Not quite sure how to characterize this. It sounded much like the soundtrack of a horror movie (which I don't like), but without any trace of the fear and sinister suspense found in such things (which I very much DO like). Initially it felt like I was sweeping a machete through thick jungle undergrowth, destination unknown.
However, what came foremost to my senses partway through and continuing until after the practice was a feeling of being in a gua sha ("scraping" or "coining") session. I felt as though my soul was being scraped free of the toxic build-up of the accumulated intense emotions and activity in the last week since my grandmother died five days ago with two of her children (my mother and an uncle) and myself present to witness her transition.
After listening to this track, I feel lighter somehow. It wasn't the passing that has been weighing on me, it has been the "stickiness" of other people's emotional responses and subsequent interpersonal interactions which has weighed me down. I find I am even breathing more freely now, which was unexpected but very welcome.
I am bookmarking and downloading this - it is highly effective for the current situation, though a bit long, I believe. I appreciate the inspiration you had when creating this track, and I thank you for sharing it with this community. I see the light in you. 🤲❤️🤲