This is my meditation for I will go harder.
Oh great source that I am.
I meditate not out to some power but into my own.
I will for the rest of this day have the heart of a champion.
For the rest of this day I will move faster,
Push myself harder.
I would not confuse that my manifestations come through determination.
I am fully aware it comes from relaxation.
However,
I will give this universe every bit of energy that I have as a toll for my future blessings.
How you do anything is how you do everything.
I admit that I have not done my very best but that's over because in this time,
This moment,
This season,
Which I have no end,
I will give my very best now,
Henceforth,
And forever.
Never again will I wake up and take life for granted.
Monday will be my day.
Friday will not be a day I look forward to.
Sunday will not be a day of rest.
Each day,
All seven,
Will be days in which I have paid my toll and been grateful for the opportunity to do so.
I will fight harder.
I will read when others do not.
I will not compete with anybody outside of me because I am my greatest constant.
Nobody has lived my life,
Had my parents,
Gone through my situations,
Felt my heartbreaks but me.
I'm competing against myself and I'm not just attempting to get better each day.
That's not for me.
Each day,
I will be the highest expression of myself,
Hundred times greater than I was yesterday.
People out there will tell me I cannot be perfect yet the Ascended Master,
We know as Jesus Christ,
Told his followers be perfect.
Renew my mind.
I will retrain my subconscious.
I will account for the story I tell myself and I will write a better story.
I will not write a story about how I made it.
That's not good enough for me.
I will not write a story about how well I'm doing.
That's not good enough for me either.
My story will always start and end with the impact I have on others.
I understand that moving so hard will get me unwanted attention.
I understand that if I want nobody to have a problem with me,
I need to act like them and lesser than them.
I gratefully accept the problems that come with being a leader.
I accept how great I am.
I accept that I have not been the highest form of myself.
No more.
Today is a new day.
Any debt that I owe will march towards repaying.
The burden I have left on others,
Immediately lifted from them.
If I am unstable,
I will stabilize myself as I do not desire to unstabilize my friend.
I will be made in your image.
That will not just be words or a metaphor or something in a sacred text.
I will behave as if I am source power,
Source unlimited.
My negative self-talk must pass away.
The fire that's in me will be so infectious it will motivate others.
I will no longer need motivation in myself because I'm only going to do what I was born to do.
No one needs motivation when they are in their gifts on their path.
I am a champion and I have spent most of my life in fear,
Worried about the judgment of others.
I have lived my parents life they wanted me to live.
In some cases I even had my parents take on the burden of my life but never again.
I am a champion.
I will move faster.
I will move harder.
Anything gets me and I know that everything that comes into my occurrence,
Everything I see and feel and witness in my illusion is there to serve me.
As winners do not complain.
I am a champion.
I will move harder.
I will become smarter.
I will not complain another second.
Fear no longer lives in me.
I stand on my own two feet.
May everything I am using as a crutch leave me now.
I am a champion.
I will move harder.
I will be anything that is against me.
I did not incarnate to be in fear.
I am a champion.
I will move smarter.
I will move harder.
I will become smarter.
I am a champion.
You can't plant better.
You can dominate.
To see it all as mountains lifting you.
On the contrast if you do not have the knowledge of knowing what you want,
If you have not yet in your ascension path,
Your hero's journey,
If you have not found yourself in alignment with your ultimate desires,
Your defining goals,
If you're not clear on what you desire,
Have the knowledge to know that you are repeating patterns and your polarization towards light or your polarization towards dark have not decided.
And until you decide whom you will serve,
That's what the Christians would say,
Until you decide which path you will walk,
Your path is yours to choose and your path is perfection.
But until you decide,
The contrast in your life is not mountains.
It is painful reminders,
Karma if you will.
It is a physical pressure on you designed to create a contrast showing you what you do not want.
So you then make a choice of what you do want.
And once you decide in what you do want,
Then you have the knowledge to use that contrast as mountains.
But if you do not know what you want,
You have not chosen your path.
You're indecisive,
Your polarization towards positive energy or negative energy are both weak.
You're somewhere in the middle and this universe has you in a holding pattern,
Keeping you repeating lessons you should have learned.
And I want you to pause the next time you feel any weight and ask yourself these words repeat after me,
What am I supposed to learn in this moment?
If you do not know what you want,
You are repeating patterns.
You're not climbing mountains and repeating patterns is perfect as well.
It is just a longer road you are taking towards your ascension.
Should you want to quicken your pace,
Shorten your road,
Protect your energy and the next time something happens,
Repeat after me once more,
What am I supposed to learn in this moment?
And if you do not get an answer,
Worry not.
Ask it again and ask it again and ask it again and you ask it every chance you get and that infinite power in you will E equals MC squared.
The more you ask that question,
The more you contain and compound that energy to where it will become matter E equals MC squared and you will then find,
No,
Create what you ultimately desire and the moment you know what you want,
You have already won.
Your harvest may not look like it but your harvest has not caught up with you yet.
It will become what you do not desire.
As you are love light,
The things that flow from you are light.
As your thoughts flow through your level of love,
E equals MC squared will happen and light over time will become matter and that matter will be shaped in what you love.
If you're an unforgiving person,
When matter comes out through you,
It will be unforgiving people,
Unforgiving circumstances and unforgiving desires and roles and travel.
If your light comes through the love of I can do exceedingly and abundantly above all that you can ask or think,
Then when the light comes through you,
You will have things you never dreamed of having.
Love shapes all things,
Not the love out there.
That's a distorted view of love.
The love in you creates the love out there.
The love out there does not determine the love in you nor does it create the love in you.
Your manifestations are flowing through your level of love.
Your level of forgiveness is flowing through your level of love.
There was an ascendant master who came to this planet and said there is no greater love than this one who would lay down his life for a friend.
This ascendant master equated forgiveness as the highest form of love.
As we end this meditation,
May you determine your path by pushing forgiveness before you.
Forgiveness of self and forgiveness of other self.
What is out there does not determine what is in you,
But what is in you will only determine what is out there.
Protect your energy.
Antonio T.
Smith Jr.
You can't plant better,
You can dominate.
