Alice In Wonderland

The spiritual journey can feel very odd sometimes. Different traditions refer to these experiences in various ways. Bruno Groening talked about Regelungen, which is the clearing/cleansing process in order for the body to receive heilstrom - life force, prana, qi, huna, Love. These clearings (or Integrations, as Premasudha calls them), although necessary for progress, can feel unsettling as we experience our very human, bumbling spiritual journeys. Premasudha's example suggests that letting go of our narrow minds is key. Our hearts know the answers. As we embrace our experiences and open to learn, always keeping aflame our desire to embody our true Essence, the more we'll remember Wonderland.

Transcript

Hey guys,

The reason Pramasutra has such faith in humanity is because I allowed my humanity.

I mean I sometimes got lost in hate and anger and I still found a way to surface.

You see what I mean?

Pramasutra was not perfect but she actually turned out to be perfect.

Do you see what I mean?

Because I've got somewhere on the journey.

Do you see what I mean?

But it was by being gentle with all my faults.

There were many,

Many periods of integration.

I must have integrated a hundred times.

It would have different forms.

I remember a couple of times it just felt the whole ceiling was collapsing in on me.

But there would be anything like a feeling of this deep contraction like I was three feet tall sometimes.

I would sometimes feel three feet tall.

It was just like oh I used to think this is Alice in Wonderland.

That's why it was written because this is what transformation's like.

I would at times I would feel I remember once feeling like I weighed 300,

400 pounds.

It was just the weight of the world was on me and I walked like a hunched over person.

So much pressure was coming in on me.

Really what it is,

Is your cells are going to learn how to receive love.

The cells of your body.

What's going to happen is the alienation is going to drop off the cells of your body and you're going to receive love and you're going to go oh,

Oh,

Thank God.

This one's particular gift is to help people embody it.

But you don't have to take my word for it.

You'll just find out.