For a long time,
I thought money was something I had to manage like a problem.
If I could just get my mind set together and stay consistent,
It would finally all click.
Not just read one book or two books or five books and feel motivated for two weeks,
But then drop it and end up right back in the same place,
Broke.
I never thought of money as something that could sit beside me in the places that hurt.
To me,
It was numbers,
Bills,
Needs,
Pressure,
Hope,
Disappointment,
And disillusionment that starts to feel normal.
And then one day,
Something else showed up.
Money kept appearing,
Not as a test,
But as a mirror.
Not in a dramatic way,
Just in the way it always does.
In the moments where it felt tight,
In the moments it felt scarce,
And in the moments it felt very far away.
Every time my system braced,
It was pointing at something deeper in me that had never been allowed to be seen.
And in the middle of thinking about all of it for,
I don't know,
The hundredth time,
A thought landed,
Quiet and simple.
What if money is a healing energy too?
What if it's one of the places where something in you is asking to be met differently?
If you're living with debt that will not move,
If never enough feels like a constant undertone,
If shame or guilt rises every time you check a balance or remember your money passed,
It might mean this is one of the places your life is asking for more kindness,
Attention,
And softness.
Because something lives here underneath the numbers.
A story,
A long-held reaction,
The way your system learned to protect you.
And money is simply the language it's using to get your attention.
You've heard the word healing so many times,
It can start to feel like background noise.
Healing journeys,
Healing work,
Healing your money story.
It's a lot of language for something that is,
At its core,
Very simple.
Some part of you is tired of hurting in the same way.
Some part of you is ready for a different experience.
Instead of being the thing that tightens your chest,
Money could become a place where your shoulders drop,
Even if just for a moment.
What if it's an invitation?
An invitation to spend a little time with money in a different way than you were taught.
So your system can feel something it has not felt around money before.
And in that space,
Defenses can rest.
The story about how it always goes can sit off to the side for just a moment.
It can feel strange to think of money in this way.
We're used to seeing it as cold and transactional,
Unforgiving.
The thing we chase,
The thing that leaves,
The thing that seems to tell the truth about us.
But if you look closer,
Money is in every moment you wish things could be easier.
Every time you thought,
Even quietly inside,
I don't want money,
Money has been standing at the edge of your healing for a long,
Long time.
Not as a judge,
Not as a scorecard,
A signal,
A place where lies can be heard.
Where the universe or simply your deeper self is saying something here wants to be different.
The journeys that follow are a chance to be with money and with yourself in a way you may have never thought possible.
Over time,
You'll notice shifts in how money,
Your self-worth,
And receiving feel in your life.
