I'm Back. Less Bitter. Better.

I witnessed my daughter getting the exact same treatment that received during my entire childhood and I worked SO HARD to make sure she never experienced it. And here we were. The panic attacks that disappeared 30 years ago came back. The anxiety and depression that I had diffused a few short years ago returned with vengeance. I could not think straight or sleep much less do a podcast. I had to disappear. Now I am back... and begin with detailing the first visit with my mom in a year.

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First listen to you- this came up. Right now I’m in an angry phase ….
I like the song. Warriors can’t stop it…your daughters experience…. I haven’t the words really… but the fire… your response honours all of you and her… there’s so much xxxt in the world and evil is real… I fought the good fight… see the best and the rest…nothing goes away in some ways….and we find our fire..

I relate to this so much I feel sick! Things got easier for me when my mom died. I understood why. I also understood I loved her and had to mourn what I wanted our relationship to be. This podcast helps me !! I relive this feeling when I visit my family. Never feeling understood, and never feeling like I’m enough. Thank you for sharing. I have read, listened and also understood this family dynamic at a really young age. I put myself in therapy after my first son was born. I was 19 years old, when I understood that I didn’t want my own child to suffer the same fate as I. Again, thank you.

Awww Tami thank you for sharing this. I’m so sorry you and your daughter and her team mates were treated this way. As I was listening I realized immediately this is happening with my 22 year old grand daughter’s employer. She may or may understand this is narcissistic abuse but I do now and I will have a conversation with her as soon as I can. Thank you for sharing this with your followers. Blessing to you and your family. 💜

Tammy: I am glad you’re back! I am sorry to hear about your daughter. You are a wonderful Mother and she is lucky to have you in her life. Thanks for doing what you do and for keeping it real.
Neil. 😀☯️

Thank you again for your words, are you sure you don’t have more than one step sister because your mother sounds exactly the same as mine, so Validating to listen too! Sorry to hear about your daughter but she couldn’t have a wiser mother to help her heal! 🙏🏼