Many blessings to you.
Many,
Many blessings.
We're calling on grace.
We're calling on grace to help us go right to the heart of things today.
So that your hearts feel full.
And expanded.
When you leave or in the hours afterwards.
So you know what it feels like.
To begin to open to the love that's within everything.
May you get better and better at it.
May we all get better and better at it.
And know that we're being heard.
Assisted every.
Moment of our lives.
That were in Amma's arms.
Whether we feel it or not.
In the arms of the creator.
And so it is.
I just want to scroll back to something we talked about yesterday with Susan.
Susan,
You're there,
I think.
Yeah.
Sweetie.
Yeah.
You said that you slept in your brother's room.
Was it your joint room?
No,
Okay,
But you could go in there.
Okay,
You would say,
Okay,
Just checking.
Okay.
Yeah,
No,
I had my own room,
But like,
We would,
I would sneak in there.
Okay,
He had those bunk beds.
Yeah.
Okay.
I'm just checking.
I'm just checking that you had your own room.
Okay,
Good.
Yeah.
You know,
I spent an hour before this satsang just surrounded in grace,
Like actually just stopped by grace.
So,
And I have very little formally prepared for today.
It just didn't,
It felt to leave it spacious.
And.
Yeah,
I'm wanting you to hear.
Mean more.
Hear me more on a deeper level than you've allowed before.
Yeah.
We can think we're listening.
But our.
Eco sometimes distracts us.
Or even.
Were tense.
And.
The tension can even is a reflection of the not hearing.
But it's not personal to Pramasutra,
It's to your soul.
That's it.
Okay,
Good.
Good.
I felt that.
I felt that there's going to be.
.
.
That there's something you're gonna really get today.
Actually,
It's not just you.
It's like we all go together,
You guys.
I mean,
The great thing about this work is,
You know,
The more I share the love,
The more.
.
.
The more I understand.
And one of the things that's coming up to be healed is it's as if some of you got a bit of a shock at birth.
Even with your entrance into this world.
You know,
We do it in hospitals often.
It's loud,
Although the personnel are always,
You know,
They always seem to be joyful with receiving a baby.
But we can get a shock.
It.
It's always there then.
It's a little bit of a wall.
That we're carrying in our present day.
And it is if you guys.
.
.
With just the asking for the depth as if it's like.
.
.
The shot could clear.
At least somewhat.
Maybe a lot,
Maybe totally.
Because you're allowed to be here on the earth plane.
You're welcome here.
Your soul energy.
And your physical body is welcome.
This is a shift into the fifth dimension.
Dimension this is a shift into the new.
World that everybody's talking about.
You are welcome.
However you are,
In whatever state you're at,
At whatever level of truth you're at,
Your soul and your body and your psyche is welcome here.
Yeah.
That is a radical.
Change from how most of us feel.
Doesn't have to be done in a day.
Or a year.
Your cells are hearing me when I say you're welcome here.
Just as you are.
That's it.
Thank you.
Good.
That's it.
That's it.
You're welcome.
And some of you may be feeling this.
Deep relaxation.
Some of you may be feeling tension and just understand that the tension is That shot coming up.
Coming up to be healed.
You're deeply welcome here.
You know,
There's a level that I've been waiting my whole life to be able to work with you guys.
And to be able to share this with you.
That's how welcome you are.
On the deeper levels.
That is absolutely gorgeous.
Understood and just like,
Well,
Duh.
Like,
Why are you even talking about it?
It's like,
Of course it's that way.
You're deeply welcome.
Here on the earth plane.
And who you are is so needed,
It's so necessary.
Without the gift that you bring of yourself.
The earth is impoverished.
Truly,
All of us.
Are more impoverished without you,
Truly.
It's like a mom with children.
It's like they're all so precious.
And the ones who cause her the most trouble on her way,
They're the ones who activate the deeper love.
Often.
That's it.
You're welcome here.
This is a shift.
And,
You know,
Just to remind yourself gently.
You're welcome here.
You're entitled to be here.
And you have a destiny.
Yeah.
It's all system scope.
The more you get,
The more you understand that you're welcome here.
The more you'll be able to witness your ego.
From the neutral soul energy.
You'll witness the ego from the truth of you.
And that process.
Will slowly dissolve your ego.
It dissolves it because.
.
.
You're opening to your soul energy so your soul energy can come in and dissolve it for you basically.
When you know you're welcome here,
It's easier to be a container.
So.
You might.
You know,
See something happens and you see your ego up close and personal.
Or you're just upset with something that somebody did.
And you're just with it.
When you pray,
Ask for grace and ask for the highest good outcome.
You asked to be.
Informed about it.
Your mind's spinning around,
Maybe in hatred of the person.
Whatever,
Rage,
Whatever.
Part of you spinning with your mind and part of you is watching.
And you keep praying.
Doing what you can for yourself.
And what will happen is the fuss will subside.
And you will come into more clarity.
But this is a experiential process of the heart.
It is not a head process.
So this is where some of you.
You kind of get argumentative with me.
Because your ego wants you to keep going.
This diluted thing you've got going with it.
Ramana Maharshi talks about with the thief dressing up as a policeman.
You think you're witnessing yourself and you're just being totally befuddled by your ego.
It's like your ego is saying it's witnessing.
And it's not.
It's a totally false witnessing and it won't bring you any deep clarity.
You won't have that really deep feeling that you're understanding more.
That you get when you're really witnessing.
Takes a couple of years,
You guys.
From the beginning.
Most times to learn how to witness and it can take longer than that.
But it's good if it's gradual.
Because gradual change doesn't hurt as much,
You guys.
Bottom line,
It's less painful.
Some of you were a bit late.
Try to be on time,
You guys.
Some of you got kicked out of the satsang and you're back.
Asking to come back.
It's all good.
Some of you.
It's like you turn up for the dentist on time.
It's respect.
Does anybody have anything they want to say?
Some of you are feeling a little hollow with this.
And you're just feeling the hollowness.
You're just feeling actually how hollow your ego is.
And how hollow.
Life,
It makes life hollow.
It's okay.
The shell.
Cracks open.
And the birth happens.
The seed sprouts.
I'm working with you really deeply right now.
Or I could say.
.
.
The creator,
Ama,
Is working really deeply with all of us.
Probably a better way to say it.
One of the things I'm going to.
.
.
Start asking you guys.
It is for you to come forward with when you feel you can.
Made an important shift where you got an insight or you did something differently than you normally do.
I don't know if this is true or not,
But I heard that the Aboriginals in Australia.
They don't celebrate birthdays unless.
.
.
They did something very important internally.
And if it was a year that they made a lot of internal shifts,
They would celebrate that.
But otherwise birthdays are ignored.
And again,
I don't know if this is true.
But I really like the idea.
And it is actually how I feel about birthdays.
Yeah.
This satsang may seem like it's going all over the place,
But the thing that's being worked on.
Is your feelings of safety.
Of being welcome here.
And everything I say.
Is devoted to that.
And also how to go forward.
In that understanding and to increase that understanding.
So in ancient Hawaii,
There were two.
They had a very simple ethical system.
There were two sins.
And they,
These two sins are.
To hurt yourself.
Or hurt another.
And that was it.
Totally simple.
But we can live like that,
You guys.
We can have that kind of a code in our own individual lives.
And when we do that.
We will move into integrity.
We will walk,
Talk.
We will hold our heads up.
We will respect ourselves.
Because that kind of ethical system is coming from with the mind.
It's just like.
You know,
Christ said the two important commandments were Love thy God with all thy heart and all thy soul.
You know,
Treat your neighbor like yourself,
Do unto others as you would have done to.
It's the same thing.
The Aboriginal.
Hawaiian culture emphasized.
Bye.
We can live this way,
You guys.
Your soul will sing.
Your soul will celebrate.
Because to do this,
You'll have to learn how to walk a mile.
In the other's shoes.
And this is the rub because,
You know.
Somebody,
A dear one.
Years and years ago.
Was telling me that she was a really,
Really compassionate personality because she scored high.
On her like her company corporate test of compassion.
Ha ha ha ha ha!
Hehehehehehe Mmm.
And this is our cultural norm,
You guys.
Kind of a shallow.
You know,
Good intention.
But if you really take it to heart,
Oat,
Not hurting yourself.
Or another.
You didn't stop.
Big step into truth.
If you live that way.
It's funny,
I'm feeling a lot of work being done on the etheric level.
It's as if.
This is a preparation.
For a deeper journey it's like Yeah,
There's all this work on the etheric.
Like that's where things happen first.
I'll see when I'm working with somebody that on the etheric level,
They're receiving light.
And I know that within a few weeks.
Or even days,
It can happen in days,
They will have an experience of light.
And feeling loved.
That's how it goes.
Flows in that way.
It's like how dreams,
You know,
We have a dream.
And a few months later,
We can kind of feel that the dreams come into our lives in some way.
You feel the impact.
Of that dream in our lives.
Many people They're so kind of.
Distracted by the ego,
They don't notice these things.
So notice these things,
You guys.
Just notice how you are,
Whether you feel like you're sinking into the depth of this or whether you're a bit restless with not enough mind candy coming to you.
It's all okay.
It's the noticing that's important.
Noticing if there's any tension in your neck.
Or your heart.
Or whether there's a feeling of.
Energy flow.
This is your life.
We're going to focus,
You guys.
Only you.
Can take care of this level.
Yes,
So funny.
It's me getting restless,
You know.
When you take care of a child.
You know,
Some parents take really good care of their kids.
Children kind of effortlessly just out of love.
They effortlessly see to all the things that need to happen.
And the thoughts of the child are woven into their day.
So they think,
Well,
This will make her happy or this will make her,
She'll be upset with this or,
You know,
Just.
Or she needs this or.
.
.
She needs to understand this.
She needs more stories at bedtime.
That's the kind of care to take care of yourself and to notice what is going on in your bodies.
And we know if we don't take care of kids well,
They have more unhappiness.
In adulthood,
And the same with us if we don't pay attention to these.
To the state of ourselves,
To what's going on with ourselves.
You know,
We'll We won't flow with grace so easily.
We'll invite.
.
.
And.
A whack from the universe basically.
To get us focused.
On where we're meant to focus.
Your greatest gift.
Is the unveiling of your true nature.
The greatest gift you could possibly give this collector.
Is that even if you're like that woman,
Who spent 45 years in a cabin.
Hardly talking to anyone.
We talked about her in another satsang.
The good she would do would be off the charts.
When I say it again,
You're so welcome here.
You're so welcome on earth.
You're so welcome at this outside.
Your mind,
Body,
And soul,
All of you.
All of you.
Oh,
Sorry.
It's good.
Funny,
I'm seeing this energy bath.
Right around the core,
Your core.
It's like an energy bath.
Again,
It's going back to the very early days.
Almost right when you reach the earth plane,
You know,
At that birth,
At your birth.
Right.
Good.
Right,
Good.
And you know.
You know that expression,
The proof of the pudding is in the eating.
You know,
With all that Premasid is talking about,
The proof of the pudding is in the experience that follows.
And you'll see the results of just this.
So I've worked with people who are having trouble.
Letting go of the earth plane and you know,
Just with.
A little.
Bot.
And a picture.
That it's totally possible to clear somebody's resistance to.
The dyeing process so they can just relax in.
You'll find as you go forward with awakening.
That your thoughts and your imagination become.
More powerful.
As you truly embody your soul.
And how could it not?
I mean,
How could it not,
Logically,
You know?
Of course it goes that way for all of us.
You are the creator in human form.
Nobody can take that away from you.
You can never be less than that.
But,
You know.
You know,
Prima Sutta had to get very honest with herself.
I had to.
You know,
If I wasn't moving forward on my journey,
It didn't work if I blamed other people.
What worked is if I.
.
.
Went okay,
Prema Sudha.
You know.
Be willing to let go of your ego.
Maybe you're deluded.
That's what I do.
Well,
Maybe I'm deluded.
That's exactly what I think.
Well,
Maybe I'm the one who's deluded.
It happened many times.
Ha,
Ha,
Ha.
I'd like to see more of that with you guys.
Not in a self-deprecating way,
Just in an open to learn way.
Open to learn.
And you know,
It's easier to open to learn when.
You feel welcome too.
When you,
You know,
You're welcome.
You're welcome here on the earth plane.
You don't have to pretend.
Or defend yourself.
You're just welcome.
Our conditioning tells us we have to defend ourselves.
Our eco loves it.
It just loves thinking that this place is really unsafe and you have to do all these things to protect yourself.
The thing is,
Yeah.
We're at the place now where.
The protection doesn't work so well,
You know?
It's like there's an old expression,
Who protects you from your protector?
Bye.
So you could have a partner that you marry for money,
For protection,
And then that partner's not nice to you.
Who protects you from that then?
Or you could buy medical insurance,
Which I honor buying medical insurance.
Suggesting not,
But I'm just giving examples.
Somebody might be really scared by a lot of medical insurance,
And then maybe the company doesn't pay out,
Which is becoming not unusual today in this era.
Our old ways of protecting ourselves are falling apart.
And the ultimate protection is the connection to your soul.
Because as you do it,
You will find how much you live in grace.
So for example,
I told you yesterday that I heard of Abraham from India.
Pamphlet on a pole.
I heard of Amma,
Somebody mentioned her name,
And I knew immediately I had to find this woman.
It was just instant.
So it was the grace.
Of walking past the pole where Abraham's pamphlet was,
And the grace of hearing Ama's name to even know about her.
Pramasutra's whole life has been like living in grace.
Like that's how I navigated.
It would be grace that saved me every time.
You're all restless,
Many are restless.
It's a Rumi poem.
Holds the secret to life,
Really,
I feel.
And it points to how unsafe life can feel sometimes.
And yet how safe it is.
Guys,
Some of you are really restless.
Can you settle down and just look at me?
Yeah.
Just be here.
Okay,
What the heart holds.
The heart must lose.
The cure is never ours to choose.
A lesser love must die.
And the friend you longed for comes again.
Okay,
So.
.
.
You know,
It can play out in a marriage where.
You know,
Two people get together.
They get married and then maybe after a few years there's trouble and there's a feeling of Why did I marry this person?
This is a nightmare.
Okay,
So there it is.
What the heart holds,
The heart must lose.
The heart was holding on to the image of this person,
This attachment to the mate.
And then there's this,
Oh,
I didn't sign up for this.
Okay.
So the people draw back and then they make a decision whether to re-bond or not.
If they read bond.
It's like the line,
A lesser love must die.
And then the friend you longed for comes again.
And then the marriage becomes even stronger and happier.
For the challenge.
Over and over again,
We see that when we hold on to things too hard,
Like our status or people or even ideas.
Holding on to them too hard,
Life will constellate.
Some kind of crisis or challenge or some kind of mess.
That forces us to rethink it and to look again.
Even if you're very beautiful and you don't realize how attached you are to your own beauty,
And then you start getting old.
And getting less attention.
So,
You know,
If you can then go more to the divine,
Go more into wisdom,
Then again,
That is.
The process of the lesser love must die like the beauty must die.
But then the friend you long for comes again then wisdom and more peace come.
Could come.
It's like that.
And that's where I want you guys to have more courage.
The sum of you hold on so tightly to very small things.
And,
You know.
The point is to.
Steer to the creator.
Dear to the creator inside you,
The inner Amma,
To let your understanding get big.
You know,
When your understanding gets big,
You just are connected to everything and you don't hold on.
Because you know that you are everything,
So there's nothing to hold on to.
Yes,
Some of you.
You know,
In your heart,
It's kind of like the fear in you,
In your heart,
I can feel it,
Is.
.
.
Without holding on to things,
I'm nothing.
You know,
Without my partner,
My status,
My children,
Or whatever it is.
My wealth.
I'm nothing.
And it's the opposite.
It's like holding on to these things.
Are making you small.
You are everything.
You're everything.
You're all it is,
You guys.
The truth of it.
You know,
Christian of the YouTube that I recommended,
He said that Before birth,
The Creator took him He was having trouble incarnating into this womb.
He was having trouble staying there because He was scared he was going to lose himself.
So the creator came and took him on a journey.
And in this he had the experience that he was everything and that the sun was inside him and the sun was dancing with ecstasy.
And that experience when he realized that nothing in the earth experience could take away from who he really was.
He could allow himself to grow in the womb of his mother.
He went back to the room and went,
Okay,
I'll do it.
That's why I talk about,
You know.
The sun.
Emits light.
But so do we.
Through our digestive processes,
Our metabolic processes.
That on subtle levels we emit light,
And this has been picked up by scientists with their machines.
Do you see this?
This is the sun.
In you.
Now,
We women are really good at this kind of expansive,
Juicy understanding.
But with the patriarchy,
It has made us disown this and be scared of it.
And actually fight me when I'm trying to help you get there.
I'm doing my,
Oh my goodness.
It is the instinctive feminine face of God that so gets us stuck.
Because the feminine is the creator and the physical.
It's like the physical.
The connection to the.
The physical,
You find the creator through the physical.
It's like love of children.
Any woman who's given birth,
It's like.
You can tap into the creator energy at the birth process.
I've spoken to many women who have.
And it gives them a baseline of what they're doing.
That bigger experience of moving through the ego.
And you don't have to have given birth.
And for the guys,
There's a woman inside you.
So it's okay.
I just feel like I have to blast open this contracted Ben Mangan.
Thing.
It's just so counterproductive.
It is time.
And so many of you are running it.
Really.
You know,
My mom did this,
You know,
I told you,
But she turned down her psychic talents.
She turned down her whole.
And she was a late level old soul ready to cycle off.
And she turned it down.
And I saw that when a woman does this,
The stuff just comes down to the next generation.
Like,
Me,
Moi.
So I had a choice whether I repeated what she did.
Or step out into what looked wild to me,
Which looked scary to me,
But I just knew that there was another way to live your life.
The key was,
I knew that.
I would see it rolled down to my kids.
And I would watch my kids getting it.
And getting the cost of me stepping aside.
Letting it roll down to the next generation.
I couldn't do it.
I could not do that.
You guys,
When you let your soul in,
It gives you greater information on your actions.
That's funny.
You're all,
I can feel it,
There's a generalized edginess around.
Letting the soul energy in.
It's okay,
It's okay,
It's okay.
You don't have to.
You don't have to.
You don't have to let it in,
You guys.
You don't have to,
There's no.
There's nobody saying thou shalt have to.
Roger that.
You've just brought yourself.
To the start signal.
Spiritual ego will always say,
Oh,
I'm doing it.
I'm doing it.
I'm doing it right.
I can feel it almost tightening in you.
Some of you are feeling it.
It's like this tightening of the spiritual ego.
Not wanting to open to that really loving expansiveness that I'm talking about,
This divine feminine expansive loving where you just,
You know,
The divine feminine The awakened feminine walks into a room and just knows everything that's going on in that room.
She can take it in at a glance,
The truth of things.
The Divine Feminine goes right to the heart of things.
That's what we're so scared of,
But we want it so much.
One of the things that can activate the spiritual ego in women is they're scared of Moving out of the.
Patriarchy understanding.
They're kind of a sort of like,
I want illumination,
But I'm scared of.
Leaving the patriarchy kind of thing.
And you know,
You don't get illumination without it.
And even the men have to leave the patriarchy to find their illumination.
It's not just women who are suffering.
Some of you are saying you're rocking my boat too much.
That's okay.
Thank you.
That's okay.
It's okay to feel your boats being rocked too much.
It's okay.
It's all right,
You guys,
You're welcome.
You're welcome here.
You're welcome on Earth.
It's okay.
And the machinations of the ego are okay.
They're gonna happen.
Your ego is not going to want to do this.
Oh well.
Did I want to face my life?
I didn't.
I did not.
I tried hard not to.
Really,
I tried really hard not to.
And,
You know,
By trying hard not to,
I made a big mess and then was back.
Or is to like pick up all the pieces and go forward,
You know?
You can't get out of your lives,
You guys.
You cannot get out of the life you came here to live.
You can't.
You can say no to it and you can be chased by it your whole life.
You know,
My dad used to have terrible insomnia.
And he carried kind of an inner frustration that was always there.
And it made him short-tempered.
And you're living your life.
You get very relaxed and peaceful.
Some of you are wiggling so much,
Yeah.
You know,
These sad sayings are going to snowball in love power.
It's all going to snowball.
Thank you.
That the use of words can,
You know,
I've said this many times,
That when we put words to the resistances,
The eagle gets outed.
It can't continue the same way because the light has been shone on what it's doing.
And the scariest thing for the ego is to realize that it is totally vulnerable.
That it is vulnerable.
Not you.
But the ego is vulnerable because it's not based in truth.
So of course it can be toppled anytime.
Your ego is built upon the sand.
And your soul's the rock.
The real key to your journey is.
.
.
How?
Much can you do.
Loosen hold of things.
Hold things with your heart a little more loosely.
Giving everything more room.
So people.
Do you love?
Holding them in your heart loosely.
Letting them be themselves.
Letting you be yourself.
Same with status,
Holding it loosely.
You'll promise you that I have been rich or poor.
Desperately poor,
Moderately poor,
Up in all of it.
And it's like,
Meh.
It doesn't really make any difference.
You get up in the morning.
With how you feel that day.
Whether you're living in a hut.
Or a palace.
That's it.
You're all well-meaning individuals.
With your own.
Patterns coming from other lives than this one.
You know,
Pramo Siddha would say,
You're here because your soul wants more freedom.
Your soul got you here,
You guys.
Your ego may have agreed,
But your soul got you here.
Funny,
I'm feeling like there's a lot of delicate work to be done with you individually to help you.
Now this is not on my shoulders.
It's like,
It's.
.
.
You're the.
.
.
You're the center of gravity.
When it's not.
For me to do the delicate work in a way it's for you to do.
Below.
But it's just like with sensitive children,
A delicate touch works better with them.
The more willing and humble you are,
The easier it is.
For,
You know,
Me to be gentle.
I don't have to give you some shakes and say listen to me.
Ha ha.
You're welcome here.
You're welcome here on earth.
You're welcome here on the side saying just as you are.
Just as you are.
No matter how you feel about yourself.
You're welcome here because you are everything.
How could you not be welcome?
You're everything.
You're all it is.
It's just like Kristen felt the sun within him.
You are.
Everything.
It's all inside you.
It's how thoughts work.
When we think of somebody,
Our thoughts affect them.
Any mom,
You know.
How do I say this?
In my body,
I can feel my sons.
I can feel them and their consciousness and I can feel how they're feeling.
Like if they're,
You know,
If they're in trouble or not.
We are.
Multi-dimensional divine beings you guys when you Think this.
That you know when you go through an ego death.
Just think that maybe on another dimension.
You are dying and that consciousness that part of your consciousness That was.
In that body.
In that other you.
Is now come to you and make you bigger.
In the way of the Tao.
Lao Tzu says the person basically who has a lot of eco deaths lives a long time.
Ama says.
People with like longevity is associated with.
The ability to discern.
One of the things that happens with a lot of eco-death,
You develop a very discerning intelligence.
So it's like Lazo and Amma are saying the same thing.
Different words.
And this suggests.
That in in other dimensions when we die,
That that intelligence comes to us.
And fuels us.
Helps keep our body alive.
Keeping it in good condition.
Keeping our awareness growing so that our soul allows us to stay.
You know,
If we're doing the work.
Why would the soul want to interrupt that life?
Unless it had to,
You know,
Unless we came specifically to be.
You know,
Hit by a car at 20,
Or like Vivekananda,
He was about late 30s when he died.
He got it.
He,
You know,
He completed his work.
It wasn't necessary for him to stay and his teacher said.
You know.
The day that Vivekananda feels how loving the truth really is.
He won't stay here on Earth.
And the DT.
He died early.
You're very,
Very welcome here.
At the same time.
Here on earth.
All that you are in the state that you are.
They're unhappy or sad or stuck or.
Conflicted whether you're 99% in your ego or.
Just 1% in your ego.
Doesn't matter.
Does this matter at all?
Really,
There have been a few people who got stuck and I pushed them away,
But I keep working with them anyway.
Nobody's ever.
Rejected.
I just work with them energetically outside the satsang and sometimes contact them.
You know,
If they allow it.
You see,
You can't really fail,
But you have to do it.
Like the seed sprouts or it doesn't.
Nobody can take that from you.
You either do it or not.
You either allow it or not.
And you know,
It won't be really in your control for when it happens.
You know,
We sprout like it kind of happens to us.
We're steering that direction.
We're steering towards the divine,
But we sprout.
When the Creator decides,
When our soul decides.
All we can do is just keep going and be open to learn and listen to guidance.
Yeah,
It's interesting.
I can feel some cellular repair going on in some of you.
Yeah,
It's coming from your soul energy.
It's like doing cell repair.
You know,
It's like that,
What is it,
Autophagy or whatever that is.
It's sort of like that.
Mmm.
It's like when the soul energy comes in it.
It often rates the body it sees.
Solve things in the body.
It's all physical.
Ailments.
Not always.
But I can feel this repair going on.
It's like it's being rewoven.
Some of you may be able to feel that.
You know,
Andrea's bone cancer went away.
This is how it happens,
You guys.
We get the lesson and our health improves.
But sometimes people have a,
You know,
It's part of their soul journey to have an illness.
So,
You know.
You know,
Before an opening.
Before my big opening,
I got pneumonia twice within two months.
Like my I was getting brought down so I'd become humble enough to open.
Also,
The Distrust was clearing from my cells of my lungs.
Some of you are going to start to feel a deep inner peace coming in.
That's the creator you guys.
Yeah it's very good you guys it's very good i can feel there's a lot of uh movement being catalyzed.
Way beyond my words,
Way beyond my words.
You're welcome here just as you are.
Please keep reminding yourself of that and notice if you don't feel it.
You know,
Just notice,
Embrace it.
My ego doesn't feel like that.
I know I'm.
Loved and protected.
Get a level of protection from grace when we're sprouting,
You know,
It's like Grace will build a fence around us,
A little fence that you might put for a little tree that's growing so it doesn't get eaten.
Some of you might feel heavier after this,
But that heaviness is good.
You just may be feeling the heaviness with which you've lived,
Or you can also feel a little bit of a heaviness that feels good.
It's kind of like more presence.
It doesn't feel like uncomfortable heaviness,
Just like you're more here.
More of you is here.
You're like a bigger container for your soul.
That's it.
Some of you may have some wild dreams too.
Any questions or comments,
It's your time to speak up if you wish to,
You guys.
Anything is pressing on your heart,
Your mind?
There's any infusion.
You know,
You're welcome here,
Satsang to earth.
And Annie.
State that you're in.
Is a respected part of the spiritual journey.
It's respected.
On the spiritual journey.
Even if you're in a plateau.
Or you feel stuck across looking at a rock face that you know that you have to climb somehow.
It's a very respected spot.
And there's great understanding about what that spot feels like.
And you will get all the help you need.
Just takes time.
I'm just checking now for be sure there's no comments or questions.
I would like to share something.
I have this hip osteoarthritis problem.
And last year at the ashram,
I got a treatment Ayurveda with women.
It was like a massage with oil and they were chanting mantras.
After.
It was five days in a row I felt a lot better and I kept,
I come back and I keep thinking I want to go back to the ashram,
Get that treatment so my hip pain gets better.
And doing the satsang when you were talking about you're welcome here.
All of a sudden my hip and leg started hurting like crazy.
And I wiggled and changed and then that energy came in and it dawned on me what really healed me at the ashram was they made me feel welcome.
They made me feel welcome,
Not because I pay them,
But they made me feel welcome.
You know,
They came on their day off,
They came early and that,
God bless them,
That healed me,
Plus the physical touch.
And when you were talking,
The same energy came into my hip,
It kind of came shooting in.
And it was very intense and all the pain is gone.
And I realized it's really that feeling of welcome.
That is so important and healing for me.
So I just wanted to say thank you so much.
Fantastic.
It's Saskia,
Sweetie.
Yeah,
I remember the shock really,
That you're welcome,
It's a safe place,
Like you know at the ashram where you're getting the help and that they came their day.
That is so healing when people go beyond the you know,
The framework,
Do an extra.
And I'm.
I'm going to say something and I want you to hear it.
Saskia,
It's for you to welcome your soul energy.
Yeah.
Right.
You're entitled to.
It's like you're allowed to.
You're allowed to.
I think you're allowed to.
You have permission to.
Yes.
Right.
Right.
Bye.
Thank you.
Thank you guys.
It goes both ways.
It's like,
Thank you.
Thank you for coming on this wild ride.
Yeah,
So many blessings to you guys.
I can feel that.
The level that you've received it,
I could feel during it the depth of the work that was being done.
Know by the Creator upon you and it's just so great that there's this feeling now of kind of a and energetic completion.
But it's going to keep working with you guys.
It's sort of like it's been a tremendous feast and now you're going to digest it and all the nutrients are going to come to you.
Yeah,
They're going to come.
Assist your body.
Yeah you know there's no ceiling This is ceilingless.
Process.
Okay my beloved oh next week we're gonna have the two satsangs next week and skipping And the following week will be just one satsang.
There'll be another memory and.
.
.
Dream one.
On Saturday.
Okay,
Bye beloveds,
Bye.
So grateful for you.
Thank you.
