Trust is something that's been a challenge for me,
Probably a good portion of my life,
And not necessarily trust in people,
And that's not what this message is about,
But trust in the unknown,
In my faith,
In the idea that it's all going to work out,
In divine timing.
Not your timing,
And that has been a message told to me many times.
And I stepped into the unknown and took a leap of faith in a leap year,
Which I've never done before.
And I've only been able to truly do that because of my faith.
My faith in myself,
My higher self,
God,
Divine,
My family and friends,
My community,
Everyone in my life has given me so much support and love and light,
And that is a gift that is abundance.
This has not been easy,
And I'm sure for many of you,
If you've taken a leap of faith,
Or thinking about it,
You could definitely understand that this is a scary thing to do.
To trust is really hard because you're tested a lot,
And I've been tested a lot,
As many in my life have been tested,
And when you're tested over and over,
It's the universe.
It's God saying,
You can overcome this.
I believe in you.
Look at all the people in your life that believe in you.
I put them in your life to be mirrors,
To show you your strength,
To show you your conviction,
Your love,
Your passion,
Your confidence.
You can do this,
And that is the voice I hear through those tests,
Through those trials and tribulations,
And as emotional as it is,
And it's sometimes so defeating to feel this very natural human thought of when is it ever going to happen?
And then,
Where there'll be the knowing,
That peace,
That's when you dive deeper into your trust,
Your trust that allows you to have a deeper faith,
And when I say faith,
It doesn't have to be a religion,
It doesn't have to be spiritual,
It doesn't have to be a God,
That's my faith,
But a faith in yourself,
A faith in the resilience,
The resilience that is part of every single human,
And when you have gratitude,
And when you see abundance,
You see all that love and support as abundance,
And if you don't feel like you have that in your life right now,
I want to tell you that I believe in you.
You have people,
And there are energies that are supporting you.
I went through lots of time of shadow in this trust.
It's like waves,
Or a roller coaster.
I'm not perfect at this,
And it's not about being on every day,
And perfect.
It's actually about falling down and losing faith sometimes,
And then picking yourself back up.
Those are the times when you learn and grow so much,
And my trust and my faith has still been rocked from time to time,
And still at this very moment,
But I'm digging deeper,
And the deeper I go,
I see so much love.
So much love,
Like when I was talking about that unconditional love,
That's what anchors the trust,
The faith you go back to,
To the unconditional love,
The feeling you have for yourself and the connection you have.
You feel a sense of connection with God,
Spirit,
Divine,
The universe,
All,
All people.
When you tap back into that,
Which can happen in many states of flow,
It does not have to be sitting in quiet meditation.
When I find a state of flow,
It's walking in nature,
And I'm blessed to be surrounded by nature,
And I have these moments on these walks and reflection,
Which I didn't always have in my very busy,
Hectic life,
Which I'm sure will be very busy and hectic again,
But when you tap into that unconditional love,
It anchors that trust,
That faith.
So when you lose it,
And you don't feel that trust and faith,
And even just the faith you have in yourself and the resilience that you have,
You can just go back to that unconditional love,
Go back to gratitude of the things you have in yourself and in your life,
Even when there's so many things that could not be going so well,
You anchor back into that unconditional love,
And it really deepens the trust.
It's hard.
This is hard work being a human.
I recognize that as I'm working through it myself,
Currently,
This is hard work.
Emotions are difficult,
But tapping into those emotions and using that as energy and information is what allows you to continue to feel that unconditional love,
Connection,
Inner peace,
Anchoring that trust and faith,
And each day,
You just do a little bit better,
Go a little bit deeper,
And if you slide back,
You don't beat yourself up,
If you have your moments of feeling defeated,
You call in your support team,
In your life,
And in your faith,
And you try again.
One baby step back into that anchoring.
One baby step back into that anchoring.
One baby step back into that anchoring,
And then the trust is there,
Always waiting for you.
Deepen the trust,
And I want to thank everyone in my life that has helped me deepen my trust and my faith.
Thank you.
I love you all.
