Welcome and thank you for sharing a few moments with me.
Take a moment to settle,
Coming to a seat or helping yourself to lie down.
This one is best heard and experienced in the earlier hours,
But any time of the day as you wish.
Taking a deep inhale and a soft exhale out.
Awakening to loving.
You asked me to define loving and so here it is.
And yet again I don't dare hand this to you,
Although I cannot deny your request.
It's early morning,
I beat you awake again.
And again,
With you being held,
Protected and nurtured deep in my arms.
Where the sleep escapes me.
One I open and then the other to write this to you.
I'll sleep in a later time after my final rest.
You asked me to talk about love,
Well your question must move you.
I sense it rocks your world as you speak it into your own heart and mind.
And finally you find something that shakes you out of your stillness,
Out of your past,
Out of your comfort.
Further onward you asked for me to share,
To speak,
To add to your sensations of love and you want feedback as I so want feedback from you.
Honestly I look at you as if I would look at heaven.
Looking to ravish you in the night like a hungry wolf.
Serving your every fantasy and desire.
To love into you like you have never known.
To give you passion and compassion in parallel serving as a healing vessel for you.
I take you into my arms,
Hard but soft.
Strong enough for you to know I'm there.
Gentle enough for you to enjoy the softness.
Rough enough to bring you the potency to open you and shed the final bondage of a pained past.
Now you knowing that I would fully exist for you.
Serving your every earthly and spiritual need.
Eyes half open.
You waking to the lush of my touching your most sensitive spots.
Donning the morning sun with your beautiful smile as our breath begins to deepen in union.
We have the intrinsic love we know our hearts and the healing energy will join and flow as the wind takes the leaves from the trees.
The trees enjoy morning energy as well.
The grass sings with the ebb and flow of our pattern as we breathe deeper.
With this depth we have rhythm and flow.
Enough to move a mountain as its peak glows into the outer reaches of space.
Bellowing our names to thank God.
Your entire being changes.
Your color.
Your presence.
Your scent.
And your eyes finally become deep and can hold their place with me for a time.
What today would Heaven say to you?
To the love Heaven itself cherishes.
She would say,
Walk to the peak and sit.
Take some time.
Enjoy these moments.
Very few moments enjoy each other in the fragility of life.
Hold with the compassion of the saints you are.
Only to wake and enjoy another day.
Heaven knows as Heaven is inside all of us.
It knows our joys,
Our passions,
Our pain.
Its arms hold and embrace you as I hold and embrace you.
The nurturing protection I gladly serve you.
I have purpose,
Such purpose holding you,
Where you find refuge.
Holding you is not like any other experience in this worldly realm.
This is close to near death as it comes where touching you is touching Heaven.
These words that you ask for,
The love,
All of it.
I see you climb to the highest mountaintop and you yell these words so the world can hear you.
Once cautious and locked into the hesitation only you hold on to.
Even this you resist and back away from.
The infinity of it all.
You crave and desire this love.
Yet when it approaches you,
You know not what to do.
Slowly you're unmuting it and to me it seems that you're now looking for somebody to rest with.
You're willing to participate,
To experience,
To explore.
You're smart enough to know nothing is going to happen inside of a vacuum.
As I dance with the sun above you,
You accept this.
Your gifts come to life.
Your openness becomes the channel for others.
And as your body and soul is healed,
You become selfless for others in their need.
It takes an essence of expectation.
This creates the opportunities for you in your life.
It simply doesn't appear.
And as you begin to see and feel your faith,
The boldness of it,
It inspires and motivates you.
It is me and those most dear to you.
