67 Why Am I Regressing?

William responds to a listener, "I am on my awakening journey. It has been amazing the last few months. Deep awareness during waking hours. The silence has been so beautiful. Now I seem to have regressed. Meditation continues to be amazing flowing with acceptance, surrender and kundalini, etc. But when my eyes are open, I'm procrastinating, avoiding doing things, etc. Why can I experience myself as Awareness during meditation but not when I am active? Am I holding back? It used to be so easy."

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I’m so glad this woman asked this question because I feel the same way.. And I appreciate your answer… I understand your answer. How our personality and our culture has so much influence consciously, and unconsciously on our awakening. Thank you.💕🌞🩷💜🌈💕🌞🩷💜🌈💕🌞

Thank you William, I found this one particularly helpful at the moment - thanks for the question B

Devine timing! What you describe here is exactly what my personality has been up to. I am a teacher at heart and the “I MUST reteach what I have learned or am learning” is at conflict with the voice I hear that keeps saying “Do nothing!” And “Baby steps” is so aptly name because we are like babies in our awakening. Like “B” I am inventing protocols in my head for helping clients, but then I find myself walking, riding my bike, and doing other things to help in my physical recovery. First things first, right? Do nothing, relax, notice the shifts in perception and enjoy the now. Thank you for this beautiful explanation of what is happening as we travel this path or stand in the river (whatever metaphor works 🤩).

This was an excellent topic. I enjoy hearing what resonates with others and what they are working on. It definitely helps us all. 🙏🏾🌸🙏

That was fantastic… what a terrific question and response. Very uplifting.
Thanks for another great one!!! 😊
~ Jennifer