Thank you Thomas
So beautiful to think of the entire universe conspiring to make us.
Thank you as always for your guidance and teachingππ»
I see the great value of detachment from identity, fixations and thought constructs. I trust in impermanene of form. A part of me holds to the idea of essence. In my heart it feels like a space to small to see with a mircroscope yet as vast as the universe. The cells of tissue, organ and skelleton all holding a large amount of the periodic table of elements and fire with electrical charges of nerve and neuron. Each cell full of living energy that dies is consumed and reborn. My mind so full of synaptic firing , chemicals and knowing, while still other parts are under my conscious awareness. This all seems like essence to me. Yes it will change and is never the same yet the energy of breath and light and chemical compounds will go somewhere? Change into something. I think of this as essence. Perhaps my definition is flawed? I concede
it is possible my desire for enternal life is delusion based on bias ,fear or both. Yet this nagging sub conscious memeory taps me on the shoulder to remind me of ecstatic experience ,visions and visulization, stillnes deep levels of peace, euphora , pain, suffering and mourning all experienced in relational sensing of other and I. The bliss of the Budda mind or the mind of Christ seems to shine with essence to me. This could be called the Holy Spirit , Divine, Higher Power, Higher Self, True self, Soul, Source, Life Force, Prana, Spirit , Incarnation or Essence.
I James am not who I think I am yet I am a part of a bigger I or maybe not. I choose to double down on the little i in the big I.
Much love and respect to you my friend. Your work has been a valuable gift in my healing journey.
Having said all that essence is just a word or idea and I can let it go with great pleasue as you guide the meditation. It is wonderful to be a vessel that holds something very beautiful. Much repect and grattitude. ποΈπ―οΈβ€οΈβπ₯ππ»