Or calling on grace.
The grace of the universe,
The love that the creator,
That Alma has for us.
Which is invincible.
This love is invincible.
It is always with you.
It is more powerful than anything you can imagine.
Amis is the most powerful.
Energy on earth is innocence,
And that is grace,
Really.
It's all grace.
You are grace.
And today we're going to talk about what hoodwinks you into thinking that you're not grace when you're grace.
Okay,
So it is.
May this satsang just be incredibly comforting and illuminating in a practical way.
And the way to help you live your lives.
Because I'm going to talk about the connection between.
What happens to us emotionally?
And what happens to the sun?
That,
You know,
At the level of atoms and sub atomic particles.
Because This universe is in a way a picture of us emotionally in some ways.
I also want to talk about the default mode network,
Which is some of you have seen my video.
About it.
I'm going to talk about the connection between this and our burnout.
And where we get stuck.
Before I even begin talking about this.
Default mode network.
Please never use what I'm going to say.
To add on a whole new level.
Of judgmental government to your experience.
It is intended to free you.
So don't.
Use it against yourself.
Use it to help yourself.
Only you can do that.
I have no power over what you do with this information.
But I'm hoping you use it to help yourself.
Okay,
So some of you.
Know this,
That All of us run this inner monologue.
Really,
As soon as we stop being busy,
It starts.
And it will replay.
Things from the past,
It will replay grudges against people,
Our families,
It goes all over everywhere.
It's kind of our stream of consciousness.
This is what I'm hoping that this Satsang helps you witness.
So.
.
.
This default mode network comes from the parietal lobe.
Of our neocortex,
Which is our mammalian brain.
It's the higher mammalian brain.
And these structures are responsible for our inner monologue,
Our memory retrieval,
And self-reflection.
Okay,
And the neocortex as a whole is involved with higher order cognitive capacities.
Conscious thought reason.
Okay,
This is where a default mode network comes from.
When it's running and if we're replaying.
Story.
From the past.
It will.
Activate.
Our stress response in our bodies and it's called so that you.
Have the right names for it.
The hypothalamus pituitary gland.
Adrenal axis.
And this controls your body's reaction to stress,
Including cortisol.
You know,
Excreting cortisol.
Inflammation.
Sleep difficulties.
And immune system going down,
Suppression of the immune system.
It's,
You know,
We gear up to fight.
Okay,
You guys,
This is what many of us are running all the time.
And the reason I'm spelling it out is I'm,
I'm wanting you to do this to help you witness what I am not wanting,
And I really want to spell this out that supposing you're struggling with.
Thoughts that are running and old memories and everything.
And then you go,
Oh,
And I'm stressing my body.
Oh,
Look at me.
What a bad girl.
Don't do that.
That will increase the price of the chemicals in your body.
You know why I'm spelling this out so clearly?
Because I know you.
And you know what else you guys,
It's.
It's probably what I would have done too.
You know,
If a teacher had spelled it out like this.
So that's what I'm wanting to.
Really emphasized because I forgot to tell you at the very beginning of this satsang I got an overwhelming message from the universe.
To tell you,
To ask you to take better care of yourselves.
Physically,
Emotionally,
Spiritually,
Really,
I'm almost in tears because it was so strong.
It was asking you to do this,
Asking me to do this.
To tell you.
The universe really wants this and you really need it.
And that.
Going forward with that kind of attitude will help you use all this information in the best possible way.
Because this information is coming out of unconditional love.
To help you understand yourself.
But really.
There were several figures in my room.
Coming from.
Other realms,
Making this really clear to me to tell you that's how big it was.
You know,
Some of you remember when.
Archangel Gabriel came.
But I was getting satsang.
It was the same kind of thing.
Help them.
Better care of themselves.
Tell them to Really.
Love themselves.
Because you see,
You guys,
Nobody can do that for you.
You're so worth it and it's why you're here.
Right.
And really,
You know,
It's just a decision.
To do that.
Anyway,
Just do your best with it.
So.
.
.
So when we get.
Bothered,
You know,
Our bodies excrete these chemicals.
So.
It's also,
You know,
When you get tired of yourself,
When you,
You know,
If you ever gotten,
I remember just getting tired of myself and it was,
I was tired of these kinds of thoughts.
And it's good to get tired of yourself,
Because then you hopefully can give it over to the creator.
And because these thoughts are not you.
Okay,
This is a big deal,
You guys.
Our inner monologues,
We think it's us,
And it's not.
It's basically just our ego.
You know,
Driving all around.
Anybody who's been to India with the streets and the driving and it's all chaotic and everybody's going every direction.
It's the same thing with our thoughts.
They just but is based on nothing true.
At the deepest level.
You know,
We can think,
Oh yeah,
I fell and hurt my knee when I was four and nobody picked me up.
So we have that.
But on another level,
This whole experience we're in is illusion.
Part of the reason why I go so high in my talks with you,
I'm going to bring in the sun and what happens there.
Is because it's the only thing that solved it for me.
When I got these big understandings.
I could surrender.
That took it out of bad or good.
When I understood the big picture.
I could go beyond the miserable sinner thing.
And Alma talks about.
You know,
The defined feminine energy.
I mean,
She doesn't call it the divine feminine energy.
But.
It's like an owl who can turn their head in 360 degrees.
They can see all sides of the situation.
So it's the divine feminine that walks into a party and knows exactly what's happening at the party and really what's going to happen based on what's going on in the present.
She will know where the party's gonna go.
This is very feminine.
We just know things,
But every man has a woman.
In fact,
There's an interesting fact,
You know,
Women have more connection between the two hemispheres.
And men's connection have more connections within each hemisphere.
This is why the feminine is very good at seeing the connections between things,
Seeing the similarities.
It's so interesting,
This stuff.
OK.
This over time.
Yeah.
Listening to this stuff for years and years and years.
It builds big ruts.
And the ruts get deeper as we get older.
I used to feel,
I remember when I was 25,
Feeling that my thinking already had built ruts.
Let alone being 65 and having listened to this stuff.
Oh my goodness,
It's sort of like eating garbage,
A lot of it,
You know?
Okay,
What this does,
It actually damages Duh.
Hippocamus,
I think that's the word.
Yeah,
Hippocampus.
Which forms new memories.
So it shrinks it.
So do you see what happens?
We let this run.
It actually stops us from bringing in new positive things.
Memories.
To weave in to change our patterns.
So we get even more lots.
In this kind of what turns into kind of small-minded.
Feeling threatened.
And,
You know,
When people get old,
You know,
If you knock on the door,
Like this building has a lot of older people in it,
And if you knock on their door,
Often there's this very scared voice going,
Who's there?
I'm not kidding.
And these people aren't demented or anything.
Yeah.
And I knew.
A guy who used to do reflexology for old people,
Dear soul,
He used to go to old people's homes and work on their feet.
And he said,
The stiffness and the tension of their feet.
He could hardly Communicate.
To the cells in their feet.
It was so strong,
Many of them.
Do you see how our bodies manifest our thinking?
So you may think this is woo-woo,
But they do.
I know you know it's not Lulu.
Even the feet.
You know,
Abraham used to talk about the best,
You know,
Feet are the basis of your understanding.
So if you've got wide,
Relaxed feet,
That's a good thing.
Our culture highlights narrow,
It's just so interesting.
You can tell that I've got wide feet that I'd remember this,
Right?
Anyway.
.
.
The cure for all this.
Yes.
Even 10 minutes of meditation.
Morning and night,
20 minutes better.
Sing your mantra chanting.
And you guys.
You know,
Do it.
Sometimes I talk to people and they say they do their mantra,
But you know,
I don't know,
They don't do practices,
But then sometimes I wonder if they're really doing their mantra.
You know,
It's just something you tell your teacher.
So I'm a good boy.
I'm a good girl.
I'm doing my mantra.
But if they really look at how often they say it,
It might be like once a week.
So I'm telling you guys this to I want you to wake up.
That's what I want you to do.
I want you to wake up and see that you can help yourselves.
Mm-hmm.
Because as soon as you start bringing in this you know,
The meditation chanting.
Prayer.
I mean,
Even the prayers,
When you speak them,
The vibrations are transmitted through the tissues in your throat and everything.
They go down to the vagus nerve.
That everybody's talking about.
And,
You know,
The people,
The medicine is putting devices to stimulate the vagus nerve to help.
With people who were really stuck in depression.
But just speaking.
Our mantra,
Our chanting,
We can do it for ourselves.
Like the body so responds as soon as we start doing these things.
The cortisol stops.
The inflammation goes down.
The breathing,
Your breathing.
And your heart rate.
Start becoming the most optimal for your body.
Which is often six breaths a minute.
And your blood pressure goes down.
And your immune system.
Can start going after those.
Cells that aren't doing any good in your body.
Yeah,
You come back to this sweet neutrality.
That's it.
I suspect that there's looking at beautiful pictures of nature.
Help us in similar ways.
I suspect walking in nature helps us in similar ways.
The thing I don't want you to do is to fight this inner monologue,
Because if you're students of the awareness satsang,
You know that whatever you fight gets bigger.
And if you're fighting your ego,
It's a mugs game because the part that's fighting it is the ego.
It's just the ego being tricky.
Trying to get you to fight all this so it can get bigger because it will get bigger.
You know,
It's very like somebody who's wanting to take over a country.
And they will do unfair things and provoke.
The population,
And then when the population rises up and,
You know,
Acts badly,
Then they bring in martial law.
And there's more loss of freedom.
You see,
What goes on in us is also going on in the world and also in the physical world.
It's all one.
You know,
This might be hard to follow with your head.
All of it.
But please know you can get the energy with which it's spoken.
You can get the heart of what I'm saying.
You are getting the intention with which I'm speaking,
That is being communicated to you as well.
And,
You know,
It might be good training to listen to it just because this is such unboxed work that it will help you learn how to think in a bigger way.
Because it is our small boxes.
That make us start eating ourselves up.
When we get caught in them.
I'm hearing somebody saying.
Who am I without my boxes?
That's it.
That's it,
You know.
It can be scary to give up our box thinking,
But.
The truth of you will come in more easily.
Like Amma says,
There's a great need for us to open the doors and windows of our mind.
There's another really,
Really important thing that prayer does,
And I feel like this is Absolutely crucial.
And what happens during prayer or chanting,
The blood flows to our periphery of our body more.
And this leads to feelings of.
.
.
You know,
Being safe.
To feeling meaning.
Yeah,
And that we're safe.
Meaning and predictable.
Things are predictable enough.
When we pray and chant.
The psyche feels,
Oh,
OK,
We're going to be safe for a while.
Relax.
The blood goes to the periphery.
You stop.
Feeling threatened.
You stop.
Feeling defensive,
You start experiencing what is outside you.
As more.
Get a part of you.
That is the state of realization.
If you keep playing there.
That is what the self-realized person walks around in.
That everything is them.
That's why it's a really important state to cultivate.
To help your body get used to.
Really,
Really important.
I would say that's more,
I mean,
You know,
That's a byproduct of all the physical changes that take place.
But really,
I think that's the most important thing.
To get that.
To get accustomed to realize that you're not being threatened.
Everything's part of you.
And the wiggling has started.
I know this is,
I know,
I know this is,
This is,
This is ill.
Yeah!
We don't feel like this because we don't feel like it.
We create it.
And lots of times you guys this.
Default mode network.
Will skew.
Our perceptions towards being threatened,
Towards being criticized,
Towards being hated,
When it isn't even there.
The person that we're,
The way we treat,
We're totally.
Putting our old,
Our ego stamp over a fairly neutral situation.
This happens over and over.
I'll tell you,
If you really step back to witness yourself,
If you go far enough,
You will see this.
It can be very shocking.
And it's also why I'm really big on reality testing.
If you're upset with something,
Go back and go light with it.
I've just been feeling a little,
You know,
Bothered or upset.
And I'm just wondering,
I just want to check that this is what you meant.
By what you said.
It has to be done very gently,
Very humbly.
And it has to be the right person that you do it with,
Like you have to,
The person has to be honorable enough that they can respond to you at the level that you're doing it.
And if they're not honorable enough,
I would say,
You know,
Just make space.
That's what I would do in my life.
If I couldn't reality check with somebody,
I would make space.
It's a very,
Very powerful thing to do because lots of times you get whole new information that you never even considered because you were running from your defaults.
Mode network,
Which is basically your eco recycling,
It stops.
You guys,
It can make us humble if you get this,
That your thoughts are a lot.
Fueled by your ego and a little twisted that way,
It can make you humble,
Like open to learn in the best way.
Okay,
Good.
Really,
I don't know how anybody has any kind of career apart from doing this kind of work.
I don't know.
I don't know how you work and do it.
I'm sure it's possible.
You know,
The gentleman,
The Australian gentleman who's a neurologist.
And he's enlightened.
He is doing it.
You know,
It's really true when we get older,
We can get locked into our usual thought pattern.
In this building where they're going.
Mold people.
I'll give you an example.
There was.
.
.
There's one woman who thinks I'm.
.
.
I'm after her husband because I'm always so pleased to see him.
It's kind of hilarious.
I think I've told you.
But he's got such a good heart and I respond and it just.
Things are beside itself.
Anyway.
I thought I had seen her in a walker temporarily.
And when I saw her,
I went up the elevator with both of them.
I mentioned,
I said,
Oh,
Were you in a walker for a while?
Wow!
She was so insulted.
She obviously figured that I could feel it.
She was thinking that I was intentionally humiliating her.
And my point had been,
Basically,
I was going to go,
Like,
If she'd come out of a walker,
That was so great that she'd come out of it.
And she was just insulted for even thinking,
For me thinking that she could be in a walker.
And it's like,
Oh,
My God.
You know,
I mean,
It's just a little domestic kind of example.
You know,
She's listened to her default neural mode network too much.
And it's kind of a bit of a comedy about.
All the stuff that goes on with older people.
It's all the same thing that went on when they were younger,
But it's all worse.
You know,
Prima Sutta just laughs.
I actually went up in the elevator with her husband and I mentioned that I hadn't meant to insult her and that I was concerned.
That she'd been insulted.
Oh my goodness.
Anyway.
The foundation of this.
Default.
Mode network is the.
The grief.
Of our separation from the divine.
Yeah.
And that's why the more we can witness it.
I mean,
Just stepping back a little bit.
Just realizing that those are your thoughts,
You know.
I live in this incredibly kind of emotionally.
Loving tropical climate.
And in the old days,
I used to walk around in a very cold.
Kind of dark.
That was my life.
It felt cold.
And it felt dark.
And it was my thought.
That created that.
It was my.
You know,
This thinking.
Now,
The other thing that happens,
You guys,
Is when you start to witness,
What can happen is the ego starts to resist,
So it can even seem to get darker.
So you just have to keep.
Keep the prayers going,
Keep the meditation going.
And your ego will let go.
And it will get lighter.
This is all things that.
Will happen over years and years,
But I'm spelling it out now so that it's like a seed within you.
Is a level of confusion and the confusion is coming from parts of you that you want to be good.
It's good to want to be constructive and everything.
But it's not good to wall off the truth.
Because we want to be good girls and boys and this is.
A level of confusion that is basically in everybody,
I'm feeling.
And it's really related to wanting to be good rather than true.
I feel relieved to speak it,
Actually.
You know,
Like somebody in the room who just.
.
.
Speaks the truth.
They're so relieved that it's out of them.
And it's not criticism of you guys at all.
There is just a huge elemental love and compassion coming from this one.
And great respect.
For even decades.
Taking one step on the journey.
And some of you are saying,
When I go to truth,
I feel so hollow,
Right?
And you're not in truth yet.
That's more still ego.
It's like there needs to be one step more into absolute surrender.
I'm a creator.
I can't do this anymore.
Do you remember the poet?
But the blossom comes when the fist says.
I can't do this anymore.
Yeah,
If all of you come to,
I can't do this anymore.
As a result of today's Satsang or listening to it.
Great happiness.
That's it.
There is no rush.
You know,
We don't want to go so fast that we get destabilized.
You have to go at a pace you can handle.
Okay,
So the other thing I want to talk about,
I think that.
.
.
I won't do it.
Okay,
It's about.
Iron,
And the sun.
And our burnout.
Okay,
So in a sun.
What happens is the atoms with nuclear fusion,
Okay.
You know how I've said to you that our metabolic processes cause us to emit light.
And in the sun.
The nuclear fusion.
It's basically the sun's metabolic processes.
Emit its light.
So in the sun,
The nuclear fusion,
It What happens is a whole bunch of atoms are thrown together.
Violently,
And they're moving violently,
And they emit light.
It's like a small amount of the mass of these atoms gets.
Turned into light.
The light is released as these atoms become.
Heavier elements like So it's.
Yeah,
Stars are powered by nuclear fusion,
Which smashes lighter elements together to create heavier elements.
During this process,
A tiny amount of mass is converted into vast amounts of energy for the heat and the light.
This is similar to our digestion anyway.
These lighter elements get heavier over time.
You see,
It's.
These lighter elements release light And then the elements become heavier and heavier until the thing that kills a star,
You guys.
Is iron.
Okay.
Once you get this.
Iron marks the death sentence of a massive star because it is the most stable nuclear element.
Once a star's core begins producing the star can no longer generate energy through nuclear fusion.
This causes an inevitable and catastrophic catastrophic collapse.
You see,
It goes through all the lighter elements,
And when it's finally the iron,
The iron atoms consume more energy.
The nuclear fusion of atoms.
Consumes more energy than water.
And there's no?
It consumes energy rather than releases it.
There is no release.
Of the heat and the light.
It's sort of like,
I remember reading somewhere that it took as much energy to digest an egg as the calories in an egg.
I don't think this is true,
But it's the same principle.
It takes all the sun's energy to deal with the iron.
And no light and heat is released.
At that point,
A smaller group star,
Go supernova,
And then the rest of it turns into a black hole.
And a bigger star.
The like say one that's more than 20 times the size of the sun.
The collapse is so,
The core is so massive,
It just turns into a black hole.
Okay,
You guys.
Okay,
There's another thread.
Just to express what I'm wanting to say to you.
Jean-Paul Sartre wrote a book called Iron in the Soul.
And in it,
It explores the themes of existential dread,
Individual responsibility,
And the crushing isolation of defeat.
Following the fall of France.
The narrative captures the characters' internal experiences of guilt,
Despair,
And dissolution of their previous lives during the war,
Highlighting the sense of profound existential emptiness.
So.
I want to connect all this up with individual burnout.
I feel individual burnout is really like the sun burning up.
Stop.
Being able to continue.
The way we're using our energy.
We collapse.
We can't do it anymore.
And in my experience with for myself when it happened.
It's When.
I'm not listening to my soul.
I'm not responding to my soul.
I am going forward with an iron will.
You think of somebody who's operating like they've decided something,
They've got an iron will,
They become less kind.
They stop listening to anything of the heart.
They won't want to hear anything from the heart.
They won't want anything that takes them away from their idea of where they need to go.
And when this takes over a person,
They do burn out.
You see,
Our outer reality is much more a reflection of us.
Than we realized.
And it's much friendlier.
It's,
You know,
You will only get from the outside world what you've given out.
At some point this life or another.
There is no.
.
.
You know.
Existential threat.
But when we're burned out.
.
.
It feels like it.
And,
You know,
The other thing I want to talk about this.
You know,
If you could just follow this as best you can.
Volcanic ash can be used as a fertilizer.
So.
.
.
These experiences we have where we get burned out.
We just need to take time.
And it's all?
Going to be used?
For our betterment.
It all,
If you take time.
And respond to yourself,
Love yourself.
It will all be used to fertilize your inner garden.
Please.
Anything can be used to fertilize in a garden.
It's the mud of the lotus.
You know,
Excrement is the best fertilizer.
We just need to embrace ourselves,
Love ourselves.
If you guys,
You know.
Remember,
I was talking about how Measurement.
The scientists who showed that constant measurements stop these beryllium atoms from transforming.
So if we just leave it alone.
If you're burned out,
You know,
Just.
.
.
Let the burnt ash fertilize.
Your garden.
I stopped burning out.
Through wisdom.
It stopped happening.
Right.
It's like you don't know how big you are.
You see,
It's like you and your processes are reflected everywhere.
You are one with all that is.
Right.
This will take you past.
Bad and good.
This understanding,
This understanding that you're so much bigger.
Than any category you could possibly think of.
Think of.
And in my experience,
This kind of thinking that I'm expressing to you silences the defaults.
Mode network.
It's like ill-equipped,
It can't run.
It's just,
It stops.
At least for a time.
Prama Sutta came to this way of thinking through feeling every emotion,
You know,
By feeling all the dreariness,
All the negative emotions,
Feeling them,
Journaling them,
Watching them.
Until they all went away.
Please understand this,
Any negative emotion you've got running,
Any grudge,
Any hatred,
If you just feel it.
And watch it.
What will happen is the diamond at the core of that.
Emotional.
Complex.
Will release out and you'll get the gem.
You'll get a soul understanding coming through.
Like you get past a diamond.
Every time you do this you guys.
That's why it's important not to go,
Oh,
No,
This is terrible.
I feel this way.
This is terrible.
My network's getting bigger.
Oh,
No,
Don't do that.
Just feel it all.
And you will get the.
The gems.
This is where all this knowledge came from.
Was like what was underneath all my rage and hate.
It will free your intelligence.
Your love.
And lots of you are kind of like,
You're at the tricycle stage and you're wanting to,
You know,
Get on a speed bike and it's like you're just going to have to be patient.
Till you're more equipped.
And the training,
You know,
The answer is.
You know,
This is from the way of the Tao,
The answer to life.
Truly,
This is my experience.
If you confirm it.
Is patience.
Simplicity and compassion.
For self and others.
That's it.
If you just practice that.
You'll ace it.
Patient.
Simplicity,
And compassion.
That's why I call it the compassionate way.
And I remember when I fell upon this,
You know,
Like with all my struggles,
You know,
So by the time I was 40,
I knew patience,
Simplicity and compassion and I remember thinking,
Oh,
Oh,
People just we just need to be told this.
They just don't understand.
Once they hear it,
They'll get it.
Well,
Maybe not.
I remember Abraham used to talk about He looked around at all the white people in Hawaii and he went,
Oh,
They just don't understand.
I'm going to teach them.
Small gruesome he did.
It's just our era,
You know,
We're in Kali Yuga.
So you guys are superstars for even turning up.
To this,
Truly.
Hmph.
I'm sure this makes sense in a poetical way,
Like reading a poem,
The Connection Between the Suns.
Burning out when there's too much iron,
You know.
Right,
We've got too much iron.
Iron will.
Too much of that.
You know,
It's all over.
I hear women saying,
Oh,
I'm going to push through this.
And I'm going,
Oh,
Don't push through it.
Don't don't do that.
Don't.
Don't.
And if you have to go ahead with it,
Just keep saying your mantra.
If there's no flexibility in your situation,
Keep saying your mantra.
Keep the prayers going.
You always have a choice.
You know,
For many of you,
This admitting the default mode network.
And admitting how much you function.
On with this kind of iron approach.
And how stuck in bad and good you get.
That admitting if you just Step back and admit this.
The illuminated path will manifest,
You'll be able to see it.
This is one of the things about teaching.
You dear ones,
Is.
You know,
The illumination can't come until you do it.
Many of you are kind of like.
You probably feel stalled,
But you're not.
It's good.
It's good.
What you're doing,
I'm seeing you.
Gathering daisies in the field,
You know,
Just like a child with a bird.
Basket and gathering daisies to make a daisy chain,
Really.
And that's very good.
It's very good to do that,
To just lie fallow.
And wait for something to come.
Wait for a solution to come.
Member Abraham talked about the that they can look of the.
Cow chewing its cud,
You know,
It's vacant.
I mean,
Just open.
Peace!
Default mode network is built on top of your biggest gift.
It's built right on top of What your.
Meant to bring forward in this life.
You'll do it this life or another life,
But you will come forward with your true gift at some point.
Sometimes we start on it in a life and maybe can take two or three lives actually to free it.
And I'm saying that not to discourage you,
But to give you like just space.
But if you really want it,
You will tend to get it too.
Amma talks about how selfless service is the best.
Only soap that really works in Kali Yuga.
There are all kinds of levels of selfless service,
I feel.
I feel the highest is When you.
Embrace your deepest wounding.
You put your arms around it.
And allow it to be healed and then you give from that level.
This is what this work is.
And it's why it has power.
I'm not.
You know,
And all the institutional charities are good.
They're great.
It's really good.
And they may be somebody's.
True gift.
But you can do nice things and do good things without being very involved.
You know,
You can do it out of your ego,
Really,
Rather than from your true self.
The best.
Is if it comes from your true self.
But the other thing,
And again,
These beings are.
They're reminding me,
They're telling me that I'm working with a group of people who are bias towards.
Not thinking that they're that great.
And these beings are telling me that I really need to make sure that you understand your great value,
No matter where you are in the journey.
You know,
It's so strong.
They're here so strongly telling me this.
Please receive it.
Like,
It's incredible that you even,
Yes,
Thank you.
It's incredible that you even turn up week after week.
Do you understand?
In this world we live in,
It's incredible that you make the time.
That you turn up.
That you feel there's something here.
It's incredible.
That you do this.
And they're coming to you.
I can feel this.
They're going to be coming to you this week to help.
Peace to your hearts.
It's all I'mma.
But it's coming in this way,
Because sometimes I think we get.
Hooked on her body and we We miss it.
Peace.
These divine energies that are here are the level of devotion to you guys.
It's like they're so wanting.
This kind of approach to be better understood and supported,
And they're going to do it.
They're gonna be bringing peace to your hearts this week.
Right.
It's very strong.
There are four of them.
And their They're huge!
You know.
I've said this before that we get brought to it.
We don't really do it.
If we try to do it,
We burn out like the star,
You guys.
This is what happens to us.
We have these spiritual crises because we're trying to do it.
And the crises come to show us to just.
.
.
Don't think you're the doer.
You're not the doer.
Something beyond you is doing your life.
It's like.
.
.
You know how we feel like we have souls,
But.
Our souls have us.
And we're created out of.
This default mode network is the result of countless lives,
Countless experiences,
Countless impressions.
And this is what our soul works with.
All the time in us trying to.
Get through it enough to communicate with us.
And our souls are so happy.
They have a a body.
Who's willing to listen.
Like that is,
For the soul,
That is just.
.
.
A,
A a personality and a body that's willing to transform.
For the soul it is.
Nirvana.
You guys,
Our souls get bored with our repetition of patterns.
You guys.
Alert!
Migraines are a bored and trapped soul.
Truly.
Okay,
Anybody who gets them.
You've got your soul in a little tiny cubbyhole.
You've boxed it into utter boredom.
And it's letting you know.
It's drilling your head.
Yes.
OK,
Good.
This is very practical knowledge for some of you.
Just playing with that thought.
Will help you come out of the small space that you've put yourself in.
There's something else that happens,
You guys.
Our minds,
Remember.
We find.
We get imprisoned by the mind,
But we get freed by the mind.
So.
.
.
You know,
Alma talks about.
We need a thorn to.
Get rid of the thorn that's in us.
The thing that's bothering me.
Bothering us.
We have to use our minds as well.
To free ourselves,
And this means opening to insight.
You're getting quite OD'd.
It's a big thing.
Big session,
But there's something I want to say to you is.
You know,
A while ago.
I was not doing anything much,
And I saw a little picture.
Of a a woman who is tied up.
Ganked,
Tied to a chair.
And in my mind,
I imagined untying her drink her.
And In the days afterwards,
I felt a tremendous lift.
And expansion.
So that person was premise Suda.
So,
But I really want to put an exclamation mark.
You can do things like that.
You can imagine.
Going into your heart or just imagining.
Untying yourself.
But I want you to be very careful about doing these things.
Because when you do these things,
They set off change and you have to be prepared.
So if you say you're going,
OK,
I want to grow,
So I'm going to imagine myself,
My child self.
In a chair gagged.
All in a little room,
All by herself,
Tied to a chair,
Which is how many of our child selves we feel.
I'm going to untie her.
You could go through,
Unless you were really prepared,
You could experience a lot of kind of emotional difficulty in the weeks after.
When you do that,
You have to ask that it comes in as gently and easily as possible,
And you have to do it willing.
To make the changes in your perspective.
To help her feel more.
Honored,
And that she's safe.
If you're doing it,
In a trying to fix,
Wanting to be good,
You will tend to get more of a black hole experience.
Because you're doing it with the iron.
Instead of with the heart.
You want to do it with the open heart,
Not with iron will.
And at the same time,
You guys.
You know,
So the default mode network.
Any sage has used their thoughts to help free them.
Just like I said.
It's not all bad.
Your insights come in through your thoughts and head.
And then you can use them.
To help see through the rest of the.
.
.
Negative thoughts.
You need your head.
You need.
Your thoughts.
Your perceptions.
You know,
God comes in there sometimes,
You know,
In the middle of the,
We got a droning inner monologue,
And then there'll be some tiny sign of spring.
Some kind of insight,
You know.
So nothing's bad,
Don't make it bad.
This default mode network.
What happens,
It just turns into a beautiful garden.
As you proceed.
I know this is a lot.
To take in,
But you know.
It can pop some ego balloons,
You know,
Some.
And we have to go high to solve our problems.
Einstein says we can't do it at the same level of thought.
We have to go up.
Oh,
There's so much,
You know,
I want to tell you about.
Oh.
Electrons work and how Why?
You know,
Real intimacy with somebody.
I'm not just talking about physical,
But why real intimacy is is hard.
And it's even in how our electrons are,
But.
Any of these.
Physical.
Things I'm talking about can all be transcended by waking up to your soul energy.
It's like there's a level,
I'll go into it another time,
But there's a level that our electrons repel.
You know,
Electrons repel each other.
So sometimes with people,
This is part of what's going on in way underneath really,
Our electrons are sitting there.
Repelling bots.
Our fields meet.
Our fields of consciousness meet.
And we all know what that feels like.
When you meet,
You have a higher experience with somebody.
It's like with Amma,
Where your souls meet.
And that is the most acceleration,
That's the most accelerative thing you can experience.
That is the best.
That's why people,
You know,
They just,
The hugs,
Almost hugs.
Because when we hug Amma,
Really our souls meet.
That's why they accelerate us so much.
If out of this you get.
.
.
You remember that there was that very strong angelic foursome that came in.
To reaffirm your preciousness.
And how valuable it is that you're on the spiritual path.
And they're going to bring you peace.
And that will help you trust.
Do you remember that?
And remember to understand that all your thoughts are not necessarily true.
And if you're getting upset,
To do something for yourself,
You know,
Walk in nature or put on some lovely music.
Remind yourself that,
You know,
This is a complex.
If you can.
End.
If you remember that the suns burn out when their core gets filled with iron and they lose.
Their inspiration,
They lose access to heat and light.
And when we get to iron-willed,
It's not a good thing.
But on the other hand,
You guys,
We need iron to live.
Iron to live.
In our hemoglobin,
In our red blood cells,
Helps our bodies absorb oxygen.
So iron is crucial.
I don't want to give iron a bad rap.
Without some kind of iron in us.
You know,
We get pushed over.
So we need some,
It's just we don't need it.
Massively.
So I hope as a result of this,
That you feel more connected up with the physical universe.
The other thing I want to.
.
.
Say is that that.
You know,
When the defensiveness gets less with the habit of meditation and that's a really good thing if yourselves are It's at the cellular level.
You're just a little more open.
And undefended.
That really helps.
There's one last thing.
Speaking in tongues.
They've done scientific studies.
The words do not come from the brain that is involved with speaking.
Okay,
The scientific facts.
So where do the words come from?
Yeah.
I mean,
The truth is woven into the science too.
We just need to see it.
So remember that.
Speaking in tongues,
Does that come?
From the part of the brain that's involved with speech comes from somewhere else.
Okay.
So I think that's everything covered these four.
Angels are pleased.
They're pleased.
With the transmission.
They're pleased with how you've received it.
Even if you're a little confused.
I don't know.
Does anybody feel anything hearing this about the sun?
Did that help at all?
Or is it just kind of useless?
It's the kind of thing,
You know,
When I was on my journey,
This stuff really helped when I.
.
.
When I understood it,
It was like,
Ah.
It's just like.
.
.
Seeing the bigger picture,
The bigger story.
Yeah.
There's a feeling is this.
It's sort of like a feeling as if some very beautiful music is wanting to come.
OK,
It's funny,
But I'm getting.
And this may be saying something about Pramasutra.
It's like there's too much determination.
For it to be heard.
It's like.
.
.
Have to relax more.
Without an agenda.
Just being.
Without even wanting to hear the music.
Right,
All these things somebody was telling me.
They felt.
Amas,
They smelled Amas rose perfume,
You know.
And when we do that,
We know we're in alignment.
I mean,
We get a physical experience of it.
That we're on the right track.
And it just comes,
You know,
These moments just come when they come.
I do.
And sometimes we have to forget about the journey in a way and just be ordinary for a while.
Life value for a while.
You know,
If our mind gets,
If our default mode network gets too involved.
With religiosity.
Sometimes you just have to step back,
You know,
Even stop meditating for a bit.
But it's your sincerity will get you back on track again.
Taking space for yourself.
It's like a child.
With the child,
And if the child's getting tired,
They'll stop for a while.
Same.
Same principle,
She doesn't force.
The child because you end up having a screaming child and taking it home but if you Give the child a bit of a rest.
Then the child can continue on.
Because it's a very human process waking up.
You do it through your humanity.
You have to take care of your humanity.
They're just saying,
You know what,
One of them said,
That's good guidance.
He said that loudly to me.
And I said,
Take care of your humanity.
It's kind of some of your,
You kind of,
You don't really feel that's allowed,
But that's the key.
That's the key.
Make room for your humanity.
That's how you get to God.
Through your humanity.
I'll miss hugs.
So human.
You know,
Primasuti even has to be aware for myself that when you guys come to me,
There's sometimes that over the years,
Like,
Really,
I've been doing this so long.
I have.
Heard so many tricks,
So many ego stuff,
That sometimes when I'm listening to you,
I'm a little,
Okay,
Is this really real?
Is there an ego in here?
Is the person,
You know,
What's the truth?
I can be a little too much like that.
And sometimes afterwards,
I realized that,
Ah,
I was too defended.
They were.
They were.
And,
You know,
It won't be by a great amount,
But it's something that.
I'm really aware of.
Just because in the old days I would get fooled so deeply and completely.
Yeah,
So it's a,
Yeah,
So And then sometimes,
Though,
I have to be tough with a person,
So you guys won't know which it is.
Just give it all to Abba,
And I'm not very tough.
There's a point that your whole system gets deregulated.
All the things that used to bother me don't anymore.
You know,
Many,
Many things.
Many,
Many,
Like I just am neutral about it.
It's like,
Nah.
So you end up going around in peace because you're not triggered all the time inside and out.
Again,
These beings.
Are speaking about the importance of self-forgiveness,
You guys.
For whatever you think you did.
Okay,
I think everybody's getting OD'd.
Any questions or comments?
And can I speak from a sitter.
Oh,
Andrea,
Please come forward.
I'm glad.
Yeah,
I want to speak to the group,
Actually,
And I want to talk about Pramasutha and what I just experienced.
That's okay if I can share that.
Yeah,
Yeah,
Yeah.
So I can't remember how many sessions ago it was,
Pramasutha,
That you had said someone in the group is having something taken off their head.
And it was me.
And I didn't realize it at the time.
I didn't particularly feel anything.
But I will tell you all that within a short time after that had happened,
I went and got a PET scan,
And my cancer is almost completely gone.
And I have also,
I know,
It's almost completely gone.
And there's a tiny little spot right where it started.
It is not in my bones.
It is not in my lymph nodes.
It is completely gone.
It's not in your bones?
No.
It's gone?
Gone.
The only place that it is is a tiny spot.
In my left breast where it started.
It is otherwise gone.
And I thank you all.
Because it was my saving grace and promised to us my saving grace.
And as much as we can feel that we're being yelled at or,
You know,
Whatever,
It's to have an experience like this.
That is possible for everyone.
Right,
It's possible for all of us to have these kinds of things happen.
Great healing.
Great waking up.
Great.
Great lives,
Right?
And you know,
The funny thing is,
You just talked about the migraines.
And do you know that I suffer terribly from migraines and that they have stopped ever since I started this thing?
I wrote it down when you said it because I thought,
Oh my God.
I haven't had a migraine since I started this,
That thing.
And I take pills for them.
And I have them probably twice a month,
Like debilitating,
Where I have to take pills.
I have to take migraine pills.
And it's gone.
So I am so appreciative and grateful to Prima Suda,
But to all of you,
Just,
It's been wonderful to have the support and I really cherish this time and I value all of you.
Deeply.
It's all Amma,
Right?
It's all Amma coming through.
All Amma.
It is all Amma.
All Amma.
Yeah,
I like it.
I just like,
Oh my god,
What happened was I saw this dark spot and I knew it was Andrea in her head.
And it was getting looser,
It got looser and looser and looser.
And then she had this total expansion in the heart area of making a connection to the Creator.
And when I said this to Andrea that I saw that it was her,
And I saw it,
You didn't feel it.
And but I kind of knew that you I knew,
If I see something like that,
It's going to happen.
So I just But the bone cancer's gone.
I'm like.
.
.
Oh,
You guys.
The doctor wasn't really impressed,
But I was.
The doctor wasn't really impressed,
But she just kind of said,
This was a good scan.
Well,
It upsets their worldview.
It upsets their worldview.
They don't know what to do about it.
Yeah,
It rocks them.
Our,
Our doctor stopped coming to see us as john got better.
He wouldn't even greet us.
Yeah,
And this is,
I mean,
The other thing about this is I was so kind of gobsmacked by it that I think to understand the extremity of what a miracle this is,
I've only been in treatment for four months.
It was all over my bones.
It was in multiple nodes.
Like,
You know,
When I when I when I looked in,
I went on to,
You know,
Like AI,
And I said,
How unusual is this?
And it said there was a study done of 687 people that went through exactly the same cancer as me,
And had exactly the same meds as me.
And only two out of the 687 actually had this this kind of remission,
Or healing after four months after four months of treatment,
Like two out of 687.
Yeah,
But for it to go like that's gone,
Right?
Yeah,
I know.
It's incredible.
Incredible.
Oh,
Yeah.
I'm I'm just.
.
.
God smacked.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Except it is the way it works but what's different now is it's it's manifesting in through your guys lives in the old days i would have these experiences but now you guys are having them that's what Oh,
Andrea,
I'm like.
You know what?
Your spiritual name is Pratibha.
Why don't you come to satsangs with Pratibha as Pratibha?
Yeah.
I mean,
You've.
You know.
We don't need to earn our names at all.
It means knowledge,
Right?
Mm hmm.
It's one of knowledge.
So I'm a gave it to Andrea because it's her Dharma right to but this is manifesting.
Pratibha's dharma,
You are manifesting your dharma.
There's one other thing that happened as well.
As I was sitting on the edge of my bed,
It wasn't that long ago.
It was quite a shock to have someone tell you that it's not there anymore,
Especially when you're hankering down to deal with this for the rest of your life.
And I sat on the edge of my bed and it was so,
I remember you speaking about this,
That sometimes things will come to you in such an ordinary way,
Like that it just won't be this,
You know,
Horns and feet.
You know,
And all of a sudden it just came over me and it was almost like a hug from Amma,
The universe,
Just saying,
You didn't do anything to deserve this.
It's okay.
There's nothing you've done to make this happen.
Like,
It's not your fault.
It's not.
There's no thing that you could have done that would have,
You know,
It was just the way that it was meant to be,
Andrea.
It's okay,
You don't have to look at your life and,
You know,
I can't do this and I can't do that and I can't go here and I can't,
You know.
No,
No,
No,
No.
The miserable sinner stuff.
Yeah,
No.
It was lovely.
It was very ordinary,
But I just had this lovely feeling.
It is like that you guys you know it's it's just it's It's ordinary like the world of a child.
It just happens,
You know,
The child's there and it's just.
Yeah,
You know.
I want to say like,
You know,
In relationships,
You know,
When it's when the When you fall in love with somebody and there are a whole bunch of bells and whistles,
You know.
That it's There's probably a lot of personality in there.
Yeah,
But when you feel really kind of just at peace and safe with somebody.
And that they've got your back,
That they understand your heart.
There are no bells and whistles,
But that's it.
That's the real thing.
Yeah.
Oh,
Andrea,
I'm like,
This is.
.
.
This is also why the angels are here.
It's a big session.
It's a big.
.
.
This is.
.
.
This is when I say to you guys,
I speak from true reality.
This is just stuff I know.
It's real.
And here's Andrea with a great gift of a miracle healing.
There's another person I was working with recently and she's going to have a miracle healing too.
I could feel it.
All we have to do is really go,
Why not?
Me too.
Me too.
Why not?
Somebody's standing there.
Who wants a miracle healing?
Put your hand up.
Yeah,
I do.
How about you guys?
I want a miracle healing out of all my ego.
C-R-A-P.
Yeah,
Yeah,
That's it.
It's the same thing.
It's the same thing.
You just keep standing the flame of the lightness and when your ego you know,
Goes into trying to protect itself,
You just watch it and remember that You know,
Amma sends us love 24.
I mean,
She's a beam of love.
But also,
Pramasutra is working so deeply with all of you.
24 7.
Yeah and you guys this is what I set out on you know,
All those years ago when I was just considered a crazy woman.
I saw this.
I saw this could happen.
And I just followed it.
And you guys,
Do not underestimate the power of small groups.
This is what changes the world.
This is,
You know,
I.
From the time I was a childhood,
I used to get this image of being like the principal of this school of highly gifted children.
Really gifted children.
I think it's you.
And I think it's good there are going to be more.
It's like a spiritual school.
Highly gifted.
Helping the world.
It reminds me a little bit of the Greek,
You know,
They had healing.
They had oracles and healing temples.
Where people would.
Come together.
Anyway,
All Andrew Hill.
You have just made my I can't even put a limit on it.
It's just.
Jay Ma.
Are you willing just for the little funny thing about the ATM,
Jane?
Do you want to talk about it?
Well,
I just think you remember the metaphor of it all.
Okay,
And correct me if I'm wrong,
Andrea,
But Apparently there's a gene that's broken and it can result that the cancer goes into your bones faster than it normally would.
It just means it meant that I would get cancer like more than double what the average is.
And,
And that they said that the reason why because it was we could not figure out we were so confounded why it went so quickly into my bones usually takes five to 10 years.
It went in within a year it went into my bones.
Right.
So you guys.
And it's called a t m.
Okay?
Remember,
The universe is always speaking to us.
This is where we get into where our root chakra wounding is,
We think that money is really important.
And it's actually,
We don't even need to focus on money at all.
If you focus on truth,
You will get the money you need.
Even if it seems like it's not enough,
It will be enough for your needs.
So this is just,
You know,
The writer in Premasuddha,
The English major,
You know,
That I noticed all the stuff about the words.
And it's a bit of a flag,
Right,
Andrea?
I mean,
It's something that's.
.
.
You know,
I'm sure you'll keep in mind,
Right?
How could you not?
And we're all.
You know,
We're all a little frantic about money.
Maybe not all of us,
But.
I remember raising the boys.
This is sad.
John said,
Mom,
You know,
When he grew up,
He said every six months you'd go,
Oh,
We need money.
Oh,
I don't have any money.
I don't have any money.
And it's so interesting because Eric didn't say that to me.
But John picked up the issue.
It's John's issue or it has been John's issue too.
So he would pick it up from me.
So I want you to understand we pick up issues from our parents.
That really that relate to us,
Our past lives.
Eric didn't.
So what I'm saying about this,
If you.
Also,
I remember a channel in my 20s saying,
Well,
The thing you work with most is material support.
Because I was in England.
Freelancing.
Didn't have very much money.
So believe me,
I have been cut from the same cloth.
And,
Yeah,
Andrea,
The exposure may be a little uncomfortable,
But it's good for you.
It's good.
It's good for us just to,
You're okay.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Well,
We are.
The ATM for all of us,
You know.
It's true,
I have in the past been very focused on,
And it's the same thing for my son,
Right?
Now he has this connection with money and worry about it.
Yeah.
It's always been a thing.
Yeah.
Yeah,
Well our whole culture and you know another thing is I think we know we're not living in a sustainable way.
And we can't keep it going.
And I think that also adds to our fear of survival,
Our survival fears,
And we end up getting more attached to money.
Out of this underlying feeling of we're not.
Living in a safe way.
We can't keep living this way.
Filling our bodies with plastic,
Abusing the earth and everything.
I'm like.
.
.
You know,
Andrea,
I am in total ecstasy.
I just.
.
.
I just.
.
.
What a story.
Ha,
Ha.
Wow.
Andrea's writing it,
Hopefully.
You'll keep going with it.
Yeah,
I am.
I just.
I mean,
How blessed we are,
You guys.
How blessed we are.
Yeah,
Thank you.
That we could do this.
What dreams may come,
You guys.
Where dreams may come.
Next week we're going for,
It'll be the Saturday for the memories.
And,
You know,
First memories and dreams.
We'll have another one available.
Anybody wants to come and then the regular Sunday.
I'm just,
I am in ecstasy.
Is anybody need to say anything,
This last call?
Wow.
We're,
You know,
We're just so great.
And I mean this in the best way.
Laura.
Laura,
Sweet one.
I have another miracle healing to tell you about.
Um.
.
.
It's also some members who can't come anymore.
It's Cindy who used to come.
She's been very sick.
She went into the hospital on Monday.
They thought she wasn't gonna come out.
And attempt.
People went to visit her,
Left her a picture of Amma.
She got a miracle healing that next day.
The doctor couldn't believe it and said,
You're going home.
I think she's done this before.
Didn't she go to hospice once before and got pushed out?
He was in that.
But they thought she was going to be gone in a week.
This is such good news.
Such good news.
Jane Ma.
Jane Ma.
You guys,
We have armor.
And your eternal soul.
This is what this is!
Love your humanity.
And become your true self.
Love and forgive your humanity and become your true self.
I am like,
I'm just in ecstasy.
Thank you,
Laura.
Thank you,
Andrea,
Pratibha.
What dreams may come.
Okay,
You guys.
Well,
I guess we gotta go.
Well,
I.
