Sleep Story: A Little Princess Ch 8

Enjoy this sleep story to help you drift off into a peaceful slumber. Tonight we read Chapter 8 of the timeless classic, A Little Princess, by Frances Hodgson Burnett. This chapter describes Sara's first few weeks living a new way of life. This audio is perfect for children or adults who want to relax, discover magic or find adventure into a great night's sleep.

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Transcript

A Little Princess by Frances Hodgson Burnett Chapter 8 The first night she spent in her attic was a thing Sarah never forgot.

During its passing,

She lived through a wild,

Unchildlike woe of which she never spoke to anyone about.

There was no one who would have understood.

It was,

Indeed,

Well for her that as she lay awake in the darkness,

Her mind was forcibly distracted now and then by the strangeness of her surroundings.

It was,

Perhaps,

Well for her that she was reminded by her small body of material things.

If this had not been so,

The anguish of her young mind might have been too great for a child to bear.

But really,

While the night was passing,

She scarcely knew that she had a body at all,

Or remembered any other thing than one.

My papa is dead,

She kept whispering to herself,

My papa is dead.

It was not until long afterward that she realized that her bed had been so hard that she turned over and over in it to find a place of rest,

That the darkness seemed more intense than she had ever known,

And that the wind howled over the roof among the chimneys like something which wailed aloud.

Then there was something worse.

This was certain scufflings,

Scratchings,

And squeakings in the walls and behind the skirting boards.

She knew what they meant,

Because Becky had described them.

They meant rats and mice who were either fighting with each other or playing together.

Once or twice she even heard sharp toed feet scurrying across the floor,

And she remembered in those days when she recalled things,

That when first she heard them,

She started up in bed and sat trembling,

And when she lay down again covered her head with the bedcloths.

The change in her life did not come about gradually,

But was made all at once.

She must begin as she is to go on,

Miss Minchin said to Miss Amelia.

She must be taught at once what she is to expect.

Mariette had left the house the next morning.

The glimpse Sarah caught of her sitting-room as she passed its open door showed her that everything had been changed.

Her ornaments and luxuries had been removed,

And a bed had been placed in a corner to transform it into a new pupil's bedroom.

When she went down to breakfast she saw that her seat at Miss Minchin's side was occupied by Lavinia,

And Miss Minchin spoke to her coldly.

You will begin your new duties,

Sarah,

She said,

By taking your seat with the younger children at the smaller table.

You must keep them quiet and see that they behave themselves well and do not waste their food.

You ought to have been down earlier.

Lottie has already upset her tea.

That was the beginning,

And from day to day the duties given to her were added too.

She taught the younger children French and heard their other lessons,

And these were the least of her labors.

It was found that she could be made use of in numberless exercises.

She could be sent on errands at any time and in all weathers.

She could be told to do things other people neglected.

The cook and the housemaids took their tone from Miss Minchin,

And rather enjoyed ordering about the young one who had been made so much fuss over for so long.

They were not servants of the best class and had neither good manners nor good tempers,

And it was frequently convenient to have a hand someone of whom blame could be laid.

In the first month or two,

Sarah thought that her willingness to do things as well as she could and her silence under reproof might soften those who drove her so hard.

In her proud little heart,

She wanted them to see that she was trying to earn her living and not accepting charity.

But the time came when she saw that no one was softened at all,

And the more willing she was to do as she was told,

The more domineering and exacting careless housemaids became,

And the more ready a scolding cook was to blame her.

If she had been older,

Miss Minchin would have given her the bigger girls to teach and saved money by dismissing an extractress.

But while she remained and looked like a child,

She could be made more useful as a sort of little superior errand girl and made of all work.

An ordinary errand boy would not have been so clever and reliable.

Sarah could be trusted with difficult commissions and complicated messages.

She could even go and pay bills,

And she combined with this the ability to dust a room well and to set things in order.

Her own lessons became things of the past.

She was taught nothing,

And only after long and busy days spent in running here and there at everybody's orders was she grudgingly allowed to go into the deserted schoolroom with a pile of old books and study alone at night.

If I do not remind myself of the things I have learned,

Perhaps I may forget them,

She said to herself.

I am almost a scullery maid,

And if I am a scullery maid who knows nothing,

I shall be like poor Becky.

I wonder if I could quite forget and begin to drop the H's and not remember that Henry the Eighth had six wives.

One of the most curious things in her new existence was her changed position among the pupils.

Instead of being a sort of small,

Royal personage among them,

She no longer seemed to be one of their number at all.

She was kept so constantly at work that she scarcely ever had an opportunity of speaking to any of them,

And she could not avoid seeing that Miss Minchin preferred that she should live a life apart from that of the occupants of the schoolroom.

I will not have her forming intimacies and talking to the other children,

That lady said.

Girls like a grievance,

And if she begins to tell romantic stories about herself,

She will become an ill-used heroine,

And parents will be given a wrong impression.

It is better that she should live a separate life,

One suited to her circumstances.

I am giving her a home,

And that is more than she has any right to expect from me.

Sarah did not expect much,

And was far too proud to try to continue to be intimate with girls who evidently felt rather awkward and uncertain about her.

The fact was that Miss Minchin's pupils were a set of dull,

Matter-of-fact young people.

They were accustomed to being rich and comfortable,

And as Sarah's frocks grew shorter and shabbier and queerer-looking,

And it became an established fact that she wore shoes with holes in them,

And was sent out to buy groceries and carry them through the streets in a basket on her arm,

When the cook wanted them in a hurry.

They felt rather as if,

When they spoke to her,

They were addressing an underservant.

To think that she was the girl with the diamond minds,

Lavinia commented.

She does look an object,

And she's queerer than ever.

I never liked her much,

But I can't bear the way she has now of looking at people without speaking,

Just as if she was finding them out.

I am,

Said Sarah promptly when she heard of this.

That's what I look at some people for.

I like to know about them.

I think them over afterward.

The truth was that she had saved herself annoyance several times by keeping her eye on Lavinia,

Who was quite ready to make mischief,

And would have rather pleased to have made it for the ex-show pupil.

Sarah never made any mischief herself or interfered with anyone.

She worked like a drudge.

She tramped through the wet streets,

Carrying parcels and baskets.

She labored with the childish inattention of the little one's French lessons.

As she became shabbier and more forlorn looking,

She was told that she had better take her meals downstairs.

She was treated as if she was nobody's concern,

And her heart grew powed and sore.

After she never told anyone how she felt.

Soldiers don't complain,

She would say between her small shut teeth.

I am not going to do it.

I will pretend this is a part of a war.

But there were hours when her child heart might almost have broken with loneliness,

But for three people.

The first,

It must be owned,

Was Becky.

Just Becky.

Throughout all that first night spent in the garret,

She had felt the vague comfort,

And knowing that on the other side of the wall,

In which the rats scuffled and squeaked,

There was another young human creature.

And during the nights that followed,

The sense of comfort grew.

They had little chance to speak to each other during the day.

Each had her own tasks to perform,

And any attempt at conversation would have been regarded as a tendency to loiter and lose time.

Don't mind me,

Miss,

Becky whispered during the first morning,

If I don't say nothing polite.

Some would be done on us if I did.

I mean please and thank you and beg pardon,

But I doesn't have the time to say it.

But before daybreak,

She used to slip into Sarah's attic and button her dress and give her such help as she required before she went downstairs to light the kitchen fire.

And when night came,

Sarah always heard the humble knock at her door,

Which meant that her handmaid was ready to help her again if she was needed.

During the first weeks of her grief,

Sarah felt as if she were too stupefied to talk.

So it happened that some time passed before they saw each other much or exchanged visits.

Becky's heart told her that it was the best that people in trouble should be left alone.

The second of the trio of comforters was Ermengarde,

But odd things happened before Ermengarde found her place.

When Sarah's mind seemed to awaken again to the life about her,

She realized that she had forgotten that an Ermengarde lived in the world.

The two had always been friends,

But Sarah had felt as if she were years the older.

It could not be contested that Ermengarde was as dull as she was affectionate.

She clung to Sarah in a simple,

Helpless way.

She brought her lessons to her that she might be helped.

She listened to her every word and besieged her with requests for stories.

But she had nothing interesting to say herself,

And she loathed books of every description.

She was in fact not a person one would remember when one was caught in the storm of great trouble,

And Sarah forgot her.

It had been all the easier to forget her because she had been suddenly called home for a few weeks.

When she came back she did not see Sarah for a day or two,

And when she met her for the first time she encountered her coming down a corridor with her arms full of garments which were to be taken downstairs to be mended.

Sarah herself had already been taught to mend them.

She looked pale and unlike herself,

And she was a tired and the queer,

Outgrown frock whose shortness showed so much thin,

Black leg.

Ermengarde was too slow a girl to be equal to such a situation.

She could not think of anything to say.

She knew what had happened,

But somehow she had never imagined Sarah could look like this.

So odd and poor,

And almost like a servant.

It made her quite miserable,

And she could do nothing but break into a short,

Hysterical laugh and exclaim,

Aimlessly and as if without any meaning,

"'Oh,

Sarah,

Is that you?

' "'Yes,

' answered Sarah,

And suddenly a strange thought passed through her mind and made her face flush.

She held the pile of garments in her arms,

And her chin rested upon the top of it to keep it steady.

Something in the look of that straight gazing eyes made Ermengarde lose her wits still more.

She felt as if Sarah had changed into a new girl,

And she had never known her before.

Perhaps it was because she had suddenly grown poor and had to mend things and work like Becky.

"'Oh,

' she stammered,

"'how are you?

' "'I don't know,

' Sarah replied.

"'How are you?

' "'I'm quite well,

' said Ermengarde,

Overwhelmed with shyness.

Then spasmodically she thought of something to say which seemed more intimate.

"'Are you—are you very unhappy?

' she said in a rush.

Then Sarah was guilty of an injustice.

Just at that moment her torn heart swelled within her,

And she felt that if anyone was as stupid as that,

One had better get away from her.

"'What do you think?

' she said.

"'Do you think I'm very happy?

' And she marched past her without another word.

In course of time she realized that if her wretchedness had not made her forget things,

She would have known that poor,

Dull Ermengarde was not to be blamed for her unready,

Awkward ways.

She was always awkward,

And the more she felt,

The more stupid she was given to being.

But the sudden thought which flashed upon her had made her oversensitive.

She is like the others,

She had thought.

She does not really want to talk to me.

She knows no one does.

' So for several weeks a barrier stood between them.

When they met by chance,

Sarah looked the other way,

And Ermengarde felt too stiff and embarrassed to speak.

Sometimes they nodded to each other in passing,

But there were times when they did not even exchange a greeting.

If she would rather not talk to me,

Sarah thought,

I will keep out of her way.

Miss Minchin makes that easy enough.

' Miss Minchin made it so easy that at last they scarcely saw each other at all.

At the time it was noticed that Ermengarde was more stupid than ever,

And that she looked listless and unhappy.

She used to sit in the window seat,

Huddled in a heap,

And stare out of the window without speaking.

Once Jessie,

Who was passing,

Stopped to look at her curiously.

What are you crying for,

Ermengarde?

She asked.

I'm not crying,

Answered Ermengarde in a muffled,

Unsteady voice.

You are,

Said Jessie.

A great big tear just rolled down the bridge of your nose and dropped off at the end of it.

And there goes another.

Well,

Said Ermengarde,

I'm miserable,

And no one need interfere.

And she turned her plump back and took out her handkerchief and boldly hid her face in it.

That night,

When Sarah went to her attic,

She was later than usual.

She had been kept at work until after the hour at which the pupils went to bed,

And after that she had gone to her lessons in the lonely school room.

When she reached the top of the stairs,

She was surprised to see a glimmer of light coming from under the door.

Nobody goes there but myself,

She thought quickly,

But someone has lighted a candle.

Someone had indeed lighted a candle,

And it was not burning in the kitchen candlestick she was expected to see,

But in one of those belonging to the pupils' bedrooms.

Then someone was sitting upon the battered footstool,

And was dressed in her nightgown and wrapped up in a red shawl.

It was Ermengarde.

Ermengarde,

Cried Sarah,

She was so startled that she was almost frightened.

You will get in trouble.

Ermengarde stumbled from her footstool.

She shuffled across the attic in her bedroom slippers,

Which were too large for her.

Her eyes and nose were pink with crying.

I know I shall if I'm found out,

She said,

But I don't care.

I don't care a bit.

Oh,

Sarah,

Please tell me,

What is the matter?

Why don't you like me any more?

Something in her voice made the familiar lump rise in Sarah's throat.

It was so affectionate and simple,

So like the old Ermengarde who had asked to be best friends.

It sounded as if she had not met what she seemed to mean during those past weeks.

I do like you,

Sarah answered.

I thought,

You see,

Everything is different now.

I thought you were different.

Ermengarde opened her wet eyes wide.

Why,

It was you who was different,

She cried.

You didn't want to talk to me.

I didn't know what to do.

It was you who were different after I came back.

Sarah thought for a moment.

She saw she had made a mistake.

I am different,

She explained,

Though not in the way you think.

Miss Minchin does not want me to talk to the girls.

Most of them don't want to talk to me.

I thought perhaps you didn't,

So I tried to keep out of your way.

Oh,

Sarah,

Ermengarde almost wailed in her reproachful dismay.

And then after one more look they rushed into each other's arms.

It must be confessed that Sarah's small black head lay for some minutes on the shoulder covered by the red shawl.

When Ermengarde had seemed to desert her,

She had felt horribly lonely.

Afterward they sat down upon the floor together,

Sarah clasping her knees with her arms,

And Ermengarde rolled up in her shawl.

Ermengarde looked at the odd,

Big-eyed little face adoringly.

I couldn't bear it any more,

She said.

I dare say you could live without me,

Sarah,

But I could never live without you.

I was nearly dead.

So tonight when I was crying under the bedcloths I thought all at once of creeping up here and just begging you to let us be friends again.

You are nicer than I am,

Said Sarah.

I was too proud to try and make friends.

You see,

Now the trials have come,

And they have shown that I am not a nice child.

I was afraid they would,

Perhaps,

Wrinkling her forehead wisely.

That is what they were sent for.

I don't see any good in them,

Said Ermengarde stoutly.

Neither do I.

To speak the truth,

Admitted Sarah frankly,

But I suppose there might be good in things,

Even if we don't see it.

There might,

Doubtfully,

Be good in mis-mention.

Ermengarde looked round the attic with a rather fearsome curiosity.

Sarah,

She said,

Do you think you can bear living here?

Sarah looked round also.

If I pretend it's quite different,

I can,

She said,

Or if I pretend if it's a place in a story.

She spoke slowly.

Her imagination was beginning to work for her.

It had not worked for her at all since her troubles had come upon her.

She had felt as if she'd been stunned.

Other people have lived in worse places.

Think of the Count of Monte Cristo in the dungeons of the Chateau,

And think of the people in the Bastille.

The Bastille,

Half-whispered Ermengarde,

Watching her and beginning to be fascinated.

She remembered stories of the French Revolution which Sarah had been able to fix in her mind by her dramatic relation of them.

No one but Sarah could have done it.

A well-known glow came into Sarah's eyes.

Yes,

She said,

Hugging her knees,

That will be a good place to pretend about.

I am a prisoner in the Bastille.

I have been here for years and years and years,

And everybody has forgotten about me.

Miss Minchin is the jailer,

And Becky,

A sudden light adding itself to the glow of her eyes,

Becky is the prisoner in the next cell.

She turned to Ermengarde,

Looking quite like the old Sarah.

I shall pretend that,

She said,

And it will be a great comfort.

Ermengarde was at once enraptured and awed.

And will you tell me all about it,

She said?

May I creep up here at night,

Whenever it is safe,

And hear the things you've made up in the day?

We will seem as if we were more best friends than ever.

Yes,

Answered Sarah,

Nodding.

Adversity tries people,

And mine has tried you,

And proved how nice you are.

And that is the end of our sleep story this evening.

Until next time.

Sweet dreams.

Reviews

Still after 5 listens I have not made it to the end. Brilliant. Even better as I have Covid and need as much decent rest as possible. Light symptoms though Thank F. Very lucky. Hilary’s voice and story telling are so soothing. Fantastic. And the dreams she conjours up are totally nuts. I was just en route to a crazy party with a young family I know and we were on the top deck of the bus. The driver got held up in heavy traffic and got fed up. So suddenly he started reversing through busy streets really fast. The bus was rocking crazily and wildly and people were a bit worried but I wasn’t and was laughing hilariously at the reprehensible behaviour of the driver. The whole dream bordered on that but also on community awareness. Good dreaming.
Thanks Hilary 🙏🏼❤️🚌

Waited so long for some light after Chapter 7. I see beams… of sunshine.😎

Thank you! Lovely story, I look forward to the next book! 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🥰

Delighted to find this next chapter, Hilary! And how achingly beautiful, to hear a spiritual truth out of the mouths of babes: a reminder that life happens FOR us, not to us. Eager for your next reading! 🙏💕🌻