There's something inside each one of us that knows that we're eternal.
So that awareness is always there.
Now,
If we ignore it,
We'll just go forward with our egocentric existence and seek fulfillment through others,
Things,
And experiences.
And then on our deathbed,
We may,
Not always,
But we may see that maybe we missed the main game,
That we didn't give ourselves a chance to be true to ourselves.
And then there's regret and disappointment.
On the other hand,
If we're true to our true nature,
We will have to experience conflict,
Spiritual fires,
As we experience the pull of our ego that wants to create the past,
You know,
That's used to explaining life in a certain way and just wants to keep doing that.
And often it will tell us that our physical surroundings or physical survival depends on us just going along with this.
And this is what makes spiritual fires difficult often,
Because we may be wanting to follow the drum of our true existence,
And but part of us may feel that we won't be able to support ourselves,
That it's unsustainable.
So one thing we can do,
If we want to avoid too many regrets on our deathbed,
Is to seek to do even small things that our intuition is telling us.
Because if we follow them,
Even at all,
We'll start feeling a kind of true self-esteem.
I remember the day that I started standing taller,
And it felt as if my heart was holding up my neck and head.
And it was just a whole new way of standing.
And it just came about because of the choices I was making,
And that my vibration was going higher.
So,
You know,
Look to the choices.
Look to the choices we make.
And you know,
Some of you,
I've told you that I've had far more male attention since I turned 60 because of the level of truth that this one is in.
Still not completely cooked,
But getting there.
And I remember this gentleman who is really entranced with me,
And I said,
Why are you so entranced with me?
And he said,
The way you stand,
The way you hold yourself.
Well,
He was talking about how I was at home in my female nature and respecting it and loving her.
And really,
It is,
It's the most powerful thing we can do to turn and love ourselves.
And then even make choices,
Even small things based on your guidance,
You know.
Because gradually what will happen is,
It'll get bigger and bigger,
You'll get,
Your heart muscle will get stronger and stronger,
And you'll be able to take larger and larger steps.
Yeah,
So,
You know,
I'm on a retreat right now.
And just a personal retreat,
I just got the feeling that I should do it.
And so I just followed.
And,
You know,
Already it's two days in,
And everything is a lot clearer.
And I've been able to make some inner shifts.
The journey is ongoing,
You know,
No matter how far you go along,
You still see that you could be more united with your true nature.
So it actually makes for a captivating life because it never gets dull.
Okay,
Bless your hearts.