There is a silent suffering that occurs when trusting everything but the self becomes a way of being,
That relies on disowning the parts of you that bring you the most peace.
When trusting yourself has fallen back in hopes of being accepted,
Of being loved,
Of being seen,
A sever begins to reside in the spaces where your heart and soul once coexisted.
How has life been trying to call you back to the sense of self trust?
When was the last time you stood in stillness and paid attention to the faint nudge pulling at your heartstrings,
Whispering,
Listen?
When trusting yourself has become an obscure and obsolete presence in your life,
Where the lure of separating from this place of self trust aims to burn the bridge that connects you back to your soul.
A pull away from your trusted space of inner knowing begins here.
But fear not,
For there is always hope in reconnecting to the truth of who you are once more.
How,
You may ask.
When you fall into grace and let the path back home to your inner being speak to you.
Trying to trust yourself first and foremost is the grandest gift you can provide to yourself.
To take time to listen to your inner voice whenever unsureness falls to your feet.
To ask you to sit in the discomfort and allow the answers to come when they are ready and not a moment sooner.
Can you trust the space of not knowing?
Can you commit to trusting yourself even if you don't have all the answers?
Leading one's own confusion without fleeing prematurely is how trust muscles begin to reform.
Learning to live in the wild nature of meandering thoughts that inevitably cross one's path in this journey back home to the self is how trust in the self begins to come alive once more.
As you reunite with the space that asks you to no longer betray yourself and exile all thoughts and beliefs that aim to break you from your inner home.
Lean into the feelings and revelations that come from your heart.
Take time for the spaces that bring comfort to your soul.
Find peace in the in-between.
The place where the past resides in the distance.
And the future is ahead on the horizon.
When fleeting moments of despair threaten to break you.
In solace,
Comfort and trust that all choices you make from the soul space can never deter you from your joy places.
Rejoice in the knowing that trusting yourself teaches you to re-exist in the places that free you from the shackles of crippling doubt and misfortunes of believing that you are not good enough.
Trust as you come closer to the safe space within you.
Where you can more clearly hear the words of guidance from your soul and hear it whisper.
Move in the direction that allows you to breathe more freely.
That you too are worthy of living a life that effortlessly flows.
