Awareness Satsang: The Call To Freedom

Premasudha sure unpacks the spiritual journey for us. Her words are so clear, simple, and infused with transcendent knowledge, that just being present is inspiring and accelerative.

Whether it is giving examples from her own life, explaining spiritual principles, or how the journey works, Premasudha touches our hearts more and more deeply every Satsang.

She encourages us to take instinctive action in support of our freedom, (which means saying Yes to our inner guidance), and to give ourselves permission to feel the light, to follow the light, and to be the light.

These Awareness Satsangs are a lit path into a higher vibration. Indeed, nothing can stop the movement into more truth if we turn to this light within us.

Transcript

Just waiting for you all. I'm going to be admitting you, But I'm just going to ask for Amma's grace and just reminding you the answers are inside. I'm going to speak this to you directly as well when I see you. Yeah, Blessings to all of you. Thank you for coming. It's lovely to see your sweet faces, Yeah. I could feel the need for grace, For Amma's grace, The Creator's grace. It feels strong for all of us. I mean, It always is. I mean, If we just. . . We're human. We need grace. Abundance of grace all the time. Yeah, Yeah. And I felt to remind you, You know, The answers are inside us. And we Westerners, I've said so many times, We're so focused on the outside. And, You know, Teachers, Like I say, They can embrace you energetically and give you pointers, Shine a light on blind spots, Push a little bit of a push. But that's kind of it, You know. It's how intensely you turn to the universe and ask for help. Yeah. Yeah, And some of you, And it's not bad, Some of you report to me about your states, And that's okay. But not if you think, Okay, That solves it. It's all sewn up now. I told Prema Sudha, It's like I told mom, No. No, You have to, You know, Turn to the universe. Yeah. I mean, You might tell this one that you're stuck or that you have negative thoughts about the human race or whatever, But just, Sure, That can happen. But then you turn to the creator with fire in your heart, You know, With longing, With yearning. That is what will pull you up out of the mud, You guys. That. And many of you do this. It's all good. It's just a reminder. See, You're the creator. So the creator, What the creator really wants, The creator gets. You see, This is why your yearning works, Because you're the creator. And if the creator yearns for something, There will be power behind it. And if your ego has gotten in the way so that you've got, Like, Some desire that's not going to help you and you're yearning for that, You will be shown that by the creator inside you. Like, Whatever you see in me is in you. Whatever you see in Alma, Whatever we see in Alma is in us. She keeps telling us. She bows down to her children, Who are the embodiments of the creator. Yeah. And, You know, This is a rub, And this is what is so hard for so many of us because of our conditioning and all the lives. But the, You know, The yearning works like water works on rock. You know, It wears it down, Wears it down, Wears it down. Yeah. And sometimes, You know, Suddenly the rock cracks and a big piece of rock falls off the mountain because of water or something. It's the same principle with us. We keep the yearning going, And all of a sudden, We're being lifted several levels to a much higher place. And that may follow having been stuck for a while. It often is that way. Yeah. It's like, You guys, You know what I'm getting? I'm getting like, You can see, You know, This one, You might think, Oh, Premasuddha, Maybe, Like, Sometimes it looks like she has a heart of gold. It's like, You do. You do. You guys have hearts of gold, Please. Right. Premasuddha's just made friends with hers. Like, Premasuddha just knows that that's the truth of her. And it's the truth of you, Too. Right. You know, I remember someone saying to me that they could feel inside a response to what I was saying, But the response felt like 10 miles away. And that was, This gentleman stayed at the time. That was the extent of his alienation. But this is very healable and changeable if one's motivated. But if you feel inside about, If you get an inner response to these words coming through this one, And you feel how close or far away the response is. Right. This gives you data. It gives you something to start working with. The answers are inside, The information is inside. In fact, This whole world that you're looking at is, What is inside you, All of us, Really, Inside you, Projected outwardly. Like the set, The stage set of a play, Including the play that you're in, In your lives. It's all coming from the inside. So, You know, We've talked about before about, You know, The projector and the screen. What is happening in the world is what is being projected on our screen. So when you, If you open the ceiling, The light comes in, And you no longer see the storyline being projected onto the screen. You just see the screen and the storyline dims, Weakens. It's not so visible. That is what happens. And that's why there's this bliss, This happiness. And it's like, Ah, It's nothing. It's nothing. It's just a dream. No enduring reality. But I'm wanting to return to your heart, Because the thing Westerners usually find the hardest is to love and accept themselves. And, You know, If we're taught to focus on the outside, Then what becomes the most important, Say, Is being the best or having the best car, Being the best looking, All these things. But when we return to the inward focus, None of that stuff matters. It's like a return to sanity. I really want to validate you getting closer to your hearts, You guys. The alma lives there. The creator lives there. You know, For Westerners, When we leave our outside focus and shift more into the internal, It hurts. Yeah. Right. We know this. We either spend our lives kind of playing on an unsatisfactory trusty consciousness, Or we feel the pain of continuing this and lodge more in the inside. Now, The mind, Our intellects will often start racing thoughts right at this point. We'll be filled with negative images, Racing thoughts, Fear, All these things. And they're sent by the ego to blow us off, To get us to, Like, Return to the baby's playpen of our conditioning. It's really to go back into a playpen-sized consciousness, Which is where really, I have to say, It seems like many of us live in kind of a very small mind underneath when we get down to it. So, What happens is you develop kind of a heart muscle. You develop an ability to just sit with fear and to feel uneasy and just to watch it, Observe it. Yeah. The reason this one offers satsangs is because I can't stand the idea of you guys being in pain, Truly. That's what it comes down to. It's true, Though, Because I know what it's like. I can't stand it. But half the times I end up feeling, You know, Not yelling at you, But, You know, Come on, Come on, Wake up. But it's still out of this compassion because there's so many distractions, It can be so easy to get lost. But the thing that I have no control over is the level of your will around deepening. Your ability to go, Your willingness to go, I will, To will, Thy will, Rather than your own will. Right. It's true. And some of you can be so charming as you're, You know, Avoiding moving into this will, To will, Thy will. To will the creator's will, To embody the creator's will. In fact, We're just, You know, We're really like little kids that never grow up. It's like a little kid, You know, Gets put to bed and gets up and goes, Mom, Can you get me some water? I'm thirsty. It doesn't stop, It continues. It's okay. It's okay. It was kind of okay. It's just kind of inevitable. But the will, To will, Thy will. And, You know, Even if you're doing something, Supposing you turn on Netflix. Supposing you know that you're distracting yourself. You can watch yourself do this, And then just start, I will, To will, Thy will. I know I'm distracting myself, Mama, But I just really want to will your will. Any effort like that. Anything. It's better to do that than to crush yourself in judgment and say that you're a miserable sinner for watching Netflix or whatever. Or spending, You know, A weekend watching TV. You know, If you just do, I will, To will, Thy will, Even as you're doing that, That's it. That's it. Any flicker. You know, When I was raising my kids, I used to drink wine, And I would like use it as a meditation, You know. I gave up drinking wine, But still, You know, It was still okay, Because I kept the, I will, To will, Thy will, Even though I know I'm drinking wine. Right. Right. This is what, You know, The people around me often need this kind of wild accepting mothering energy. This Bhakti. It's what I needed, Too. So, I get it. And you can, It helps the medicine go down. If the Bhakti's really thick, Makes it easier to surrender. This one found. So that's why it's offered to you, To you. At the same time with a motherly chop chop. Come on, Chop chop. Yeah. Because we don't want to waste any more time. It's the last call of the last call, You know. I was speaking yesterday to the question and answer group. I was just mentioning that I just want to recap this about the technological miracles. Do you remember? Maxie you'll be forever famous for your name being called. Well, I was talking to you right in my phone called Maxie's spoke about Maxie reflecting the issue I was speaking to her. And then Laura talked about how her alarm clock instead of her alarm clock she was woken up to me speaking to Jenna about love. Well then, Michael and Saskia emailed me and said that their phone. They were driving or waiting for the ferry and the phone was, You know, Sleeping, And it suddenly start after they've been sitting there 10 minutes is suddenly started with come as soon as voice with the sat saying greeting everybody Hello everybody. And then this satsang, But this one attends with the guy who's real self realized that I was given. I was given the hosting and the ability to end the sat saying sort of in the middle of the set say I mean I ignored it and it went, But it was all point that love runs everything, And the messages come through everything. And there is no nothing more powerful than unconditional love and unconditional love will kind of rules, And, You know, Commandeer machines. Yeah. You know, Many of us are walking around in egos, Say the rules and the machines are the highest, Basically. And we're this week victim. You tap into the God in you. Nothing can stop you. It's just how much you go. I will to will they will. It's how much will you put to that. So I was saying that I felt this was kind of a message around reaching the collective. I was pointing out that love cannot be contained by our little boxes at all. Because you're eternal. You are have never been born. And you're never going to die. Your existence is eternal and unassailable. There is no protection you need. There is no support you need. You are eternity in human form. Human is born will die. But you will never die. It can take a lifetime to get your head around, Basically. But it's true. And this eternal nature in you is speaking to you all the time by everything that's happening in your life and everything that's right before you. Everything that is happening inside you and inside your bodies. Good. Yesterday with the group with the question and answer, There was a very deep inner shift that took place and everybody there, Whether they felt it or not, To allow more of the feminine energy in. Which, You know, Strengthens women, Also strengthens the masculine in women and men. When it's allowed in, It kind of mixes with the masculine and strengthens it. And brings it to a higher nobility of action. When a man has a strong feminine and a strong masculine, He's very noble. There's a level that with you as a group, Letting more love in. Receiving permission to let love in. This whole satsang is permission to let love in, But there's a level that there's a feeling of. . . I'm going to have to just be silent for a minute to receive the words. It's like there's a need for a sense of personal permission to let more love in. As if you need to really feel it personally, That you personally have this permission. And some of you don't know how to allow that. You know, It's a funny thing with, You know, Non-dual work. The thing in a way to get over is our personality. But in order to do that, It really helps when we're loved personally. It's one of those paradoxical things. It's just like in a class, If you have 40 kids, They won't do as well as, Say, 20 kids who are getting more personal input from the teacher. You know, When it's 40 kids, There'll be a level that some kids will just give up due to hopelessness. They'll just go, It's not possible. I'm just a cog in a wheel. We can do this spiritually too. I'm going to come back to this, You guys receiving personal permission to receive love on a deeply personal level. I mean, This is what Amma does with her hugs. Asking her to bring even more of her grace to help you with this. You see, It's like a well-loved child. A well-loved child will just go into life more easily than a child who doesn't feel validated, Who had a lot of criticism. So it doesn't matter really what happened to us when we were little because you can receive it. One way is to receive the healing this way. Right. Good. Good. It doesn't matter when you get it. I mean, It's easier if you get it when you're a little kid, But whatever age you get it, It will go through, The love will come through and start filling up the holes and misunderstandings in your personality. Do you understand? It starts washing away the darkness. It doesn't matter when it comes. The important thing is that it comes. Some of you are having a hard time with this. It's so good. It's going to be working with you anyway. It's going to be knocking at your door and it will come in when at the best time. You can't miss this opportunity. If you're not feeling it, It's just going to start working with helping to melt the veils within you. Nothing stops love. See? You know, The only way, I'll tell you, It doesn't even stop love. What we can do is not trust. And so then after this body, We'll get another body. And then if we don't trust that one, Well, We'll go through that life and then we'll get another body. Until we get it, Until we open up and trust, Open up and allow this love in. And then we don't have to get bodies anymore. And this life goes up majorly in happiness and satisfaction. There's a couple of you that are having real trouble with this. Being loved personally, Validated personally. And I'm working extra specially hard with you guys. That's more than a couple actually. Yeah. Okay. This is very good. There's several of you that are turning and facing your current challenge in a deeper way, In a more conscious way. That's it. Yeah. Good. That's it. It's very beautiful. It's very beautiful. That's it. We just sort of gently turn and face. And we start walking in light. We start walking the lit path. Following the breadcrumbs. It's your best guess about how to go forward. Just your best guess. I will to will thy will. Just go forward. There's several of you that have just turned to the light. My hat off. That's it. It's permission to feel the light. To follow the light. To be the light finally. Right, It is who you are anyway. Let's just keep going. I feel Amma strengthening the light in all of you. That's it. That's it. Does anybody have a question or comment? We were talking yesterday. It was Veronica. She was talking about how a friend compassionately witnessed her when she was struggling after a difficult week working in a hospice. And she just compassionately said, You know, You've had some hard times this week. And that caused Veronica to, She received the love. And her ego dissolved. Parts of her ego dissolved. Some emotional content came up and was dissolved. This is what today is about. In lots of ways. Giving you permission to feel the love coming to you more so you can receive it. The satsang is working very deeply in your unconscious as well. Don't judge yourself, Please, With however your consciousness is receiving this. Please, Just let yourself be. Don't criticize the child. Don't bully the child in you. Okay, No bullying. As I was saying yesterday, This one's dream was that this compassionate witnessing would just spread like wildfire. Because if we did this with each other, We could lift each other's garbage off. You see, It is such a much happier process than dealing with it on your own. You can clear things obviously through meditation. This is wonderful. And mantras, It's time honored through the eons. But there's this other way, Which is more the feminine face of God way, Which is easier. It's easier than the masculine way. And it's like, You know, Thomas hug, Or, You know, Witnessing somebody. So just, You know, I do it all the time, Wherever I go. So, You know, If a checkout person is stressed, I will speak to them and say, Just whatever comes to mind, You know, And they'll, They start relaxing. They feel like it's, They're not separate in a alienated universe. They relax, They smile, They come back to themselves. Even if they don't know what's happened, They just feel better. But also spiritually awake people can really do this for each other. It's so much easier to witness somebody else with love, And watch them dump part of their egos, Then to go through all the death throes yourself to see what I mean, It is such an easy way. I mean, You know, You know, Years ago I thought this would just maybe become, You know, Normal, But maybe on some other dimension but yeah, Just witnessing without any agenda. It's higher than being kind. It's expressing compassion wherever you go. It's the easy way. You see, If it's really real if it's coming from your heart. It's really real not something that you're superimposing to be a good boy or girl. You know, If you really do it spontaneously from the heart. It'll have a power and a magic that is just way beyond anything you think is possible. It's like, I got that really dramatic example when I was, I don't know, 42 and I walked down the street and there was a child. I've told some of you who had undeveloped lungs and the guy was really pounding the child. And I stopped and I said you're hitting the child too hard. And he said the doctor he's got underdeveloped lungs. This is what the doctor said to do. But I'll tell you the doctor would not have been saying to pound the child like that. The guy was scared the father was scared so he was being, You know, He was really pounding the child. So I just went into this huge compassion for the baby and the parents. Just utter compassion and the baby this undeveloped three month old baby pushed against his dad violently and went and put its arms out to me. Like it was like both the dad and me were shocked that this baby could do this. And I've told you that I, I was scared that the dad would think I was kidnapping the child so I didn't pick the child. But for years afterwards, Do you know what I did is I imagined picking up the child. The reason I did it was, I didn't want that baby left with putting it arms out for love, And just getting a vacuum. So I used to imagine that I took the baby and help the baby, And I would send this to the baby to help it. We've been that it was met with love. Right. And I've helped the child, Even if it sounds weedy believe me it. It isn't weedy at all when you do those things with real love power. So some of you guys want to talk to me about how you're too scared to like really be compassionate with the world. And what miserable sinners you are, And I'm going okay. I'm teasing you. I'm kind of teasing you but it is really boring it's kind of like, Why are you doing this. Yeah. That's okay I love you anyway. I know what the journey is like it's all right. I'm listening to you. The creator is telling me it's okay to listen. It's sort of like, You know, With little kids like wanting to teach them to come into the water and learn how to swim. And the water is really warm and it's fun. Little kids like scared doesn't want to come in and you go too bad. You'd have a much better time if you just came along with me. Yeah, It's a little bit like that that's my feeling. It's okay. Some of you are feeling bad about yourself, Please don't. It's not why I said all this. I'm trying to help you gel into this surrender. Some of you have already done it. There's no rush. There's no rush. I feel like I need to change the subject. I don't mean any kind of pressure at all you guys at all. It's just sometimes in any relationship you know sometimes it's time for a few home truths. It's like that. It's all good. I'm sorry to have said this he talks in his book about iron in the soul, And the spirit of seriousness. And this is our egos you guys, We get so serious and judgy of ourselves and others, And it's just the ego, You know. It's just the ego. There's a remembrance wanting to come. I can feel it. It's a remembrance wanting to come over the ethers to you. Remembrance of who you really are. This is what this Satsang is devoted to. Reminding you of the awareness of who you really are. It's wanting to come over the ethers. I can feel it. This reminder to you. To come over the ethers and be allowed to come into your bodies. Your bodies are made out of it. So subtle. Remember, I've talked to you about that there was this, This leap we were going to be making. This is some weeks ago, We were in a leap. This is, This is part of it, It's going to be ongoing. It is a leap to bond more with your true nature. And it can come in seamlessly. That's it. Everyone wants this. All of you guys want this. You wouldn't be here if you didn't. That's it. That's it. You know, As your soul, As you allow your soul energy and you will feel lighter, More expansive, Safer, Happier. It's, I can really feel it. And it really wants to help you with your intuition. Okay. It particularly is wanting to strengthen your true intuition and wash away some of the distorted intuition, The fears that can distort our intuition. Yeah. Okay, This is really hitting home with you guys. Good. You see, We bumble away but we get there. Yeah. Right. That's it. Right. Most of what we, You know, With our intuition when we go into the future, It's like died in unhappiness and fear often. Yeah. So it's like, It's not, You know, It's, That doesn't help us surrender on the journey. So, It's really strong about the Atma's energy, The creator's energy working with your intuition. It's like got exclamation marks all over it. So that you can feel more like a safe child in life. Yeah, And it's wanting to wash away some of the focus on the darkness that we can all get into. We look around. Doesn't help us. That's it. Yeah. You know, I'm really getting this I'm getting in bold letters like it's a child's freedom at stake, Meaning the freedom of your true innocent child self to come forward. Yeah. And it can feel so iffy and scary and everything but I'll tell you just will to will by will it's just like, There's this energy coming from the creator, So strong to working with your intuition, Really. I've never experienced this before. Of this kind of such a focused event like this. Yeah. I also wanted to talk to you about the whole idea that this has already happened. And the way to think of it is, If you imagine say your soul, Going through a kind of jelly substance and creating a pattern, Like a path pattern pattern like a jelly mold, You know those old jellies, I don't know if they have them in Europe still and they were big in North America in the 60s. Pattern of the container on the jelly. You can think of it like a path or creation made out of jelly, And then we live out the pattern that was made in that jelly. Okay, If you look at it like that. That's what we're living out. And every pattern the soul makes it will be very beautiful to the soul. And then the part of the soul that is us lives it I feel that's how intuition works like when we're really truly true intuition. It already knows what's already happened. Really feel this. It's just a way of thinking of it that makes it more digestible. Stuff about the computers was really important that that happened because that is a concrete example to you guys that there's something going on here that is more than the ordinary. And to help you reassure you and calm you know to stop it seeming like, Oh, This is just impossible. You know, The normal life cycles if you know usually life human life is lived horizontal you just go through the experiences you go through the usual asleep person just goes through the experiences. But when you wake up, You start doing this going up. So instead of going along horizontally. You're, You're having to do the horizontal part, But you're also going up. Now, Up in vibration. Okay, This is hard on our psyches, It's sort of like doing intense workouts for our psyches. It stresses it stresses our psyches it stress, It stresses us, And we will feel like edgy uncomfortable restless. And the normal person who's going horizontally. And if we make a mistake and actually start spilling our hearts to them they'll go with you just watch a movie. You're making all that up. Just relax. Some people get stuck in the going up. And because of a lack of trust they get stuck in the stress of it, A hard edgedness of it, Because they don't know how to surrender. They don't know how to take that next step of surrendering to the eternal energy, Which will bring them to a relaxation and being able to go along in the horizontal at a whole new level at a higher level. So hopefully you learn how to you know when you're going up. And it's stressful and anxiety producing and you feel this edginess, I'm sure you guys know what I'm talking about this is just like edgy quality to life. The quicker you learn to surrender. The higher and higher goes your horizontal. The higher level you live your life. The higher vibration. That's reassuring for you. Yeah. Please may you all my prayer for you is that you all learn how to go through these growing pains, More and more easily, Quicker and quicker and that's what happens. The more you know yourself, The more you understand, The more you, The more you do it the faster you get at it, Because you just get good at it. Learn how to not take the storylines that your anxiety is giving you too seriously. A lot of chemical changes that take place in our bodies as our vibration rises. And they make life easier. Love and honor yourselves please some of you right now. One of the things in that book about Abraham somebody was reminding me that when Abraham, You know the Hawaiian kuna I studied with. When he was four years old his mom grounded him. And he phoned his grandfather and asked his grandfather to come and get him. And he took action for himself for his freedom. Even then, At four. That's the thing you guys can you take some action for yourself. I mean if you were a four year old who'd been grounded you know how many of us would have thought about phoning our grandpa, I don't think I would have. But this one what she used to do is I used to take my clothes off and run, Run out the house. And one time it was snowing, And my dad got a phone call from a neighbor like two blocks away and he said Jerry your little daughter is out here in the snow with no clothes on. And I was like to. Really I often thought that that was my like call for freedom. Like, I'm getting out of here. And you know, Your own childhood, You may have some examples of that where that you don't even know about you see where you did something as a child for your own freedom. Even if you didn't do it then you can do it now. Just some action for your own freedom. And hopefully not a heady thing I'm talking about a visceral thing, An instinctive thing almost, Almost instinctive level yeah we can get mechanical easily but I'm talking about just the instinctive thing. And, You know, If you do, I will to will they will you have that focus. You will be brought to helping yourself in a deep way. And also I challenge you okay here's the big challenge for this week. Can you please think of yourself with love and respect. Okay, How about this is the thing you can do to save yourselves. Just when the, When the negative stuff comes whatever you're feeding yourself. Just go, I'm not going to. I don't want to do this anymore to myself. Why would I do that to myself. Really, Why would you do it to yourself because it squishes the Kundalini it stops the Kundalini from negative thoughts about you or everybody else will push your Kundalini down. Why would you do that to yourself. And if you can't stop them just observe them just see what you're doing to yourself. Because you, You'll be doing it to yourself and everybody else underneath, You know. Okay, Any questions or comments. Yeah, I'm feeling afraid of to receive love. This is a big clearing sad saying, It's a little uncomfortable it's like this fear of receiving love is coming up to clear, I can really feel it really strongly. Yeah. That's it. Good. That's it. That's it. Good. Sweet ones if you knew how many kind of battle scars from Masuda has how many sleepless nights, How many tears, Tears fell. How thick the feelings of guilt and hopelessness felt at times. You go. Oh, It's the same as me. Yeah. Please, Please get that. We're all the same. We're all the same. When we get that our compassion flows for ourselves and for others. Yeah. There's no hierarchy you guys at all. Yeah. We're all just priceless. That's the state we're in. And if you're in an uncomfortable state right now you will have angels around you. Whispering encouragements I am not kidding. Truly. They will be doing everything they can. They can't you have free will, So they can't do it for you. They will be backstopping you protecting you doing everything they can for you. Your soul as well. I know we're actually living in heaven, It is actually heaven. It just looks like hell. Yeah. I know. You know, And if some of you are having feeling uncomfortable energies, Just remember it's all ego. There is no spook or demon outside our own egos. It's just the subtle form. It's just bullshit. It has no power. There is nothing more powerful than the creator, And you are the creator in human form. Okay. So, That's where we're going to complete today is right there. Let me continue with this. There is nothing more powerful than unconditional love than the creator than our inner Amma, That Amma. Jesus Krishna. And you are that. And it was a love in all of us that made the computers go wonky. So when you go I will to will by will. You are moving into bonding with the creator. Embodying the creator. Just do your best. Just do your best, Sweet ones. It will be good enough, I promise. Just do your best. The gap between your efforts and your goal will get filled by grace. Grace comes. Please. Okay. Blessings, You guys. All my love is with you. I think of you so many times during the week. Please, And send blessings. Please. You have Amma. You have your own true natures.