Welcome to your clearing on releasing mum guilt.
If you hear any little baby snuffles throughout this experience it's just little Lila Bloom.
Yeah she wanted to weave her magic into this energy clearing as well so she's here with us.
So as you begin to settle in to start this experience I want you to know that there's nothing that you actually need to do other than just be in your body.
So what that means is that any experience that presents to you so whether that be a physical sensation,
A thought,
A memory,
An emotion,
Whatever it is,
Be in the sensation of it.
Notice how your body is responding even if the energy is in the mind,
If it's a memory or it's thoughts or a belief or anything like that.
See if you can drop into simply the sensation of what you are experiencing because that's the energetic tie and that is what we are wanting to shift out of your nervous system,
Out of your psyche,
Out of your emotional body,
Out of your energetic field and this is across all timelines,
All lifelines,
All realities and dimensions past,
Present and future.
So in a nutshell simply feel and breathe.
We're releasing all judgment that may be associated to with whatever presents.
We are releasing all attachment as well.
This energy is coming up to move and it's coming up to clear.
So ensure that you are free from all distractions.
Settle into your version of a comfortable position and you're free to move as well.
Listen to your body.
Start to bring your focused attention into what your body is currently feeling.
Not trying to change it or analyze it.
What are the current sensations in your body?
How are you feeling in your body when I say guilt?
Guilt for not doing enough for yourself and your family.
Not being enough.
Not being patient,
Kind,
Thoughtful.
Feeling frustrated,
Tired.
Just notice the sensations in your body.
Just bring into your focused awareness your children or the children that you would like to have.
Again just feeling the sensations in the body.
Bring attention now to your breath and you're not trying to change your breath.
Simply becoming aware of how you are breathing.
And you may begin to notice that your inhale and your exhale will naturally slow down into a rhythmic sequence.
Inhale Exhale And as you begin to sink deeper into your body into the sensations I'm encasing every one of you head to toe,
Front to back in beautiful divine crystalline white light here to shield and protect from all external influence.
All energies that do not serve our highest good and are not of a hundred percent love and light.
Completely shielded,
Completely protected.
As we are all interwoven together as the creators pulling in all light beams of a hundred percent love and light here to guide and here to transmute.
Here to share wisdom surrounding you in a semicircle now.
Allowing their energy to resonate with yours.
Calling in the highest version of yourself.
This is the version of you,
The true you,
The authentic you,
The fully sovereign you free from all programming and conditioning.
The very essence and your highest expression.
Calling in this self now coming through the pineal gland.
Allow yourself to feel the expansiveness of this energy.
How it fills your entire human being.
It spreads out into your energetic field.
And this energy,
This light,
This highest expression of you is bigger than you can even comprehend.
Just allowing that light to expand as far as possible.
That is needed,
That is required,
That is in your highest good.
Aligned for this energetic clearing with the intention of releasing guilt surrounding motherhood.
All the deeper layers and aspects that are involved are connected with motherhood.
Relinquishing control.
Softening the burden across the shoulders.
There's nothing you need to do but receive,
Feel and breathe.
Bring forth all that accumulated weight,
All energy surrounding burden,
Self-sacrifice.
Bring up to the surface now.
All generations as far back as the individual requires for optimal healing.
Both maternal and paternal.
The expectations spoken and unspoken surrounding motherhood including societal and the patriarchy.
Bring to the surface now.
Transmute.
Everything surrounding unrealistic expectations whether self-imposed or put upon.
Bring to the surface now.
Again relinquish control,
Soften.
Survival strategies,
Not necessarily survival mode,
But survival strategies.
Always thinking.
Excessive multitasking,
Always thinking.
Overthinking.
Burden of not being able to rest mind,
Body and soul.
Bring forth.
Heal.
Harnessing the healing properties of emerald green light.
Amplify.
Coming in through the crown chakra.
Emerald light just melt away those intrusive low vibrational thought forms.
Any entities or attachments associated with these thought forms.
Transmute.
I understand wholeheartedly every layer,
Every aspect of my being.
That I am enough.
Consciously bring to your mind a time where you have experienced,
Have felt incredible deep guilt.
Allow that experience to present and simply feel into the sensations.
Allowing the energy to arise.
Trusting that it is coming up to clear.
And trusting that your body,
That you are able to move through in this moment.
It's okay to move layers of your own healing in your own pace.
But it's important to begin bringing the energy back into the body,
Out of the mind,
Back into the body.
Bring yourself back into the sensations.
Taking your time with this experience.
Welcoming any more energy that is desiring,
That is requiring to be felt and to be released.
Up.
That accumulated guilt with an open heart,
Free from attachment,
Free from judgement.
You are validating,
You are seeing,
You are witnessing.
You are feeling this aspect of yourself.
Let the energy move.
Stay in this experience for as long as you feel you need.
And as you continue to welcome these sensations of guilt,
Of blame,
Of shame surrounding your mothering.
I'll be flashing your entire system.
All layers and all aspects.
All timelines,
Lifelines,
Realities and dimensions,
Past,
Present,
Future.
Flashing through your entire system with pure divine white light.
Transmuting all foreign energies.
All energies and emotions that do not belong to you,
That never belong to you.
All foreign bodies,
All implants,
All government implants.
All signs of division.
Flashing through your entire system now.
Picking everything up like a magnet and transmuting to the violet light permanently.
Locks and holds present and transmute.
Walls and shielding,
Overprotection,
Division strategies,
Disempowerment strategies.
Scarcity mindset and going back to survival strategies.
Unwinding those patterns that don't belong in this paradigm,
That don't belong in this higher consciousness.
Serves no good for the mothers and serves no good for the future generations.
Transmute.
I'm placing before you the ultimate divine feminine.
The creator.
The sovereign and integrated mother archetype.
Deeply rooted into the innate wisdom of mother earth.
Divinely connected into source,
Into cosmos.
Into divine unity.
The cosmic realms with the earthly realms.
Feel her energy and allow her hands to be placed upon the tops of your shoulders.
Receive all that you need in this moment that is in your highest good of your highest life plan.
For you.
She is you.
It's an energy that you just don't align with anymore.
It isn't a part of your energetic space.
Consciously creating the life that we want.
The experiences that we want.
The connections.
Whatever it is that they need,
You know.
Feeling into your feet.
Strong,
Stable,
Connected deeply down into mother earth.
Continuously receiving her innate wisdom.
These are your feet.
Moving forward consciously into the life that you are creating for yourself and your family.
Feel into your calves,
Your knees,
Your thighs.
Your body.
Your energy.
Feel into your hips.
Your pelvis.
Your beautiful womb space.
Your creative center.
Your body.
Your energy.
Breathe fresh breath into your lungs.
Expand that breath deep into your belly.
Your body.
Your energy.
Massage your hands,
Your forearms,
Your upper arms,
Shrug your shoulders.
Your body.
Your energy.
Rotate your neck.
Scrunch your face up.
Very slowly open up your eyes and look into each corner of the room that you are in.
In this current time space reality.
In your body.
Your energy.
Your energy.
Connected deeply to your innate wisdom.
The integrated mother.
The mother who knows that all she needs to do is to connect back in with herself.
And receive all that she needs for herself and for her family.
