Hmmmm. This gave me a “wizard of Oz” feel. Gray and dark vs bright and colorful. I felt like I was in a place between heaven and earth. Like I was being drawn upwards to the light and color but at the same time, being pulled downward into the grey and dark. Like two opposing sides fighting over which would “get me” as their own. When the “wind and fog” lifted and this opened up to quiet and brightness, I felt like I’d been freed of everything. I had no turmoil, no fear, no pressure. But I also felt the need to get back “home” and continue on with my life, my world (life can’t be sunshine and birdies all the time, you need sadness and hard things, in order to appreciate the happiness and good things). After this opened up to the quiet and bright, I floated and really kind of felt nothing for a few minutes and then the “winds” started again and brought me back to my mind. The explosion in the end really jolted me, I wasn’t expecting it. Was it the return of me to the earth? Again, maybe the apocalypse? I’m not sure how badly you were struggling when you did this, but it felt like an end to something big. Did you figure it out or was it frustration of still not knowing where you were going? My thoughts are, you landed where you were supposed to be, to create these mind boggling, freeing meditations, that leave us to ponder life and find our ways. I am now going to read the synopsis and wait for the next one. 💗🙏🏻🥰🌓