It is a collective and timeless reading of what you may have experienced in your past life.
Collective because this is an open message for anyone so remember you can take what resonates and leave the rest behind.
And timeless as in you can hear this one time when I publish it or in the future.
At any time this message will reach you and you also may come back to this message at any time to listen again.
If so you choose.
Accompanying us on our past life reading today is the children card.
In your past lives your soul was always holding on to a very strong bond with children.
Children played an important and crucial role in the majority of your past lives.
You have sacrificed so much for them even though they may not have been your own children.
Well they could have been your own children but they could have been children that you were just defending,
Protecting,
Or teaching.
You are a soul who has left behind many of your own personal needs,
Your own self-care to help and take care of children.
It may mean that in a past life you have been a mother or a father or a teacher or a social worker or somebody who has cared for and taken the importance of children very closely to the path of your soul.
However this doesn't disconnect you from being your own person.
You were a mother and a father and that perhaps took up all your time.
Your soul forgot that it needed time to just be itself and to live in the moment and to take care of itself.
You have a very maternal or paternal soul but that has generated some blocks in this lifetime.
One that is very highly connected to grief and the sense of culpability,
The sense of I have done something wrong,
I'm guilty.
When you think of yourself you feel this tremendous guilt and putting the focus on yourself and only yourself generates this guilt in this lifetime.
This is one of the karmic cycles that very well may be present in your life and one that we can begin to examine with an open heart and an understanding that we haven't done anything wrong.
In fact the sacred duty of caring for children is very beautiful and very powerful but it is true that there is a sacred duty to care for and take honest love,
Care and appreciation for your physical body as well,
For you and your own soul as well.
It characterizes you and lives deeply within you.
So your challenge in this lifetime is to think of yourself before you think about protecting those people who are weaker than you.
You have to care for yourself and you have to do this before you take care of other people.
This may even cause blockages or delays in the advancement of projects that are important to you or your life path,
The things that you want to manifest in this lifetime.
Something to contemplate and something to begin to understand how it functions in your life and if you've already begun to understand how self-care works then it's time to take it a little step further and to trust yourself and the creation of those moments of self-care.
You do not have to get rid of everything in your life that doesn't serve self-care but it is very important to find a balance because the contrary would be that you find yourself in situations where you have to show incredible inner strength for other people and when you are alone it may feel like other people aren't there for you.
Remember it's all about balance and although it feels really good to take care of other people this in a way is running away from something very important and that is the care,
The observation,
And the understanding of your own personal soul and journey.
We can allow ourselves many times to be wrapped up in the care and worry of other people in an attempt to hide away from or shield ourselves from our own personal journey which karmic debts may be included in that and those can be very painful sometimes.
So in order to take away that pain we sometimes hide in the care of other people and then feel the anger or the resentment of why am I not being taken care of.
Remember our own personal care is up to us.
Yes people do help us and yes people do care for us especially those that are close to us however we will begin to lead a life that is full of resentment if we do not allow ourselves those spaces.
However small,
However infrequent,
At the beginning just to care for ourselves to reset our minds and spirits and bodies is a necessity just like the care of others is a necessity it is necessity for you and there's something also to be said about the cultural eye.
People watching sometimes won't understand self-care they won't understand the fact that you need to take a break they won't understand the fact that you don't dedicate yourself 100% to the care of your children or to the care of other people.
They may not understand this because they don't do it themselves but and this is a reminder to be a bit of a renegade a bit of a rebel in this sense and in that in doing that you can teach others the same thing.
If you find any reminders of this it may be accompanied with the number three as this is a 30 life card which may signify that you have lived at least 30 lives or that this specific karmic cycle has begun 30 lives ago and continues into this current life.
So keep an eye out for the number 30 the number three or the number zero in the coming weeks as clues and hints from the spirit world are brought to your attention and they can teach you to help yourself along this journey of self-discovery of self-care.
Thank you so much my name is Simone and I hope to see you in any of my other collective readings here on Insight Timer.
Thank you very much have a nice day.
