Lektion 1
When One Door Closes
People say, “When one door closes, another opens.” But honestly? It didn’t feel that way to me. When a door closes, whether it’s a relationship, a dream, or a diagnosis, you don’t walk right into something new. You end up in a hallway, standing between two doors. And the hallway is messy. It’s full of doubt, hope, and fear. It’s lonely. It’s where you’re no longer who you were, but not yet who you’re becoming.
Lektion 2
The A.C.C.E.P.T. Model
For so long, people had told me, “You have to accept it.” But no one ever told me how. This model became my “how.” In the lessons that follow, I will guide you through each step. This isn't a checklist; it's an invitation. It's a way to meet yourself in the mess of grief and slowly, gently, find a way forward.
Lektion 3
Before We Begin
This course won’t tell you to “move on” or “just be strong.” Instead, it will give you language for what feels impossible, help you see what you're going through is normal, offer you a structure to lean on, let you move at your own pace, show you small ways forward, and remind you that you’re not alone. This course won’t fix your grief, give you a neat timeline, replace therapy or support groups, promise it’ll be easy, or pretend to have all the answers. Grief isn’t something to be fixed, and there isn’t a single way through it.
Lektion 4
Step 1: Acknowledge Your Reality
We often confuse acknowledgment with agreement. We think if we admit what’s happening, it means we’ve given up. That we’ve surrendered. That we’ve failed. But acknowledgment isn’t the same as giving up. It’s about being honest with yourself. Even when the truth is hard, it’s actually where healing begins.
When we resist acknowledgment, it’s often because we want to hold on to how things used to be. We hope life might return to normal, that the test results were wrong, the call was just a dream, or the goodbye was only temporary. This is deeply human. It’s how the mind tries to protect the heart.
Lektion 5
Step 2: Control The Controllable
The truth is that much of what breaks our hearts in life is beyond our control. The diagnosis. The breakup. The delay. The death. The policy. A job that didn’t come through. And holding on to all the things we can’t control is what makes us miserable.
Lektion 6
Step 3: Create A Calming Routine
When most people hear the word “routine,” they immediately think discipline. They think of James Clear’s Atomic Habits, stacking habits, building systems, and becoming 1% better every day. And he’s right: routines can be powerful drivers of consistency and achievement. In that context, they’re about self-mastery.
But when you’re grieving, the game changes. You’re not in a season of optimization, you’re in survival. Your nervous system isn’t asking for productivity hacks, it’s begging for stability. In grief, routines aren’t about self-mastery. They’re about self-regulation.
Lektion 7
Step 4: Expectations With Compassion
There’s no timeline for healing. Let’s sit with that for a second. There’s no timeline. No finish line. No point in the future where someone hands you a certificate that says, ‘You’ve officially grieved enough. You’re now healed.’ We know this deep down, yet we often hold ourselves to invisible deadlines. We measure progress by the calendar, expect to feel better, and get frustrated when we’re still tired, triggered, or hurting. It’s as if the world has put an invisible stopwatch on us.
Lektion 8
Step 5: Positive Feelings Over Thoughts
When you’ve experienced grief or trauma or deep disappointment, thinking can only take you so far. Eventually, it stops being helpful and starts becoming a loop. A loop that sounds like: “Maybe if I had done it differently…”, “I should’ve seen this coming.”, “What if this is my fault?”, “How do I fix this?” Your brain tries to protect you by replaying, reviewing, and revisiting. But healing doesn’t happen in the brain alone. Healing happens when we allow ourselves to feel.
Lektion 9
Step 6: Tribe Your Way up
Social connection is one of the most important parts of resilience. When people feel truly supported and understood, they are more likely to heal in healthy, lasting ways. Sadly, not every relationship can offer that kind of support. One painful lesson I learned in grief is that not everyone can carry your story. Even those you love most, who you thought would stay, sometimes can’t sit with your pain. It’s not because you’re too much, but because your grief may be too heavy for them. It took me a long time to see that this didn’t mean I was unlovable or too complicated, or that I didn’t matter in our friendship. The truth is, some people just can’t walk with you through the hard times.
Lektion 10
And Then.. What?
You’ve walked with me through the six steps of acceptance:
1. Acknowledging your reality and naming what hurts, rather than denying it.
2. Finding control in the places you can, however small.
3. Creating routines that calm and ground you.
4. Releasing judgment and softening the expectations you place on yourself.
5. Letting positive feelings back in, even when they feel impossible at first.
6. Finding your people, those rare souls who can hold your story without trying to fix it.
That’s no small thing. If you’ve even practiced one or two of these steps, you’ve already shifted something inside you. You’ve given yourself permission to live alongside grief, rather than trying to erase it. So… what happens after acceptance? Let’s be honest, life doesn’t become perfect just because we’ve accepted what we can’t change. Acceptance is only the beginning. The real question is: what now?
