You know,
It can happen that when two people who are going to be lovers first meet each other,
There might be feelings of dislike,
Actually,
Probably coming from the ego saying,
Danger,
Danger,
Don't go near this person.
But you know,
In the ways of romance,
Often these,
This is initial hesitation or dislike is overcome and the couple get together.
Well,
The same principle operates with us even internationally,
Even coloring our international politics.
And it's this,
You know,
The sages in the East keep saying,
You know,
We're divine beings in human form and that we've had,
We've all had many lifetimes and depending on the number of lifetimes,
There'll be degree of wisdom that the person embodies.
So like the more lifetimes you've had on the earth,
Maybe more wiser and probably gentler and more loving you are.
But you know,
Even souls who haven't had many lives,
They're still made out of divine love.
I mean,
Even in the West,
We say everything's energy.
We just,
The penny isn't dropped that that energy is divine love because we're scared of the divine love.
So,
You know,
My point is,
You know,
Mother nature's screaming,
We've got this increased international conflict and the root of it,
I feel is it's,
We're scared of our loving hearts.
We're scared of the love inside us.
It's not allowed.
I know from my own life to even become the woman I am now speaking to you,
The amount of fear I had to face within myself was off the charts and over and over again,
It was shown to me that the only thing I was scared of was the energy of my own true nature.
It's so ridiculous.
And you know,
Why is it this way?
Well,
I think partly,
You know,
When I say when I talk about the,
You know,
The witch burnings and the bound feet,
You know,
Colouring how women feel about how safe it is to bring forward their true nature.
So even if you don't think of past lives,
You can think though of the generational memory,
The genetic memories coming down the line of,
You know,
Women being property and,
You know,
Two outspoken women get into trouble,
But really the witch burnings were just for women who were actually just expressing femininity with their,
You know,
Taking care of herbs and the laying on of hands and healing,
But they got in trouble.
So really,
I think this is part of why modern women are scared to go near their true nature.
So I just think that if we could see what's going on in bigger terms,
Not just like that other countries around the world and sometimes our own country is acting badly,
But see it as a problem with humanity has with is scared to go to their loving hearts.
They're scared to actually get past the ego,
Get past the fear and surrender into the sweet,
Sweet,
Utterly loving truth of their beings.
So this is why I'm saying it just comes down to the individual.
And,
You know,
We women,
Like I said,
Every woman is an Aboriginal.
You know,
She bridges to heaven and she gives birth.
And,
You know,
A sensitive mom is aware of what's going on with her children,
Even if they're not in sight.
So we could let ourselves be like that.
I mean,
Maybe you're watching the video because you,
You,
Because I did that.
You want to hear what I have to say,
Because that's all I did.
I just faced enough fear that I'm living in my true energy.
And I'll tell you,
I wouldn't trade it for the world.
And it's so worth sort of the hair raising here I had to move through because it,
You know,
The fear would come up and it would just be so,
When I look back on it,
It would be so stupid.
But at the time it was so convincing.
Like I remember this,
I back in the days when I was doing massage,
I massaged a Turkish man.
And as he was paying me,
I suddenly went into terror.
Now he was a very nice man.
There was no reason for the terror.
But afterwards I realized that I was just being so stupid.
I realized that I was just terrified of his vitality,
Vitality,
Because in my family of origin,
We'd been really numbed out.
We were like taught to,
You know,
Come from the head,
Basically numbed out to the deeper perceptions available to humanity.
And so his vitality scared me.
But you know,
By going through that fear,
I then developed this vitality.
So everything is just a step beyond fear.
It's like the promised land is just a step beyond fear.
Sometimes we just need company going through it though.
Anyway,
Bless your dear,
Dear hearts.