Wings Are Beginning To Unfold

This one was a truly stunning very clear satsang with a special shout to Matt, a very brave and sincere seeker with a heart of gold, who put himself on the prayer list some time ago, has made real progress in a battle with schizophrenia.

Premasudha feels honoured to know you, Matt.

There is big movement into the heart showing up in all members of this satsang. So many small-minded battles have disappeares and wings are beginning to unfold.

It is a wonder to watch!

Premasudha is so touched by the development of the heart that she is seeing.

Please remember your head/ego cannot stop your spiritual progress unless you think it can. If you get tempted to trust your head over your heart's knowing, please remember our souls are infinite; they created this whole Universe; and our heads are just conditioned thought.

They are stupid!!!

Many many blessings to all of you sincere seekers - you will get the help you need.

Speakers: Saskia, Laura, Shivamaye, Michael

Transcript

Oh,

We're calling on grace,

We're calling on Amma for her grace.

The grace that we're in,

That surrounds us,

That our bodies are made out of,

That is abundantly available to us,

And all we have to do is learn how to receive it.

That's the point of the satsangs,

To help us learn to receive it,

And allow it to strengthen our hearts,

And help us be more and more expressions of the divine in our daily lives.

And may she give us particular strength to proceed.

Right,

And I'm feeling some angelic presences,

And there's great reassurance coming through.

That's what I'm feeling and through this grace from Amma and these angelic presences,

It's this really strong reassurance that all is well.

Okay,

Thank you,

Thank you.

Okay,

Ladies and gentlemen,

How wonderful to see you!

Yeah,

Anybody got something to say or a question?

You know,

There's a real power to our joining together to receive this grace,

And to sort of unwrap our hearts,

To allow channels to be made to our hearts.

Okay,

Listen you guys,

Channels to be made to your heart,

Okay?

That's what you need,

Channels to your heart,

So you can express it,

Live it more.

Yeah,

And again,

These angelic energies,

It's tremendous reassurance.

Yeah,

And great understanding about what it's like here on earth.

Right,

And again,

I'm getting from,

Geez,

It's Gabriel.

Stop being so hard on yourselves,

Like,

Unnecessary,

Unnecessary,

Okay?

Don't be so hard on yourselves.

Try to,

Try to,

Like,

Notice those thoughts,

Because they're not true.

Yeah,

There's tremendous understanding for our frailties,

And why we are as we are.

And lots of times,

It's like the star students who get A++,

They always think they're failing,

They're going to fail.

It's the most sincere ones are,

You know,

Doubt themselves.

So,

Okay,

That's interesting.

I'm getting a big,

There's a big blast of love coming through to help with that.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Okay,

So step forward and receive.

Who wants to go?

I have a question,

Pramasuta.

Hi,

Good morning.

Hi,

Everybody.

I talked to you before about an allergies I had.

I was never in my life allergic to anything.

And then I thought when I used this ashes that Amma gives out,

Excuse me,

At the Darshan in India,

I thought I was allergic to that,

Because I got all my body got all itchy,

And my eyes got swollen.

And so I didn't use it anymore.

And it persisted.

And I found out in India,

I got pills from the Ayurveda doctor for my hip,

She gave me eight different pills,

Four for before and four after a meal,

Three times a day.

And the interesting thing is,

Or the thing I don't 100% understand is I took them for over a month in India,

And was totally fine with it.

And then when I started here,

I found out that's where the allergies come from.

And when I was in Europe now,

I stopped them and it stopped and I started and it starts again,

My eyes get puffy.

And the next step would be it's I'm itchy.

So the whole thing is I get I have an allergic reaction,

I don't know to all eight or one of them.

And but they help my hip,

They help the pain in my hip.

So my question is,

You mentioned allergies are ego.

So um,

Yeah,

My my that's my question around that.

Okay,

Well,

You could experiment with you could take one.

You know,

For eight days,

Take one different pill and see which one it is.

I could Yeah,

I haven't had the juice yet to do that.

But that would be the next step,

I guess.

Yeah,

It's,

I'm just trying to understand.

I mean,

Of course,

In India,

You sweat a lot more,

It's not and maybe it goes more through the system.

But I'm just trying to understand why it didn't bother me at all then.

And it does here.

I'm just asking you it's information.

Are you a bit shocked that this happened?

Um,

I've never been allergic.

So it's a very new reaction.

And when I look in the mirror,

I look differently.

That's a little bit.

Yeah.

I mean,

Shock is a strong word,

But it's not comfortable.

Yeah.

Yeah.

What do you think is the reason?

Just just feeble,

Play be as wild as you like.

You know,

I,

I think there's something plugged up in me.

There's something wanting to come out.

And because while I was talking in the beginning,

I felt that hip pain.

So there's a connection,

There's something wanting to tell me something either through the allergies or through the hip pain.

And yeah.

Yeah,

That's what I think.

And hip is,

You know,

In the premises,

The transcendent transcendent body approach.

It's like power.

So both or is one more than the other.

It's only the left one.

It's only the feminine power.

So the,

The more subtle kind of power.

Okay,

So there's a level that even the subtlety of getting this reaction is part of clearing the issue of female power.

Do you see the subtlety?

Okay.

Yes.

Okay.

All right.

Yeah.

You know,

I remember you talked about when you came.

Didn't you see when you came home,

You felt or you were feeling in your house,

Like about how concrete you felt.

When I came back in summer,

That is correct.

Yeah.

Okay.

Okay.

Yeah,

You know,

Really,

You know,

Allergies to premise it is view,

It's kind of me and not me.

Like that,

You know,

Kind of two of,

Okay,

This is me and your other.

Okay.

Okay.

So I just think that is coming up to be cleared,

You know,

You may have felt more unified in India,

You know,

Close to Alma,

Like less,

Less me,

Not me kind of divisions,

And maybe home.

It's like in our culture and everything.

It's the,

You know,

The,

It's,

It's a me,

Not me wanting to clear.

So I don't know,

You know,

It may not last very long.

Do you know,

You could,

It could be moved through,

But you could experiment with which it's simple,

Just take one pill a day for eight days,

Like it's such an easy.

Yeah,

It is.

Yeah.

And it could even go away.

Like my sister used to have allergies to everything,

And they all went away as she cleared.

You know,

This is just a transitional thing.

Yeah,

That's what I feel.

Right.

And it may be that part of us really scared to know about female power.

That's kind of what I kind of feel in a way.

It's sort of like,

Oh,

God,

If I really let this go,

What's gonna happen?

Yeah,

That's kind of what I kind of feel the rub is.

Yeah.

Yeah.

How does that feel when I say it?

That feels very true.

Yeah.

Yeah.

So just knowing that that's maybe the truth of it underneath and just experiment and maybe it will.

It will go,

You know,

I got some pills from the from the Ayurvedic place and one is allergic to eggs,

You can't eat eggs for like six months afterwards.

But after a month,

I was like,

I want some eggs.

I was fine.

Okay.

Funny.

Yeah.

It's funny.

When you say when you it's funny when you say female power,

The word power triggers a almost not allowed reaction.

Power is something bad that that comes up in me.

Yeah,

But Saskia,

Okay.

Okay,

All of you women,

Please understand that our power comes through anyway.

So if we're resisting or having trouble accepting our power,

Our power is coming through in the dark.

Yeah,

In the negative.

Okay.

So it's much safer to go conscious.

You know,

You may feel the taboo of it,

But it means that you you won't do any harm to anybody because lots of times this is the thing with like,

I remember this mom and my mom had this quality too.

She wasn't true to herself,

But there was a mom in the neighborhood and all the kids were kind of paralyzed by her.

Like they kind of never left home because she so was not true to herself.

So they all just kind of nobody left home.

And this is like when I was a kid,

When kids left home at 18,

You know,

Like,

If we don't do our,

You know,

Waking up work,

It will be used in the negative.

Yeah.

Yeah,

I realized that.

Yeah,

Sometimes we see it,

Right?

I mean,

I've seen it myself.

Yeah.

And I don't mean this,

Like women are so,

You know,

We're so ready to find fault.

I don't mean this in any kind of accusing way.

It's just,

You know,

It's just the yin and the yang.

It's just like logical,

Right?

Yeah.

Yeah.

If you block the light at all it,

It is a problem.

Yeah.

So you could,

You could get interested in,

You know,

Ask yourself what,

What are the withholds about allowing your feminine power?

Because,

You know,

The satsang,

I mean,

This is pure feminine power,

You know,

Backed by the male,

But it's,

I mean,

What's,

What's so scary about it?

It's what we need,

Right?

Yeah.

Yes.

And I think it's,

It's what I'm starting to do.

I feel it's coming in my life.

And maybe that's why this is coming out.

Yeah,

Of course.

It's just more of the clearing.

Yeah.

It's good.

Yes.

All the stuff is good.

Yeah.

It means less,

Less crap in the closet,

You know?

No,

But really,

It's like cleaning out the closet.

Please.

Yes.

Yeah.

Thank you.

I needed to hear that.

Yeah.

Yeah,

Please,

You guys.

I mean,

It is the highest level.

This is integrity,

Saskia.

When you do that level of work,

That is true integrity.

Okay.

It is the most valuable thing.

It's the rarest thing because people talk a good game.

You know,

I'm sorry.

I've had a lot of years.

They'll talk a good game.

But actually push comes to shove.

Lots of times they don't want to look at this stuff.

So,

You know,

Good.

Yeah,

Good.

Okay.

Okay.

I'm seeing,

I'm actually seeing some darkness clear just as we're talking.

Yeah.

Nice.

Yeah.

You see,

Bringing it out into the light and good for you,

Sweetie.

And I'm going to see you on Monday too.

Yes.

Yes.

But it's so interesting about the physiology that you get allergic to stuff.

That is how fluid it all is,

You guys.

Yeah.

And how healable it all is because it's not really real.

When you get down to the emotional difficulty,

You heal that and all this stuff goes.

Yeah.

Great.

Thanks.

Thank you.

Okay.

Who's next?

Hi,

It's Laura.

Sweetie,

How are you doing?

I'm good.

Can you talk more about the allergies?

I never heard that.

But it's so clear that it's me,

Not me.

Especially in the dining room.

I have a lot of food allergies that I am so sick of.

How do you let go?

Yeah,

That's the million dollar question,

Eh?

Yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah.

You know,

Give it to Amma.

I mean,

You know,

All these things.

I mean,

You know,

You know how things change,

Laura.

It just happens organically.

I mean,

Just knowing that the allergy isn't really real and that it's me,

Not me.

It's where you're like,

You know,

Judging or trying to protect yourself from others.

It's what you did in your family as a little kid.

Just,

You know,

Focus on embracing everything.

Just,

You know,

You know,

I've seen you make progress.

I've seen you,

You know,

Stop battling your family so much.

It's like,

I know you change.

Yeah,

This is one of the last frontiers.

I'm serious.

There's been so much healing here.

I'm so grateful.

Oh,

Laura,

I'm so happy to hear that.

Oh,

I'm so happy to hear that.

Joyful.

Oh,

My goodness.

Oh,

You've made my day.

To be able to just stand back and watch it.

Watch the drama.

It's not mine.

That's fantastic.

Well,

Do the same thing with the allergies,

You know,

Just like step back and go,

Okay,

You know,

Or bless your food.

I don't know.

But I have a lot of faith in you,

Laura.

So,

You know,

Because you just keep going.

Yeah.

Thank you.

And I just want to say everybody in the Satsang is so amazing.

Everyone is amazing.

Yeah.

You guys,

I got an email from a dear one in the Satsang and she's,

You know,

I mean,

I think her ego's up.

She wrote and said that she didn't align with these values.

And I think what's happened is her ego's come up and going like,

No,

No,

No,

It's not safe teaching,

Not a safe teaching,

You know.

That's breaking my heart a little bit.

So,

Hopefully,

She'll return.

You know,

We can get a little psychotic,

You guys,

When we get in our issues.

It's like we get a new set of glasses,

A pair of dark glasses.

We will see darkness where there isn't any.

We will make trouble.

We will make difficulty when there doesn't need to be.

That's why it's so important to step back and watch,

Observe,

And pray.

Because you won't buy into the drama the same way.

Yeah.

Yeah.

And maybe it's time for her to have a new teacher.

I mean,

This happens,

You know.

It's just sort of a funny email to get out of the blue.

Yeah.

So,

It's nice to hear what you said,

Laura.

Yeah,

Because it kind of broke my heart about,

She's a dear one,

You know.

But,

Yeah.

And maybe what she says is true.

I mean,

Premasuddha doesn't think so.

But,

You know,

Who knows?

It's just the path of love,

Though.

So,

I don't know how it can be.

It's just the path of love.

But fear comes up and will rattle chains.

Yeah.

Just be very patient with yourself,

Laura.

And I'm seeing a little bit of a darkness here.

And it's sort of a structure close to your heart.

And I'm gonna lift it energetically,

Okay?

Okay.

So,

As it's lifting,

You might get intensified sense of darkness,

Okay?

You know this,

Right?

Yeah.

But it's not a very big darkness.

It's just kind of,

I'm seeing a couple of boxes,

Like outlines of dark boxes.

But they're just outlines.

They're not real boxes.

It's just outline.

Left,

Really.

You know?

So,

May this clear.

May this clear.

Yeah.

And remember,

Guys,

It will intensify.

Right?

It's just the same principle of,

Who's the German healer?

Bruno.

When people need the healing energy,

The people that got healed would get this electrical pain coming up their bodies.

It really hurt.

It's like it will intensify before it heals.

It's just the way it is.

But you can stay in touch with me,

Laura.

You know?

Yeah.

It's strange as it's going.

Pardon?

What?

Yeah.

It's strange as it's going.

That's it.

It screams.

It's the ego screams.

You guys,

The ego is trying to keep you in the playpen of perception.

The same box.

So,

It will,

When you're just on the verge of leaving it,

The ego will scream.

Even Pramasutha,

I had an experience when I was just about to move towards the beginnings of self-realization,

And I had an encounter with Amma.

And I truly,

I wasn't sure I was going to proceed on the journey.

It was that big of a ego challenge.

And,

You know,

I continued on.

But man,

For a while,

I was not seeing straight.

Yeah.

So,

Please,

You guys,

Make room for this kind of thing.

Yeah.

If you can,

It's the pendulum back and forth.

The more you see this,

The faster you can go.

Okay?

Because what happens is when you know the goes back and forth,

You stop believing the negative,

You know,

When it goes into sorrow,

You stop believing the darkness.

You just know it's a pendulum thing.

Yeah.

I've told you this.

There's this very famous sage,

And he said,

Basically,

If a spiritual student doesn't understand this pendulum from joy to sorrow,

Their life will end in disaster,

Basically.

Because if you don't understand this,

You will get captivated by the darkness.

You will believe the darkness.

Yeah.

This is a part of Prema Sutta's work is,

You know,

Around actually how to walk the journey.

And this is really important because we're so caught in our minds in the West.

So,

Our minds start going like cuckoo,

And we believe it.

You know,

So many times,

Amma,

I've gone up to Hagama,

And she stroked my cheek,

Like,

Kind of like,

Oh,

Are you stuck in your catastrophic head again,

Prema Sutta?

Really?

Really?

I tell you,

I couldn't have done it without her.

So many strokes of,

Oh,

Are you back in the catastrophe?

So,

Please,

You know,

I so know the territory myself.

So,

Please just,

You know,

Come back,

Focus on your heart,

Say your mantra,

Anything to try to give yourself some stability.

Inner stability,

Kind of a safe place to stand.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Right.

That's what I really want to support you guys finding.

Yeah.

Okay,

Good.

Good.

And I'm learning to do it in a little bit of a spacious way that I have over reached over too far for people.

And I'm learning how to do this support from more of a spacious way.

Yeah.

But I really want you to feel it and know that it's there.

And I so understand this journey,

What it's like.

And it's glorious,

You guys.

It's glorious.

You know,

I don't know if anybody skis,

You know,

But if you learn to ski and the day that you can,

Like,

Ski down the slope without falling,

That you really know how to get around those moguls and everything.

It's like fun.

It's the same principle of the journey.

It starts getting much lighter,

Much easier.

Yeah.

Yeah.

You just keep going until it happens.

Yeah.

Good.

Okay.

Who else would like?

Thanks,

Laura.

Who else would like to speak?

Yeah.

How are you?

I didn't comb my hair.

I'm good.

I'm good.

I'm good.

I just got back from London.

And I don't know.

It's funny because at first,

When you first logged on,

I was like,

Oh,

I got all excited about telling my story.

And then as this went on,

I've been feeling like,

Oh,

The pendulum is real.

You are right about that.

But I had this.

The last few times I saw Amma and got Darshan,

She felt real distant.

You know,

She didn't give me much enthusiasm.

And you said she just reflects what we are,

You know,

Is what you told me.

And what we're doing to our soul,

What we're doing to our soul,

She will reflect.

Yeah.

And she just,

You know,

It wasn't well,

Anyway,

This time,

I had some letters to bring up to her and I bought a plant to get the tree thing.

And I handed this and handed that.

That was just how it is.

There's always so much going on.

I almost forgot I was going to get a hug.

It was just it was all of a sudden I realized,

Oh,

My gosh,

She's going to hug me.

And with this enthusiasm,

You know,

Usually I worry about where my arms are going to be and I don't want to hurt her.

And,

You know,

And everybody's watching,

Making sure you're doing OK.

And I just I just I just embraced her like I would just anybody,

You know,

I grabbed her around the waist,

Which I know I'm not supposed to do.

But it was just so beautiful,

Really.

It was so spontaneous.

And.

And then she whispered,

You know,

Like,

Doctor,

Doctor,

Doctor.

But in my ear and I I turned my head a little bit and it went right into my eardrum,

You know.

And she has done that before.

I mean,

I know she does it for everybody,

But there was one time I remember she was so enthusiastic about it over and over and over and over and over again,

You know,

And it was sort of when I left,

I thought,

Gosh,

You know,

She maybe she means it.

You know,

It was so enthusiastic.

And and and that's kind of how it was this time,

Too.

It was I did feel.

It was you know,

It was quite the experience.

I was very touched by it.

I tried to spend time with the feeling today,

You know,

Because I think it's there's this lady that that teaches that I know that says if you a good experience like that,

If you stay with it for 20 seconds a day for 21 days,

It redoes your neurons.

And today I tried to stay with that feeling and just that beautiful darshan.

And it was.

I'm so glad I went in and the second darshan was was wonderful,

Too,

But that first one,

I just felt so much love and.

Well,

I'm not even sure what I want to share other than.

Breakthrough time,

You know that you.

You know,

I think when she doesn't respond to us,

You know,

She's actually lifting our defenses.

Yeah.

So,

You know,

Then you get the experience of the breakthrough like you did,

Like just being more like a child,

Right?

Like an unselfconscious child just letting the love through,

You know?

Yeah,

I really surprised myself.

It was.

Yeah.

Yeah.

And then I think it was towards the end.

I got a really late token the last night and she was handing out extra candy kisses.

Anyway,

I got three candy kisses and I was in and she saw me get excited and,

You know,

And then later when I saw other people,

Other people got multiple ones,

Too.

But she gave them to me.

I got three and I was delighted.

It was just so fun to see those three in my hand,

You know,

And it was interesting,

Too.

You know,

I found out if you buy one of those plant things,

She usually gives an apple back.

So I tried to buy the plant.

So I get an apple that I don't know about that,

Sweetie.

I don't you don't think so.

No,

I don't think it's connected to somebody.

No.

Yeah.

No.

Somebody told me that.

Does that sound like.

No,

I don't know.

OK,

Well,

Somebody did tell me that.

And I usually get an apple when I bring a plant.

Yeah.

But Shivamaya,

Think about it.

Would Amma be hooked at the object level like that?

But that's so not unconditional love.

That is bartering.

OK.

Yeah,

Well,

It's interesting because like I said,

They usually do.

And I said to this man that I was next to when we were going up together,

You know,

I did make a comment about the apple and I said,

I'm in it for the apple.

And then I gave her the plant and I didn't get an apple.

But I got a beautiful darshan.

So it was.

Yeah,

You did get the apple.

Yeah,

It was.

I was so surprised.

I was surprised at my spontaneity.

I think it's great.

Yay,

Like happy,

Like.

J Ma,

This is the whole training,

Except as you become as little children,

You cannot enter the kingdom of heaven.

This is exactly the way forward,

Shivamaya.

OK,

So.

Congratulations,

It's wonderful.

And,

You know,

Your life will be easier.

You will share love more easily.

You will have less resistance.

Just keep doing it.

Just keep talking.

You know,

There's a resistance.

It's funny how it's both,

You know,

It's both,

Both,

You know,

It's a wonderful stuff.

And then I want to deny it.

I can feel resistance coming up even now with us,

Like between like I can feel you kind of resistant to what I'm saying to you,

But that's OK.

I know you.

Well,

You're right about that,

Except,

Yeah,

I yeah,

It's just my experience.

I had gotten apples when I brought the plants up.

Yeah,

But use your higher intelligence.

Is she bartering?

Does she barter?

It's just it's she is unconditional.

That is so conditional.

It's sort of like the marketplace level.

OK,

You buy a tree and I'll give you an apple.

It's just so not up.

Yeah.

But anyway,

Sweetie,

I want to say something to all of you guys.

I want to give a shout out to a guy named Matt.

Who is diagnosed with schizophrenia,

And he he contacted me and I was struck by his,

You know,

His email address.

It was a sea of white lilies.

And I saw this beautiful sea of white lilies every time he emailed,

You know,

And it was a reference in homage to his mom,

Really.

But this I just want to say this gentleman just through receiving prayer.

So he's never met Alma,

But he's been on the page for a year or so,

Maybe.

So he has taken up guitar.

He he plays guitar.

He is his beloved dog has died and he is managing the grief.

He is doing had the courage to do sign up for a therapy and is doing very well.

He is a very,

You know,

Schizophrenia.

One of the I read a long time ago,

It was an account of somebody who'd cured themselves of schizophrenia.

And what they said was schizophrenia is a tremendous pulling back,

Like a tremendous hiding.

So when you stop hiding,

Your mental illness becomes less.

And this is what this person did.

They stopped hiding and they forced themselves to do things until it was like it disappeared.

And this is what Premasuddha's experience is as well,

That these mental things can just they're like in the East.

They consider them transitional states towards enlightenment.

Yeah,

But I just want to give a real shout out to this to this man.

You know,

And and it's he's just done it through receiving prayer.

We haven't spoken on the phone.

You know,

And it's.

It's just the power of love and he's willing to receive it.

And he's a brave,

Brave,

Heartfelt soul who just touches my heart with his sincerity.

And his,

You know,

The lightness with which he deals with things,

And of course,

You know,

The way it goes on the journey,

He's getting pains in his fingers.

So he's scared of he tends to catastrophize about health things like many of us.

It's where our fear gets in there.

And so he's worried about arthritis,

But I'm not so worried about arthritis with him.

I just I think he just just keep going,

Just keep going.

Hands are giving and receiving,

You know,

It could be just a clearing of that.

But anyway,

So he he listens to the satsangs when I send them out.

So I just want him to be acknowledged.

Yeah,

Matt.

Yeah.

Bless your heart.

You just are a golden example.

Yeah.

Okay.

So who wants to go next?

I can tell you guys think it's worthwhile that you came.

That's great.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Getting a just support for the journey,

A little bit of a lift,

A little bit of reassurance.

It's the story here is bigger than we know.

You know,

It's like I was talking about that we learn how to sort of learn to embody the giant within we learn how to embody this huge energy that is not bound by time or space or are really ridiculous emotional complexes.

You know,

They're so ridiculous,

You know,

But we get them.

We've got them from other lives.

It's not it's not like,

You know,

It's what we're here to clear.

Yeah,

But getting,

You know,

Willing to embody this giant of energy of our truth and willing to let go of everything that no longer works for us.

Yeah.

Yeah.

And noticing the vasanas as you continue,

You'll notice vasanas disappearing.

You know that these habits coming from other lives,

They can be anything.

It can be travel,

Food,

Clothes,

Booze,

Anything,

Anything that distracts us,

Anything that,

You know,

Swamiji gave an example of we think we're over our vasanas,

But then it's like a mouse runs out and the cat immediately chases it without thinking.

So it's like these vasanas catch us and they catch us and they catch us,

But then they do burn out over time.

Yeah.

Yeah.

That's it.

That's it.

I promise they do.

You just see how ridiculous they are.

Trimasutti used to have a clothes vasana and I'd get clothes and I just wouldn't wear them.

They were nice clothes,

But I just never wore them.

And it's like,

Why did,

Why was I buying them?

It was so stupid.

Well,

Loving you is stronger than anything and you will just be brought into a bigger understanding.

Just,

You know,

Remind yourself of Amma,

Of the Creator,

Often during the day.

Really,

In a way,

That's all you have to do.

If you do that,

Remind yourself of the Creator.

That's actually what spiritual practices are,

You know,

To keep reminding us.

So anybody else?

Bhavani,

Have you got anything to say this time around?

I can't see your face.

Maybe you don't.

Oh,

There you are.

Yeah.

How are you?

Okay.

Not much to say?

Repack,

We're almost,

I'm in the car,

Almost at the airport,

Flight to India.

Okay.

So you're measuring nuts and bolts.

I'm,

Yeah,

I'm also,

I'm just,

There's just so many processes that are going on,

Processes that are going on.

Yeah.

I was,

I was thinking,

Oh,

Integration would be nice,

But I'm sure it will come.

You know what I feel,

You just,

Okay,

And maybe we can all help you,

It's like helping you,

You need help putting your arms around all of this.

Yes.

Okay.

Yes.

Okay.

Right.

Okay,

Good.

Okay,

That's all.

Right.

That's all you need.

Put your arms around it all.

It's a step into more love power.

Yeah.

Okay,

Good.

Yeah.

Yay,

J Ma.

Thank you.

You're getting so innocent,

Bhavani.

No,

Really.

It's true.

You're getting so innocent.

You were such a tough nut.

You're getting so innocent.

I'm going,

Oh,

Premasid has died and gone to heaven.

It's great.

It's great.

It's music to my ears.

Thank you so much.

Yeah,

Good.

Yeah.

Yeah,

It happens,

You guys.

It's like,

It's the same with me.

It's like,

I told you,

Abraham told me I was too innocent to work with.

You just keep going.

You just keep going.

It's the most important thing.

Don't,

Don't step away.

Just keep going.

Oh,

This is so,

I'm so filled up,

You guys.

I can just,

Ah,

I'm feeling so much love for you guys and so much gratitude that you,

That you do this,

You know,

That you're willing to do this.

Yeah.

Ah,

So great.

Because,

You know,

Premasid still feels that it's like this very practical kind of,

Okay,

Let's evolve.

Feminine face of God energy is still a little bit taboo.

Like,

I still feel it.

Like,

You know,

Our,

Our culture is training everybody to be like,

So corporate,

You know,

And this disturbs the corporate mentality,

Which is everywhere.

So,

I'm just so grateful that you guys are like,

Willing to experiment with me,

You know,

And,

And to see the results.

And,

You know,

Just hearing,

Hearing about your,

Your,

Your troubles and your progress,

All of it,

And getting the emails from people on the prayer list saying,

You know,

This is better than this.

You know,

This illness went and I'm,

It's just like,

It's just so exquisite.

It's so fun.

It's so fun.

That's what it is.

It's just so great.

Fun.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Right.

Good.

Yeah,

Michael.

Yeah,

I just wanted to say I feel a lot of gratitude for you doing what you do.

It's really,

Really wonderful.

And I can just feel Amma's energy right now.

She seems like she's,

You know,

Sitting next to me.

And it's,

It's just a really nice feeling.

Yeah.

Right.

Oh,

I can feel this.

Right.

It's getting stronger,

The love.

I mean,

Even,

You know,

Amma,

The response to her in Europe seems to me that the love is understood better.

It sounds like it,

You know,

The earth is getting it more about what she's bringing.

And this,

That the way of love is the only way,

You know,

Where we have a chance,

You know?

Yeah.

And so Michael,

And to,

For you to be able to feel her like that,

Like,

This is what I see in you.

I mean,

I think that you feel like,

You know,

You're aware of your defenses,

But you have this,

You know,

This pathway to your heart that allows you to feel Amma next to you.

It's like,

That's it.

Really.

That,

You know,

I want to say that's as good as it gets in the parts of the journey,

But that is a really big thing to be able to do.

Yeah.

And this is why I'm wanting the satsang to help you guys do that,

Actually.

You know,

The power of this unconditional love,

That you start feeling it more and more.

Yeah,

Yeah,

Yeah.

You know,

Guys,

There's something I really want to say,

And it's to,

There are a couple of people who are really,

Like,

They feel stuck in their heads and blocked by their heads.

And I want you to understand that you can only be blocked by your head if you think your head has the power to block your soul.

Please understand this.

Your head is this totally wimpy little nothing compared to your soul.

Okay,

Please understand this.

Just notice if you're,

Like,

Thinking that you can have the power to stop your evolution,

That your head has the power to stop your evolution,

Because it cannot,

Unless you believe that it can.

Okay?

This is,

Please look at this in yourselves.

Premasutha really got held up for a couple of years when I was thinking that my head,

That I could really stop the evolution by being kind of an incompetent spiritual seeker.

Until when I was really unstable,

And I felt like that my head could stop my evolution.

This channel said to me,

Your head could only stop your evolution if you believe that it can.

It is the only thing that stops people from achieving self-realization.

It's just that they think their head is stronger than their soul.

Like,

Hello.

But we always have choice,

You guys.

And if you do think your head is stronger than your soul,

And that you could block yourself eternally,

Just notice it.

Look at it,

You know.

Write it in your journal,

You know.

Forgive yourself.

Follow the breadcrumbs,

You know.

You guys,

All of us,

We have this true north inside ourselves.

So,

It will give you breadcrumbs about things to do,

And they're actually more important that you do those things than anything.

You see,

If you've got an intuition saying,

Go out into nature,

And your teacher maybe is saying to you,

Well,

Stay inside and do your practices.

Well,

Maybe the teacher is just going,

Do your practices,

And for you that means staying inside.

But your inner heart's going,

Go outside.

Follow that.

Follow those ladders that you get from inside you.

Please,

Just follow them.

You'll get very direct data about what you need to do for yourself.

I used to,

You know,

We all have our ways,

But one of the things,

And I've told you this before,

When I felt really chaotic,

I would do,

Like,

Macrame or something.

And if I did it for just one day,

I would stabilize.

So,

Imagine if I hadn't followed that,

You know.

I mean,

It was so simple.

I did macrame for one day.

Stabilized many times in the course of my journey,

Many times.

I never finished the project.

I just would do a bit of macrame.

Yeah,

It's like,

I know,

It's kind of like,

Okay,

It worked,

You know.

I didn't argue.

I mean,

I've actually never told anybody this particularly,

Because I'm actually not good with my hands anyway,

About this stuff.

So,

What I did was pretty pathetic,

But it got me out of my head.

So,

You know,

All the guidance about what we can do to help ourselves comes from what?

From other lives.

From maybe what we did in other lives that made us very happy.

So,

If we do those things this life,

We get calmed from all those lifetimes where it was a joyful thing or,

You know.

Right.

There's another one for me.

Carpentry.

So,

Any renovation that I did,

You know,

When I had properties,

Any renovation I did,

Smallest thing,

And I would be so relaxed.

I would just,

It would help heal me somehow.

Just pay attention to your experience,

You guys.

This is,

This is,

Just pay attention to these things,

You know.

Some people,

You know,

My mom cooked.

Cooking was incredibly therapeutic for her.

Just do these things that help you.

Right.

Good.

It's funny.

I'm feeling like you're,

You're all doing this.

It's as if you're all looking for your roots more,

The roots of your being.

You're all kind of looking for them.

Where are they?

Sort of digging past whatever needs to be dug through to feel the roots of your being,

To feel your soul energy,

To feel these things that come from other lives where,

You know.

Like,

When I went to Greece,

I went to Greece,

I was ecstatically happy the whole time in Greece.

It was because I had some really happy lives there.

It was very healing.

Yeah.

Like,

Just open up and pay attention to what really feeds you,

You know.

You know,

When I go to,

Like,

I love dogs.

So,

When I go to India,

I get surrounded by dogs.

All the wild dogs,

They just love me.

Not at the ashram,

But anywhere else where I go,

The dogs all come,

And then I won't touch them because,

You know,

They've got all kinds of diseases and stuff,

And they're so disappointed,

Really.

They're like,

How could you do this to us?

Yeah.

Like,

You know,

Pramasutis paid a lot of attention to this,

To just being Pramasutis.

And this is what I want you guys to do for you paying attention to just being Jenna or Laura or Marion or Michael or Saskia,

Siva,

Mike,

Susan,

Alvani,

Whoever else is there.

Yeah.

Your is-ness,

Your self,

Your,

You know,

Your human self and your divinity,

Both.

Because we find our divinity through our humanity,

You guys,

Through accepting your humanity.

You cannot get it any way else.

And part of what's going on in this very corporate techno world is there's this big spiritual explosion,

But people don't know how to accept their humanity.

So,

They do all kinds of modalities and stuff,

And they're trying to fix themselves.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Accept your humanity.

That's what Alma does with us.

She accepts our humanity.

She gives us these hugs.

It's so mammalian.

It's so human.

It's so healing.

Good.

Okay.

So,

Remember,

Your head cannot stop your evolution unless you think it can.

Because you're God.

So,

What you choose,

Like if you're God and you're saying,

Okay,

This life,

I'm going to pretend that my head can stop my evolution because I need this experience,

Then that's what will happen.

But if you just think about it,

About this eternal soul,

And you're just very conditioned head if you think about who's stronger.

And just remember what I said.

It gets done.

Your evolution gets done by something beyond you,

By something beyond your head.

Just give yourself,

Be loose with yourself.

Be kind of,

Try not to box yourself too much or don't say I have to find enlightenment by age 50 or something.

Don't.

Just remember that you're,

It's a process of self-discovery.

Yeah.

And you will be shown.

And you will be helped.

And your soul is your witness.

Your soul's always with you.

Plus,

We have these beautiful angelic energies.

I felt one time,

You know,

With preparing for a satsang,

This is at the beginning where it was harder work.

And I felt Archangel Michael,

You know,

The warrior,

Come right into my body.

Yeah,

To help give me strength.

To face the egos,

And to face the doubts,

And to face the fears,

And to like,

You know,

Cheerly.

And it was very enhanced.

And actually,

I still feel,

I feel like Archangel Michael just lives in Pramasutra's body,

That he helps her do this work.

Really.

Yeah.

It's this subtle wisdom,

Saskia,

Of the feminine power.

Feminine face of God power.

Yeah.

Abraham used to say that love power,

You know,

Real power was mass subtlety.

It was just noticing a whole bunch of subtleties.

And when you do that,

You just become a love powerful person.

So,

It's like you walk into a room,

You know,

Immediately who doesn't feel good.

You just get so much data,

Just all at once.

And as that continues,

Your thoughts,

When you're aiming them beneficently,

You know,

Your prayers for people,

They'll get stronger and stronger and do more and more good.

Right.

Okay,

Good.

And remember,

Let yourself see your own beauty.

Please,

Even if others can't,

Don't worry.

In fact,

Others won't be able to,

In a way,

Is because only,

Only it's like God in us knows what it's like to be ourselves,

Right?

Like,

Nobody else can really,

We can't ever fully know what it's like to be another person.

We can have a feeling,

An approximation,

But we can't know.

Even Amma said this,

I thought,

Yeah,

That no person can really know entirely what it's like to be another.

I heard Amma say this.

But we can see our own beauty,

You guys.

Like,

Remesuda,

I'll tell you,

It's really been dawning on me about this with my mom being,

You know,

My tough start with my mom being in a breakdown,

That that was my start.

So,

I'm really seeing the hugeness of the healing and the value of what it took for Remesuda to be able to allow the healing.

It's all Amma.

It's all Amma,

Truly.

But Remesuda walked it.

And this has helped my work become more powerful.

Just that recognition of,

Boy,

That was a real ordeal.

Yeah,

Just that has made this work more powerful.

And I want you to go back into your lives,

Like,

Maybe look at yourself a little bit differently,

You know,

And have kind of reverence for yourself,

For what you faced,

And your willingness to grow beyond it.

Yeah,

Please,

Because you guys,

There's so much movement in you.

You guys are moving,

Many of you are moving very fast.

All of you have changed a lot since I first met you.

And treat yourself well and treat others well.

You guys,

That is actually a big secret to how Remesuda navigated is.

I just instinctively treat people well.

And it really comes back.

It really comes back and accelerates you if you are just,

Treat others like human beings,

Respectful human beings.

It really comes back really powerfully.

Like Amma says,

You know,

When you help humanity,

It's not just Amma,

That is,

It is kind of the most accelerative way to help humanity.

And,

You know,

Just treating people with respect,

I mean,

People sometimes don't know what to do with it.

They're so shocked.

And you know what I find?

Being gentle with men,

Men are just shocked if a woman's gentle with them,

Really.

And you know what?

It really works well,

Often.

Now,

I'm not saying,

You know,

Sometimes we have to stand up for ourselves,

I'm not.

But it's like,

I think everybody's just feeling abused these days,

Males and females.

So,

If you just treat each other with respect,

It can do huge things.

Huge benefits.

And one of the things that Premastude is really big on,

That I did a lot,

Was if there was a difficulty with somebody,

I would bridge with the goal of a healing.

So,

I wouldn't sell my soul,

Like,

To try to please the other person,

You know,

To heal something in a pretend way.

But I would do it in a real way,

Like,

You know,

Like,

I would go like,

Oh,

I felt sad when this happened.

And then I'd talk about what my response was,

And my sadness.

I wouldn't say they were wrong,

I wouldn't even talk about,

I wouldn't even try to explain why they might have reacted the way they did.

I would just keep it totally focused on me,

And talk about my response.

And yeah,

But this is for another day,

We could play with that.

And sometimes it's not safe to do that.

But sometimes it's just,

It's like Amma says,

The head makes the,

You know,

Cuts,

Makes the separation,

And the heart sews it together.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Anyway,

I've given you a lot of information at the end.

I don't want to confuse you.

Just do your best with all of it.

Just get,

Like,

That you're,

You're beloved.

Just get that.

And Prema Sudha will be happy.

Okay.

Last call for any questions or comments?

Well,

It's very good satsang,

You guys.

Thank you.

Thank you.

Thank you.

Yeah.

See some of you tomorrow.

Okay.

Blessings.

Bye.

Bye.

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