Take a deep breath in,
Deep,
Deep breath,
Into your nose,
And exhale through your mouth,
And just relax.
Hi,
You're so welcome.
My name is Eve,
Evelien in Dutch.
This is a session I recorded after a live session we did together.
Everything I share is about remembering who you truly are,
Beyond the human perspective.
Actually beyond the human perspective,
And within the human perspective.
It's all about reconnecting to your own higher consciousness,
And to your source,
So your human self can come into alignment,
And you can start living and creating your life from that energy,
From that place.
And today,
We talk about honoring your human experience.
Because everything that happens to you in your life,
Everything you feel right now,
Is your doorway back to your Self.
To your Divine Self,
Your Higher Self.
Being human is not so easy.
I think we all feel that,
In different ways.
We feel a lot,
We go through a lot.
And somewhere,
Deep down inside,
We are all searching.
Searching for more.
There must be more than this,
Right?
There must be more to it than this.
This feeling is there for a reason.
We have this innate sense of what am I really doing here,
In this life.
And most of the time,
It is a deeply uncomfortable feeling,
Or tough life circumstances that bring you to ask these questions.
Who am I?
What am I doing here?
What is this place?
Something is quite not right.
The moment we start to ask those questions,
We start to open up.
How did Leonard Cohen say it?
It is the crack where the light comes through.
When we crack open,
From the inside,
We can start to raise our frequency,
Our awareness.
And we can start to look at our human life in a new way.
And for me,
Mastering the human life,
The human experience,
Is all about that.
It is about not being pulled left and right any longer,
But shifting,
Expanding into a state of being where you simply know what you are doing here.
Where you simply know who you really are,
Beyond the human experience.
And for that,
We have to release enough of the programs that keep us stuck in only the human life,
In only the human perspective,
In only the human frequency.
So,
When we release the programs,
We start to raise our frequency,
And when we do that,
Our energy field expands,
And we can allow in new information.
And it can be quite a challenge.
I can say this now easily,
Maybe.
But when you feel stuck,
When you feel alone,
When you feel overwhelmed,
When life feels heavy or confusing,
Oh,
That's a different kind of cookie.
Yeah,
I know.
This planet and this life experience here on this earth can feel so intense.
So first,
Whatever you are feeling right now,
Maybe on some level you are feeling lost,
Feeling stuck,
Feeling overwhelmed,
Or feeling like something is missing.
Well,
If you feel that,
It's not random.
What you feel is real.
And it is not just you.
We all feel this,
On some level.
Because we are in a reality that,
At its core,
Carries a deep sense that something is missing.
And if you go really deep within yourself,
I know you can feel it too.
This longing,
This quiet ache,
This sense of longing for a home.
Most of us have learned how to suppress that feeling,
Or we think it's normal.
But it isn't.
It's the result of being in a reality where Source,
Where your true essence,
Feels so far,
Far away.
And we have been led to believe that we are only human,
That we have limited time here,
And that,
After our time is over,
Well,
It's game over.
This sense of disconnection,
This sense of not having a purpose,
This sense of feeling alone,
This sense of limitation,
Seems so normal.
It seems so normal to feel alone,
Separate,
Uncertain.
Right?
Look around you.
Isn't everyone feeling this way?
Deep,
Deep,
Deep down?
Even though coping strategies may tell you otherwise,
I know,
Deep down,
We all feel the same.
Because this is the entire collective consciousness of humanity,
Feeling separate,
Alone and limited.
And because we are all connected to the collective consciousness,
And it's all a hologram,
On some level,
We all must feel it.
But it doesn't mean that it's your true nature.
Actually,
It's quite the opposite.
And before we go into understanding this more,
Let's first honor what you're feeling.
Because your feelings are the doorway.
So,
Before we move any further,
Let's connect to our body and to our feelings.
I'd like to invite you to come along with me to feel your body,
To become present in this moment,
And to allow whatever comes up for you right now.
So let's start together by taking a few deep breaths in.
A deep,
Deep breath into your nose.
And exhale through your mouth.
And just relax.
Let go of all the tension.
All the nervous energies.
All the information.
All the busyness.
Let it go.
And use your breath.
As you inhale,
You make space.
And as you exhale,
You just let those energies go.
Ask to feel very relaxed.
Ask to be very present in this moment,
In your body,
Right now.
And again,
Take a deep breath in.
And as you exhale,
Let go even more of all the tension in your neck,
Your shoulders,
Your arms and your hands.
And soften your eyes.
Soften your face.
Let your tongue gently rest in your mouth.
And then quiet your mind,
Quiet your thoughts.
And again,
Take a deep breath in.
Deep,
Deep breath into your nose.
And as you exhale through your mouth,
Quiet some more.
And focus on your body.
Let your awareness move through your body.
And breathe into those places where you can feel some tension or contraction.
Put one hand on your belly.
And then breathe all the way into your belly,
All the way to your hand.
And just feel how your body expands as you inhale,
And contracts again as you exhale.
Breathe into your belly.
And now,
Focus on your heart.
Bring your awareness into your heart center.
And then ask yourself,
How does my heart feel right now?
And feel whatever comes up for you.
You might feel a tingling sensation or an emotion coming up,
A strong emotion like sadness,
Or anger,
Or fear,
Or restlessness.
There is no right or wrong.
It is what it is.
You don't have to change it.
Just feel.
And allow it to be.
Your emotions are energy in motion.
And they carry information,
They have a message.
If you are able to just stay with it,
Then the energy can move.
And I know,
That under every uncomfortable feeling is always love.
A beautiful message out of love for you.
So just stay here for a moment and feel.
Feel in your heart.
And from here,
From feeling in your heart,
We can start to understand what is really happening.
Because you are not just human.
You are a fast divine consciousness having a human experience.
And in order to be here,
To have this human experience,
You had to lower your frequency.
You had to condense,
So to speak.
Contract.
Lower and lower and lower.
Until you were able to hold this physical body.
And this physical body is really dense.
Otherwise it wouldn't be physical.
This reality is very dense.
And your body is like a suit,
A tool that allows you to perceive this reality.
But what you see here,
What you perceive here,
Is only such a tiny,
Tiny,
Tiny fraction of what exists in the entire universe.
And you know what?
What looks like empty space between you and me,
Between you and your phone,
Between you and the tree,
Between you and the table,
It's not really empty space.
It's full of information.
Full of energy.
Full of movement.
It is like a fast field.
A fast field,
A Wi-Fi field full of information.
And your brain translates only a very small part of it into what you call reality.
So you are not actually perceiving reality,
You are selecting it.
And you had to,
In order to have this human experience you have.
So the moment you came in as a baby,
It started.
You learned to be human.
You learned it from your parents,
From your environment,
From society.
And then you kind of learn,
Who do I need to be,
To be loved?
What do I need to do in order to be safe?
Hmm.
And slowly,
Slowly,
By inheriting all those beliefs and customs,
And this is the way we do it here,
In this reality,
Slowly,
Slowly,
You begin to adapt and you move further away from who you truly are.
Because all of that information you get from your parents,
From your education,
From the entire society,
That information is stored in your system,
In your body,
In your cells,
In your subconscious mind.
All the beliefs,
All the emotions,
All the experiences,
And especially the painful ones,
The traumatic ones,
They become frozen energy in your system.
And over time,
That energy,
That information,
Creates patterns in your cells,
In your body.
And they are like survival patterns and they impact on the way you behave,
You think,
You act.
But it's more than that.
It is actual information in your cells,
In your DNA,
And thus also in your subconscious mind.
And this added information is not how you came in.
It's not your true divine DNA and programming and software,
So to speak.
No,
You're adding those programs.
You are changing your software into new programs in order to fit in.
And in a way,
Those programs become very stubborn and they start to run you subconsciously.
And because they are in your system,
Your system starts to filter your reality through those programs.
And so your reality,
Whatever you perceive,
Whatever occurs in your life,
Whatever experience you have,
Becomes kind of a loop.
All repeating patterns.
And then,
If you feel this uncomfortable,
That you start to search somewhere,
And you start to attract,
For example,
This information,
Well,
Then that is such good news.
You are at a threshold.
Because that moment,
When it becomes so uncomfortable within you,
That moment when all those emotions are just running through your system,
And it becomes almost unbearable,
Well,
That's the beginning of remembering.
It's the crack.
And then the new information,
The new energies can come in.
And that's beautiful,
Because then your frequency rises and you can start to feel the connection again to your true self.
Because your true self,
Your divine self,
Your higher consciousness,
The divine you,
Is right here.
Right where you are.
It's all around you.
It's in the same space as you.
Only on a higher frequency range.
On a different wavelength.
So,
What we have to do is to raise our frequency enough in order to connect to our own divine essence.
And the more of the lower frequencies you let go,
Your programs,
Your trauma,
Your limiting beliefs,
The lighter you feel,
The faster your cells begin to spin,
The higher your vibration is,
The higher your frequency is,
The more expanded your energy field is.
And then,
Click.
Yes,
You reconnect back to your higher consciousness.
And to Source.
Because your higher consciousness is connected to Source,
The creator source of this entire universe,
Which is infinite possibilities.
Infinite.
You are infinite.
And the moment you start to remember that,
Everything begins to shift.
You come home.
Home to yourself.
Home to you.
And home to your creator.
Your Source.
And that,
Wow,
Is such an amazing experience.
Because then,
You reconnect back from this human form,
All the way back to who you really are.
And from there,
Oh boy,
You start to see your life in a different way.
Your emotions become your guidance system,
The way it was intended to be.
Your body starts to work with you.
Or actually,
You start to work with your body.
Relationships shift.
Your creative power opens up.
On a whole new level.
And your purpose.
Your purpose,
It's not something you have to find any longer.
It's just it.
You are your purpose.
Your purpose is remembering who you are.
And bringing that unique energy,
That frequency that you are,
Here in this human form.
Yeah.
And it's quite simple.
You are energy.
You are information.
You store information.
You put it in.
Unconsciously,
Of course.
So,
You can also take it out.
You can rewrite your software.
Okay,
It requires some reprogramming and training.
Because you now have all these programs within you,
And they want to be transmuted so your frequency can rise even more.
And so that your divine blueprint and your divine mind can take over.
And you can start your live your life from alignment.
But how many years did we live our lives on a different level?
So,
Yes,
We've built up a momentum on the other more downward spiral kind of thing,
Right?
More limiting beliefs.
More limiting experiences.
More limiting beliefs.
More lower frequencies.
Okay,
Spiraling down.
So,
We need to change the momentum a little bit in order to spiral up.
And to raise our frequency even more.
And you know what?
The moment you choose it,
The moment you choose to do it differently and to connect back,
Well,
Your own higher consciousness will guide you and will show you where to look,
Where to release,
Where to let go,
And where and how to bring in the new higher frequencies and information.
Nothing in you is fixed.
You are always energy in motion.
Everything is information that constantly moves.
And underneath that,
Underneath all of it,
Your original blueprint is still there.
Always.
It's in your system.
It's in your DNA.
Your divine software is just there waiting to be opened up to.
Or actually,
Waiting for the other overlaying programs and software to be released.
Yeah,
Your divine DNA.
It's simply covered by layers of conditioning.
So,
The path is not to become someone new.
No.
It's only releasing what is not you.
Yeah,
And then you allow what is already there to come forward.
And that is such a beautiful journey.
It's the journey I'm on.
And I love nothing more than to share from that.
So,
Where do we start?
Where do we start when we want to reprogram?
Where do we start when we want to live our life on a new level?
Well,
First,
Accept where we are.
Really accepting that we are,
That you are,
Exactly where you are supposed to be right now.
That you are not hearing this by accident.
And that you're on your path.
And,
It's also acknowledging that there are things that we don't want any longer.
And then we choose new.
It requires a choice.
There's free will in this universe.
You choose.
But if you choose,
Well,
Then you will be guided.
Then you can start clearing what no longer serves.
Yeah,
We can start to choose what we do want.
By choosing and deliberately asking,
We point our mind and our brain in the right direction,
So we can actually start to perceive our reality in a new way.
We can start to feel in a new way.
And then,
When we've asked,
When we've chosen,
Well then,
We allow.
We trust the universe,
Our own higher consciousness,
Our Source,
To bring it to us.
We ask.
We do the reprogram work,
Here,
Down here,
In this human lower frequency thing.
And up there,
In the higher frequencies,
Where your higher consciousness is,
Well there,
They bring all the pieces of the puzzle together.
And that's it.
All we have to do is trust believe and raise our frequency.
And the most important thing you can start with is connect to that frequency.
To the frequency of Source,
Which is a very specific frequency.
It's the frequency of all of creation in this universe.
And it's the frequency of your true Divine Essence.
In this frequency,
In this alignment,
Everything falls into place.
So when you can do your connection to Source deliberately,
Ask for that connection,
Your frequency rises.
When your frequency rises,
Your reality changes.
When your frequency rises,
Your energy field becomes larger,
Your container becomes larger.
And then the frozen energy and all those programs that want to be released can start to move.
Every part of your life,
Your mind,
Your body,
Your emotions,
Your relationships,
They all become a doorway back to you.
Back to yourself.
Whatever triggers you right now in the outside world,
Whatever gives you fear,
Anxiety,
It's all there to bring you home.
The outside world is only there to trigger you,
To bring you back into remembering who you truly are.
Everything is a doorway back to yourself.
And the moment you start to reconnect,
Well,
Your emotions start to align and become what they are intended to be,
Your guidance system.
Your body starts to be your best friend,
Your relationships shift and become way more loving.
You unlock your own creativity and magnetism and you just are your purpose because you are you.
You simply are.
You simply are you.
You remember who you are.
And you start to see,
Feel,
Sense how brave you are coming into this human life,
Choosing this life script you've chosen for yourself,
Living it,
Feeling it and growing from it.
Wow.
And I deeply feel that if we are able to really,
Really honour our entire life with all the good,
The bad,
The ugly and the oh so beautiful,
You really honour you.
You shift you and as you shift,
As you change your perception,
As you change your reality,
You change the collective as well.
So I guess this honouring,
This honouring of yourself,
This complete self-acceptance,
Is the doorway.
So I guess this honouring,
This honouring of you,
Of your entire life,
This complete self-acceptance is the doorway.
And I'd like to invite you into a meditation.
Yeah.
In the meditation,
We can do a clearing and cleansing of the lower energies and frequencies from your entire system.
And then we bring in the energy of Source,
The higher frequencies.
And as we bring this energy through,
Through our intent,
Well,
Let's also intend that we come into a state of complete self-acceptance.
Self-acceptance and self-love.
Yeah.
Self-acceptance and love for everything you go through in this human life.
Hmm.
So this is actually your gift to you.
So please,
Sit up straight with your feet flat on the floor.
Close your eyes and take a deep breath in.
Deep,
Deep breath into your nose.
And exhale through your mouth.
And just relax.
Relax your shoulders,
Your face,
Your neck.
Let go of all the mind chatter.
All the noise in your mind.
Just let it go.
Take a deep breath in.
And as you exhale,
Relax some more.
Quiet your mind.
Quiet your thoughts.
Focus on your heart and ask to let go of all the things that are not helpful for you right now.
The worry,
The concerns,
The fatigue.
Just let it go.
And again,
Take a deep breath in.
And as you exhale,
Bring your focus to your heart.
To this moment in time.
And say,
I ask and intend to create a sacred space.
I ask and intend to let go of all distracting thoughts,
Distracting energies,
Distracting information.
I ask and intend to connect powerfully to the energy of Source,
My Creator and the energy of my own higher consciousness.
And to bring this energy through my entire physical being.
And it is my intent to bring the highest,
Purest form of light into my physical cells.
To bring my pure and divine essence into my physical life now.
And so it is.
Take a deep breath in.
And as you exhale,
Let go of yourself.
Put yourself,
From your heart,
In a sphere of light.
This sphere of light is your own sacred space,
Seven to nine feet in diameter.
Nothing can penetrate this sphere of light,
Your sacred space.
Other than your own higher consciousness and the energy of Source.
And while you are in this sacred space,
Focus on the inside of your body.
As if you had a camera pointing inside from the top of your head all the way down.
Just imagine that it looks like,
Feels like,
A very complex web.
A web of information.
It's your entire nervous system.
And it's more than that.
A bunch of neurons,
All interconnected.
A web-like matrix inside of your body.
And just imagine that this is the matrix of all of your life up until now.
With all the information you have accumulated up until now.
During your entire human life.
Things you've done,
Things you have thought about,
Things you have gone through.
And all the objects you have accumulated.
Truly everything.
Truly everything.
Truly everything is information.
It's a form of information and that information is encoded in this web.
And just have a look.
As you focus on this web,
As you focus on all the information of all of your life up until now,
Just notice how much of it is still relevant.
How much of it is aligned in higher frequencies.
And how much of it is not really aligned,
Relevant.
How much of it has all of these lower frequencies.
Whatever it may be,
Just focus on the misaligned,
Irrelevant information on the entire web spread throughout your entire body.
As if you were highlighting specifically those misaligned,
Lower frequency,
Irrelevant points.
And now,
Ask,
Intend and choose to bring these energies up.
Ask to transmute them.
Ask your higher consciousness to now delete all those lower frequencies and energies.
And just imagine that you have this zero point in your body and this zero point is regenerating energy constantly.
So focus on the center of your body behind your navel.
And now ask for all of these energies to dissolve into that point.
You are not storing them inside of you,
You are bringing them in motion and through the zero point they are being cleared,
Cleansed,
Transmuted.
So,
Take a deep breath in and as you exhale bring up all those highlighted parts out of your body and let them flow into the zero point down the drain and they are being transmuted.
They just dissolve.
And all of this information,
Everything that you don't need anymore simply gets erased from this web within your body.
It totally dissolves.
It totally disintegrates.
And it turns into a new form of energy that is just pure light.
Take a deep breath in and as you exhale just feel.
Let it go.
Feel the relief.
And have a look at your web right now.
How does it look?
How does it feel?
This is a clean slate.
This is a fresh start.
So,
Let's bring in the new and begin to fill your physical space,
Your sacred space,
Your energy field with a new light.
Soft,
White and yellow light.
This is the energy of unconditional love for you.
For you being here.
For you living your human journey with such courage.
So bring it through,
Through the top of your head and let it fill every cell in your head,
Your face.
Pure light.
You are pure light.
Pure,
White,
Yellow source light like the sun.
These are the higher frequencies,
The frequencies of home,
Of a pure and divine connection in every moment in time.
Even when you are in this human body,
Even when you are in this human experience.
So bring it through,
Through your neck and throat,
Your shoulders,
Arms and hands,
Through your chest and upper back.
Through your stomach and lower back.
Through your hips,
Your thighs,
Your knees,
All the way down.
Through your ankles and feet and let it come out through the bottom of your feet,
Anchoring you deep deep into the earth.
Take a deep breath in and as you exhale focus on your heart and say quietly within your mind I now acknowledge myself fully for all the work I'm doing within me.
The healing,
The reconnecting,
All of this within me.
And I now acknowledge that I'm doing this work at the highest level and I know and I want to remember it deeply that I am being honoured.
I am being appreciated.
I'm being so so loved and respected for being in this human form.
Even if I bump with others,
Even if I bump with myself,
Even when I feel that I'm not good enough,
That I should heal faster,
Even when I still beat up on myself left and right,
I now remember and I now deeply know and ingrain in myself that I am being watched by Creator and He as an energy form feels and knows what I am doing.
That I'm so much doing this work at the highest level whether I know it or not,
Whether I feel it or not,
It goes beyond the human mind on a universal level and there is an entire assembly,
A divine assembly,
Seeing me,
Feeling me,
Loving me,
Understanding the struggle I'm going through,
Experiencing with me the struggle I'm going through every moment of the day.
And so I say to myself,
To my human self,
Please don't forget that ever.
Whenever it's difficult,
I now ask and intend to remember this,
To remember this message.
This message is to remind me that not one inch of my effort,
Not one second of my effort to elevate myself and others,
To elevate humanity,
Is going unnoticed.
Deep,
Deep down I know it and I now imprint this in my consciousness.
I remember,
I know that everything I am going through is part of the process and I will be moved forward.
I will be moved forward on my human path and I will be safe.
I will be safe.
I will be okay.
All is well.
Always.
And so it is.
Take a deep breath in and exhale.
