Hi,
I'm Teresa Hubbard.
Welcome back to our continued reading of the text to A Course in Miracles.
We continue today in Chapter 5,
Healing and Wholeness,
Section 7,
The Decision for God.
To summarize my takeaways,
In Section 7 of Chapter 5 we learn there are many healers who have not healed themselves,
And until they do,
They cannot believe there is no order of difficulty in miracles.
When we are not wholly joyous,
It is because we have reacted with a lack of love to one of God's creations.
Perceiving this as sin,
We become defensive because we expect attack.
But the decision to react in this way is ours,
And therefore can be undone.
God Himself gave us the perfect correction for everything we made that is not in accord with His holy will.
We are merely asked to return to God the mind as He created it,
Asking only for what He gave,
Knowing that this giving will heal us.
This decision cannot be difficult,
And is obvious when we realize that we must have already decided not to be wholly joyous if that is how we are feeling.
Therefore the first step in the undoing is to recognize that we must have actively decided wrongly and then simply decide otherwise.
We are told to be very firm with ourselves in this,
Keeping ourselves fully aware of the undoing process.
Our part of this process is to simply turn over our thinking to the atonement and peace,
By claiming for ourselves,
I must have decided wrongly because I am not at peace.
I made the decision myself,
But I can also decide otherwise.
I want to decide otherwise,
Because I want to be at peace.
I do not feel guilty because the Holy Spirit will undo all the consequences of my wrong decision if I will let Him.
I choose to let Him,
By allowing Him to decide for God for me.
I invite you to keep a few things in mind as you listen to the reading.
The Course uses male pronouns,
Yet this is simply a way of pointing to the spiritual being,
Having no gender.
The Course is written in first person,
And although not introduced directly to the reader,
It becomes clear that the words are from Jesus,
Often quoting from the Bible.
The Course uses traditional Christian terms in a non-traditional manner.
These words are simply pointers to truth,
Nothing more.
A few definitions of terms you will hear within this reading.
Atonement.
The Holy Spirit's plan of correction.
Healing our minds from the earthly world of illusion to God's world of truth.
Salvation.
Forgiveness is salvation.
We are saved from our belief in sin and guilt through the change of mind that forgiveness and the miracle bring about.
Sacrifice.
A central belief in the ego's thought system,
That someone must lose if another is to gain.
The principle of giving up in order to receive,
Giving to get.
Sin,
An illusion whereby we believe in the reality of our separation from God.
This stems from our egoic sense of our unworthiness of forgiveness,
Which leads to guilt.
Such guilt is then projected onto ourselves and others.
And now,
Onto the reading.
A Course in Miracles,
Chapter 5,
Healing and Wholeness.
Question 7,
The Decision for God.
Do you really believe you can make a voice that can drown out God's?
Do you really believe you can devise a thought system that can separate you from Him?
Do you really believe you can plan for your safety and joy better than He can?
You need be neither careful nor careless.
You need merely cast your cares upon Him because He careth for you.
You are His care because He loves you.
His voice reminds you always that all hope is yours because of His care.
You cannot choose to escape His care because that is not His will.
But you can choose to accept His care and use the infinite power of His care for all those He created by it.
There have been many healers who did not heal themselves.
They have not moved mountains by their faith because their faith was not whole.
Some of them have healed the sick at times,
But they have not raised the dead.
Unless the healer heals himself,
He cannot believe that there is no order of difficulty in miracles.
He has not learned that every mind God created is equally worthy of being healed because God created it whole.
You are merely asked to return to God,
The mind,
As He created it.
He asks you only for what He gave,
Knowing that this giving will heal you.
Sanity is wholeness,
And the sanity of your brothers is yours.
Why should you listen to the endless,
Insane calls you think are made upon you when you can know the voice for God is in you?
God commended His Spirit to you and asks that you commend yours to Him.
He wills to keep it in perfect peace because you are of one mind and spirit with Him.
Excluding yourself from the atonement is the ego's lastest defense of its own existence.
It reflects both the ego's need to separate and your willingness to side with its separateness.
This willingness means that you do not want to be healed.
But the time is now.
You have not been asked to work out the plan of salvation yourself because,
As I told you before,
The remedy could not be of your making.
God Himself gave you the perfect correction for everything you made that is not in accord with His holy will.
I am making His plan perfectly explicit to you and will also tell you of your part in it and how urgent it is to fulfill it.
God weeps at the sacrifice of His children who believe they are lost to Him.
Whenever you are not wholly joyous,
It is because you have reacted with a lack of love to one of God's creations.
Perceiving this as sin,
You become defensive because you expect attack.
The decision to react in this way is yours and can therefore be undone.
It cannot be undone by repentance in the usual sense because this implies guilt.
If you allow yourself to feel guilty,
You will reinforce the error rather than allow it to be undone for you.
Decision cannot be difficult.
This is obvious if you realize that you must already have decided not to be wholly joyous if that is how you feel.
Therefore,
The first step in the undoing is to recognize that you actively decided wrongly but can as actively decide otherwise.
Be very firm with yourself in this and keep yourself fully aware that the undoing process,
Which does not come from you,
Is nevertheless within you because God placed it there.
Your part is merely to return your thinking to the point at which the error was made and give it over to the atonement and peace.
Say the following to yourself as sincerely as you can,
Remembering that the Holy Spirit will respond fully to your slightest invitation.
I must have decided wrongly because I am not at peace.
I made the decision myself,
But I can also decide otherwise.
I want to decide otherwise because I want to be at peace.
I do not feel guilty because the Holy Spirit will undo all the consequences of my wrong decision if I will let Him.
I choose to let Him by allowing Him to decide for God for me.
