You know,
People,
Again,
Ascenders will tell me how busy their ascensions are lately.
And same thing,
Just exactly what you said.
I never used to forget this much.
What's wrong with me?
And I think this is a time of fundamental change.
I think it is a big challenge for a lot of people.
And we,
As ascenders,
Will,
On some level,
We'll tap into that.
And as people come to terms and shape and shift and grows,
I see ascension,
It's almost like ascension shakes your tree,
Right?
So everything that's rotten falls out.
So all that's left with ascension is beautiful,
Strong branches and blossoms and fruit.
But if you don't understand that,
You're like,
What's all this rotten stuff falling off?
People will say,
I came for peace.
But actually,
You came for transformation.
You came to completely give up everything that was rotten about you,
Everything that you don't need to be dissolved.
And that's what's happening,
Is at this time,
Everybody's trees are being shaken.
It's like,
Oh my goodness.
And some of us are more surrendered to that.
Some of us are more okay,
More comfortable with uncertainty.
But some people are struggling.
Domestic violence,
For example,
Is on the increased depression,
People anxious,
All this stuff.
And so as ascenders,
You'll feel that.
You'll feel that consciousness.
And it may not be a big,
I know this,
I feel it,
But it may just be reflected in somehow forgetting so much.
Or when you close your eyes to ascend,
It's almost like you have a barrage of thoughts.
It's like a radio antenna picking up all of consciousness.
And so what a wonderful thing,
What a wonderful act of service that perhaps you're not ascending for yourself,
You're ascending for everybody that's struggling,
Everybody that's fighting,
Everybody that's uncertain and scared.
When's my,
Where's my money coming from?
What's my future going to look like?
And so they don't know how to give up those thoughts and return to stillness,
But you do.
And so in some small way,
You're doing it for them.
And some step by step,
Moment by moment,
You're making the world a better place,
Giving the world a foundation of peace and stillness and surrendering all the fear for everybody else.
And for us,
It may look like,
I'm just forgetting,
I'm useless.
But top down is looking like,
Look at these angels,
These points of light across the world who are just doing their part,
Doing their bit to make it easier for everybody.
I know Maharishi,
If you've ever heard him talk,
But once he said to me,
You know,
If it had a little label and it just had your mom's name on it and said,
The reason you forgot was because of your mom,
You forgot so your mom could remember,
You would do it a million times today.
Or maybe it could be for your,
For your,
Your daughter or your grandfather or,
Or for your neighbor or for your,
You know,
If it had a little label,
If he saw so clearly why we forgot,
We would not,
Not get upset about it.
We would gladly forget so we could,
Cool,
Let's remember again,
Let's get started.
But that's the,
That's the,
The power that we have is the ability to choose to be content,
Choose to with patience and joyfulness,
Return to this,
Return to remembering.
We can return with,
Oh,
I'm an idiot.
Or we can return with like,
Okay,
I get another chance.
Okay.
And that makes all the difference,
Makes it a ginormous difference to you.
But as you do ascension,
You do everything.
So you probably have that pattern or habit in many different aspects of your life.
So you're not just learning,
You're not just changing the way you do ascension,
You're changing the way you do everything in life,
Becoming much more patient,
Much more determined,
Much more understanding of everybody else who has exactly the same voice in their head.
So no,
You're not useless at all.
Not useless.
You're amazing,
Actually.
That's how you get stronger if you like,
Is by simply,
Oh,
That's fascinating,
I forgot again,
And return.
I've been dreaming again.
Oh,
No deal,
No judgment,
Let's come back.
Sometimes it seems like we do it more,
And sometimes some days it seems like we do it less.
Some days we're more enlightened than others.
But I think I really,
It's not personal.
You can have the intention when you wake up and you can remind yourself,
Oh,
This is the most important thing,
I'm going to stay as present and connected as possible.
You most certainly can do that.
You can make sure that you close your eyes throughout the day and really refresh and get that big sense of connection with stillness.
But then you just do your best.
And part of your best,
Like I was saying,
Is returning without judgment,
Returning without anger,
Returning without,
Oh,
I'm an idiot,
I'm useless,
I'm never going to get it.
It's the practice of forgiving yourself.
True.
But really,
It's a practice of seeing that tendency,
That habit of being self-violent,
Self-critical,
And not feeding it anymore,
Not giving it any more juice.
Separating yourself,
Letting it spin off,
Too bad.
Forgiving yourself so much that we just want to return back to start.
We don't want to work out why,
We don't want to work out,
We don't want to spend another second thinking that we're an idiot.
Ah,
Here I clearly see I have a choice.
Let's make it.
And then your whole journey,
Your whole life becomes easy because you see it was always the voice in your head that you were listening to that created the struggle.
On this path of joy,
The thing that stopped you being joyful was the voice in your head saying,
I'm not doing it right.
And that's like we were talking about before,
But earlier this morning,
That's the fundamental thing,
The fundamental judgment,
I'm not doing it right.
Somehow I'm doing this wrong,
Somehow I am wrong.
And it creates all kinds of pressure,
All kinds of handbrakes to you living you.
So it's not a small thing getting to see this voice.
It's,
I would say it's what ascension is,
It's showing us with such clarity that voice so we can choose to stop listening to it,
So we can choose to stop feeding it.
So the judgment of right and wrong completely goes,
Completely disappeared.
I don't know if you,
I'm feeling very biblical this morning,
But if you know the story of the Bible,
And I don't know if this stands up very well,
But when Adam and Eve,
They got thrown out of the garden of Eden,
They got thrown out of paradise,
Because they learned of good and evil,
Right and wrong.
They took within themselves the fruit that which is the judgment of I'm doing it right,
I'm doing it wrong.
And here's the thing,
When we all drop the mind,
Put more attention on the ascension attitude on stillness,
Right and wrong disappear.
It becomes so whole,
It just is.
So yes,
You're not,
This is no small thing.
Was it the original sin in the Bible that you for,
For so many thousands of years humans,
The thing that has separated us from divinity,
Is that judgment that I'm doing it wrong.
And it's just this tiny little filter,
This tiny little layer of a voice that says,
Perhaps,
And we believe that perhaps I'm perhaps I am wrong.
But when you see it,
There's nothing but divinity,
Nothing but stillness.
And so what a wonderful dance we're in,
Because we're seeing the very core,
The very core of all humanities problems.
I am doing it wrong,
I am wrong,
And I'm going to make you suffer for it.
All the vengefulness,
All the benevolence in the world comes from,
I am wrong.
I am separated from God,
I am not divine.
And so seeing that voice in our own heads is a powerful,
Powerful thing.
So again,
If you saw a label attached and said you're doing it for Adam and Eve,
And everybody since,
You'd be like,
All right,
There's a big,
Big game at play.
And assume,
Assume that's the case,
Because otherwise,
It's just tough work.
Hence the path of joy,
You're joyfully doing this,
Not only for yourself,
But everybody.
And when you do it for everybody,
When you're of service to everybody,
And I mean,
Whether you're choosing for the world,
Whether you're choosing to forget for the world,
Or whether you're taking out your your elderly neighbors rubbish,
That service means you forget yourself,
You forget your ideas of right and wrong,
Because you're helping somebody else,
You're making somebody else's life easier.
The power of giving is,
Is amazing to get us out of our own egos of our own problems.
So yeah,
Embrace giving.
