Amidst The Judgement

Those who stand in judgement are only able to do this because they too hold the same cord of shame or blame in their Energy Field. We hold our Inner Compass that guides us towards our Higher Awareness through the experience of pain or misery that we endured.

Transcript

Take a deep breath in and then breathe out and relax your being into this moment.

Think about all the bits and pieces of your day,

Of this week and of this life journey.

All the doing,

All the performing,

All the pursuing,

All the all,

All the,

All the stuff.

And then we think we come into these moments when we just stop,

Stop being inside of all that and imagine yourself stepping back into a center point.

And once you find yourself right here in this place where you are,

Claim this now as your center point.

This is where I'm right in my space.

This is my space,

My body,

My home,

My life.

And feel like you can absolutely claim your life.

And as you hold this energy,

It's a really strong energy,

Feel like you can bring it down right down to the base of the earth and anchor it here.

Here I stand in my absolute strength,

My absolute power.

And this is me.

And everything that has come towards me in the way of behavior and experiences,

These are experiences and behaviors.

See them like a coat that you might put on to your being that helps you to look a different way or feel a different way.

And then imagine you take that coat off and that is you.

There you are.

That you are still the exact same beautiful being of light and love.

And then imagine you put on another garment,

Maybe a hat,

And you put it on you and we can show up in that way,

Get a little attitude.

And we just feel and enjoy ourselves in that performance and enjoy the people around us who are helping us to perform so fabulously.

And then we take the hat off and we're back to just who we are.

You never went away from yourself.

You just played a little game,

A little bit of entertainment,

A willingness to step out of your own known self and to put on something a little different and show up in the world in a different way so that you could feel what it's like to present yourself in that way.

So that you could have that experience and feel directly towards you what it's like to have that experience.

And thank this amazing being that you are for its adaptability and its willingness to feel and experience and experiment.

But always we know who we are.

That inner compass of our being is constantly guiding us to the point of our highest awareness.

And in this moment connect your being to that as absolute truth.

At the inner point of my being,

The very center of my being,

I know who I am.

And people can say and behave and perform in whatever way they want.

I cannot change their minds and their way of being because that is their role and their performance.

And whatever they are offering me is of great value.

And imagine that in the difficult scenarios and encounters with others,

There is something of benefit for you.

And what might that be?

What is the benefit of those who are pointing fingers and speaking behind backs?

What is that point of it?

What does it tell me about me?

And then feel that part of you that says,

That's not me.

Hear that you know your truth.

That was an injustice.

That was unkindness.

That is something that I was willing to experience for some bizarre reason that I have not yet found.

Think of yourself as brave and courageous that can go into the hardest situations and feel all the content of that place and yet still know who you are.

And we know who we are and we reestablish that as a strong connecting cord when those around us start jeering and jabbing and poking at us.

A part of us that knows exactly who we are has to stand up in indignation.

It's got to stand up for itself.

Find that energy in you.

And then just stand in it.

There's no reason for you to have to convince anybody else.

It's of absolutely no worth to you or them to convince them any other way.

They are simply like actors performing a role,

Reading a script,

Getting paid for their work and off they go.

They are of so little significance in the bigger picture.

The reason for them being there is so that we will establish from the very core of our experience,

Who am I?

Who am I?

What is my truth?

What do I know is absolute truth?

And then again say to yourself,

And who am I that is willing to go into crazy situations to feel myself right on the edge of this experience and to expand myself in so many ways,

Taking myself out of a safe place,

Activating my energy muscle,

Reaffirming to myself even if I stand here and look who I am,

This does not define me.

This does not say who I am.

This says that I am brave and courageous and willing to experience this life,

Crash and collide into it even,

But still I know who I am.

And feel that coming right into your center now.

Now breathe it in and place your left hand on your base chakra and reaffirm to your base,

I am who I am,

This brave,

Courageous,

Beautiful being of light and love.

I am holding this form so that in this form I can see this life and perceive a journey in a particular way.

Imagine yourself at the very center of you like a diamond with many facets and one of these facets was not known to you.

You did not know what it was like to have the encounter like you did.

You would never know what it's like and you could never help another,

You could never work with another who knew this pain unless you knew it too.

That then in this role,

In this life that we can say well I'll put on that hat,

That robe,

I'll wear that for a little while so that I too can know this.

So that when I work with other beautiful beings as a being of light I understand from a human perception what it's like and give yourself the credit for knowing and for going into those places to feeling it first hand.

No one could possibly describe what you were willing to step into,

No one else could possibly give that to you.

The only way that we will know is to have that actual experience,

To put on that hat,

To put on that cloak and to go into it and feel it and now with that knowing anchored inside of this beautiful human body from your higher self,

Imagine the higher self saying to your beautiful human being,

Oh thank you so much for doing that,

I know it was awful,

I know it was just so hard for you but thank you for doing that because you need to be the worker of this,

You need to be the one that brings ideas of healing towards it.

You could not relate unless you knew.

See your higher self thanking your human being for its bravery,

Its courage,

Its perseverance,

Its stubbornness,

Beautiful stubbornness.

Thank your being,

Thank your being for its willingness to have a little amnesia and be foolish and forgetful sometimes so that you could so deeply go into the experience and forget that you were wonderful and light,

Just feel like you were stuck so completely in the mud where the mud needs help,

That you had to go and immerse yourself in it so completely so that you could heal in that space and let your higher self remind you that you are a healer and it is what you choose to be and so every experience coming towards you is honing your skills,

Polishing you up,

Clearing those little facets of the diamond self that I know and I know and I know.

There is stuff that you know that those who are less courageous could never know.

You are able to walk right into the deepest,

Darkest space where others are flying,

Falling,

Crying,

Hurting and you can walk straight into that deepest,

Darkest place because you've been there and you know the way and become aware of that mind,

Body and soul.

Beautiful you.

That is so wonderful.

Rest there now.

That's my base.

My energy holds me here.

I'm strong,

I'm powerful,

I'm informed,

I'm held,

I'm loved,

I am loved.

As I hold this energy of myself in this life,

Bring your energy,

Awareness to your second chakra that I can hold my space where all others are also gaining clarity,

Turning,

Expanding,

Transitioning,

Awakening.

The only way we can awaken is if we help each other.

The only way we can find our way home is if we walk each other home.

We have been so lost for so long.

Light beings,

Healers have come in to help.

Those who are so lost,

They don't even know how lost they are.

They're so lost.

They're so enmeshed in the game that they're perceiving as reality that they have lost all sense.

And feel this deep love for those who are so lost,

They are like the ones in the deep,

Dark room,

The rooms that no one will want to go to.

These rooms that the people inside defend,

Deflect and push away all those who try to come in because that is their safe place.

That is known to them and there is comfort in that place of knowing.

But imagine that you are the one that just gently opens the door and let some light come in.

When the light comes in,

Those who are within that dark space begin to see a light.

The moment we see a light,

We begin to create more light,

Seek more light.

We're not fixing anybody.

We're just opening up the doors and letting the light come in.

Walking to the places that are so hard for anyone else to go.

Only those who have known and felt that experience can go there.

Go there and put your hand on the handle of that door and just open it.

Gently open it.

Nothing for you to do now.

And those who will see the light will see and those who want to hide away from it,

They can.

They're not ready.

It's absolutely fine.

But the opportunity is given for them to see more light.

Then recognize that it is you who was able to get there.

You as your mortal brave courageous being who knows the pathway to it could get there.

And bring that energy as a deep affirmation into your base.

I stand here absolutely connected to who I am,

Divine being of light and love.

And then shift your awareness now to your solar plexus.

My divine and sacred agreement long before I came into this form to perform in it was that I would bring in healing.

I knew exactly what it was that I would do and participate in.

There is no mistake,

Not in one thing.

Everything has been orchestrated for the heightened awareness.

I chose it and I was given all the codes,

All the clues,

All the imprints,

All the gifts so that I could do this journey.

And we know that for absolute certain.

We think about all those with whom we've worked and connected who seem to have such treacherously hard lives.

And yet they are able to do it.

It's because they chose it and they were encoded to do it.

The gift of being there is their gift.

They know how to do that.

Connect this energy at your solar plexus and drop it all the way down to the base of your body.

Anchor this into the earth,

To the place that is holding you in this life.

And thank the support that is coming up through the earth,

Through those who are performing and connecting,

Colliding so that we might be in our divine and sacred agreement,

So that we might fulfill this life's purpose.

What a gift this is for us to bring our awareness to a completion,

Our journey to completion.

We're finishing it off,

We're finishing and clearing what a gift that is.

And bring your awareness to your heart.

And we remind our sacred heart that no matter what,

We know how to love and forgive unconditionally.

We think about how easy it is for us to open our heart when someone is in pain and distress and revealing it to us.

Our heart melts and goes out in great compassion,

Waves of compassion go out to them.

And the reason we are not thinking that others deserve our compassion back to them is because they're masking so much.

They are protecting,

They are defending,

They are deflecting,

Denying and distracting and detaching.

They are playing an acute game of not letting anybody in to see their vulnerability.

And imagine them weeping in the pain that they know.

And the reason why they poke their fingers so hard at those who are in a similar space is because they know that themselves.

It is their pain.

And if we could just for imagine,

Imagine them dropping down and weeping at the end of the day for the sadness that they feel.

If we were there with them and we saw them break down,

We would wrap our arms around them and we would support them and help them to move through the pain.

We wouldn't hesitate.

Find a way to bring this energy towards you and those who are bringing this energy to you.

Find a way to connect to them through their soul.

You might want to visualize them just crumpling down in their pain,

Their private pain.

Whatever it is that you can create with your imagination,

Allow yourself to create a beautiful,

Clean,

Energetic cord of compassion from you to them.

In the moment we can do this,

This energy cord is clear,

Filled with light and compassion,

Then it is impossible for them to press hard,

Struggling,

Static energy back to us because the cord is too clear.

It clears and cauterizes immediately.

But if we have any sticky residue,

Self-doubt,

Self-loathing,

Then whatever they're bringing sticks into that cord of attachment and it makes it painful for us.

Finding our center point,

Claiming the center space,

This truly is our most gracious gift.

Beautiful you.

And just breathe and rest into that.

And then we focus on the energy of the throat,

Truth,

Absolute truth.

I speak truth to me.

I see myself as authentic,

Clear and connected.

And breathe that in now and draw the energy all the way up to your brow.

I use my heightened sensitivity,

Perception,

Clear voice,

Clear audience,

Clear sentience,

Clear cognizance to see beyond the scenario that is showing itself to me.

That I see right through what it is that is being presented.

That I can know,

See,

Feel and understand exactly the content of every interaction.

And that I can know this from my higher self and trust that I will hold the space with guidance and it will be perfect because guidance is speaking through me.

And then draw your awareness to your crown.

We are always immersed in the divine light of our higher self.

We are never away from that.

We are never alone.

Allow that beautiful light to comfort you and hold you now.

Know that your energy is so perfectly in alignment.

And for as long as you can hold the space and hold the energy that is in you and around you,

Do that.

And may the blessings of this energy work and your life be an absolute tribute to you,

To your line and to your higher self.

So much love here,

My treasure.

Thank you for you.

Namaste.

Many blessings.

Reviews

Thank you, thank you, thank you for this!!! ☺️🙏🏼💖

So glad to hear this. I have been struggling a bit with a couple of situations which I have spent much time with before responding. Clarity has been enhanced through this introspection and your words have cleared away the residual fog
Thank you, Joy.

An absolutely beautiful experience of working with the energies of love, forgiveness and acceptance.