You know this story about the pen?
People crossing the river.
When they got to the other side,
When they counted,
There were only nine.
Everybody took a turn and there were only nine,
But they hadn't heard any cries for help.
They didn't see anybody drowning,
So they couldn't figure it out.
But what they were doing is they were forgetting to count themselves,
Each person.
So we smile at this,
Right?
We go,
Yeah,
That's pretty deluded.
That's pretty stupid,
Right?
Okay,
But look at us,
You know,
Especially if we're a little bit wobbly about whether we believe in the Creator.
You know,
If we think it's not really logical and the random universe is more logical and that the whole creator thing is like Kind of a bit flaky or a minefield of.
You know,
Fairy stories that we'd like to be true.
It's like wishful thinking.
Wishful thinking.
So I want you to look at the glasses you are wearing.
To see what our culture thinks is logical and what your training your experience growing up in this culture.
Makes it seem normal,
Kind of logical in a way.
OK.
So the fact that we are poisoning our food that is depleted and full of pesticides and chemical fertilizers.
So that cocoa's got arsenic in it.
No,
Rice has arsenic.
Coco's got lead in it.
Our food is depleted to the point of it's dangerous for people,
The whole planet.
You know,
With the new cholesterol guidelines,
One in three people.
Has got dangerous cholesterol.
With our diets.
We have this mental health crisis.
Going on.
Like we're all going insane basically and it's just becoming normalized.
And as I wrote,
It was like becoming a bit of a gold rush with people charging,
Like I was reading,
$1,
500 for a session.
This is our normal.
That we know babies.
Need nurturing.
Stable,
Loving and intelligent adults.
And look what we do.
The babies are at the bottom of the list.
We might decorate our nursery.
Rather than hold our baby,
Even though we know that the babies need holding and great attention,
Especially the first two years.
And really,
Kids need it.
Very sort of stable,
Loving,
Playful.
Situation zero to six,
If we want stable,
Happy adults.
Intelligence adults.
We ignore this to an extreme.
This is our logical,
You guys.
This is our norm.
We've got billionaires and we're turning to them for wisdom.
So they're saying,
You know,
One particular is talking about the stupidity of empathy.
Okay,
There's great dissing of the gentler values of the feminine,
You know,
Like I talk about.
We can't,
If we devalue the feminine,
We're screwed.
So this is,
I feel like.
You know,
Slaves who are being treated badly turning around and celebrating their cruel masters because everybody's getting poor.
The billionaires are getting richer.
This is our normal.
Okay,
So,
You know,
Think about any ambivalence about whether God exists,
Okay?
And think that maybe it's coming from these very distorted glasses.
Where we've been,
What's celebrated is alienation.
And now we've got AI and people are doing therapy with AI,
Which will.
Just bond them to alienation.
It will bond them to their intellects.
OK,
So I really want to spell this out,
You guys.
And this is why this works.
Is getting more direct and blunt.
Now,
I know it's not easy to.
Take care of your awakening consciousness in this world.
The creator.
Is so there for us.
But you have to prove it to yourself.
I can see it.
But it won't be until you experience it.
For yourself.
That you will come into kind of a immortal strength.
That happens.
Okay,
That is the immortal strength.
That happens in secrets.
There is a guide.
I read about,
He's totally a self-realized guy.
Now,
You know me and my names,
And especially Eugene's names,
But anyway.
So.
He,
You know,
In the 70s or so he headed to India and it was a very dangerous time.
And in this,
You know,
Book he wrote,
It was like He,
You know,
They had hardly any money.
And he was almost murdered.
Like several times by people who'd promised to help in some of these rough countries that were really rough back then.
On his way to India and every time.
He got out of it.
Like he was basically just saved by like some random event or whatever.
It is like that.
If you're really sincere,
You just get.
Hey.
And if you're like wobbly.
You know,
You get that feedback,
You will get kind of a wobbly help.
Most times,
In my experience,
Most times,
Although Maybe the universe might be wanting to re-educate you,
So it might give you a tremendous experience of divine love.
But this is the problem with some of you having trouble with your faith because you're so wobbly.
You don't really trust it,
So you don't get the proof that the Creator's there.
I just want you to see this and it's not a fault but if you just like hey,
Maybe this is me that she's talking about.