Hello,
This is Meg Rinaldi of Body Centered Inquiry,
And this is a meditation on taking medicine within.
Sitting comfortably or lying down comfortably,
Pick up the medicine container and feel it in your hand.
Feel its shape,
Denseness,
Texture,
The quality of warmth or cold.
If you go to a clinic to receive intravenous treatment or take medicine in some other way,
Take time to imagine yourself in whatever setting makes sense to you.
Take time to imagine it in as much detail as possible.
Take your time to notice if the medicine is regarded wholeheartedly as a medium of healing or if there is a modicum of shame or failure that accompanies it.
Take your time here breathing.
Be gentle with yourself.
Focus on the healing qualities within the medicine.
Would you name one or two of those healing qualities for yourself?
Name whatever is meaningful for you in this moment.
Consider the medicine and its healing potential.
Allow your body to open to receive the healing within.
Sense the treatment's potential to enter fully in the area that needs healing.
Sense its potential to bring equanimity and balance.
Listen to the medicine.
Does it have something to say?
What is its tone of voice?
Is there any sense of helplessness in your relationship to the medicine?
Just notice.
Meet any resistance with mercy and awareness.
Look on these medications with loving kindness and gratitude.
Thank the medicine for whatever healing it has to offer before you ingest it or take it into your body.
Feel the medicine settling into your stomach or anywhere else in your body like a soft golden light.
Could you allow it to be conveyed to the place of need?
Could loving kindness direct its healing qualities to the area or areas of greatest need?
Feel those places in your body absorb the healing.
Take your time.
Let it in.
Receive this medicine as blessing.
Find an image which opens you to the healing of this medicine.
See it as a gift from a great teacher,
As a sacred communion between the outer and inner worlds,
As the smile of compassion on the soft face of the Divine Mother.
Let it in.
Allow it into your being.
Allow the loving kindness to combine with the treatment that directs it into the area or areas which call for healing.
Allow the medicine to be drawn in.
Healthy and awareness binding each molecule sent wholeheartedly into the cause of suffering.
Feel the medication dissolving the resistances of a lifetime,
Dispelling the tension and difficulty around illness.
Feel it entering directly.
Feel it melting injury and illness.
Let this medicine heal you.