You know,
Nowadays,
When I hear male voices,
They sound like milk and honey to me.
And this wasn't always so.
In fact,
This milk and honey quality is a measure of healing,
Because in the old days,
I didn't feel that way at all.
I didn't hear that at all.
It was not my experience.
What would happen to me when I was more of an unhealed feminine,
I would hear a kind of hard authority in whatever they said,
Whatever a man said,
Really,
And a kind of instruction or a feeling that somehow I had to submit to this,
That it was a choiceless submission.
So as you can understand,
This would make my life a little complicated.
And the distortion of this material that was just added to really just any male who spoke to me reflected my inner emotional confusions,
The ego basically,
That was sitting over my true nature,
Which in this life is expressed through the feminine.
So it requires that,
You know,
To find my freedom,
My liberation,
It requires that I experience life and express it as a female.
So you know,
As the years went by,
I realized that this perhaps is not uncommon,
And it maybe just isn't noticed.
And it is part of what disturbs the relationships between males and females,
Because it's this material sometimes just under the wire,
It's hard to even put words to.
It's hard to actually notice,
To know that what you're hearing in a voice isn't just the true reality of that voice,
That you are hearing your own ego material reflected in it.
Now this,
I really don't want to add to any kind of self-distrust,
Because this is one of the things that can happen,
Particularly to women,
Is they have a need to kind of,
That they're doing it wrong,
That they're basically second-rate,
Really.
It's kind of hard to feel first-rate in a patriarchy,
Unless you really wake up,
You know?
And this is what I'm saying,
Is any woman,
Any time,
Any man,
Any person can awaken,
And if a man decides to awaken,
In a way,
He'll notice that he's doing the same thing to feminine voices.
He'll be hearing female voices through his lens,
And it's understandable.
Just as there are some males who carry around this authority,
And you submit to my authority,
There are also women,
I mean,
I know a woman who speaks with a breathless Jackie Onassis voice that's just so feminine,
And this woman,
She is a tough woman.
This voice is just superimposed.
So we may be hearing the true reality about the person,
You know,
If we're listening to a voice and we're having trouble,
But lots of times,
We have to look to our own receiving apparatus.
What are we hearing this voice through?
Because as I said,
You know,
Male voices,
It's just like milk and honey to me,
And this gobsmacks me,
Really,
That just the desire for healing would finally bring me to this,
That it actually took place over the years.
And it can happen for you.
You know,
We're very human.
We're not fixable like a machine is,
But we can see our.
.
.
We can witness our own ego operating,
You know,
And seeing what we're doing,
And giving it over.
So one of the things about female energy I want to talk about is it carries great subtlety,
And,
You know,
In its fullness,
It's amazingly subtle,
And it will carry a kind of 360-degree understanding.
It's just like a teacher in a classroom.
She'll be aware that she's working with,
You know,
What's going on with one student,
With each student individually,
And then she'll be also working with the energy of the classroom,
And she'll also be aware of the kind of homes the children have.
So there is a huge kind of 360-degree understanding that she's working from.
It's very feminine.
Now,
Males,
If they've made room for their feminine side,
You know,
They can feel this too,
And even if they're wallowing off their feminine,
This will be functioning in the unconscious.
But again,
I want to speak about how women particularly can bring in their feminine consciousness into their true female face of God consciousness into their lives.
And if you think of,
You know,
Maybe when I was a kid,
There were pictures.
You could get books,
And the picture would be invisible,
But if you put water on it,
Then the picture would,
With all the colors,
Would manifest.
And it is quite a metaphor for how we can awaken.
It's like the water is your feeling.
It's your feeling,
And if you pay attention to your feeling,
You will get information.
You will get bigger information,
And it will help you heal.
You'll get bigger information about other people and also about yourself,
But you have to kind of listen to your.
.
.
You have to go quiet and listen.
It's like listening to your heart,
Listening to your intuition and honoring it.
Women,
We take life in,
And then we give our gift.
The egg is fertilized by the sperm that comes in,
And we create a baby from this.
So the female way is very inward,
And then it's like life happens to her,
And then she transforms it and gives her gifts.
The male way is to act on life more.
We need both.
We need both.
In the old days,
We needed the guy to go out and hunt for food while the woman was pregnant or home with the kids.
I mean,
We need both.
I'm making this video because I feel that even on the spiritual path,
That so much of this subtle data doesn't get noticed.
We might not even notice that we were hearing voices of other people in a certain way.
Yeah.
It's like one day I just noticed that I was hearing male voices like milk and honey.
It's like,
What a victory,
Let me tell you.
Yeah,
What a happy way to live.
The other thing I want to add to this is,
Again,
Because of the female socialization right now,
There's this great emphasis on looks and everything,
And it can easily make women self-conscious.
So I just wanted to say I had a big breakthrough one day where I was walking along and I was wearing a skirt,
And it was a pretty outfit,
And I was aware of this,
You know,
Walking in a pretty outfit,
And I suddenly got the feeling of,
I'd rather,
Rather than walking around aware of myself,
I'd rather be aware of love.
I'd rather be aware of a bigger consciousness,
Of my true nature.
I'd rather just play there.
Yeah,
A big light bulb went on.
Yeah.
And then after that,
I was more weighted towards my interest in embodying the divine,
You know.
I just want to shine a light on these things,
Because we make these small decisions,
But they're very important.
Small decisions,
But they're not small,
They're big,
But they could happen in a second,
And then,
You know,
After that we're freer.
Anyway,
I hope this helps.
As always,
Bless your dear,
Dear hearts.
You know,
The universe is on your side.
It's a loving universe.
It doesn't always feel like it,
But it is.
Okay,
Bless your hearts.
