Trying in my life to more authentically and viscerally connect with Light, Source, the concept that "God is love" and that every part of Creation be it human or non-human animal, trees, mountain ranges...all originate and somehow continue thru their carbon-lifespan here to be connected to and a divine part of their Emphemeral Origin. AND personally to combat issues of neglect, constant life-endangering abandonment during developmental yrs and concomitant C-CPTSD now, finally, as an elder seeker coming to terms with deep scars and my own soul-withering self abandonment, dearth of self love, and my preoccupation with "trying" to "fix" my internalized sense of innate unworthiness INSTEAD of aligning with what I believe intellectually to be true, that *I* am as much a child of Divinity and Life Source, the Universe and Light as all of Creation. In short, trying to love me, the "all" of Me that is truly as much as my dog loves me. ;) and she'd the burden of needing to be "perfect/good" in all that i do simply to justify my own worth, my worthiness to of being alive.
THIS MUSIC in this offering helps me really reach that core place where I can actually feel Divine/Universe (all semantics for same the Over-All Ineffable) Connection and it helps smooth my way back to Knowing that, for me, even better than some of the marvelous spoken/guided meditations offered on IT. In Love, Light and Gratitude, do I say, thank you for this offering and making it freely available
