quite deepening our way of thinking,

Our way of experiencing as well here.

Depending on what we set we chose that experiences when we want to start some of us do start at very early like you know now the children born I'm noticing is they're quite awakening,

They're moving fast,

They're realizing they're not having that unlearning experience for a long time,

They're right into learning and moving forward with all that beauty they're bringing already for the magic and they're not waiting for someone to sprinkle on them as well like if you look around like you know the prodigy kids or the kids that really hang a voice and authenticity they want to change the world or they want to nurture the world or give that information to the world as well it's quite profound like you know they can start at the age of 13 or 4,

45 even like you know but as we delay more it's the more of the unlearning is coming in like you know and you will be start like once you put this hat on this thought on you'll be surprised how many are awakened and you can have these conversations with your children nieces,

Nephews,

God children as well they're quite comfortable it's not an awkward it's much easier to have that rapport like you know even to the younger babies like you know you can inspire yourself by having these communications you won't be judged,

You won't be made wrong because they do understand for some of the things that we don't even understand ourselves yeah because they haven't need to do a lot of unlearning in this process yeah and they're well able to build themselves and realize at like these stages that they didn't need to always go through the boiling point or a burst point which I say like you know when the spiritual awakening is happening a lot of us come into realization through a health crisis,

An accident,

Job loss like major like you know divorce major of these crossroad events is only when we actually tap in and awaken ourselves and that is how I came into this part as well until then I was pushing it not for me there is not what I need to be this is not for my way because the society hasn't taught me that I can belong here I pushed it and saying that but once I recognized it like you know it was quite easy and fast to do it because it made all sense it made you feel you were back home with your own soul tribes that you were forming up here and that makes a lot of things easier as well to experience and we hold the memories that we were holding up like you know rather than being the pain or vexed up more of like you know content or understanding as well yeah the deeper the journeys that we get to do as well and in that times then you will realize actually damn like I had many of those good memories good times it's just with the shade of all these other uh tiresome thoughts I haven't realized myself what it was so that is also interesting like you know the more we uncover the layers of the past chapters that we have written for ourselves you do realize that actually it wasn't that bad you do have good um upbringing or good friends or some other areas that you have overseen or haven't welcomed in the same way because you were focusing so much in the pain not on seeing what else was present with you like you know and that really helps and this is how they showed me was we do collect the shells at the beach and sometimes we do forget there are um sea glass as well right and I didn't know about much sea glass until my friend um Nancy was collecting the sea glass and she taught me all about it and then I realized oh my god they are co-existing but I never put my view onto it or thought about it and how beautiful are they like you know and then we do pick what we want and have the choices as well yeah what we make out of the life is our choice completely at a conscious level or subconscious level as well and the main thing is why not make it a memorable one even this moment like you know we can change things to the story we have been telling ourselves sit with the story don't judge it don't judge those thoughts and sit with that and let it be exploring as well and with that exploration comes in is like a new way of looking at your own life new way of looking at your relationship and a new way of building yourself and this can only be done once you chose that you are ready for it and you are going to make the most of what you have got right now and that is the most important thing recognization awareness are the main steps to go forward into the healing until you know you have work to be done you wouldn't be doing the work right and now is the moment like you know you do see a lot of people raising up coming into consciousness because things are falling apart like and things are not working out at the old one like old ways in the last couple of years that we all witnessed in a magnum as a collective and now we really need to come out and feel the frequencies and move along and hold this beautiful space here and you can be in a better place and you you can be shifting your gaze as per your convenience and there is no one else holding you back only your thoughts are going to be holding you back so i would suggest and recommend the way that works for me is to write my thoughts down or observe my thoughts where they are coming from and observing gives you like ah interesting i felt this way and then even like you know with a curiosity observe into the other side of the coin and see feel sense what you are coming up with like you know was that all your fault or was that all someone's fault or was the situation created for you to react in a particular way like you know maybe it's no one's fault it's just the game that you have chosen to play in this way is what has made you to be the opponent for someone or you became an opponent or you have an opponent as well like you know there's a beautiful way of looking at things as well and don't forget that you can always raise those frequencies of to look differently and feel differently and connect in hope this resonates with you and i really hope some of the key takes you are going to take back as this is profound and i have a date it's from 2021 july so nearly two years and still i feel like you know today i do connect to it very much deeply this um um the magic they have shown to me like you know so sit with that connect with your heart center and feel the magic remember life is magical with lots of love have a lovely lovely um uplifting time and namaste life is magical lokasamastasakinevapavanti