Take a pause from whatever you're doing and become still.
And if possible,
Close your eyes.
Recognize with great kindness towards yourself that an urge to smoke has arisen in your body and mind.
How strong is the urge?
If you can,
Give it a number on a scale of 1 to 10.
One being very weak and 10 being very strong.
Being curious about this urge to smoke.
This urge that every day makes you smoke cigarettes.
This urge that holds so much power over you.
Where is it?
In your head?
In your chest?
In your belly?
Or in your arms?
So instead of trying to push away the urge,
We're grabbing a cigarette to make it go away.
Just try to stay with the urge.
Open up to it.
Be curious about it.
Get to know it.
Can you stay with it for a couple of moments?
Simply observing it.
Investigating it.
And as you observe the urge,
Does it change?
As it becomes stronger or weaker,
Or has it stayed the same?
Stay curious.
And as you are investigating the urge,
See if you can connect with your breath,
But not to make the urge go away.
Rather,
See if you can follow the breath while letting the urge coexist.
Feeling each in-breath and each out-breath.
How does your breath feel right now?
Tense or calm?
Is it shallow or deep?
Following your breath.
And now make a conscious choice to have a cigarette,
Or not.
But be curious how you make this choice.
And now have a cigarette,
Or not.
But if you do,
Smoke it slowly and mindfully.
And now open up your eyes.