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I tried this whole hustling thing, and it’s only made me perpetually overwhelmed and riddled with anxiety - I lived like this for decades. I was in a hurry and tried pushing (actually forcing) my way to destination happy. On this twisted path lined with invisible barbed wire, I found out I don’t even care about “the proverbial top” because that’s never was never my sole goal in the first place. It was a false goal created by my false self – which evolved from a toxic childhood.