Somehow,
Spiritually,
We do take in everything when we're exposed to it,
And that it's universal.
That really all the same pearls exist in all the paths,
If we're willing to open our heart to that.
We are all programmed in many ways as we come along,
And what we're exposed to does go into a part of us that understands things beyond the mental.
I was given the grace to spend a lot of time in the temples or around people that were singing,
Speaking those high vibrations and frequencies,
And that I'm very grateful for,
Because it has supported me in my life through many,
Many challenges.
I am definitely very human.
I've had a lot of bumps and bruises along the way.
It has taught me that the love,
The kindness,
And the compassion is the most important aspect that we have to cultivate within ourselves,
Because we can't really create peace out in the world unless we create peace within ourselves.
We have to have the balance of our masculine and feminine energies,
And that was a large lesson for me along the way.
I have been that type A driven personality that is the queen of multitasking in the early part of my life.
It served.
It served to grow a lot of things.
I was able to accomplish a lot of things,
And I was also able to exhaust myself.
I discovered that I was working very much in my masculine energy,
And that the ability to produce and create or build to that degree is actually a shadow behavior.
It is a pushing and a forcing that ends up weakening the physical constitution.
It ends up making us distracted,
Not present.
It also dominates and oppresses the feminine within us.
Because I started to see that,
And as I looked out into the world,
I started to realize there's a correlation between what is going on in the world and what I'm starting to notice in myself.
Prior to that,
I had been working with signs and symbols,
The number 1111,
A lot of different things that I call conversations with the universe,
As to how life speaks to us and really does guide us along the way.
I would use that as a personal growth path,
Anything that would show up outside of me,
I would ask myself,
Where is that in me?
And it would give me the place to focus,
To heal,
To grow,
To expand.
And what that allowed me to do was become more organic.
Organic in love,
Of love,
With love.
