This frequency clearing is about indecisiveness,
And this topic goes deep,
And through many generations,
Way back.
Take a deep breath into your nose,
And fill your chest,
Hold it on top for a few seconds,
Relax,
And let go.
Many of us,
Women especially,
Struggle with overthinking and indecisiveness,
Put your focus to your throat,
And your neck area,
Feel that it might be tight,
You might feel you were unable to express the anger,
Which has been built up over a long time.
Come with love,
And welcome that pain.
We give it attention now,
We give it space to radiate out of our energetical body,
And to release,
To give space to the new.
Indecisiveness is a topic that stems from so many,
Many thousands of years back,
From the beginning of building a system where women needed to repress their actual soul essence,
Their natural being.
Women are born to lead,
Women are born to make decisions,
Connected with trust,
Connected to their soul and to nature.
We just knew all the time.
Systems were put in place where only a few hundred years ago,
Women were seen as witches,
And you weren't allowed to be choosing,
You weren't allowed to be following your natural wisdom,
And there was the fear of being burned,
There was the fear of being seen.
Imagine yourself going into a lake,
Just beautiful and warm,
And you're the only one there,
You're just lying and floating there,
Being held by the waters,
By the magic of nature.
Move your attention slowly from your throat down through the chest and into the solar plexus.
Right now the water is bringing the healing frequencies to your scarcity.
Indecisiveness in today's world is shown as being scared of failure,
Or I'm scared maybe to be choosing only one thing or that specific thing,
The fear of missing out,
The fear of doing wrong,
But actually,
You're fearful of being burned on stake.
The soul essence of this topic,
Making decisions as the leader the woman is,
And you are and always were,
Is the topic of suppressing.
You needed to suppress your needs,
You needed to suppress your leadership,
You needed to survive.
The generations before you felt the same,
We are raising the frequency right now by understanding that we needed to be playing a different role while the role we were actually been given by nature has been manipulated,
So you needed to control yourself.
Making decisions you may think is hard,
But I am very sure that you have done lots of good decisions in uncertainty of the results.
Let's connect the solar plexus with your heart to experience the wisdom of the divine feminine.
Experiencing yourself as the leader,
As someone who can trust herself,
Making decisions.
Feel right now how the solar plexus is getting over flooded by the love of the heart.
There's a pressure maybe on the top of your belly.
There is some electricity,
Some sparks,
Exactly like when you were not even yet an embryo.
The heart of the baby started by electricity,
Your soul,
Your consciousness took place.
And right now we are doing exactly the same,
Restarting a new radiant leadership program inside of you.
Know that there was never something wrong with you,
And so that knowledge can set you free.
Interesting.
I am receiving a question that wants to be translated into this meditation.
How are some women more being able to take decisions than others?
The more you are connected to your soul,
Even though you might not know it,
Even though you might feel like life stands still,
You are feeling it,
Your body knows.
Everything is already so close to your subconscious,
Out of the subconscious,
Into the consciousness.
So you are just feeling it.
Something is not in line with how your soul essence and your blueprint is normally.
You are most certainly a high empath,
You are most certainly taking on other responsibilities from others,
Because there you just took a decision.
You are a pure heart leader.
And you were holding on to the last threads of what your system,
Or the system we got born into,
Needed you to be.
Submissive,
Working for someone else,
Doing for someone else.
Because otherwise you might feel or be seen as egoistic.
Understand that you have always been in charge,
But programs have been set into you.
Because when you are overthinking,
You can be easily led by someone else.
And as harsh as it may sound,
When someone is able to lead you,
You are not in your own power.
So today we are taking on the chapter of letting go of this habit.
Move your focus to the lower belly area.
Your exhaustion or your overthinking is not only felt in your brain,
But also in your belly.
We say the gut feeling.
The heavier the gut feeling is,
The more unable we believe into any decision.
It has been accumulated energy of resentment towards something you understood long time ago that you do not belong in this system.
You belong with the birds,
Or with the fishes,
Free,
And in natural rhythm with what has been given to you.
As you are still lying in this lake,
Feeling protected,
Understand that right now we are talking to the water,
Asking for relaxation,
For softness,
For a release of the old energies and habits we have been holding on to.
Feel in your imagination your belly with this holy water,
Water that has been charged for centuries with the knowledge of wisdom.
Water that is not only cleaning the energies,
But also calms down the anger,
Frustration,
The self-doubt,
Giving some time to see and flow into every corner of your belly,
Soaking it up into the bloodstream,
Your DNA,
Your cells.
Maybe you can smell the water,
Feel the water,
Its softness,
Deep,
Deep healing of the root chakra,
Let it.
Right now,
Nothing more that you need to be knowing.
Rather than coming back to this recording or whenever you feel like a little bit more grounding is needed,
Find the water,
Find this lake and bathe in it to protect your energy and to clean your energy and also release the energetics to things and people and situations and even thoughts over here will give you some time to just be who you always were,
Able to make decisions in power,
Knowing that whatever decision you're making is the right one and that you're safe.
And whenever you feel ready to step out of the water and come out of the meditation,
You do so,
I let you be.
