My beloved,
My.
.
.
Soul friends,
Soul companions.
Yeah.
So calling on grace.
Amidst grace.
The grace of all the illuminated beings who have ever been here on earth.
Please come.
And help us.
Yeah,
We need all the help we can get.
And may we open to receive it.
Your grace.
More and more as we go through and may we let our difficulties Dissolve our egos.
May we do this.
Let our difficulties dissolve,
Our egos give gratitude for these difficulties.
Because nothing else would work.
Although selfless service is the best soap.
But sometimes we have to allow our ego to dissolve enough to even be able to know what our selfless service is.
May we all become illuminated.
So it is.
Ugh.
Um,
My heart is so open.
Because deeply I am.
I understand what it's like.
And.
.
.
You know,
In my experience,
The I'm inside.
Is Mother Nature inside too?
And we've had this dissonant relationship with Mother Nature.
In the West.
And it's our own personal dissonance with our own souls.
I really hope you guys keep holding on.
To,
You know,
Grace,
To.
.
.
Our beloved Alma.
To the love that comes through the satsangs,
To hold on through the wobbles.
Don't let go.
I would go through wobbles and I would you know,
Almost let go,
Except that there was nowhere else to go.
Apart from waking up.
So I deeply know how difficult it is.
I guess I really want to communicate this to you.
I so know what it's like.
And what the eco's like.
And what the pressure of our society is like.
I so know what it's like.
I have years and years and years.
Of this.
And that is why I'm so motivated to work.
Stand here.
And say,
It's safe.
You can do it!
It's all right.
There's love behind everything.
It all has a happy ending,
Finally.
Even though our minds.
Hallucinate all this trouble,
Because really,
It's just a mass hallucination.
All this trouble.
We're basically just.
Being held in unconditional love.
And we hallucinate these stories of us.
These separate people.
These wounded separate people with our stories of our heartache.
And you know,
It just dissolves over time.
You stop believing it.
And you stop thinking of yourself as the kind of person you consider yourself,
Your whole self-image alters.
You start seeing yourself as.
Part of everything.
And you.
You're just kind of I don't want to say driven,
But your big motivation is just to share this.
You'll notice that basically any really a white person shares,
Although there are people who,
You know,
Go up into the Himalayas.
They look so eccentric to us.
Some awakened people look so eccentric.
That they They just look crazy to us,
But.
I told you about the story about Amma being on the bus and she stopped the bus and came out and this person came out of the bushes and the two of them had this incomprehensible conversation.
But it was someone who was fully awake.
I mean,
That is how varied the journey is.
And our Western minds are not used to this.
I want to give you more permission to be yourselves.
To trust your instinctual input.
To trust the mother nature within you,
To trust your own souls within you.
And it takes time.
And you can't rush it.
That's it.
That's it.
This is what I'm looking for.
Some of you are feeling an expanded peace.
And if you're not,
Don't worry,
It's sitting right there next to you.
And it will wait patiently to be allowed in.
And you can bring it in through your dreams.
This is part of what I really want to communicate today.
Is that there are some people who on one level seem Spiritually.
Not so capable.
And at another level,
They're true to their instinctive Feeling.
Their mother nature within.
And so they make deep progress.
In there.
I want to say idiosyncratic way.
But it's not so idiosyncratic,
Like Alma says.
You know that she You know,
When we're making a change,
I mean,
She said to me once.
Amma will do this in her own way.
And she was saying to me,
Amma will make this change within Prama Sutta in her own way.
And it's like,
For Premasutha,
My feeling was,
She was saying,
For Premasutha to expand and give Amma room to do this shift.
This is a hard thing with Westerners.
In my experience,
It is difficult for us.
To step back from our minds.
Enough.
To give our hearts room.
To breathe.
To expand.
And this is where.
Trust is needed.
We can't force trust.
Trust comes as it comes.
And it's okay.
It is,
You know,
In some ways,
It is.
A challenge we're facing that is beyond really anything that we've done before on Earth.
Is shift into this higher heart intelligence that Amma so beautifully modeled.
It is a bigger step.
Than anything we have done before.
Right,
So.
No wonder it's challenging.
At this time,
We have had divas taking care of Mother Nature for us,
But the human race is graduating to the point where we are being asked to allow our consciousness to expand enough that we take care of Mother Nature at the level that the divas divas.
I don't know.
The fairies,
Whatever.
All we need are divas.
You know what I mean.
These fairies,
These birds.
Energies.
Have been doing it for us.
Like just the same way that parents would take care of kids,
But we're at this point where we're kind of like hitting puberty.
We're kind of at the puberty level of the human race.
So we are being asked to get it more.
To get what's going on more.
And you see.
To do this,
We have to outgrow our love affair with our linear mind.
Okay,
This is the wrap.
It's our linear mind thinking.
And when it blocks off the heart,
This is what does not work.
Because we're being asked to make this quantum leap at the heart level.
So that we like.
See Mother Nature more truly and love her.
And love God as a result.
And love.
The gentler values as a result.
We're having a hard time with it.
This is really heartbreaking,
You know.
We all know people that are getting more linear.
That they're doing a spiritual bypass and they're getting more linear.
At this time.
It is totally possible to do that.
And it's the wrong way in Primasutra's experience.
It's like thinking technology can solve everything.
It's that kind of thinking.
Okay,
Well,
Fix it with technology.
And ignore the screams of the heart.
The shift we're making is to be able to hear the screams of the heart.
This is what Pramasutha did.
This is what.
I teach.
Because God is in your heart.
Amma is in your heart.
The linear mind is.
What is supposed to help us.
Live from the wisdom of our hearts in our lives.
It's like,
Listen to your heart,
Get the data,
Then use your linear mind to execute it,
To put it in action.
That's what our linear minds are for.
We're using our linear mind.
To,
We're wanting it to solve everything.
We're wanting,
We try to steer our whole lives with our linear mind.
So it's normal for people to choose a career where the money's good,
No matter what their heart is saying to them.
And that is choosing a shell.
And then living by the shell of the linear mind.
You guys.
These words are coming from such a deep place in my heart.
And I've been up for like two nights almost,
Like sleeping really,
Really lightly,
Like semi-awake.
In kind of preparation for this.
Do you understand?
It's like There's something that needs to be dislodged.
It's like this only happens when there's a need.
You know,
This kind of disturbance in my sleeps when there's something to be dislodged.
And you guys,
We all go together.
Premasutha is not separate from you guys and Premasutha needs to understand something too.
It will be me too,
Okay?
This,
Remember this work is.
Pramasutra's selfless service.
So it is.
The soap that takes you know,
Whatever dust there is off.
Hermesuda.
And as a byproduct,
Everybody gets helped,
Hopefully.
I'm in there with you.
Yeah,
Please.
And I honor you for even that.
Thinking about doing this kind of work.
I don't know.
Here I am,
73,
And I have two sleepless nights in a row.
It's kind of like,
Eh,
Meh.
This is my but you know what I I feel like it's to free up gratitude and all of us really that the point of this the under thing underneath point is to free our gratitude okay so you guys If you really want to grow fast.
Focus on gratitude.
Truly,
It is the big virtue.
All virtues come with a focus on gratitude.
For everything,
Even if you're driving and it's hot and your car conks out.
It is the most loving thing that could possibly happen for you.
Because maybe you need an experience of somebody stopping and helping you.
And feeling like that God does exist and that you're not just this random.
A vulnerable person.
So that's how I look at the two kind of badly sleeping nights.
Grateful,
Grateful,
Because I am speaking to you in a more raw way than I normally do.
It's rawr!
You see?
And remember,
I talk about myself because I'm wanting you guys to observe about yourselves.
It's not coming from egomania.
It's coming because I'm wanting you to pay attention to your own experience the same way Premasuddha pays attention to hers.
That is the point.
It gets misunderstood this way sometimes.
And then there's the added thing of like,
We just do misunderstand teachers sometimes,
Just because sometimes our ego comes up.
But we'll get it eventually.
We'll get it like two weeks later,
Or a month later,
Or a year later,
Just hearing it.
Makes the soil of your evolution more fertile.
Yeah,
There's some of you who are feeling the loving grace of all this.
And some of you are like,
Scared to feel,
You're feeling it,
But you're scared to feel it just in case it goes.
Or it's not really there.
And you see,
We have to train the cells of our body.
To perceive craze that takes time.
I'm going to tell you a story.
To kind of illustrate what I'm talking about.
In the outer world.
And kind of like.
It's like reading a poem,
In a way.
Hearing loss.
You know how when you read a poem sometimes it changes you?
This is why I give these kind of stories.
Because they say.
Something.
Beyond words.
Just hearing about it.
Points up the vulnerability.
Of our culture.
And our vulnerability within this culture in that it trains us so to hold on to the linear mind.
You know,
May you all get through this.
This,
Yeah,
May you all.
I can feel like some people might want to step aside from this kind of training because threatening to the linear mind,
But if you just hold on and you speak to the universe and say may it speak to Allah and say may the growth be at a pace that I can handle.
It will come at a pace you can handle,
I promise you.
Your soul glistens.
They know they're working with humans.
They love us infinitely.
But they know our limitations,
Shall I put it that way.
Ha ha ha!
And really,
They're so happy when we get up.
When they find a body.
Who's willing to let the soul energy in.
You know,
With all the past lives and everything when one.
Body personality appears who's willing.
To let their heart be strengthened with this love.
Our souls are just soaked.
Over the moon.
And as I said,
Migraines will stop.
Because I've said this before,
Migraines are a bored and trapped soul.
You know,
Their brain tumors too,
But you know.
Just the generic.
And if you've outgrown your migraines,
Like give yourself a big pat on the back.
So what I want to talk about is in Niger,
In Africa,
In 1983.
There was a big problem with.
Soil that had become so dried out and impacted.
That even the international efforts to plant things.
Yeah,
So.
You know,
People,
The farmers,
The farmers actually had kind of given up,
Even trying to follow.
The protocols given by the international community.
So there was a guy there who came out,
An Australian.
By the name of Tony Rinaldo.
He was an agronomist.
Who came to help.
Farmers.
With their crops and also reforestation.
And he'd been doing it for two years and there'd just been failure.
And he was at his wits end.
He'd even started to pray.
And like I said,
Even the farmers had given up.
Because they had actually been listening to Western advice for several decades.
And it hadn't really worked.
So it had got so extreme with this dried impacted soil.
That the international community was really stepping up efforts to help and they were all failing.
So Tony Rinaldo was driving along and he got.
Flat tire.
And he stopped to fix it.
And it was just,
You know,
It's just the kind of thing that happens when you're feeling really hopeless.
Isn't it you guys you're feeling really hopeless already and then you get a flat tire okay so like this is just How it is.
But while he was.
With dealing with a flat tire,
He looked up across the field,
Which had been,
You know,
Just another barren waste of a field.
And he noted.
A twig growing out of the ground.
With the tiny sprout of green.
And he was like gobsmacked.
Where is this growth coming from?
What is this?
And he went over to this little twig and he started digging and he found a whole root system of a tree.
A new need.
A hugely developed.
Root system.
And it was sending this little sprout up.
So this did not.
Makes sense,
Too.
How he'd been thinking of this land.
It was like.
It turns out.
.
.
From the 60s,
The international.
Community and trying to help.
And he had re-educated the farmers.
In how.
To increase crop yields.
And one of the things they said was cut down all the trees.
Because they're.
Stopping the shade.
I mean,
They're shading and they're reducing crop yields.
They had all these other instructions for the farmers.
Now the farmers had been doing.
Moderately okay before this.
They had been,
You know,
There'd been crops yields and everything,
And the farmers had their own way of doing things.
But this is semi-arid land,
It's savannah.
So,
You know,
The international community felt like,
Oh,
Well,
We can really help these people and bring it way up.
It backfired.
That's matrix.
So the top without the trees,
The topsoil ran off.
The soil got this really deep impacted.
Nature like rocks,
So the roots of the things that were planted could never get through.
They could never move through the soil.
Added to that,
There'd been a drought,
And there'd been a political coup.
These difficulties and the farmers.
Had really given up.
Okay,
So what this man did,
Mr.
Rinaldo.
He developed a very simple three-step way.
Bring nature back.
So he asked 10 farmers.
To take care of these little shoots in their field.
To cut away any competition to the single shoot,
Or maybe leave two shoots,
But let the whole root development serve these little shoots.
And protect them from goats and make sure there was some degree of water for a couple of years.
Okay,
So.
The reason.
The shoots came back very quickly.
And the reason is because the trees in this area.
Had a particular characteristic,
Which is they could go dormant,
The root systems could be dormant.
For decades.
And you see the.
The farmers had been told to cut down the trees.
For decades.
So over and over they'd use these mechanical agricultural tools.
To run down these little chutes that were coming up.
And this had been going on for decades,
But the roots were still alive.
And this is the key to what I'm saying to you guys.
It's like your soul is like this root system.
That just needs permission.
To grow in the way that it's.
In a way preordained to grow in the way that your life.
Is meant to go.
You will bring your gift.
Forward.
The roots just needed this permission and support.
From you know,
The people dealing with agriculture.
So what happened was he started with 10 farmers.
Now,
We can,
Guess what happens?
You know what I'm gonna say.
The international agricultural policymakers were very not impressed.
There was pushback,
Like,
No,
It's not going to work,
Blah,
Blah,
Blah,
Blah,
Blah.
You know,
He just kept doing his thing,
And slowly.
Was it slow?
Guess what happened?
The word spread between the farmers.
Without any funding.
With no management.
It's spread between the farmers until.
There was like.
Five million acres and going across 11 countries in Africa.
This way of conserving growth.
Letting the trees come up.
And then what that did was that prevented the topsoil Prevented soil runoff.
The leaves fertilize the soil.
And the leaves also gave cover to the sun.
To the crops that were growing in the sun.
It stopped them from getting fried by the sun.
And it conserved moisture.
In the in the ground.
Because.
In Niger.
They get.
Their all their water.
In like three months of the year.
And the rest is dry.
So.
You know,
We've talked about how in another satsang,
How fungi on root spread water and nutrients.
So maybe it's something like that.
That that's how the water was kept in the soil.
You know,
Finally this.
Mr.
Ronaldo got a prize.
Like 40 years later he got some prize for the solution.
Between 1980 and 2004.
While all this was going on and all this greenery was being done by farmers.
All this greening of Niger was done by individual farmers.
The international community was still operating under the belief system that the soil was degrading.
They were even having meetings about it.
And coming up and spending more money.
And it's like.
.
.
There was one guy who checked the satellite photos,
Okay?
This is how ridiculous the whole thing is.
There it is.
I think it was a Dutch guy.
And he just checked the satellite photos.
And they showed this greening of Niger.
And it gobsmacked the international community.
Sorry.
Oh!
Okay.
And like I say,
It all happened without funding,
Without everything.
And I want to tell you guys.
This is very like how growth happens within us and how our egos sort of trip over our progress.
Like you can feel like you're not making any progress at all.
You might even feel like that for two years and suddenly two years later.
You get.
Truth.
Dad.
Of how much you've changed.
It's just like the international community.
Seeing the satellite photos.
Okay,
It is how it happens internally often when you're really moving into your heart energy.
You trip over,
Oh,
Things have changed.
This is happening.
It is just like,
It is so like,
It's like the land of your heart that's been so dried out.
Like Amma talks about how Westerners,
As we age,
We often get dry.
Because we lose touch with our instinctual centers,
With our hearts that keep us young.
And it's just like the soil.
Through good intentions,
But just.
Through being.
Out of touch with our true natures.
We make these kind of mistakes in outer ways,
Like this.
Or also inner ways.
The key – this will really confuse your linear mind,
Because this cannot be understood by your linear mind.
It could be understood at the level of letting a poem move you.
But it's a story,
And it's not like something that might move you.
The heart of the story.
Is how deluded our egos make us.
And when you have a whole bunch of people who have been trained.
For years and years and years.
To look at things in a certain way.
And their inner egos.
You're gonna get.
.
.
Big mistakes happening.
Not only with agriculture?
Within our family.
We get out of touch with our children.
We don't see who our children really are.
We're like the international community.
And the farmers are like our kids going,
Hey.
So this is why it's so safe.
To come back to the mother nature within you because you will understand your children.
You will be gentler with them.
You will be less judgmental with them.
This is not a thing for you to fix.
All you have to do is just be present and listen.
If you get in there and try to fix.
You will make it worse.
You will be like the international community.
The heart,
If you give room to the heart,
It has a magic of its own.
It's like the farmers,
These new techniques,
The simple technique that he had,
That he taught.
To,
You know.
Just take care of this shoot.
No money was spent.
Just take care of the little growth within your heart,
The little sprouts of understanding.
Take care of them.
Water.
Because behind them is your huge soul knowledge.
You see,
You take care of the little sprouts of intuitions,
Of feelings.
Some of you are drawing back as I say this,
Because you're scared to pay attention,
Okay?
It's okay.
This is where,
You know.
.
.
Just hold on,
Okay?
Don't disconnect.
Just keep holding on.
When you hold on,
You're kind of siding with the heart.
Like when I say like,
Hold on in your willingness to make this shift.
You're siding with your heart.
That's what you guys want.
You want your heart.
Do you see that all that was needed all the roots.
Needed with permission.
To come up because before that.
The policy had been to cut down all the trees.
They were just waiting.
Till they got permission.
To come up.
That's what your soul's wanting.
From the pseudofield.
Permission.
This is what your heart's wanting,
Permission.
This is where we have to step back from the linear mind.
And listen to it go nya nya nya nya nya nya nya nya.
But if our hearts are saying something.
Pay attention.
Right,
Now this Premasutra fields is what we need to stop mental illness.
This epidemic.
This epidemic is happening because we're going so much for the linear mind.
And we're disregarding our hearts.
It's like mental illness is the fear side of the shift.
Enlightenment is the love side.
Of the shift or awareness expansion.
Is the love side.
When we get caught in fear,
We can develop some mental unease,
Mental trouble.
I told you about that.
I read it years ago,
It was written by a woman who had schizophrenia.
And she.
One day she realized that the reason she had schizophrenia was because she kept running.
From everything she really knew.
And I don't want it to be.
Be overly simplistic but you guys,
I went through this period.
And came through to the expansion.
And this is what I'm Modeling and saying is possible.
And she did too.
What she did is instead of hiding,
Moved.
Forward despite her mind running the same paranoia it had been running,
And over time that paranoia disappeared.
It is this following the heart.
Listening to the heart.
And the trouble is in our time,
The linear mind.
Linear mind will want to take over 100% control,
Just like fascism.
And if we wonder why things are getting more fascist,
It's because it's reflecting this growth of the linear mind,
Like faced with this challenge,
The linear mind,
Like our egos are going,
Okay,
I'm going for total control.
And this will,
Over time,
Will fail.
It will cause enormous heartbreak and we'll be forced to come back to our hearts yet again.
The heart wins.
The soul doesn't go away.
This is all illusion.
What's permanent is the soul.
And I know it's easier said than done.
And I know this,
You know,
There's no.
.
.
You know,
This work is through Zoom.
Although I'm coming to Germany in September,
So.
Yeah.
Yeah,
Good.
Yeah,
I really,
Really want to see you in the physical and I know it will help.
You know the.
The universe has such compassion for us at this time.
You know,
It's like I said about like the The angels are telling that person that they were like congratulated for getting out of bed in the morning.
But you can feel light and happy,
You guys,
As you proceed on the journey because you know that you're freeing your heart.
And that focus on gratitude.
If you work on gratitude,
You will notice that feeling grateful,
Gratefulness starts.
Sliding in to your experience more.
And when you notice more gratefulness,
You know,
That is a big badge of honor.
If more gratefulness weaves more felt gratefulness.
Weaves into your life.
This is a direct thing you can use to validate your movement into the heart.
And if you have trouble with gratefulness,
Like,
You know,
I have to say join the club because I just didn't understand gratefulness for years.
I didn't.
It was like my sob story was so strong.
But I understand it now.
Anybody who's really awake lives in gratefulness.
And,
You know,
Really being so grateful to be.
Out of the eco.
It's kind of like,
Well,
Every day is a big win.
It's true.
I know,
It's like that.
And then you turn and help others.
You help the collective.
And then,
You know,
As a result of that,
Some clouds come,
But the clouds aren't very serious.
It's just like,
Yeah,
It's nothing.
Golden gratefulness.
And journey.
So our linear minds function like the international community.
We have an idea of what's good and bad.
This is what the international community did.
It implemented it,
Probably felt righteous and that they were helping everything.
That's what our linear minds do.
But just being aware,
You know,
Not just being aware,
Like making room that maybe our thoughts are not 100%.
True.
And also,
Like,
The guy Like Mr.
Rinaldo,
Who.
.
.
Notice.
The sprouting twigs.
You know,
It's almost like he had to be brought down to,
I'm sure,
A kind of hopelessness before he even opened up enough to be able to see.
The truth of things.
You know?
A combination of like his.
Is program failing.
Flat tire where the universe brought him directly to a place where he could see a sprout right next to him.
You know,
It's so beautiful.
This is what the universe.
Does for us as well.
My experience on the does for us.
But we could trust it.
It's often when we're feeling our worst.
Our absolute worst,
But it's our ego that is feeling the absolute worst.
Really,
Our soul's happy.
It's like the agony and the ecstasy.
You get the agony of the ego dying and the ecstasy of the soul saying breakthrough time.
It's true.
These poets,
Rumi and Hafez,
If you pick up their books,
You'll see.
Truth that you've experienced being validated.
And it can help strengthen the heart.
So I.
You know,
Working with you to like trust yourself.
It's so challenging through words to help you,
Like support you,
Trusting yourself and then also pointing out ego at the same time,
You see,
Because when I point out ego,
It feels like,
Oh,
She's coming after me.
But I'm just trying to,
True,
I'm just trying to like,
I can't just all say,
Oh,
You're so wonderful.
You're a god in human form.
You can do what you want.
I would have thousands of people if I was doing this.
I would be working with thousands.
Okay,
I'm not interested.
I just.
.
.
I want to help people do it,
And I really understand.
How threatening it can be for the ego to get a correction.
You know.
This is what this work is.
Yeah.
And like I say,
It was,
In my experience,
You know,
I would trip over my ego.
I would see it.
I would gag on it.
I'd have to pick myself up.
I would do this all by myself.
You know,
Before I met Amma.
So at least you've got company.
At least you've got somebody who cares enough to say,
Hey,
You're caught in your ego here,
Have a look.
I deeply understand how.
Is.
You know,
Firmasuda is always perfecting how I do this,
Right?
I'm always working with refining it to make the scalpel sort of small.
You know,
Sometimes you can get blood taken and it doesn't hurt because the person is so skillful about the needle.
So I.
Really,
My work is to.
.
.
Get more and more skilled with offering support at the same time.
And as trust builds.
You just become more like the dog going to the vet.
And you know,
The dog just lets the vet,
If the dog trusts the vet,
The dog just lets the vet do its thing.
But I'll tell you like losing your ego is horrible but at this time it's safer to do it.
It's safer to do it because,
Like I say,
The universe is giving scholarships and there's so much support.
At this time.
Yeah,
We have so many,
You know.
We have so many people here.
Helping so many energies.
And Mr.
Sunday.
Sudberg says.
There are more energies helping than there are human beings.
Yeah.
And that's,
You know,
Premasuddha's view.
This is our point of crisis.
So we need the support to make it through.
It's a big birth.
Of a much bigger understanding.
Or that is the hope.
Behind this time.
That's why there's so many people here,
Because we all want to experience a shift.
While we're on earth.
That's why the population has exploded.
I'll tell you the population has exploded in a way that exactly fits.
The mathematics to create the most chaos.
Truly.
I got this book,
The Chaos Theory.
Our population,
The way it's doubled and doubled up,
Is exactly what you'd expect.
In the chaos theory that creates the most chaos.
So that is why.
Holding on to truth.
At this time is the safest thing.
You will surf through.
The chaos.
With a level of protection.
And grace.
It's someone who's really caught in the.
.
.
Chaos dynamic really stuck in their linear mind,
They won't experience.
And it's very logical because the universe wants us to wake up.
So if we're waking up,
The support comes far more easily.
Even somebody was speaking yesterday about how moving a wardrobe upstairs,
And the movers said it couldn't be done.
And she said,
Yes,
It could.
And it got up there.
Okay,
That's Amos Grace.
And then the trick is to take that into every area of our lives over time.
Takes time,
Can't rush it.
Start small first.
Get the proof.
Trust the proof.
Then take a deeper step,
Bigger step.
That's what Pramasutha did.
And my talk's about stepping out on thin ice.
You test it.
I feel like.
There's an opportunity for all of us to feel more strength coming in.
And it's connected to opening to the heart,
Opening to the body.
You know,
Trusting more the level of Mother Nature in you.
And Amma says that when we start moving into truth,
The whole universe comes in behind us.
It is how it works.
It just doesn't feel like it.
So do you see the logic?
So I had two not good sleeps.
Because the universe wanted me to speak more directly.
More deeply.
More straight from the hips.
So there was a level of disruption for me for a couple of days as this was navigated.
And we all go together,
Like I say.
Right.
It's very beautiful.
It's very,
Very beautiful.
It takes time,
You guys,
It takes time.
Any tiny,
Tiny steps.
Is good,
Making room for a little more gratitude.
Being a little less quick to judge people.
You know,
To realize that all of us have times in our lives where we don't behave well,
Maybe.
And that somebody might be going through a difficult time,
Just a little.
Little bit of slack.
Meaning the payoff and I just want to say again about.
My manager who was so kind.
Difficult with me and then I when he flooded my place because he left the bathtub on.
I was like,
It's okay.
These things happen.
I cut him slack.
He's been devoted ever since.
That wasn't why I cut him slack.
And it was the day before I was leaving.
But I was just like,
On the scale of human trauma,
This is very small.
It's not a big deal.
The payoff for doing that means that my being here is so much more pleasant for me.
Than having a difficult relationship with the property manager.
It's that concrete.
Yeah.
And yet,
You guys,
Please.
Love yourself be beloved of yourself be loving to yourself love be beloved of yourself like be love for yourself not just stand separate from you and try to love yourself but Love yourself from the inside.
Right from the inside,
Love yourself.
A dear one I was speaking to as I was working on a phone call with her,
She felt energy coming in and surrounding the top part of her body.
And I said,
That's your soul coming in.
Just say yes to it.
And over the next day or so,
That part of you that was walled off will come in.
This is how simple it is.
It's simple at the heart level,
But when our egos and linear mind get in there,
It seems so complicated,
But it's not.
Yeah,
We still need to be open to learn to trust.
Okay,
Just be open to learn to trust.
We're taught that safety is being distrustful,
But.
That keeps us in our linear mind,
That keeps us in the watchtower,
Watching.
Scared.
Over control,
Over,
Yeah.
So I feel like.
I just saw a picture of Premasudha.
Digging in the ground and There's this big.
Golden,
It's like I found gold.
And it wasn't very deep.
It was like I only had to dig about three feet.
And there was all this gold and this gold is you guys this is your hearts you guys this is your your connection to your truth it's not so far away it's like three feet down in the soil it's just like underneath the the twig sprouting twig that's that's being supported by this huge root system that just needs permission.
OK,
So.
But I just want you to listen to your heart.
There's a couple of shattered hearts.
They're like two people.
Who I'm feeling have feeling like their hearts are shattered.
And it's as if.
There's all this gold.
Light shining through,
You know.
Somebody wise said,
I don't know who it was,
I've forgotten.
The thing.
Love comes through.
It's how we find love.
Love shines through the cracks.
Right,
It's like this,
They're two shattered hearts.
Yeah.
It's funny,
There's no blame here.
There's a couple,
But then they're both kind of wanting to argue with me.
This is what it's like,
You guys.
It's like,
Oh my God,
But I know the ego,
So it's okay.
No problem.
But I'm just putting words to it like they want to argue.
And they kind of,
Part of them wants to reinforce the shattered,
Cover it up with the linear mind.
Oh,
It's not real.
This feeling of pain isn't real.
I just need to go shopping or something.
This is what the linear mind wants to do.
Okay,
Good.
OK,
So.
In both of their hearts,
The light just got bigger and more embracing.
Keep what I say at the linear mind.
Let it reach your heart.
It was a dear one who's walked away from this because.
She was scared to get down to her heart.
He wanted it solved at the linear mind level.
And it can never be solved there.
So she went to herself,
I could hear her thoughts,
Went,
Oh,
This isn't working.
Yeah,
You see.
Guys,
This is.
But maybe she needs to find another teacher for it to reach her.
But she's not going to escape her heart.
That's it.
And you know,
The truth of us chases us if we ignore it.
We're here to.
Hey,
I'm getting this.
We're here to learn how to breathe into it.
So maybe that's something,
Maybe that's a clue,
You guys,
Just for to breathe into it,
Breathe into your hearts.
Take a deep breath,
Go.
Okay,
Heart,
I'm here.
I'm listening to you.
You could just do that.
Do you know how Mr.
Rinaldo came up with this informal technique that was simple and didn't cost anything?
Maybe just taking a deep breath.
And speaking to your heart and saying,
Okay,
I'm listening.
Maybe that can be like a technique.
Yeah,
Especially a technique for us Westerners,
You know.
Right,
And you can do it during the day anytime.
It's like a little prayer.
Okay,
Heart.
I'm here.
I'm listening.
It's like to a child.
Child's upset.
The mom.
Bends down or squats down and says,
Okay,
I'm here,
I'm listening,
What's the trouble?
And then the child stops crying.
And goes,
Thank God.
Thank God mommy's listening.
Thank God.
Really,
And our hearts do that.
Some of you are feeling like this is too impossible to do,
But don't worry.
It's just a linear mind going,
Na-na-na-na-na-na,
Na-na-na-na-na-na,
Na-na-na-na-na.
OK.
So if you were wondering,
We didn't Hate PS2 Day.
Or you just decided not to for some reason,
So that's why you didn't get it.
But this one will come to all of you.
Bus call?
That's cool.
And you guys,
If you feel dreary,
After this.
Just take these deep breaths into your heart and embrace the dreariness.
Oh well.
Maybe you won't feel dreary,
But if you do,
Just embrace it.
Think of the deep breaths and,
I don't know,
Go for a walk or do whatever you want.
Sometimes we get dreary,
Cloudy days on the way to our deepening.
Yeah.
Maybe lots of them.
I'm teasing you guys.
I'm teasing you.
Remember gratefulness.
And these.
Breathing into the heart and saying,
Okay,
Heart,
What are you wanting to tell me?
Yeah.
And I feel like it's a pivot even in this training.
This is a pivotal point.
And it's this.
Movement into the heart is going to get more and more clear and strong.
Bye.
Good.
Please.
Hold on through the wobbles.
You know,
For those who need extra support.
The prayer list.
You can put your name on my prayer list.
Or if you have dear ones.
Who need assistance or who are having trouble with their health.
And it may not feel that anything's happening,
But it is.
And sometimes prayer is used in the future.
It seeds the future,
But a lot of the time it lightens the load.
And heals physically.
That's the data coming.
In the present,
Yeah.
OK.
Many,
Many blessings to you all.
Thank you for coming.
You're very,
Very.
Embraced,
Loved and embraced.
