Hello,
First of all I'm very excited because on March the 30th I will have my first live session here on Inside Timer so you are very welcome to join me.
With that said let's start.
It happens to me very frequently for someone to tell me it is very easy for me to manifest this or that thing.
For example jobs but in love I cannot find a partner or abundance is my Achilles heel.
I feel I have a blockage.
What can I do?
Today I was analyzing the subject and came across a note that I made several months ago.
Getting your wish is simply healing your relationship with it.
I'm going to share with you something that happened to me after I graduated from college.
One of the things that made it possible for me to study at the institution I chose was a student loan.
I remember that once I started working which by the way was a few weeks after graduating I began saving part of my salary since I was not used to having that amount of money.
After maybe half a year I started thinking about what I could do with my savings and I didn't have an immediate answer.
It must have been a little time after trying to figure out what to do with my savings.
I remember I went to pay the monthly amount due of my loan and I spoke with the person in charge of Treasury with whom I had a very good relationship since her son went to the same Taekwondo Academy I did.
I told her that I was interested in knowing if I could pay more than the minimum.
I honestly didn't know what to expect.
I was very young and had no experience with financial debt.
She said to me okay I can lower your interest rate.
That excited me a lot since it hadn't occurred to me that I could reduce the overall amount and for the next year I tried to pay as much as I could.
In the end in a 12 months period I paid the debt that would have taken me four more years.
All this sounds wonderful but at that time a problem was born that I did not identify until more than 15 years later.
At the beginning after graduating I was feeling abundance and freedom and very soon I changed to the opposite feeling.
I refrained from buying anything for me traveling or pampering myself in any way and honestly at that moment I didn't need much.
I didn't pay rent or food but my urge to finish that debt carved a feeling of scarcity in my mind.
As I said before it took me years to realize this.
I was in an energy reading session to identify why my feelings about abundance were not pleasant.
I felt stuck.
The therapist asked me to try to remember moments in my life that had to do with abundance.
I had to say the first thing that came to mind and with his pendulum he read my energy after mentioning what came to my mind.
I said two or three things that were not the root cause and suddenly I remember the anecdote I just shared with you and he said that's it.
From there we talked more about the experience and he told me that the moment I made that decision I caused the change in perception and that altered my vibration about the topic.
As you can see if there is a desire that you do not see coming you need to make peace with what caused that shift of perception.
Try to remember when you began to feel that rejection or low vibration on that subject.
Was it because of someone's else's influence in your life?
Did you experience a difficult event about the topic?
It may take you a little time to identify what it was like me.
However you can meditate with that intention and take notes of everything that comes to your mind and once you identify it there are many ways you can heal from sharing it with a therapist or a friend even using affirmations or mantras to reprogram your beliefs on the subject.
In my law of attraction course which is available here on Inside Timer I address the cause and solution of this topic in more depth in lessons 5 & 7.
If you want to check it out you can listen to the first lesson for free.
I usually post audios like this every week and to know when there is something new I recorded for you just follow me here on Inside Timer and remember that this Tuesday March the 30th I will be live on Inside Timer and talk about how to find your passion.
There will be a law of attraction Q&A and we will wrap up the session with a relaxing meditation.
Have a great week,
Receive many blessings.
