Loneliness, A Necessary Part On Your Path

«Only by experiencing loneliness will you discover that it is you yourself who must light the flame, the light, within you.
"Being alone is like a tunnel that you have to go through to become independent from the world." —Master Jeshua

Transcript

Dear friends,

I am Jeshua.

I greet you all from my heart.

Feel the light that is present here and flowing from your heart.

I embrace your light within me and then reflect it back to you so that you can know,

Feel,

And remember who you are—a Lightworker,

A Lightbearer.

That is your greater purpose,

Your inspiration—to manifest all the light of your heart and soul here on earth.

Feel that desire within you.

Feel it in every cell of your body.

You are here to let your light shine unhindered,

Unashamed,

And without guilt.

Open all the cells of your body and feel the light inside.

Let it radiate.

Let it gush from deep within your abdomen,

Through your heart,

Your throat,

Your eyes.

The light almost explodes because that's what it wants to do.

The nature of light is to shine like a sun.

You have held back your light for a very,

Very long time,

And it is time to overcome the inhibitions,

The holding back,

The resistance.

It's a real relief to be allowed to do that and to be able to do that,

Because it takes a lot of strength to hold back the light that naturally shines within you.

Hiding your light takes considerable effort and creates a lot of stress,

And doing so makes you sick and leaves you depressed,

Bitter,

And disappointed.

You are on earth to heed the call of your soul,

And doing that is what will make you free and happy.

But then,

Why does that seem so hard to do?

Because you are fighting your light even as you are listening to this.

You are afraid of it,

And that fear creates the resistance,

The hiding,

The conforming to what you think is right.

That fear creates the defensive walls that you have built within you.

Feel that the soul that you are is stronger than ever.

Your soul wants to be born on earth here and now.

Feel the burning desire of your soul and the enormous joy that comes with it.

The fire in you is not assailed by any doubt.

It is full of passion.

It ignites and inspires,

So let it in.

Let the fire,

The light of your soul flow through you.

Feel the light gather around you and welcome your soul.

Breathe being who you are.

You owe no one an explanation for who you are.

This is who I am.

This is my essence.

This is my being.

In the course of your life,

Each of you has had your belief structure shaken.

The belief that you are this way or that way has been making me in all of you,

Has been taking its toll on all of you.

In some cases,

That happened before you began your current life.

It may be that in past lives you inflicted wounds,

Both mental and physical,

That affected you and obscured your ability to see who you are and your original light.

It could also be that you did remember your own light when you were born into this current lifetime but could not hold that memory.

Your environment influenced you,

Ruled by fear,

Anger,

Insecurity and doubt.

You all know the feeling of having lost your inner path and then you seek the light outside of you.

This is the fate of virtually every child because at the beginning of life on earth each and every one of you is vulnerable.

As a baby,

You are physically and emotionally vulnerable,

So you instinctively seek out and rely on information from your surroundings,

And you do so in more ways than one.

A part of you craves the warmth of love like a warm blanket wrapped around you,

That reassurance and security that every earthly child craves.

But there can also be a deep fear within you when you incarnate back on earth,

Especially if you are burdened with wounds and scars from previous lives,

So you have a great need to be appreciated and reassured in your early childhood years.

You reach out to the people around you in the hope of receiving light and strength from them.

There is another way of communicating with the people around you that is not about wanting to receive,

But about wanting to give.

All those who read or hear this are sensitive souls.

There is depth in your heart and in your spirit,

And even when you were a small child or a baby,

You already subtly perceived the world and the people around you.

While your physical brain was not yet fully developed,

Your sense was.

Your heart was open and you sensed pain in your mother and father and negative energy in your environment.

Somewhere,

From the memory of your soul's purpose,

You wanted to help them heal,

Make things right in their eyes and bring harmony into their life.

You wanted to help your parents by bringing them light.

You were still so close to that other dimension where you came from that you felt that impulse very strongly.

In that deep longing and subsequent impulse to want to heal,

To create awareness,

To want to give,

You can become attached to the world around you in a way that can become very painful.

For on this earth,

You can lose yourself in giving and wanting to heal the world around you and also can lose yourself in the desire to seek care and light outside of yourself.

That early loss of self happens because you do not yet fully realize who you are and how you stand out in the world around you.

By wanting to give and receive,

You become confused with yourself and who you are because you become dependent on the outside world.

You begin to relate giving to receiving.

You expect that if you share selflessly with others,

You sympathize and empathize with others,

Soothe and heal them.

In return,

You will receive the peace of mind and security you crave,

And the recognition of the light that you really are when you are in a world that seems strange to you.

Sooner or later,

You experience and discover that this approach to life leads you astray,

And that discovery is painful because you realize that by sharing your light,

By wanting to transform negative energy into harmony,

You are only partially fulfilling your soul's mission.

Becoming a real and self-aware lightworker requires that you totally abandon that dynamic of giving and receiving and of drawing light and strength from outside yourself.

You have to free yourself from that need to start shining from your own essence,

From within yourself.

All forms of dependency on the world eventually take you away from your soul,

And so,

Your path first leads you to accept your loneliness and be your true self before you can connect to the world and the people around you with independent strength and love.

As an adult,

As soon as you begin to walk a spiritual path,

You are challenged to face the old fears of the child within you,

That child that seeks security outside of yourself and wants you to give him what he thinks he needs.

And that is a big step you are being asked to take.

Many of you lightworkers wonder you why you often feel alone and misunderstood by the people around you,

By your biological family and later by friends and colleagues.

You ask yourself why you have this feeling of being different,

And I tell you that part of your soul's journey consists in going through a deep stretch of loneliness.

Only by experiencing loneliness will you discover that it is you yourself who must ignite the light within you.

Being alone is like a tunnel you have to go through to become independent from the world.

Remember,

To be in the world but not be of the world.

Being of the world means that you are influenced by external demands such as being recognized and accepted or not,

To be successful or not.

That being of the world takes you away from your soul.

Therefore,

I ask you to take a moment to take complete care of yourself.

Imagine that the light I spoke of earlier is shining,

The light that you so desire to shine freely and unhindered,

To heal your deepest fear and fulfill your need for safety and peace of mind.

Embrace that need fully and wrap it with the warmth of your heart and soul.

Sit your inner child in your lap or take it into your heart.

Feel the wounds and scars that pain,

Loss,

And fear have inflicted on that child.

But also feel your great light and how it envelops and fills the child completely.

That child has waited for you for so long.

When you nurture your inner child with your light here on earth,

You heal old traumas from the past and create independence.

And as you do so,

Feel under your feet the powerful,

Supportive energy of Mother Earth.

She wants to receive you.

You are welcome here on earth.

Let the light flow through you and connect you to the earth as you tend to your inner child.

Lovingly,

Joshua

Reviews

Thank you so much . I really had to hear this. Lonliness has been here since birth, it is like grief, in a world where all I ever wanted to be was loved. ❤️🥲

Beautiful! Just what I needed to hear. Thank you 🙏🏼

Thank you. My heart opened as tears fell. Memories released as so much has been forgotten. Thank you for sharing your light to help me find mine.

At a time in my life where I keep asking why everyone has disappeared, if it was because the universe really wanted me to finally not need anyone to be okay, this is what I needed to hear. This is the answer, it’s just I already knew and resisted it. It scares me because I don’t want it to last. I want to be okay immediately. Still, I appreciate this confirmation, so thank you :)

I have been asking myself these questions and being unable to answer them; now I have the answers thanks to you. Blessings to you for imparting your wisdom 🙏 Namaste

Thank you for reflecting your light onto me so I can reflect my light freely all around me.

What is the teacher’s name? This is a special teaching. I so needed to hear what he had to say and to really hear it. Thank you from deep in my heart, and from my inner child’s heart too. 🙏

Exactly what my ears needed to hear today!
🙏 Thank you 🙏

Once again, thank you. Feeling welcomed and recognized and I appreciate being offered this context. Working on the wounds of this world through the purity of my inner child is so important to me. Thank you.

Exactly what I needed!! So beautiful. Thank you 🙏🏼 💗💞

Beautiful! This really touched my heart, soul and inner child. Thank you!

So wonderful and beautiful, thank you. These words were absorbed by my deepest parts like a sponge. So grateful - will come back to your words often, namaste 🙏🤍

Beautiful thank you. Sometimes we forget how much light there is within us. How much warmth and love we can radiate. We are truly in the world, but not of the world. Thank you for the reminder 🙏

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