I want to talk a little bit about.
.
.
Before we set off on our lifetimes.
Before we set off,
In life.
Construct it before birth.
I want you guys really to understand this.
Help.
From other Angelic.
Energies.
We set up a very detailed structure for our lives.
Even putting something that when we're 50 years old,
Where we stop and ask directions from a man who's wearing purple pants or something.
I mean it.
It is highly organized.
You don't have to be scared,
You know.
It's very safe.
The structure will just bring you.
Face-to-face with what you've avoided in other lives.
What you need to learn.
And maybe what scared you in other lives,
What you avoided in other lives.
But it will.
Have kind of fail-safes.
It will be stacked.
In support of your growth.
In utero,
Amma says,
We.
Go.
I'm gonna do it this time.
I'm going to do it this time.
Please,
Please,
Please help me do it this time.
I'm going to do it this time.
Yeah,
Really.
She says it.
You guys,
Not that she needs any confirmation,
But my experience confirmed this because When I was in utero and I did this through meditation,
This material came up.
I was sitting there,
You know,
Kind of half-formed like you are when you're in utero,
And I could feel my mother's chemicals of her upset.
I could feel myself being affected by it and growing in it.
And I had this tremendous fight going on of feeling this material coming on.
And going,
I'm going to get through it this life.
I'm going to get through it this life.
This is how real These little munchkins are,
How alive they are,
How awake they are.
How alive and awake you were.
You were.
This would have been your struggle,
Too,
Because anybody who knows Amma knows she tells it like it is.
And if she says that we struggle in utero with this,
We do.
And you would have.
And here you are waking up.
You know,
Homing pigeons.
I think they're extinct now,
But they always found their way home,
Wherever they went.
They were used in wars to pass messages.
We're like we have a homing pigeon within us.
We've got a true north compass within us.
And the more you awaken,
The more your inner experience,
You'll be able to register truth more and more clearly.
When it's been spoken to you and when it arises within you.
There'll be less and less confusion over time.
A bigger and bigger connection to truth builds.
It takes a lot of guts,
You guys,
And we get humbled in ways that are just tailor-made for us.
In the most excruciating way we possibly could be humble.
This is what happened.
My expression was like,
Sometimes it would feel like there was a Satan in the sky orchestrating all this for me.
This is what it felt like,
Satan in the sky.
But it is a clearing of our egos.
There's no Satan.
It's clearing the material in our egos that have everything backwards.
It's why evil is live backwards,
Because it's like what our ego does with our life force.
It twists it and reverses it.
So what is just.
Live becomes evil.
In my experience,
Evil is when we It's controlled,
Basically.
Trying to control this.
River of love that's life is.
