It's not pleasant,
But sometimes.
.
.
Being abandoned or suffering real difficulty is the best thing that ever happened to us because we discover parts of ourselves we didn't know existed and if we're really lucky we go deep enough to discover that we're fragments of the Creator.
That we're all the creator in human form.
And right now,
In our culture,
We're kind of about as shallow as human beings can get.
So you know the conditioning not to know that you are an aspect of the creator and that you have capacities in you that are just infinite it's not really encouraged.
Because,
You know,
Really,
When people realize that part of the creator.
.
.
They value themselves and they have self-respect and they're harder to control.
That's the thing.
But what I found in my life,
And as I said,
You know,
None of this is dogma.
I've lived it all,
Is that accessing the Creator inside makes it easier to function in this society,
Not harder.
It's like you access higher forms of intelligence and capability within you,
And you also access grace.
So grace is always there for us.
It's all around us.
Around us.
But the more you actually feel that you are part of the Creator,
That you're really,
Really valuable,
That you're part of Mother Nature,
Gang.
You It's like you receive this grace.
It makes it easy to receive this grace and you flow along in it.
Now,
This is not an easy path.
It takes,
You know,
Prayer and dedication.
It is so much more rewarding to discover that you're part of the Creator.
And that you can give your gifts.
That you have something to give,
That you came here to give.
And that's really what's bothering me,
You know,
If you're not giving it.
If you're not really being your true self and offering the gift that you came here to bring,
It nags at you.
It makes us restless.
It gives us sleepless nights.
Because it's the real reason we're here.
That's why all the really spiritual people are so peaceful,
Because when you're flowing with your true nature and you're doing what you came to do,
You're just at peace.
You just do it.
You're just like a little kid,
You know?
You're just enjoying life,
You know?
Making mud pies,
You know?
Valuable mud pies in the adult realm,
You know,
Bringing your gift.
Yeah,
We've all got a gift you guys.
Yeah,
We're all here for a reason.
Yeah,
So please just open your heart to yourself and find that still small voice within and follow its whispers and surround yourself with people who see the best you are,
The best you could be.
Not people who run you down at all.
No.
Yeah,
And raise others up too.
You know,
Witness them and validate them.
Strengthen them.
Okay,
Bless your heart.