Good morning,
Sweet beings.
Wow.
Happy to be here with you yet again.
And this morning is particularly for my entrepreneurs out there.
Shout out to all my entrepreneurs.
Wow such an initiation entrepreneurship is am i right wow like it asks us to be.
Bold,
It asks us to be courageous,
It asks us to make a difference.
And even as I say that there's like this sensation that is brewing in my belly of excitement and anticipation.
And if I'm honest,
To some degree also a little bit of a burden.
There's a responsibility,
There's a.
.
.
Wait there.
Comes with.
Being the change maker.
Being the one that has to.
Literally break through these structures,
These hierarchy of structures of social,
Cultural,
Religious norms in order to change things.
And Gosh,
I've been in this space for so long now.
Both the mysticism space as well as the entrepreneur space where I have such a deep understanding of the systems.
That.
We are under.
And why the journey of being a change maker,
Maybe it's not in entrepreneurship,
Right?
Maybe it is in the religious space or it's in some other sector.
Of our being,
Of our way of relating.
To life and love itself.
And these systems that we are under,
These collective systems,
Gosh,
It can feel suffocating.
And I know,
And again,
Shout out if this is you,
Y'all are my people,
The ones who.
.
.
Are here to make a stand right to to change the system from the inside out.
Gosh.
I commend you.
It is truly the Lord's work that we are doing to not only set ourselves free but to also be examples for others who might feel lost or in despair or in depression and I was even having a conversation with my dad the other day where.
.
.
He was saying.
Yeah,
I go through moments of depression,
But I really have no reason to.
And he's listing all the ways that his life is really beautiful.
And I believe that.
And when we look at the world around us,
I was like,
Dad,
You have every right to be depressed.
There's a lot of things that.
Wreak havoc on the nervous system.
There's a lot of things to be grieving in the world right now.
Loss is evident.
Right,
And now with social media,
We are.
Becoming addicted to these.
Apps that continuously show us things that otherwise we maybe would have never chosen to look at,
At least not as much.
And so our nervous systems are constantly bombarded.
And I see like these moments and opportunities of my life where I just felt so defeated.
I didn't want to be the change maker anymore.
I joke often that my soul is of the mystic path.
My soul is of spirituality.
My soul is of.
.
.
Being able to see and read between the lines,
You know,
There have been moments of my life where I see that as such a gift.
And I love it and I relish in it and there's other times of my life where I have felt it to be such a curse.
And.
It's both and.
And mysticism would speak of that.
It's of the dual nature.
It isn't either or,
Both and,
Or happening simultaneously.
It's just a matter of where do you want to position yourself amongst all of it.
And I say that today's message is particularly for entrepreneurs because I'm sitting here this morning in prayer and I'm I'm looking at.
Communication and I'm looking at how we relate to the very human experience that we all have.
Some capacity and it shows up a lot in leadership roles.
How we are able to not only lead our own lives,
But lead the lives of others.
This is what I would consider the ripple effect.
That when I change on the inside.
I believe that those closest to me start to notice that and they start to shift just by being in my company,
In my frequency.
And I'm not saying that from a egoic perspective or this like I am mightier than thou,
By not saying that by any means,
I'm saying that with confidence.
Humility,
And with grace because.
For all of the ways I might create positive impact.
For the times in my life,
Including the moods I might face in my current reality,
I will create a negative impact,
Right?
The ripples happen regardless of the mood we're in.
And so it's also this interesting moment as a leader.
To sit and reflect on.
What is the energy that I am giving off and how is that being reflected to me by my most intimate community?
The people closest to me.
Are they loving me?
Are they keeping distance from me?
What are our conversations like?
Are they nourishing?
Are they depleting?
When we think about this on a personal level,
It's such a good season to do that.
Such a good season to do that in the northern hemisphere where it's spring.
Right?
So it's like,
Okay,
Now's the time to clear the field,
If any.
We want to prepare ourselves to literally bloom into the next season,
Right?
Water our garden.
Weed our thoughts.
Fertilize the soil,
And I love this garden metaphor.
For my babes in the southern hemisphere,
You're approaching your fall,
Your autumn.
It's a great time to prune.
Right?
Trim what is not necessary.
Get ready for the winter,
Right?
To burrow,
To nest,
To.
.
.
Gosh,
Relish in the rains.
I remember being in Australia in rainy season and just watching.
Everything come to life in such a different way.
I never had a proper winter in Australia that I was in.
Brisbane,
It was very humid.
I mostly lived in perpetual spring,
Which is my ideal state of being if I'm honest with you.
And so watching the rainy seasons and then the summer seasons and the second rainy season.
It was just like these constant cycles of like.
.
.
Rinsing and blooming and rinsing and blooming.
Gosh,
It was so beautiful.
I'm even just getting like.
.
.
Tingles of sensation in my body of like muscle memory.
Australia was such a beautiful place to me.
Different story for a different time.
So circling back to entrepreneurship,
Right,
When we're talking about.
.
.
Leadership.
And we're talking about.
Being a change maker or a visionary.
I love this visionary concept where as a being at some moment of our life we are connected to source we are connected to god and god gives us this vision right it's like whether you again relate to god or not you could be walking you could be gosh in the bathroom sitting on the toilet honestly visions come anytime and it's this moment where our minds are just particularly open enough if you just didn't have blank space between the chaos that is our mind.
On any given day.
Where the vision is just like,
Wow,
It's just all of a sudden you're transported,
Even for a micro moment.
You see this vision.
This could happen in your dreams,
Right?
Spirit works.
Very heavily through our dreams and our dream state.
Jungian psychology talks about how our dreams end up being metaphors.
And how while it might not always be literal,
Sometimes it can be.
More often than not it's symbolic and so when we start to kind of unpack Well,
What does this person that was in my dream represent to me in my life?
And like,
What is our energy like right now?
Oh,
This dream,
I was at home.
What does that particular home represent to me?
We kind of start to go down this symbolic way of processing our dreams and our visions in order to get more clarity on our path.
Wow,
Jungian psychology and dream analysis is so deep.
Maybe we can talk about that one day.
And so again,
We get this vision.
And typically the vision also comes with some type of spark of sensation.
It might light your whole body.
With like electromagnetic,
Wow,
Oh my gosh,
I'm lit up quite literally.
It might land in your heart.
It might bring an overwhelming sense of grief sometimes.
I've had visions that it's just like wow the second they're planted I am just raptured in grief and not grief because I'm Sad.
Necessarily it's like with the grief that comes from feeling free.
It's like relief type grief.
Oof,
It's the best.
All the times where I just get literally raptured.
I'm saying like from head to toe,
I feel just split open in my grief.
I love those moments.
They're so liberating.
Befriending your grief is one of the best things you could ever do as an entrepreneur but also as a human being.
The second you become best friends or homies with your grief,
Your whole life changes radically.
Oh,
Radically.
I love my grief these days.
I'm like,
Welcome baby,
I got you.
Let us go on this journey together.
I love you.
I love you.
I love you.
I love you.
So when we're talking about being a leader,
We're talking about communication.
This can happen.
Many ways right there's nonverbal communication.
What we are saying with our energy,
With our field,
With our facial expressions,
With our hands and our gestures,
Our postures.
And we also speak.
No bully.
There's verbal communication,
There's written communication,
Right?
There's different styles of the ways in which we are emitting information.
We are broadcasting information out into the world.
Paul is amazing in the Bible because Paul has a very unique method for communicating to the seven different churches and he's incredibly effective.
Because.
The way that he chooses to speak is first,
He lets the people of the church know.
Like,
Hey,
I see ya.
I see what you're going through.
I see why you're suffering.
I see what is misaligned.
In how you are living and breathing.
Throughout your day.
I have an invitation for you that will counteract that behavior.
And here's the promise.
Once you realign,
This is how your life will change.
I actually just unconsciously set a beautiful example of that when I'm talking about grief and I'm saying,
Wow,
When you befriend your grief,
Your life will change radically.
You will experience liberation.
You will experience this deep type of love that maybe you've never experienced before in your life because it is so spiritual.
It is so beyond.
Parental love or partnership love.
Like,
You know,
This is such an example of what I'm saying right now.
How Paul offers the churches this guidance with such precision.
And so it's this beautiful energy of love.
Building rapport with our people.
Hey,
I see you.
Maybe even I've been there.
At some point of my life.
Compassion for my younger self,
Right,
Who maybe didn't have the same tools or the same accessibility.
As I do now.
So I see you and I feel you.
And one of the things that I love that Paul does,
Which I see in the coaching and healing space.
A little bit in the therapeutic space,
But I feel coaches and healers just have a bit more of that Wild West energy,
You know,
Like they don't have to play by any rules,
Which is what I love about it.
Whereas,
You know,
The modern system is like,
Hey,
You can't really talk about that professionally.
I remember.
I went to see a therapist.
And I had many interviews because I was looking for something very specific.
I said,
I need a therapist that.
.
.
Has a spiritual background because the questions that I'm asking are incredibly spiritual and I need somebody that can hold me in that and have a dialogue with me in that.
And you guys the amount of therapist the work i'm so sorry i can't do that i would love to but i can't the parameters of my of my business,
Of my license,
Do not allow that.
And then I finally found a really sweet woman who was like,
Look.
I'm not supposed to do that.
And there will be limits to the way that I can engage with you.
But I will engage with you.
" And I was like,
Boom,
You're my girl.
Let's go.
God bless her,
She was such an angel in my life.
And so I'm sharing all of this and thank you as always for going on this journey with me because I wanted to gift that to you if you're an entrepreneur.
Especially if you're an entrepreneur where the season feels challenging.
Or if you're in a season where you really want to reach more people.
But when we're honest.
There's some fears.
Around being seen.
There's some fears of inadequacy.
There's fears of rejection.
There's fears of.
.
.
Imposter syndrome.
End.
Now that i see this so clearly again my bible studies have been absolutely amazing for this and again no stigma no dogma If you're not a Bible queen,
That's okay with me.
You know,
I'm not pushing that on you in any way,
Shape or form.
Everybody is going on their own.
Mythical journey.
I really truly believe that.
Is that even when God called Moses to lead his people out of Egypt,
Moses was like,
Uh,
Could you find somebody else?
I'm pretty sure I'm not the guy.
I don't want to be the guy.
Moses really resisted the call.
And for good reason in some ways,
In a very human way,
Right?
He had all these fears.
He was like,
Hey.
I'm not the one.
I know you could find somebody better than me.
Right?
Moses was just like.
.
.
In his fear,
In his insecurity,
In his doubt.
In himself.
He doubted God.
He doubted that Pharaoh was even going to let the people go.
Like,
It was not a battle that Moses felt comfortable walking into.
And yet.
.
.
You know,
For all the excuses that Moses makes,
God is like,
Oh,
Child,
You will experience those.
You will experience rejection.
Oh buddy,
You will experience rejection.
Not only will you experience rejection,
But things are going to get harder for your people for a minute.
And your people are going to dislike you.
I think that's the thing,
Right,
With spirit is that.
.
.
It's not like we.
.
.
Drop into prayer one day and all of our problems are gone.
We feel lighter for doing so.
We feel lighter for.
.
.
Offering that burden and saying,
Hey Spirit.
I want to collaborate with you on my mission because you gave me the mission.
You gave me this seed.
You've chosen me as the vessel to bring this to life.
Soul.
If you're the orchestrator okay baby let's do this i want to play in tune with you i want to be harmony.
I want to be on the same page bare minimum.
And I taught this in one of my programs where.
.
.
It's all about can we trust that the same creator that gave us the vision is the same creator that is going to help us manifest it.
That we are just merely the vessel.
With a certain level of qualifications,
Certain mystical gifts.
Certain creative abilities of expression to bring it into formation?
And can we trust that as we do that?
As we bring it into formation.
But there is a spiritual current that is also helping bring that to life.
That is truly what entrepreneurship is.
It can feel hard and going back to what I said earlier,
Almost burdensome because there is a weight to that responsibility.
Oh my gosh,
I have to bring this to light.
And Spirit is like,
No,
No,
No,
Baby.
I will bring it to life.
I just need you to be the conduit for the next steps.
And I need you to do so diligently.
And best case scenario with a smile on your face and love in your heart.
Easier said than done sometimes,
Am I right?
But still we try.
We tried.
The entrepreneur spirit is enduring.
Gosh,
We are resilient.
By nature.
It's what makes us good entrepreneurs,
It's what makes us good leaders.
So our ability to just continue to answer the call amongst our doubt,
Amongst our fears of rejection,
Knowing that they will happen.
And that these moments are so pure even if they feel really hard even if they shake our ego like a core.
There are seasons,
These seasons,
That are here to develop our character.
And I personally find that when I can sit in that knowing,
I feel so much more ease in my body,
Y'all.
I'm like,
Right.
Course.
You are developing me.
You could not develop me.
And so we go on this journey of developing ourselves.
Rewriting our belief system,
Shifting out of what we unconsciously were indoctrinated into in order to see more clearly,
And not just from our own perspective,
But from a godly spiritual perspective.
Can I zoom out?
My own body,
My own sense of self,
Can I just like kind of.
Take a couple steps back.
Look at the situation,
Look at the situation surrounding my situation,
Look at the situation surrounding those situations to gain a clearer perspective about what is actually happening.
That is agency.
My loves,
Oh gosh,
Amen.
That is agency,
Our ability to do that.
Our ability to see clearly from a higher perspective,
Our ability to choose differently.
From a higher perspective.
Knowing that we are human,
We are not going to get it right 100% of the times.
Your girl still pops off sometimes.
It's very rare,
But it happens.
And when it happens,
I'm like.
.
.
That's how I know I was at my brink.
We talk about nervous system capacity.
My threshold was crossed.
It's very rare that that happens,
But when it does,
Oof,
If that isn't a sign.
That isn't a signal.
About where I'm currently operating.
So I share all of this.
So you can see yourself in it.
You can feel yourself in it.
You can see.
What resonates with you.
If there's parts that don't,
That's all good.
You don't have to take that with you unless you want to.
This is all information for your consideration.
We talked about.
What is being?
The energy that I'm communicating to the world.
Is it an energy of empowerment?
Is it an energy of discouragement?
Regardless,
How can I continue to lean on spirit?
To get me through the hard times.
And I trust that I am being developed.
And that this is actually for my betterment.
This is making me a better person.
This is making me more adaptable.
Fortifying my deeper sense of purpose.
Trust,
Not just that I am the vessel.
To bring this vision into reality.
But also in the spirit that gave you the vision.
In our souls.
Destiny if you want to look at it that way.
Get it rearranged.
In a way that create impact towards a better,
More connected,
More loving future for everybody.
For all parties involved,
For the people of the earth,
For the creatures of the earth,
For the earth herself,
For the cosmos,
For the beyond.
So that's what I want to think about today.
That's what I want to sit with.
And I pray that you do as well.
And I'm going to listen to this message again once it's live.
I'm going to listen to it many times.
As again,
I need this word for myself.
Just as much as maybe you need it.
So come back to it often.
Knowing that I'm here merely to be the vessel of support,
Of love,
Of encouragement,
Of sight,
In a season where maybe yours feels a little blurry or you feel a little uncertain.
I'm happy to offer that.
So I'm sending you all so much love whenever you tune into this.
Gosh,
May you feel blessed by this message.
May you feel blessed by your morning or afternoon or evening,
By your day,
By your night.
You feel blessed by the food that nourishes you.
The angels that carry you.
The support that is available.
Have a beautiful day.
