You Don't Have To Try So Hard

Sometimes on the journey, conditioning/religiosity from this life & others will make it feel as if you must earn your place on the Earth. As this conditioning comes up to clear, it can feel pretty ugly internally. Egos can grab onto that inner distress and weaponize it as proof that we are, in fact, miserable sinners and don't deserve to be here. If we dare to recognize this loop, the cranky manager in our heads will begin to let go. It will slowly dawn on us that we never had to try quite so hard; that we are lovable just as we are. Then, we can come down to the Earth; settle into our rightful place - in the present; and give the gift of our more authentic selves to life.
Speaker: Jenna Schroer

Transcript

You know, Your genius is in there. Really, Your great intelligence is in there, And so it's just part of the package. I think it's this part that's mad at you, Or mad at it, That I so would love this part to come off you, So you could just, You know, Off your shoulders, If somehow your journey could come off your shoulders, So that you could just, You know, Be it more without the editor, The editor, The part that's mad about it, You know, Like that just makes things so much harder if you're mad about it as you're going through these periods. It just feels like a tremendous load. Yeah, Okay, Good. Okay, Good. I'm reaching something here that I wanted to reach. Good. Good. Yeah. That's it. Good. You're receiving love. I can feel it. Yeah. Thank you. Yeah, And you really need it. Yeah. Yeah, You really need it. You try so hard. You do so much good, And there's this part of you that's just, I don't know, It's just cranky. It's just intolerant, Right? Like this intolerant monitor or whatever. Yeah. Right. This is why I said to you, I wanted you to like write to me like I'm your friend. It's like you need to get how much I love you. There's no rush, But it's like if you get how much Premasuda loves you, This would cure this stuff. You wouldn't do it. You wouldn't be so pissed off about stuff. You would just be more like I'm this golden child doing the work of the universe here in human form, And I've got this team with me. Premasuda's team, You know. Ama's, You know, It's all Ama, But it's like we're, You guys are Premasuda's team, You know, For like, You know, Whatever we got, Guerrilla warfare, Whatever we got here, You know, The love, Guerrilla loving, Right? Yeah. Right. Yeah, Sweetie. Yeah. Oh, Sweetie, You got such a beautiful heart. And you're so devoted. You're so devoted. And you love those kids. And you focus on sharing love, Being love all the time. I know you do. You know? Yeah. I guess, You know, Actually, I want to say to you, You don't have to try so hard. It's like you could be, You could let yourself be a bit of a, I don't know how to say it. It's like be a bit of a badass sometimes, Like be a bit of a jerk sometimes. It's all right. You don't have you don't have to be quite so perfectly loving, You know?

Reviews

Your words come at a time when I need them the most. “Badas*” brought out that elusive smile and chuckle. 🤭 Thank you so much.

Thank you! Being okay with being a ‘bad ass’ at times. Jenna, you are not alone. 🤗