We're calling on grace,
The Creator's grace.
The love.
That everything is made of.
And may we receive grace and offer it.
Receiving it and offering it.
And may all the beings in all the worlds feel peaceful and happy.
And please join me in this.
Thinking of all the beings in all the world.
Feel joyful.
And happy.
Because Amma says that's the only prayer that really helps things here.
She doesn't say this.
But I'd.
.
.
Pramasutra feels it's because it points to the oneness.
It's the experience of being one with everything.
The all the beings in all the worlds.
Feel peaceful and happy.
And when you Think this way,
It all comes back to you.
Please understand that when you say love to all the beings in all the worlds,
It's you too.
They're all you.
So it all comes back to you.
Okay,
And so it is.
It's like there's a breakthrough of the heart.
That is wishing to happen.
And it will happen.
And my feeling is.
.
.
There's going to be a lot of unconscious movement.
In women in their unconscious male side.
End.
My feeling is there's a lot of movement around with the males.
In their understanding.
Yinyap.
And in the males for them to feel safe enough.
To step into a deeper understanding.
It's really key.
You guys,
You have to feel safe enough.
To make the shift.
And you know,
Prima Zuta,
You'll know the next.
Line well it's also up to you to open to the feelings of safety.
You could have something that was totally 100% safe and you could still go,
Oh,
I don't know.
And this is operating in women too.
And the women.
It's a big sad thing,
Guys.
In fact,
I'm like,
I'm kind of thrilled.
And,
You know,
I can't help,
You know,
I can't help if it comes out of my mouth.
And I hope I'm not setting you guys up for disappointment,
But don't worry,
Because.
.
.
It's gonna happen in you if it doesn't happen today.
I know this 100%.
I can feel it.
There's a woman in my building.
Who I have for some reason,
An enormous fondness for just instinctively,
And I feel it's because She's incredibly innocent at heart.
She's had a horrible,
Horrible life.
But I think she's a really old soul with a lot of lifetimes.
And so her,
She hasn't lost her innocence in all this.
So this is,
You guys,
With some people can go through trauma often in my experience.
They're people with a lot of lifetimes.
And that experience.
Of,
You know,
All the deaths,
And all always finding that there was love on the other side,
That it trickles down into the consciousness.
So it's like grandmother energy or grandfather energy.
They've seen it all.
And they're peaceable.
This woman.
She had a mom who was a single mom and the mom had a border,
Was certainly borderline.
So this you know,
She scared this woman really to death growing up.
And then in her adulthood,
This woman was taken to court by her mother six times.
Because the mother wanted to enforce grandparent visitations.
But this woman was incredibly unstable.
You know,
So she lost every time in the courts.
But this woman had like a low-paying job.
She had to save everything to keep on going to court.
And this went on for years.
Can you imagine if you think you have trouble?
It's good to hear these stories.
It helps put it into perspective.
So anyway,
She's in my building.
She does a little bit of work for me.
And her.
Partner who she doesn't live with.
Had a heart attack.
Now she was speaking to me about this.
Now I see her once a week.
And gradually,
I've been sort of working with her verbally,
Energetically.
As much as possible.
She's quite hooked in trauma,
So her brain has trouble with abstract.
So when I ask her how she's feeling,
You know,
Wanting or I'm feeling this way and I'm feeling a little heavy and maybe a little sad.
She'll go right into.
How she's looking for a job and what she's doing about it and very concrete.
So this is what trauma does to us,
You guys.
It hooks us to the concrete.
So I understand all this.
You know,
Cheers.
She says,
Cheese.
Beyond happy because she feels that her life is becoming incredibly brighter with a deep understanding and feeling lighter and feeling that love exists just through seeing me once a week,
Like she's doing some work for me.
You see,
We're not we just have like 10 or 15 minutes.
Conversation.
But for her.
It is the best thing that's ever happened in her life,
Really.
She is like a little kid on Christmas.
Every time I see her,
It's incredibly touching.
Okay,
So we were talking,
She was talking about that she was worried about her her partner being sick.
And as she was talking,
I could feel the energetically As a little kid,
I could see her squatting down as a little kid and covering her head.
With our hands.
And it was.
It was a,
You know,
It had the darkness,
The picture had the darkness of fear in it.
Okay.
Okay,
You guys.
So I put words to it.
And because it was accurate,
The words nailed it.
And she realized how deeply she was seen.
She actually stood up taller.
And expanded,
Just as we were speaking.
Okay,
Now this,
This can happen because of the level of her innocence to seek.
The God in her.
I can reach it.
Even in these fairly short conversations.
You guys,
This is a variation of what I commonly experience in everybody.
This kind of fear of punishment,
Okay?
Fear that I'm doing it wrong,
That I'm bad,
And a fear of being punished.
Okay.
It's in everyone.
It certainly has been in Pramasutra.
I totally know it.
Okay,
This is.
You know,
We are never punished,
Ever.
But I'm wanting to.
To talk about something to help you see what you can do.
About this.
What you can do yourself.
And it's kind of like,
Even as I'm talking,
Maybe you guys will just come to this.
Deeper understanding.
Just like this lovely woman did.
Just as I was talking.
Because what I'm going to say is just so profoundly true.
And it's also kind of,
It's also sort of like,
A replacement religion for whatever you grew up with.
Whatever it is,
Because this is part of where you go like,
Oh no,
I'm a fool.
Really,
I'm going to go to hell or something.
And hell is just really,
Pramasutra just knows this.
It's like a figment of the people's imagination.
It doesn't,
It's not real.
They'll be in it till they basically ask for help and come to the realization that love is all there is.
Love is all there is,
You guys.
Everything else we are hallucinating.
Truly.
And this happens beyond life,
But it's all hallucination.
Okay,
So I want to give you a simpler kind of a spiritual set of beliefs,
Like a way of working with yourself spiritually.
Like to understand.
What the.
.
.
Human state is.
Uh for It's like the structure of evolution in a way.
And I'm going to go back to Hoonah.
Which is the path of love.
Ancient Hawaii was,
Especially Kauai,
Interestingly,
Where Pramasutra did this training with Abraham.
It is one of the places,
One of the centers of Lemuria,
Apparently.
There's some thought that it was the capital of Lemuria.
Which totally makes sense to me about Hawaii,
Because anybody who's gotten off a plane in Hawaii,
You feel the aloha spirit just as soon as the air touches your body.
It's unmistakable.
It kind of feels safe,
You know,
Like this,
The feeling of safety of being when you're a child and you feel safe,
Just like,
Ah,
I'm safe in this lot.
Yeah,
Okay.
And you guys are safe in this love.
Here,
You're safe in the love of Vama.
Safe from the love of the creator.
You're safe in the love,
The sad side.
Really.
Yeah.
Good.
This is the breakthrough,
Really.
OK,
So in the Huna,
We have this.
You know,
They say,
You know,
That there's a low self in the unconscious.
And that's You know,
In the East,
They say that's where your vasanas are.
You know,
That's what runs your body.
You don't have to keep reminding yourself to blink or anything.
It's all the things that have ever happened to you in your childhood,
All of it.
And then,
You know,
There's the middle self,
Which is your normal consciousness,
Waking consciousness,
Logic.
Problem solving,
Your logic,
Which really isn't very logical,
But it seems logical to the middle self.
And then there's a high self,
The creator,
The soul,
The energy that Bruised you.
Okay,
This is the key.
Understand.
The middle cell.
To live your life.
You draw on the energy of your unconscious to do it.
It is your unconscious that gives you the energy.
To go forward.
It is.
You know,
That blinks your eyes.
Keeps you breathing.
And it will affect your choices.
Okay,
You guys,
This is key for satsang members.
You access.
Your high self,
You access the creator.
Inner Amma.
Through your unconscious too.
So God is sitting there in your unconscious.
You're Experience of the Creator comes in through your subconscious.
It's really important you get this.
This is why,
If you try to stay in your intellect,
Your head and you keep,
You know.
Trying to get to God.
You will never do it.
You will just get locked in the labyrinth of your head.
Please understand that.
This is where many of you Get love.
And this is our culture,
It's not your fault.
None of this is your fault,
Please.
Okay.
So please understand you access.
The Creator through your unconscious.
The thing,
The reason spiritual practices are so important,
Prama Suta feels,
Is they Gear?
They prepare the unconscious.
To receive the Creator.
They prepare your unconscious to make it easier.
For you to tap into the Creator,
For the Creator to speak to you.
If you have done of,
You know,
The,
The mantra like,
5 million times.
The name of God percolates down into your subconscious and changes things.
It helps open the door to the experience of the Creator.
So the creator can come up.
Into your ordinary consciousness.
I've told you before,
My family were a lot of,
They were business and scientists and engineers,
So the mechanics of the spiritual journey have always been very important to me that I could understand the mechanics of it.
This I want you to understand the mechanics because if you understand the mechanics of you might have more energy to say your mantras.
Now,
You guys,
The truth,
I'll say it's like sort of the brutal truth.
Since the unconscious is you know,
The conscious mind and Draws on.
The unconscious for energy.
Without the unconscious,
We don't have the energy to do things.
It's just like,
You know,
On burnout,
You lose energy to go to work.
Your subconscious is no longer supporting your work life.
That is exactly what happens.
So when this happens,
We don't have the energy for anything.
Same with like in a breakdown.
Somebody just sits for hours and hours.
They can't do anything.
Because basically the subconscious has gone on strike.
Okay,
So I want you to understand it is your unconscious that gives you the energy to do things.
The key is.
Hmm?
Is animating you is it all the vasanas and all the belief systems that from your childhood and previous lives is that what is giving you the energy.
Have you made room?
For the creator in you to speak to you.
Can the Creator get through to your consciousness at all?
Or is it the creator just being obstructed by a labyrinthine?
Unconscious.
This is the spiritual journey right in here,
Just like in the sun photons that come to the earth.
Sometimes a photon could be trapped for thousands of years behind all the particles in the sun and it finally makes it through to come to Earth.
Really.
It's very similar.
To in our unconscious.
That some grain of understanding kind of makes its way up to our heads.
This is what you're struggling with,
You guys.
I'm like,
It's.
.
.
The good news is.
May the clarity of what I'm seeing Spur you.
Because,
You know,
If you try to be good,
If you try to be spiritual with your conscious mind,
And you're doing it in kind of a.
.
.
I'm trying to be good.
Um.
I have to be good.
I don't want to go to hell.
You know,
I have to be good here.
And you're doing it maybe with a bit of force.
What you do is,
It's like,
It,
You tip your subconscious so you You know,
It's like the classic story of the pillar,
The guy who's a pillar of society,
And then he's secretly doing all these terrible things.
It's like he was trying to be too good.
With his will.
And so in the subconscious,
What started to happen,
The energy of of being bad started.
And so for him to stay stable.
He would have to start doing bad things.
Do you guys understand how it happens?
This is not.
Another fix it.
This that if you make it a fix it project.
It will be useless to you.
I want you to understand that instead of the name that you give yourself,
Whatever you name it.
I want you to think of yourself more as a conscious mind.
An unconscious mind full of vasanas and material from this life and other lives and also your your God self.
Who is also there in your high self.
You know,
In a way the part of you that's not is not incarnated not all of our soul is incarnated in us so some of our soul is outside us helping us And when we call on that with yearning,
You guys,
Absolute yearning.
It unites.
Us on all levels.
The unconscious level,
The conscious level,
And the high self level.
It unites all of it.
And we.
The yearning,
The power of your yearning will alter your subconscious.
To make room for the creator to speak to you.
You guys,
It's.
.
.
You know,
Basically it's doing a million practices.
Also,
Yearning.
And most people are kind of in my experience,
I would say most people are kind of skewed to one or the other.
There are people who approach you know,
They turn up for practices a lot,
But they're not walking around with a tremendous yearning.
And then the people who are yearning,
But they're not.
It's kind of all over the place.
But it is possible to unite the two,
To do both.
That's the,
That is the absolute best.
That is the way you make real progress.
And Amma has her pedal meditation,
Which you can all look up,
Which you know,
Really it helps train the cells.
For strengthens the light in your bodies.
It kind of includes the body.
It helps stop this mind-body split.
That's my experience anyway.
There is a feeling that you guys have.
You're stepping back and you're kind of trying to hold this and figure it out.
And it's just you.
Just think of it.
Just think to yourself,
I am.
You know,
The low self,
The unconscious,
The middle conscious self,
And this high conscious,
That's who you are,
Really.
That's you.
That's your package that your name's over top.
So this can really help you guys.
Move away from your personal identities,
You know,
Stop being so attached to your name and I'm the child of someone,
I'm the partner of someone.
I have this career.
You look at yourself more like,
Oh,
I'm this bundle of low self,
High self,
And middle self.
Right.
You guys.
This way of looking at things,
You know,
It's really hard to be wrong.
With this way of looking at things.
It's a very embracing way of looking at things.
If you if you get caught in a pattern.
You know,
It's just a bus and a clearing.
I'm really wanting to help you guys out of this cringing,
Squatting child going,
Oh no,
I'm scared of life.
I'm scared of death.
I'm scared of death.
I'm scared of doing it wrong.
It's like you guys.
You could,
You know,
There's nothing a teacher can do until you go,
Okay,
I just don't want to live this way.
That's the step.
Just,
I don't want to live this way.
And this is what this woman.
In this building is doing,
She's gradually seeing she doesn't have to live this way.
And it's like,
It's just seamlessly falling off her.
It's like she grabbed hold of this chance that she's got.
And you know,
She has this job in a cafeteria at a local hospital.
She gets paid very little.
It's hard on her body.
People are very patronizing to her.
Her thinking sometimes gets clouded by her trauma.
She's not very good looking.
And cheese is fresh!
Jewel of a woman who went to court.
Six times so her child didn't get influenced by her really crazy mother,
Who I could feel is really not a good person to be around the child.
I could feel how true it was.
And how important it was that she did go to court.
Can you imagine going to court?
And here's this woman.
And she's just doing the work of her lifetime.
You know,
She's older,
So she knows there's not much time,
And she doesn't have anything to lose.
I mean,
Things can only get better,
Really.
And they will for her.
She keeps going.
The way her life is gonna go,
It's like she'll.
.
.
You know,
Blossom.
I mean,
I could feel that on a soul level.
Her soul wants her to be like a doula.
You know,
Work with people.
Point of death or.
Birth,
But she's not nearly ready.
But she may.
She may be.
She may become.
You know,
Once she comes out of her trauma,
Her true intelligence.
It's going to show itself.
I know this and she's not incapacitated intellectually.
She's a wise old soul.
There's real intelligence in her.
Do you understand,
You guys,
That when I'm talking about her,
I'm also talking about you guys and what it's like to get through to you and how I see your beauty.
And how I see your trauma and I see your beauty.
And I'm just.
.
.
Asking you to learn how to stand up and walk.
Into your beauty.
And with several guys,
I've been really pushing you guys.
It's like there is a.
You know,
There's something in the masculine that's coming up to be cleared.
And it's,
You know,
You guys,
I mean,
You've got this history of like,
Just,
You know,
You get raised that power and control is king,
You guys,
And that to make it in this world,
You have to go for power and control.
So it's tough sometimes to kind of come and live like an ancient Hawaiian.
Or a Rishi,
You know.
In ancient India.
Yeah.
So you guys,
The path is you're always working with yourself to stand there as this little child witnessing.
What is going on in your lives and seeing if it's a replay of your trauma,
Or seeing if you're allowing Ama,
To weave in,
The creator to weave in.
Yeah.
Right,
And you know,
So many of you,
I've seen dramatic change.
And even the fact you guys let me speak to you so bluntly,
I'll tell you,
I mean,
My hat off.
Not everybody's up for it at all.
But all I'm trying to do is help you.
Understand that.
You're there's a creator inside you and as this clearing occurs on an unconscious level The Creator will flow through you.
And this is what takes the time,
You guys.
Because the subconscious does not change overnight.
And sometimes it rebels,
You know,
And we feel like we're going backwards,
But we never are going backwards.
We are always going up.
To a new level.
It's like clearing a thousand levels,
You know.
But as you clear you guys,
You see it gets much more.
The farther you go on the journey,
The much more fun it gets,
Because you get more and more proof,
And you know the wobbles.
You know you go through wobbles,
But you don't believe them.
You guys,
Many of you get really stuck around being religious.
You know,
This is,
I think this is tailor-made for Premasuddha because I have this fundamentalist streak in my head.
Family line,
Truly.
So I really do think it would be inevitable.
I would attract bright religious,
You know,
With the.
.
.
A little bit of.
Just needing this that this what can come through me is tailor-made to help you because I walked it.
I had a.
.
.
Ha!
You guys will love this.
You I had a great great grandfather who was a.
Anglican cleric who used to pray over his hysterical way.
She was prone to hysterics.
And he would pray over,
And you know,
I'm sure he was,
You know.
Pompous and rigid,
And I'm sure she went into hysterics.
There were two polarities,
Right?
They both created each other.
He got more pompous and rigid,
The more hysterical she got.
From Masuda's family line,
You know,
So that the humor of it all.
But the religiosity,
You guys.
It's,
I feel like lots of times it's carried in your third eye.
And so even your intuitions,
It's like a little bit of distorting.
A little bit of a skew towards.
You know,
Just the religious,
You know,
Punishment or whatever it is.
Rigidity thou shalt.
You have to do it this way or else.
You're exiled.
Some of you,
Interesting,
Some of you don't want to come along with me.
Do you know what it is that allows me to see this?
It's unconditional love,
You guys.
It's just love.
You're part of me.
I love you.
So I see that.
So it's sort of funny,
You're holding on to these old.
.
.
Zold armor.
I'm even seeing in some of you.
One particular,
There's a medieval,
The Crusades.
That that armor,
You know,
That.
This is where this stuff comes from.
Yeah.
You know,
One of the powers of this work is the access to the subconscious,
Because you see,
I had so much to clear.
In mind so I can see what you guys need to clear.
I mean,
It's sort of like as Amma shows me,
It comes up.
You know,
And she shows me as.
As it's ready to clear anew.
I don't see stuff if you're not ready to clear it.
Lolita,
That's where I saw the crusades.
It was you,
The crusade thing in your subconscious,
In your third eye.
It's more like love.
Love and you're good enough.
Right,
Can everybody send love to Lolita?
Right now.
And may all your love come back to you now.
And that's how it works,
You guys.
It all comes back to you.
That's why the more generous,
The more loving you are,
The faster you go because it just comes back to you.
That's it.
That's good.
That helped.
Lolita,
Good.
Good work,
Lolita.
Yeah,
You see,
It's all okay.
It's all okay.
You know,
Being in the FA,
You know.
I'll tell you,
You know,
The more.
The more you feel it is okay,
The more you understand that it's all okay.
What happens is.
That frees the creator to be able to get through to you more.
That's why it's so important to keep reminding yourself.
And that prayer for you know,
Lokaha samastah tukino bhavantu.
May all the beings in all the worlds feel peaceful and happy.
That will all come back to you.
And remember you guys,
If you don't.
No,
Some of you might feel like.
When you try to do that,
It might feel kind of cold and rigid and alienated and you don't feel this at all.
But just doing it.
Will actually help melt the resistance in your subconscious that's making you feel rigid and that you can't feel it,
That's blocking the creator in you.
From communicating with you.
That's it.
It's very,
This is why I say it's a very mechanical process.
You keep you keep kind of Like,
You know,
Alma talks about the sculpture as a big ugly rock in front of him or her,
And they just tap on,
They start working.
Chip,
Chip,
Chip,
Chip,
Chip.
You look for little breakthroughs,
Little changes.
Give yourself a big pat on the back.
For anything.
Some of you are feeling loveless.
Feeling a lack of love.
I feel like a Karan and Alicia is coming up.
There's some change in your bodies for it's like.
Um,
Yeah.
The soft soap of unconditional love for yourself,
Just putting your arms around yourself,
No matter what,
No matter what,
No matter what.
And no matter how anybody else is acting in your life.
Your arms around yourself.
And understand if somebody.
Is upsetting you in your life,
They are showing you the crap that's in your subconscious.
Press for Alicia Crenn.
Actually,
You guys.
.
.
You're all a little like this.
Prayers for all of you and love for all of you.
Yeah.
Yeah,
Yeah,
Yeah.
Yeah,
Really.
I see it.
Strengthening.
That's it,
Strengthening the soul in your cells.
Guys every time i do the prayer page i always ask you know prayers for everybody but also i mean prayers for everybody on it but i also You know,
I pray for every.
Heart on earth of every in soul being.
For the love to be strengthened.
Yeah.
You are that love.
The love that you are dreamed up your human body.
And your experiences.
In order to learn.
And you know,
It gets to go.
Sailing.
Eat chocolate.
Bye-bye.
Go water skiing.
All the things that are possible through the incarnation that we are.
We're like a gift to the creator,
You guys.
Or a beloved child,
And a gift,
Because.
.
.
The Creator gets to do these physical things.
It's,
You know.
.
.
I know that the Maya,
The physical thing of Earth,
And the illusion we're in,
Is often degraded,
Downgraded,
Criticized.
I think it's much more of a.
.
.
Uh.
.
.
A partnership,
A loving partnership.
Between the physical and the creator.
I all I'm trying to do is.
Help you.
With your connection to the creator in your unconscious.
To help you connect up.
Often the belly,
The hara,
Is the seed of the soul that's right You know,
The.
The water,
The symbols water,
And it's really the unconscious.
It's the seed of the soul.
I mean,
It's in our hearts,
But in our lived life.
It's like when your connection to the Creator is cleared,
In your hara.
In your lower two chakras,
You're basically enlightened.
That's it.
Because then you can walk the creator's energy on the earth plane.
You can walk it,
You can live it.
That's it.
You know,
The creator in you is the strongest thing.
And when you've called on the Creator and you've asked for help,
You will get it.
And if you calm the creator and you ask to evolve,
Whatever is happening in your life is the next step.
Please,
It's not like you guys,
It's like.
.
.
It's like act one in a play.
So here you are,
Whatever you're in.
You're on stage,
You're the hero,
You're dealing with this situation.
A lot of you are guys sit in the audience and go,
This is a really bad play.
What am I doing wrong?
Oh,
Poor me.
I wish it wasn't this way.
It's like,
No,
This is.
.
.
The Creator giving you an opportunity to help clear your path.
Your complexes so you can connect up to truth.
So in your play,
When you're on stage as a hero,
This is where you guys.
This is where you wobble with me.
This is why it's taken like four years.
To get as far as we've gotten.
And it's not just you,
It's all Pramasutra too.
There's no,
It's all of it.
It's for you to realize it is by your actions,
Your thoughts,
Yeah,
Your thoughts.
Words,
And actions.
That you take.
That determines how open your subconscious how much you are allowing the creator to get through to you because you always have a conflict between the status quo and all the garbage.
What the creator in you is wanting you to live more.
That is your conflict and this is what you guys haven't wanted to see.
So you go into this religious stuff of being bad or good or whatever.
I meditate six times a day.
I'm doing it right.
You do this religious stuff and avoid.
This is the rub.
This is where the.
.
.
You know the.
What is it?
The wheel meets the road?
I don't know.
Yeah,
This is it.
What are you gonna do?
This is exactly you guys.
You haven't wanted to face this.
You're going to get nowhere without facing it.
And you have to just be there and think,
OK.
What?
What am I being asked to say and do?
I would always ask,
What is my highest good action about whatever problem I'd have?
This is before I knew Amma.
I go,
What's my highest good?
What should I do for the highest good?
Serving my connection to the Creator.
Which is what frees it in our unconscious.
And what dissolves the.
.
.
The misunderstanding.
This is the key to walking it,
You guys.
And all you can do is your best and don't force it.
You know,
If you're getting,
Oh,
The creator wants me to do this,
But I feel so nervous about it.
I can't do it if you really feel that you cannot cannot do it,
Then don't do it and wait for.
And see what happens.
So you don't do it.
So then you get stuck with what it feels like when you don't step forward.
Into the creator and what you will get.
Is more experience of getting stuck.
Of being stuck.
The tension,
Everything builds until finally the dam breaks.
But be gentle with yourself.
If you can't do it,
You can't do it.
The worst is to force it.
In a foot on the neck way because that will always backfire.
It comes in through the still,
Small voice of the heart.
You get a tiny voice saying,
Do this.
A tiny,
Tiny voice and you might be scared to do it.
But if it is that still small voice,
It will be the right thing.
You will get proof and this is the walking out on on thin ice that Amma talks about this is what Pramasutra feels it is,
Though.
I really want to be careful and spell out where I'm interpreting what Alma says so it's really clear.
That it's from a pseudo-interpretation.
But maybe it's right.
But it's not just doing it once and forgetting about it for a while.
You guys,
It's a way of living.
If you do it once and forget about it,
You're not doing it at all.
It was a fake one.
Because once you come to that threshold of seeing that it is up to you to listen and follow the guidance,
Nobody can take that from you.
That is just how you live your life.
And that is what will bring your connection to the creator.
Up into your consciousness.
This is what will bring you.
Into Self-realization.
I'm sure Abraham is here helping with this.
I know he is.
This is interesting.
Of course he'd be here.
It's Abraham the Hawaiian kahuna for all the people listening who might not get it.
You see,
You're all good enough.
And,
You know,
Here's this woman who does this little bit of weekly work for me.
She's doing it.
She's just doing it.
That's grace,
You guys.
It's just grace.
It's grace because it brought her to Prima Sutta,
But also brought primasutra to her so I could see how.
She's just doing it.
It's good for releasing it.
Just doing it.
Oh,
You guys,
You took that till it's bad.
I'm doing it wrong.
It's beautiful.
Look,
I tell you,
The big gift of Premasuddha's life that you Really?
What would I do?
Yeah!
And you bring all your energies and all your delightful souls,
You know.
With your sweet idiosyncrasies and your sweet little stubbornnesses.
And avoidances.
And your good heart underneath,
It's just.
It's just adorable.
It's just like little kids,
You just love them,
Right?
You can see when they're doing the tricks and it's like,
They're just so adorable.
That's it.
That's it.
And actually with this satsang,
I'm understanding why I have been so fierce in the last couple of weeks.
Like,
As I'm getting fiercer and fiercer,
I'm going,
Oh my goodness.
Now I understand it's because this it's like this it's like a breakthrough it's like and if you don't get it now Listen to the video again,
Okay?
Please.
Listen to it because.
You know.
You don't want to miss this shift.
And even if you feel like you've listened 500 times and you don't get it,
Don't worry,
Because you're just going to get it next month.
That's it.
That's it.
It's funny,
There's kind of,
It's like a willingness to come out of the shame cycle.
This is very,
Very interesting.
You guys,
I'm seeing you all.
Has this,
A wheel.
And I'm seeing this wheel with all of you in it.
Moving out of the shame cycle.
Moving out of the personal shame cycle.
Shame is where the ego hides.
That's it,
Where the rubber meets the road,
That's expression.
So interesting,
I'm seeing all of you on this wheel,
Like moving out of the machine cycle,
Yeah.
You know what I say?
You cannot be more perfect than a human being on the spiritual journey.
That's it.
Even if you're seeing your vasanas and stuff.
And what I'm,
You know,
Trying to do is be,
You know,
Kind of.
A warm company for you as you You know.
Just take the time to wake up.
And and see that yeah you don't life doesn't have to have this Drop darker coloring.
You could live more in the light.
Because it's in you.
It's light.
And it's just really what you're listening to,
The vasanas,
The old shame you and all that,
Or whether you're listening to the creator.
This is very,
Very good work you've done.
I mean,
It's all Amma.
I mean,
You can see like Amma's doing this because.
.
.
This is.
I'm impressed.
I am.
I also want to go over,
Before we open up for questions,
I want to go over the grounding exercise.
Do you remember this?
The fingers.
And then lifting them up.
And then rubbing your thumb and forefinger.
Few rounds and then.
Do it,
You guys,
Do it.
Good finger.
Wrapping Third finger and ring finger rubbing.
Thank you.
And then your little pinky rubbing.
Round circles.
And you might be able to just feel the grounding.
You can do this anytime.
This is so Premasutra like to offer these really light structures.
You know,
Really late.
Supporting structures that you can use in your lives.
Another one is that,
You know what I spoke about,
If you're in conflict with somebody or there's some trouble,
You can ask,
Please show me Amma.
What my part in all this is.
Or.
Bring me self-awareness as to why this is happening in my life.
But also,
What am I doing?
Because lots of times we don't see our shadow side.
And we'll be doing some selfish things in there,
But we won't see it and we think it's all the other person,
But then sometimes it really is.
Mostly the other person,
So you have to be careful.
But if you can just Take a step back and look at what you're doing.
And look at what you're doing with your thoughts.
And look at how anger is running you.
This is how you Reduce the amount of subconscious material lossiness.
And the third thing is.
Review your lives before you go to bed.
Review the game.
And correct anything you didn't like.
See yourself.
To yourself.
Acting in different ways.
And this will actually promote.
You know,
It actually has some real power.
It will actually promote influence by the dimension where maybe you're less angry and farther along and where you act better in life.
To influence you.
It's magic,
You guys.
You're the creators,
So how you use your mind really matters.
And also,
If you review your.
.
.
Your life,
But also the angels see that you're sincere,
You know,
And they They help.
There is a lot of unconscious material coming up to be cleared at this time.
And just keep holding on to Amman,
You know,
Keep on.
Holding on to the creator.
It's all you have to do.
When you when you do that,
When you keep reminding yourself about the Creator,
This again,
Reduces the power of your vasanas in your unconscious and strengthens your connection to the creator.
It's very mechanical.
It's like building a channel.
To the creator within you.
And you guys have done it today.
I can feel it.
But please keep this stuff in mind,
Like about the unconscious,
Like have it.
Front and center.
That will help you take responsibility for your lives.
You know,
To to live the alma in you at a pace you can.
This work is all about walking your talk.
It's integrity.
It's like,
This is the whole point,
Because I feel in the West,
We don't know how to walk it.
The other thing I've been saying to some of you,
It's really,
Really important,
Then I'm going to open to questions.
There's some groups.
Various groups of you guys.
And it's really,
Really important to keep things your teacher said to you.
Keep them private.
And keep your shifts like if you're working on something.
Keep it.
Veiled.
Until you've got it.
Then you can share it.
What the Western?
Ego does you guys chronically,
We do this.
Okay,
I've seen,
I've seen this so much.
Say a teacher puts input or there's a shift,
And we immediately tell our friend,
Even spiritual friend,
But often people who aren't really on the journey,
We try to share it,
We are pouring it out.
We've received gold and we're throwing it away.
You have to integrate it.
You have to live it.
Don't talk about your process.
At any depth other than with your teacher basically.
You know,
You can say things like,
I'm working on,
I'm working on a.
I don't know,
A theme.
This is my theme,
But just keep it all Veil.
Because you need a chance to integrate it.
You see,
Westerners,
We pour it out like this because You know,
There's.
Well,
We don't have any spiritual,
You know,
There's no ancient spiritual traditions,
But also Our egos don't want us to come up separate from the crowd at all.
I don't know.
Most Westerners are so poorly bonded with their mothers.
It's the crowd is safety.
The collective.
And this makes people really easy to control.
Okay,
Good,
You got that.
And the more we interrupt and diminish the mother-child bond,
The more we're making people who are scared of their truth.
And then they're easy to control.
Okay,
So face your fears and keep it private.
And if you're wobbly,
You know.
You know,
Speak to your teacher.
Yeah,
It's really,
Really important.
I've been saying this privately to some of you guys,
But it's so epidemic.
I got to make this strong statement.
And it's not a fault.
And if you do it.
Just see that you've done it again.
See that your egos run the show and that you did it again,
And then just try again next time.
Always just try again next time.
No blame.
But my concern is in the West,
You know,
There's so much internet spirituality and,
You know.
And so much talk.
And I hope it just doesn't turn into a mess of confusion.
Creators will.
And,
You know,
If it all gets confused,
We'll just turn to the creator more and ask for clarity.
I mean,
Whatever is going to happen will happen.
I just,
It's the human pain that always grabs me.
It's like,
Oh,
I don't want people to be.
Okay,
Questions,
Comments,
Anything goes.
Hello,
Prima Suda.
It's me,
Richard.
Yes,
Richard.
Yes,
There you are.
How are you?
I'm good,
Really good.
I was really enjoying the satsang.
I have a question to this topic of being good.
I'm still,
I'm lacking of clarity because if I think about it.
Then what is the opposite of being good?
Probably there's no one who's saying I want to be bad.
But I can imagine that there are people who don't have this running thought of being good and they're still doing good stuff.
But I don't know.
I don't know how to get rid of being good.
Okay.
Okay,
Yeah.
Really get it.
I'll tell you,
Richard,
It falls away as we understand that the good is the doer,
And the person who wants to do good is the doer,
And the doer doesn't really exist.
So anything this person who wants to be good says to us.
Skewed from the truth.
I,
You know,
That is.
Higher up in the mountain,
That becomes very important information.
To learn how to get out of the doer.
Where.
Um Okay,
So.
.
.
You know,
Richard,
The Creator does good,
Just.
.
.
Effortlessly.
I mean,
The creator is good.
There's no bad,
Right?
It's just good.
So,
The more we tap into the creator energy within ourselves,
The more effortlessly and unconditionally we do good.
The thing about if we are consciously trying to be good,
There'll be stuff in there like.
.
.
There'll be eco-contamination.
It's just for the awareness to dawn over time.
Yeah,
I can feel this good and bad in you.
And I can feel the,
It's actually,
I'm seeing it as kind of a black line.
In your mind about bad and good.
This black line of Judgment.
So that's.
Right,
Good.
Okay,
You see,
When you said yes,
You actually accepted it.
You actually put your arms around it.
That's beautiful.
Beautiful.
Once you see it as a black line,
You can't really see it as all good then,
Right?
Why is it black?
Why is it a line drawn in the sand?
Who is drawing the line in the sand?
Is the creator drawing the line in the sun?
Some person.
Who wants to almost not in well doing good you see often we're doing it from trying to control things trying to impose things trying to fix This.
Physical reality.
Like,
You know,
Richard,
Doing good is good.
Mm.
It is good,
But Richard,
You see,
You are not that good like you are you're expressing something that's good,
You are a kind of You are these three levels of consciousness,
And in your unconscious there is the vasana contamination and the creator.
And so.
Who you are really is,
However far you are in clearing your experience of the Creator.
Yeah,
You're identifying with your action.
Like you're doing something good,
So you're saying,
I'm good.
That's the problem.
No,
You are you are the creator in human form.
You are a mix of unconscious and conscious material.
And you're doing your best to express the creator.
In your life.
I can feel it.
Richard,
It's hard for us to look at ourselves.
This is your problem.
It's hard for you to see yourself clearly because you think you're doing good.
One of the things about being a parent,
Richard,
Is I was sure that I was just doing motherhood right and good and doing all the things that my mom didn't do and my parents didn't do.
I was doing it all.
And when the kids grew up,
I saw in stark relief how blind I'd been.
How selfish,
How.
.
.
A whole bunch of stuff.
That I had to kind of come to terms with.
I thought I was just good.
Yeah,
Yeah.
Because I didn't really know how to look at myself.
And I was scared to see.
Myself fully.
That makes sense to me,
Yeah.
A good example.
I can relate to that.
This,
You know,
All of us,
We want to take the journey up into our head and get into this religious bad and good.
And what this Hawaiian did for me,
My time with you.
And what I'm wanting to teach you guys is to come back to your humanity.
Tingle them back.
To your human self,
Your human body and you are here to live in truth and when you live in truth It's unconditional.
You're just unconditional loving.
So the whole bad and good issue falls away.
It's actually,
Richard,
You don't know who you are without this bad and good thing.
It's like such a is such an important thing for you.
You don't know who you are.
And,
You know,
Premasura was really like this when I did journalism.
I only wanted to write constructive articles,
Helpful articles.
I even quit my job and did freelance because I felt so strongly about it.
So there's nothing wrong with it.
But just include.
You know,
Understand that the bigger.
The bigger journey includes self-awareness.
And it's a gradual expansion.
And are good and bad.
In men,
I'll tell you,
It can get contaminated by power and control.
So we have to see this.
We have to see that.
And it's not just in men.
It can happen in women,
Obviously.
We all know this.
But with men's socialization,
It's.
.
.
In our culture,
It's so skewed at the moment.
In the old days,
In the aboriginal days.
You know,
The children and old people would be in the center,
Then the next level around the center would be the women.
And now,
And then the men circling all of them were protective,
Taking care of it all.
Focus though on on the life.
Within in our culture.
We have the men looking out over the landscape of material gain.
We have the women sort of behind them.
And we have the kids and old people somewhere off in left field.
We are not.
Absolutely not.
And you guys are so brave to do that.
To look at your conditioning,
Be willing to allow stuff to clear.
That's it.
You just shipped it.
Richard,
You just shifted out of position.
You are looking through this kind of glass that was sort of split.
And you've just shifted free of it.
And it was this rigid thing that you were kind of stuck behind because you believed in it,
But you just shifted out of it into more warmth.
And it's just more warm and accepting.
Part of you is going,
I don't think it could be so easy.
Part of you is wanting to hold on to the bad and good thing,
That's okay.
Yeah,
You see,
I nail you because I can see it.
Great,
Busted.
Hello?
This is what we're like.
Yeah.
Really,
I know.
This is really good that you're laughing.
This is the warmth.
This is where Premasood is.
The great warmth and love and laughing at humanity.
We're so crazy.
We hold on to this stuff.
Right?
Why do you think I'm like.
.
.
Stephanie.
I know it all well.
Yeah,
Good.
We just laugh.
You know,
The creator has a huge sense of humor.
The Laughing Buddha,
It's just a joke.
Right.
Good work there,
Max.
Game on!
Jema,
Thank you very much.
Yeah,
Yeah.
Yeah.
Oh,
This is my dream to be able to help people.
Cut people's armor off.
It's armor.
It's just love.
Just love coming through,
That's all.
It does it all.
I'm not in control at all.
And I love it that way because this is so much better than anything Prima Suda could have cooked up,
Believe me.
Okay,
Anybody else?
Okay,
Big love for Kalidus.
Everybody focus on calendars.
Big love for calendars.
Yeah.
You deserve it.
You're a wonder.
Yeah.
Yeah!
That's it.
He's going,
Who me?
What?
I think there must be a mistake.
Blessing.
Beautiful,
Beautiful.
All is well,
Callidus,
All is well.
And all the love come back to you guys that you gave Callidus.
Have it come to you.
Because you deserve it too.
Right,
Callitis is warming up.
You see,
Sometimes it's so hard for me to get out the scalpel because I know there's scar tissue.
You guys,
Anybody who studies with Prama Sutta has got a badge of honor for courage,
Truly.
Because there's this slightly harem-scarem way that I have that seems kind of unpredictable and what's happening here,
But it works.
Okay,
That's the thing.
It's like result-oriented.
It works!
So.
.
.
What to do.
And you guys,
Do you understand the courage that it's taken for me to bring forth this warmth and humor?
I grew up in this,
We sat,
We had three course meals every night with silver platters.
We had silver six forks every night.
It was so repressive and English and nobody told the truth.
So for Premasutha to come into this,
It's like,
And that's why I understand what you guys get stuck in so clearly.
I know it all so well,
My version.
Really,
And it's all the same stuff.
We just have different versions.
Yeah,
That's all it is.
Different versions of being hoodwinked.
Yeah yeah yeah it's you got you guys all have these kind of like smiles like.
Happy kids.
Yeah,
It's all right.
During the in the journey,
We will get stuck in these storms of religiosity.
Where we will lose our humor,
You will feel tense.
Things will look dark.
It's just the ego screaming.
The truth is.
The Creator.
The truth is,
Unkindness,
No love.
Endless acceptance.
Endless badges of honor,
Endless angelic assistance for you.
Right,
For you.
But it's like,
In this case,
You guys take it personally.
It's for you.
Take it personally.
I'm talking to you!
Yeah,
Take it briefly.
It's there for you.
Right.
And this is the breakthrough,
You guys.
This is it,
It's just.
It's just you see the storm clouds disappear and you go,
Oh,
It's so simple,
Really.
Yeah.
And remember,
You guys,
Your subconscious does a lot for you.
You know,
Just keep the yearning going and your subconscious will that will influence.
Your subconscious.
And it will.
Make the vasanas smaller.
It's the power,
It's why I keep talking about the fool and the fairy tale,
The innocence.
It shrinks all the darkness finally.
It's like,
You can feel so unprotected.
And yet you're totally protected.
By the yearning that you're carrying.
That's it.
That's it,
It's very good.
It's like I'm hearing a bell and it's like the The bell for like.
The death of the ego.
It's like a bell is ringing.
I'm hearing this kind of bell.
It's like a church bell for,
You know,
The death of the ego.
This is great.
It's just great.
It's comical.
It's kind of comical because I was talking about religiosity,
But in fact,
It's like a church bell.
And,
You know.
It'll just be however much of the ego is that you're ready to allow to die.
It's okay.
There's no force.
There's no pressure.
It just dissolves away you guys.
It is all.
So stop thinking about your issues.
Think about the Creator.
This is what dissolves the ego.
Listen to satsangs,
Near-death experience,
Anything you can.
To remind yourself.
Of the love in things.
Some of you just really need to be showered in love.
And some of you,
Even the ones I've spoken to.
Need to receive the love.
You're not in control of whether you receive it or not.
You're always receiving it.
It's always there,
You guys.
When you open to it,
Celebrate.
When you're close to it,
Embrace yourself and be patient.
Okay,
That's it.
I saw these feet on the path.
Like stepping forward on the path.
That's the key,
You guys.
When you're not feeling the creator just Embrace yourself and be patient.
It's all we can do.
It's just like with a child who's being difficult.
You know,
Especially when you're out,
You have to like.
And patience.
Keep loving them.
Said,
Wow,
Guys,
There's a lot of love being received.
This,
I'll tell you,
We are going up.
Like this.
So,
You know,
If I yell at you,
Don't take it too seriously.
Like,
Listen,
Make the shift,
But just know we're doing this.
Is anybody got any other question or comment?
Okay,
Well,
Badges of honor,
You guys.
Badges of Honor.
Okay,
You're in my heart.
See you next Saturday and Sunday.
Okay,
Thank you guys.
Many,
Many blessings.
