Dare We Trust? A Look At What Is Behind All The Chaos

Gandhi felt it was crucial to keep our faith in humanity. Premasudha feels that losing faith in humanity reflects a lack of faith within ourselves. She feels that we are all in this tumultuous evolutionary leap together and we need to fan the flames of love and faith within ourselves and help instill it in others.

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I'll tell you why you are as you are. When you were born, You either met with great happiness or not, You know? Maybe you were an extra baby, Maybe your mom was depressed like mine and you were born into that situation. You know, There are the sort of strains going on in the family, Whether the family's happy or not. But more than that, There was how you started thinking about life, The decisions that you made about life early, Which would hinge a lot on how you were treated, How responsive people were to you, How much time they took with you, How much you felt free to express yourself or not. Because, You know, Every time somebody, You know, Especially between zero and six, Every time we're criticized or our needs aren't met, Or we're feeling that there's something going on in the family and that we're just not allowed to know what it is or express it or acknowledge it, What happens is we go a little numb. We numb out to this infinite intelligence this infinite divine intelligence that dreamed us up, That really dreamed us into existence in order to learn. This is the biggest truth behind just our individual births. So every time that we felt that who we are, Like this divine self, Like it, That it didn't fit, It wasn't allowed, We cut off from it. We disconnected from it emotionally. And we numbed out to what we really knew. It's like, You know, My dad, Bless his heart. You know, If I ventured some opinion, He would just say nonsense. You know, It's like, Oh, Bless his heart. But these are all things that, You know, They say I became less and trusted myself less, Thought there was something wrong with me personally. I mean, This is what happened with me and what then I overcame, You know, And that's what I speak from, That whatever happened, However numb you became, However much you were cut off, You cut yourself off, You disowned your true intelligence and knowing, It can come back and you can blossom as an individual. It doesn't matter what happened to you, Truly that divine part of you can heal anything. Because that's what I've lived. I mean, I spent time around masters. That's what I was doing. But I'll tell you, There's a big key to it. You have to allow yourself to feel emotions when you grow up, You know. You have to allow yourself to feel really what you don't wanna feel. And that'll be, You know, It will come up like irritation, Around your wounding, It will come up as irritation or anger or, You know, We can feel sorry for ourselves. But it's the emotions that I'm talking about, Like feeling sadness or rage coming up or even just, You know, The experience of feeling lost sometimes, We might feel that a lot. But the thing is, If we wall things off as adults or we distract ourselves or we say, Oh, I shouldn't feel like this, We have no chance to heal, None. Because it's by embracing that material. So you might not wanna feel angry or irritated, But just noticing that you do and being with it and maybe writing in your journal about it or noticing what happened that made you angry and maybe how that kind of reflected your wounding, Like say, Maybe you were ignored or somebody treated you with disrespect and you felt rage, You know, Just be with it, Be with it. And, You know, If you're interested in healing and covering your core wounding and healing, You can just, What will happen, If you're really interested, The reasons for this rage will bubble up. You'll get memories of things that happened to you as a little kid and you go, Oh, Here it is again. And, You know, This stuff repeats till we actually feel all the emotions associated with it. Do you know what happens? If you feel anger right to the end, You come to love. You come to unconditional love. If you feel sorrow right through to the end, You will come to this peace that is part of unconditional love. You see, If we dare feel our emotions, We will, With the goal of a healing, You know, Putting our arms around ourselves, Embracing it, Letting ourselves feel it, Everything will finally be felt out and big chunks of your intelligence will come in. And that's how spiritual masters, They become so able to read minds and pick up, Know things that nobody's told them. It's because they've cleared all these blocks to their true intelligence. And these blocks happen, You know, In our childhood. We grow up in a family with certain parameters about how high your vibration can be, Basically. And, You know, Sometimes we have really tough, Abusive upbringing. So we have to, You know, Be patient with ourselves till we learn how to trust again. You know, Trust enough even to feel your feelings. But it can be done, You know. The universe supports that process because when you're then functioning on all your cylinders, You just really help being here. You help, You're an example to show people, Show others that they can do this too. And, You know, You also show how big a human being can get, Like how we can, How gifted we are. We're just so intelligent on every level. But if we've chunked down and become less than we are in truth, Just because of our family patterning, Then we're always gonna live like we're banging up against these walls. But we can dissolve our own walls by feeling these emotions when they come up and not pushing them down. And not, You know, Doing a road rage thing and getting out of the car and slugging somebody, Just be with it, Just be with it and find a way to, You know, Write in your journal about it or draw or go out into nature. But you can gradually recover your full intelligence and be much happier because when you're not living in a tiny prison of your conditioning, Life is so much more wonderful. And, You know, Even the things that happened to you as a little kid, You know, In the East, They'd say that we come in with these patterns and so we shoot from other lives. And so we choose families to do it to us. You know, It's kinda like families are really issue clubs. They're people with the same issues, Same emotional issues coming together to help each other work things out. Yeah, There's a very loving intent behind everything that happens. Okay, Just, You know, Just wanted to say all this and I hope it helps. And you're a lot stronger and fearless. Than you might think. You know, Once you get going on this and you start feeling the joy of more freedom, Yeah, You'll be amazed what you can do. Okay, Bless your hearts.

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Thank you for offering such clarity on the things that usually feel the most confusing. Truly, thanks🙏