What is gripping your heart right now?
How are you suffering?
What or who are you trying to change?
Settle in with me right now.
Close your eyes.
Become aware of those areas of the body where there is contact.
Your breath rising and falling.
Your buttocks on the cushion or chair.
Your hands and legs.
Be aware of being in this moment right here,
Right now.
Now gently place your attention on your struggle.
Run the story of your struggle through your mind in its full righteousness.
What are you seeing?
Who or what is there?
Allow this experience to become as big as it wants to be.
Bring all of your senses into play.
What is the density or the colors of your experience?
Take your time.
Allow yourself to see what's there.
Now gently drop the storyline,
The target or the object of your agitation.
Drop the who said what,
Where and how.
Drop the story.
What are you left with?
It may be sadness,
Hurt,
Fear,
Rage.
Whatever it is,
Allow it without turning away or judging it.
Gently place your attention on how your feelings are experienced in your body.
How is sadness felt?
How is rage felt?
How is worry felt?
Notice your sensations.
Tingling,
Tightness,
The temperature of your skin,
Any flickering or fluttering.
Notice them come and go and notice how they change.
Take your time.
If you find yourself becoming scattered or ungrounded,
Place your attention on your breath.
Now very gently bring an image of yourself into your mind's eye.
An image of gentle regard.
This image of yourself can be any age or form.
Allow it to emerge naturally.
Keeping this image in full view,
Imagine yourself saying these phrases to this part of yourself.
I care about my suffering.
It's okay.
This is how it is right now.
I'm suffering,
But I can bear it.
Let me feel it completely.
Let me open to it.
May I genuinely accept myself.
Accept my humanness.
May my pain and sorrow be eased.
May I be safe from inner and outer harm.
May I be free from danger.
May I have mental and physical happiness.
May I be healthy and strong.
May I accept my limitations with grace.
May I take care of myself happily.
May I live with ease.
May I recognize myself in all beings.
May all beings be free from suffering.
May the suffering of all beings be transformed in me.
May all beings without exception be safe from inner and outer harm.
Thank you.