I absolutely LOVE this! 💞
I suffer from PTSD and have battling self esteem issues since I was a child. I was a chunky monkey 🐒 growing up, I loved food so much that it was my first word!
But my father started locking the cabinets and pantries stating I had to ask before helping myself. And to this day when he sees me - he’ll tell me I need to eat more I’m too skinny or will tell me I need to start exercising when I gain a little weight. 🙄
I had boyfriends pick on me about my weight, one, VERY short termed relationship,
(and I could emphasize or make a joke about the “short” because he is only 4.5” but I believe everyone is beautiful just the way they are even if I don’t see it for myself)
This one went as far as LITERALLY cleaning out my entire kitchen and threw all my food away! (& I lived right across the street from a homeless shelter/food bank!!) he replaced my fridge will nothing but dieting shakes!!! I only weighed 145lbs!
Besides the men issues - in my line of work, it is VERY competitive, entirely based on looks, especially women & their figures. It’s hard to feel confident in my work when I’m 29, could pass for 18 (aside from all my tattoos), & still have the build of a 18 year old. Luckily my niche is different from most & clothes are definitely a huge bonus due to the type of clothes. Thank the gods for corsets! 😆
This meditation made my day! And gave me the confidence boost I needed to feel good (&sexy) just the way I am, so I know today will be a good day at work!
Because I AM a Goddess!
Thank you so much!!
✨🙏❤️🥰