Connections Without The Static

Let us see our connections in a whole new way. Noticing that every connection is just that - a connection. We give ourselves permission to not place labels of disregard, hate, anger, fear, shame, blame, and self-judgment in front of that connection. Standing in a neutral space with what is and what has been, we can disconnect the labels that distort our perceptions and our experiences. Holding a new field of awareness we step into our courage and strength as we heal that distortion of pain.

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So,

So special.

Thank you,

My treasures for hopping on giving a little bit of time.

Every second Saturday,

We jump on around this time at this time.

And we connect as a collective and bring our energy as we up swell our own energy,

But really just uplifting our energy so that we can transmit this beautiful energy that we are holding,

Because we truly are a vessel of energy.

And every cell in our body is a little energy pump.

So imagine if we could really harness the energy of this being and then amplify it,

We would be really incredible in what we could transmit what we could transform.

So let's practice doing that.

And while I'm saying that to us,

Let me also just say this to you,

That you don't have to be this perfect little being that sits on a mushroom somewhere on the top of a mountain and just hums and sounds all day to be a wonderful soul being.

You already are that.

And you are actually the most courageous being before just being in your life and having the experiences that are coming into your life.

Because you,

My treasure,

Are divinely and uniquely encoded with all the magnificence for you to hold that space.

So just think about you going into wherever you're going into experiencing whatever you are experiencing.

And see you as the greatest gift right here,

Right now.

And let this beautiful energy begin to fill you with a sense of deep gratitude for your own being.

We're going to drop in now.

So be comfortable,

Wriggle a little bit,

Take some deep breaths and settle down.

As we hear this beautiful sound of the chime of the gong,

We allow that sound to come right into us.

And as we hear it again,

Now take a deep breath into your body.

And imagine that the sound comes into the center of you.

And as it begins to reverberate,

It's making these beautiful energy waves that opening up all the way around us.

So visualize that now.

Take a deep breath in and drop in.

Drop into the very center of your awareness.

And imagine that right here,

Right now,

You are connecting to who you are.

Allow your mind to agree that who you are and how you are holding your energy and what it is that you are experiencing in this life.

This is your greatest gift,

Your willingness to be in the space that you are holding,

The willingness to feel what you alone can feel.

And for the way that you are holding and interpreting,

Perceiving and experiencing your life,

This truly is a gift to all creation.

And let this beautiful energy fill your soul now.

Feel the sense of gratitude for your own life,

No matter how tangled and crazy it may seem.

You being here is not a mistake.

There is a divine orchestration in every single thing that is unfolding in front of us.

Because everything that is showing and revealing itself to us is for us.

Ask your whole being now to accept that and to hear that,

To feel it and to honor it.

Ask your being to settle down into that knowing without any shame or blame or judgment,

Self persecution,

Without any of the games that we create around our stories.

Let your eyes fall closed gently.

And let your beautiful body begin to breathe.

And feel as if you are nourishing and enriching your whole body.

With each breath,

There is this richness and flow that you are giving to you.

Expand and open your belly and your chest,

Your throat,

And receive and feel this gift of receiving.

And become aware that the breath of life is the gift because there is nothing that we have to do to deserve it.

It's right here,

Right here.

In order to give it to me,

There is only one little switch that I must create and ask myself,

How much of this can I give to me?

How much can I allow for me to have this beautiful breath of life?

And ask that question deep into your soul,

Not into your head.

Your head is going to create all kinds of stories,

Oh,

I should have done that.

And then I could be this and all sorts of conditions and games.

Just drop into your heart.

And begin to open this energy of this is what I so dearly deserve,

So richly deserve this breath of life,

This life.

And I'm giving myself the opportunity of this life.

And while your eyes are closed,

Just consider the body that has been given to you to be the vehicle,

This unique vehicle that's going to help you have a unique lens through which to see this world.

No one can see it the way you can see it.

No one can perceive it in the same way.

And we might go and see a counselor forever and ever and ever and try and work out why it is that we're different.

And imagine we can just drop that game right now and admit that we are so superbly different.

We are so utterly delightfully unique.

All our crazy,

All our happy,

All our silly,

All our ridiculous.

Imagine all the interactions that you have created because you are this being,

Whether they have been static connections or whether they have been loving and gracious connections,

See them as a connection without a label in front of it.

See those with whom you have connected in your life or even collided.

See them and see the connection without the label,

Without the self blame,

Shame and judgment,

Without the remorse and regret and self loathing and fear and hate.

Just feel the connection.

See the connection with your mind's eye.

And imagine that you can hold now in your heart an impartial connection,

A neutral stance to the one that you are connecting with in your thoughts right now.

And just see it as a connection.

And it's perfectly okay.

And then we might wonder why is it that I behave in such a way with this person?

Why is it that I have this kind of connection with them and possibly not the same with another?

I wonder why that is.

And then think about your beautiful body as being an energy beam,

An energy transmitter.

And imagine that every response and reaction that you have ever created through your form has been coming in because there is an equal,

A matching or an unmatching energy in the field of the other.

Give yourself permission to hear that perhaps the reaction that you have been holding to the other is because of these fields of energy communicating that we feel something and we don't really understand what it is.

And the only way to understand it is to attach to it with blame and shame and self judgment,

With hate and anger,

With guilt and fear.

And we understand those emotions.

And then we put that word in front of the connection.

And then that is all that connection can offer to us because we've placed a label upon it.

We filed it away in the mind of our soul.

This is that connection,

A distortion of whatever.

But in this moment now we imagine that we have no name for this connection whatsoever.

We just feel a deep sense of neutrality and a calmness and a great delight that you are willing to be in the space with that other no matter what it looks like.

And then send a message to your mind and body and thank it for still being here.

Think about how resilient and strong and courageous you are,

How strong and stubborn and fabulous you are.

And hold that energy around you.

Feel this energy is determination,

Courage.

I have the courage to stand inside of this connection and witness and feel and experience the static or the distortions in it,

Or the delight and the wonder in it.

And I'm still here.

How amazing are we that we can connect with another in one particular way.

And then we connect with another in that way.

Unique connections.

How adaptable,

Flexible,

Ingenious is my being.

Hear who you are in your adaptability,

Your flexibility.

Hear who you are.

Hear who you are without the names and the labels of attachment,

Good,

Bitter,

Bad,

Evil,

Hateful,

Strong,

Arrogant,

Whatever labels we give to ourselves or the other.

Hear how strong you truly are.

And for many of us,

These relationships are still in our life.

And if they still here,

There is a magnetic attraction for us to be in it.

There is something in our field which yearns for full expression completion.

And there is something in those that seeks the same.

And imagine that this communication that is in the field of energy beyond us in this electromagnetic field,

That that truly is where the communication is.

And we're not even getting that signal right because we've forgotten how to listen to our subtle energy.

And so we drop it into the dense realizations and realities,

Imprints and labels that we alone can give as our human beings.

And we say good,

Bad,

Awful,

Lovely.

We label it all.

And hear that perhaps this communication is going on beyond me.

And that there is an attraction of one energy field to the other because there needs to be some form of completion.

And we're not looking for what that completion is because then we would have completed it.

We're just looking at our pain body,

Which depletes our energy,

Drops our energy vortex,

And minimizes our possibility and our potential for connection in a higher way.

So let's do this now.

Draw someone into your awareness.

And imagine they're standing a decent amount of space away from you,

Whatever feels safe or comfortable to you.

They're simply standing there and become aware as you are imagining them how you are feeling.

What part of your body is signaling?

And be willing to feel that to tune into your enteric system to begin to feel what your mind body being is bringing to you as an awareness.

Begin to feel it.

Begin to honor your body for knowing this.

Make your mind and body for knowing this.

Ask your being how do you know this?

How do you know this feeling of foreboding or despair or horror or terror or anger or rage?

How do you know this?

Has this person given me so many examples of behavior that every feeling I'm holding is justified?

Or is it possible that I'm holding feelings that I have no sense of the saints that makes no sense such deep feelings that shake at our core and erupt into our soul.

Ancient imprints following the line of the genetic imprint is the energetic imprint.

Perhaps there is some unresolved business that that person is holding an energy all about and I am connecting and I could possibly be the healer for it.

If I am feeling it,

Then I can heal it.

If you can feel it,

You can heal it.

If you are feeling something right now,

Then you are the healer of that.

Send that message to your mind body being you are holding this feeling.

It may be an ancient imprint.

It may be a karmic pain.

Whatever it is,

I don't need to know because I don't need to attach.

But I can honor that this being is feeling possibly more than those around me would.

And I understand it and I know it as pain and they might say to me,

You're being ridiculous.

It's not like that,

But for you it is like that.

Then you know you have an imprint,

A sense that makes no sense.

Be willing to stay there right now in this moment with the sense that makes no sense.

And thank your beautiful body for not being able to make sense of it.

Thank your mind for not interpreting it as yours because it makes no sense.

It will not attach.

You are already one step towards that neutral space.

And then we claim the space that I am the healer here.

Hold the space of the healer here and feel the energy that is coming towards you now as you entertain the connection that you have with that other.

As you feel that connection,

Ask your beautiful being to stand very calmly in acknowledging what it is that you are sensing and perceiving.

Keep your arms relaxed,

Your face smooth,

Your belly quiet.

Shoulders drop.

Relax your whole body now.

Send a message to this beautiful system.

I'm calm and relaxed right here in the midst of a great pain.

See how calm I am.

Claim the space as a healer that drops away from the karmic journeys and the misery and all the static energy and simply stands in truth.

I am the healer here.

What is it that my heart is calling for this healing?

If there is a sense with that other that there was abandonment,

Perhaps then what your heart is calling for most is that there be this loving,

Authentic,

Gentle connection.

See what it is that could be healed rather than seeing the pain.

The pain awakens the longing.

Listen for the longing,

Not the pain.

Listen to what your heart is asking you to call in.

What would heal this wound that is an eruption and a disruption in your life?

How would it be better?

What would soothe it?

You hold the healing balm.

Stand very still and very quiet and see the one who is standing there as a messenger that has come to deliver a message to you.

I may have been transmitting something to you.

You have been picking it up as a signal and it has been rattling the signals that are encoded in your being.

Allow the messenger now to gently drift away as if that person and their energy field disperses into all energy.

Allow yourself to feel where you are most comfortable,

Connected to where you are right now.

There is no action and reaction because there's no field of attraction that I'm holding for that to happen.

I've dropped into my heart and I've listened to what it is that the heart is asking for and I give that to me.

Open your beautiful heart and give that to you.

And downfall all the walls and the barriers.

All those attachments and denials,

Deflections,

Distractions,

The labels,

The self persecuting,

Self betrayal,

Self loathing and hate,

Shame,

The blame and the guilt.

Let them fall.

Let them shatter down to your feet.

I will not attach any of this into me.

I understand that this felt like a protective barrier for me so that I could protect this little gentle heart of mine that was yearning so delicately.

But I don't need to defend myself against anyone.

I received the message from them and I'm so grateful that they played that role for a little while in my life.

I released them into the rest of their life and the opportunities that can unfold for them.

I released the burden from both of us.

I stand here now without any need to defend,

Deflect,

Deny,

Distract,

Destroy.

I simply stand here clear.

We then relax.

Receive the healing balm of Latin love that your heart has been yearning for.

Acknowledge into your energy field and then into your human body.

This beautiful merging of the consciousness of clarity,

Calmness and peace.

Acknowledge it into your being breathed in as if it's air and space and light.

Breathe it in deeply and open and expand your body to receive and then breathe it out for the rest of your life.

Breathe it in.

Beautiful you.

Beautiful you.

See yourself standing now in your mind's eye in the perfect place.

You are holding light and you are holding love around you.

A little bit of the throat stuff will come through.

The throat is always the place of the agreement.

Allow yourself to clear your throat in any way you can.

And the most wonderful way to clear this is to hum deeply into it.

Take a breath.

Feel the resonance moving from the center core all the way around you and see yourself creating a beautiful ripple effect now from this inner core space that had felt fragmented or in pain from that place.

Now a healing balm of light and love soothes base clears and cleanses this beautiful space of our inner sanctuary.

And let this beautiful energy begin to transmit a new code,

A new pulse into this world around you.

I am this being that is strong,

Resilient,

Courageous,

Beautiful,

Flexible,

Outstanding,

Outrageous,

Ridiculous,

And fabulous.

I am this being that knows how to be and connect and interconnect.

And I know how to heal in those connections.

And I've just done that now.

May this blessing that you have created in this moment energetically made continue now as a vibration.

Take your hands off as your human being.

Allow it to move as a vibration.

You dropped the stone into the pond and the ripples are opening up and that's got nothing to do with you.

All you had to do was drop a different stone with a higher intention into the body of consciousness,

Into the wound that is yours alone to heal.

And may this truly bring a healing and a blessing to your life and to your soul as you release these karmic journeys,

This karmic debt.

And we stick into this whole new space of us being these vibrant beings of light of love.

May the blessing be with you and in you,

Through you and upon you.

We take a deep breath now and come back gently into the space.

Hear the sound once again and allow yourself to come back fully.

Beautiful you,

Beautiful,

Beautiful you.

So bring your hands together now and feel the balance of the left and the right side of your body and connect that as your heart.

Feel the strength of this earth holding you and supporting you and feel that connection to the souls of your feet.

And open up the beautiful light of love all the way from your crown and feel that you are being anchored inside of this beautiful column of divine light.

You are being constantly nourished and refreshed and revitalized with this energy coming in into your energy system.

Now go and shine to the whole world.

So much love to you,

My darlings.

Thank you for you.

Namaste.

Many blessings.

Thank you,

My treasures.

Have a lovely rest of your day,

Whatever it holds,

Wherever you are in the beautiful part of this world.

So much love to you.

Thank you.

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